Thursday, May 29, 2008

of finals and life.

june is about to come!meaning summer is about to show it true self.

june also meaning that the finals is about to end(thank GOD!),and june also stands for how many days left only for me to go home!

the final is like taking too many days(months to be exact) till at one point people got all fed up with covering behind the books.i dont know about others but i am one of those people.But then if i didn't study i'll end up failing papers and i have to come back here earlier than what i've planned.

but the ups and downs of the previous papers worry me alot.i don't want to come back and repeat back the papers.i really-really don't want to.please GOD,i pray to you.

physical chemistry paper was's hard because even the egyptians said its hard.and to make the day more 'perfect',the oral exam sucks.

the doktorah(a female lecturer,they use doktorah here) gave me 8 questions for the oral exam.and she didnt give me the time to think.she said that i'm not studying well just because i'm not like egyptians who immediately write down the answers right after she gave them the questions.

'you left your country,and you're not studying'.

what the heck!she asked me in i look like i understand any word?and yeah,you translated it in english,but you translated it in the wrong way,the way people find it hard to yeah,i need time to think of what exactly the questions are.and hello?i didnt study the way the egyptians study,where they memorized the whole book.i feel like it is just a waste of time to memorize the book but not understand the objective of the book.what is the purpose of attending classes when you can stay at home and memorize the whole thick book?every body can be a doctor if they memorize the books without understand them.oh,i'm tired of complaining.but i'm tired of people accusing me things.bullshit,just have to let it be.

bumped into an egyptian course mate who we(the malaysian girls) tend to call him kedut because the corner of his eyes always winkle everytime he smiles but he doesnt really smell good because he barely change his clothes.we think that he will only change his clothes after a week of wearing it.harhar

kedut: imtihan sahlun?(is the exam easy?)
and then a cute boy behind him asked me the same question but in english.
me: NO!
the cute boy behind kedut: i agree with you.
kedut smiles with him kedut face.harhar.

exams equal to stress which equals to pressure which lead to the problems of life.
exam is pressuring people and when pressure starts to control your body,the emotions became meaning that people will easily get hurt when they are under pressure.this exam season,many broke ups happened.the house shattered into pieces.each house began to have their own house problems.people kept on arguing,not statisfied with each other,and the list goes down.oh tidak,dunia sudah dicemari~!

people stay home and spend more time with books,they didn't communicate with each other often enough.they prefer to silently(or loudly) studying.i may find this new because i didn't attend boarding school.they say they got used to that situation because it happens in boarding school everytime exam season strikes.i need the friendly people back!give me back those friendly people!

the most scary paper is coming right up for the dentist students here this coming monday.i really need a genius' brain for this.i need to do well in this paper so that i can cover up for the physical chemistry that's been stabbing my heart and pass the final without repeating any papers.

enough of all this stuff,
was watching apm's performances in youtube.and i've been repeating this video over and over again.

i think i fell in love with hady mirza.he's just too darn cute!(wink2)
maybe i fell in love with singapore singers kot?but taufik batisah will still be my no 1 singapore singer.hee.

it's already midnight!and it's 30th may today.HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUQMAN!you're 14 now.enjoy your life.i know you read my blog.(wink2)

dearest dentist friends,may all the lucks be with you.15 more days to independency!


Niksu Rashid said...

i am one of those friendly people tak? harhar.

be patient hannah. studying abroad needs like what, sejuta kesabaran. menggunung! its different from malaysia, its totally different. we just have to accept how people think and speak eventhough we know we are right and they are wrong. (maybe they are not wrong, just can't accept us also as malaysians who studies abroad) BUT we need to speak our mind, kan?

it's 30th may. and 30th june you'll be coming home. i cant wait to meet you hannah. one month to go baby!

all the best. may the force be with you <3

hannahsahimi said...

yes,thank God,you are one of those friendly people.harhar.
not only sejuta kesabaran,trillion kesabaran i reckon.harhar..

taknak cakap 1 month mcm lame lagi..30 days is more suitable kot?harhar...can't wait to meet u too!

sayang kamu banyak2!!