Thursday, March 22, 2007

DILEMA.TAKDE DAH.

i woke up this morning and mak told me that aunty nolly and uncle khalid wanted to meet me.so,the lazy me quickly took my bath and went down to meet them.and they advised me to think this and that before everything.like duh~that's what i've been doing this 2 weeks!adoi.so,aunty nolly said she prefer me to do dentistry in mesir.uncle khalid pulak told me that banyak cobaan belajar oversea ni!ok.i'm confused.

so,me n mak went to meet the agent today and paid the booking fee.i'm currently just waiting for the offer letter.but,if somehow my luck will change and i somehow get the ipta offer letter,i'll reconsider on which to take.either mesir or ipta.i have personal reasons laaa...malas nak cerite laa...

after that,we went to pasar tani and bought the usual barang dapur.oh.mak asked me to buy sawi kan?and i dengan tak malunye pergi tanye that uncle,'sawi yang mane?'hahaha...bagus tak?haha

then,we went home an i did the kemaskini all the ipta form,the jpa form,i finished filling the felda form and hujan came.with hujan,i went to the photocopy shop to photocopy the certs.and went to fetch luqman.with payung walking like a duck.and a cinapek pissed me off.grr.tak terkata geramnye!

later at night,we went to pak andak's house.met kak ina,abg ewan,abg khairul,azri and the reason i went to the house is.....kak ina's daughter,amira(not really la.I went there sbb nak pengesahan sijil.hehe.).finally,i'm here.harhar.

new words:
hannah: kacak,rapuh n bazooka.
niksu: wangi,syabas n pistol air.
amelin: kencang,membara n meriam.
haziq kasih: tabah n kereta kebal.
maput sayang: kemas.

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

menjelma

kaer-menjelma.

jari jemari
menyusun tari,indah pesona
tiada tandinganya
dikaulah puteri yang bersemadi
dihati ini,namun hadirmu
kan tetap jadi misteri
di malam yang sepi kau hadir menjelma
memukau pandangan
mungkinkah ini nyata
di malam yang sepi kau hadir menjelma
ku tersenyum lalu tergoda
khayalanku kan bersamamu
menyulam cinta di hatiku
bayanganmu yang menghantui
biar bersama
sinar rembulan mengiring tari
di bawah pohon rendang menyelimuti
puteri misteri zaman berzaman memukau alam
setiap langkahmu buatku tertanya
di balik awan kan daku berlari
memetik bintang yang berseri
kan ku mengabdikan
menjadi lambang cinta

lagu:audi mok
lirik:kaer azami

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

pening

mak is confusing me.one moment she told me to apply this,do this,go there,it's good for you and some sort.another moment she told me to dont do it,what if this,what if that?i dont understand.should i burn the booking fee?honestly,i dont know.

being 18 sucks.i wish i could be younger.the time when the adults make the best decision for us and we just follow them without any objection.really,i miss that.now,we have to think.parents are only here to guide.not making decisions.at times,we argue with them.we've made ourselves anak derhaka.i miss being kanak-kanak riang.they have nothing to worry about.i'm so jealous with them.

i dont have any conclusion yet for this matter.i wish i could travel to the future and see wether or not i've made the best decision.or,dream about the future that surely could give me some hints on which decision to make?which college to choose?which dream to chase?for now,i really dont know.

maybe i should just perfom the solat istikharah.

Monday, March 19, 2007

bazooka.tak kemas.

hari penuh penungguan.(panjang ceritanye)

maput lembab doh.hahahahaha.

finally got the chance to meet niksu(ni aku selalu jumpe),haziq n maput.we had satay kajang di petang² hari.thanks for susah² datang kajang.hehe.best.

amelin,next time kita jumpa eh?haha.

aku taktahu nak tulis ape dah.haha.karang² kalau ada masa aku tambah.

p/s:
sesiapa yang tahu apa islamic development bank scholarship tu ape kejadahnye sila be kind bagitahu.

new word for today: BAZOOKA!


lagu baru: kaer-menjelma.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

news.

KUTPM OFFER DENTISTRY DOH!!!~

pengumuman!

SAYA TAK CONFIRM LAGI KE MESIR ITU!MAK SAYA TGH CARI OPTION LAIN PULAK.MAYBE IPTA,MAYBE EGYPT.HARAP MAKLUM!AMELIN,I TAK CONFIRM LAGI OK?

Saturday, March 17, 2007

edu fair

we(me,syaf,ghazali,husna,ariffah,ghan,syazwan n aizzat) went to education fair in klcc today.before we go,i met seeling at the ktm and she suddenly tukar plan.instead of following her cousin who she said she's not close with,she followed us.and we waited there at the ktm for almost 2 hours for husna to come.geram sikit la.

we had kfc when we arrived at KL SENTRAL.syazwan works in kfc and he has the voucher,but being effingly kedekut taknak belanja.they spent about 30 mins there.mmg melambatkan masa je.geram lagi sikit.


syazwan.iffa


we reached there,they suddenly wanted to watch Mukhsin.me and see ling was like...korg ni datang nak tgk edu fair ke nak suke²?me and see ling left them there and continued searching for private universities.ghazali bohong doh kate pameran ipta?!geram lagi.

to my surprise,there were loads of universities or colleges that's offering dentistry.and the minimum qualification for dentistry course is pretty low.swasta lah kan?there're loads of universities that's sending their students to either india or indonesia for the third till fifth year of dentistry.BUT,it'll cost much lesser if i study the same course in egypt.MUCH MUCH lesser.

we also searched for engineering courses.there's machatronic engineering course in GMI.but,we have to learn Deutsch before complete ur studies in germany.the study fees is completely free!i'm damn serious!see ling is considering on taking machatronic enineering.she's eagerly wants to go to germany.she's been learning some Deutsch lately.(or maybe she wants to meet her hero,klose?..hahaha).whatever it is,i had splendid time with see ling today.

dalam jutaan manusia tu,suddenly,i met fion,ker sinn,afiq and some former form six who i forgot the names.I was making fun of see ling and tried to search for the aimst booth,and see ling was left behind(she was standing in the middle of the road reading the map,and i was being high and loudly laughed at her..haha)and suddenly someone called my name..and it was afiq..i cant think at the moment..i was like..sape plak ni?..instead of saying hi,the first word that came out from my mouth was...bye.haha.


ghan.me


and oh.i met fion.she's going to berkhidmat untuk negara starting tomorrow.haha.so i gave her a big fat hug!tapi boleh jumpe pon.kat semenyih je..haha..

i took as many free pens i can get!i mean,i stole it kot.haha.me and see ling was like surveying the pens and went to the booths and filled the forms,talked abit.and ran away with the pens.gaha.SEGI college punye pen best doh.BESAR GEDABAK!haha.

see ling and i was talking in mandarin,right?and everybody was staring at me.and every chinese asked me the same question:'u can speak mandarin?'..duh~..habistu bahasa ape yang aku cakap?SEPAK KANG!

i was hoping to see niksu.sekejap pon jadilah.but,tak ada rezekilah.i have to go home.see ling have to go home.others?let them be.i'm so geram with them.sorry eh niksu?

syukri akan berkhidmat untuk negara~yeay!selamat berjaya!

p/s:
karwei told me that he saw me there.tak perasan.haha.

Friday, March 16, 2007

geram ar.

woi!aku tahu lah kau dapat 7A!yang nak berlagak sangat tu apsal?gelabah la woi!!!

mari bercerite:
i was chatting with him in MSN.he told me that he got 7As.suddenly,

ure not good in est meh?y ur bm dropped edi?

-_______-" geram sungguh.GERAM SANGAT!

mcmkan 7A tu bagus sangat.nak je bunuh budak tu!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Thursday, March 15, 2007

egypt

a hectic day i had..

cikde n cik andak came over.nenek dah ke pahang.everything settled.alhamdulillah.

talked to bat yesterday.surprisingly he wants to be a dentist too!he'll start next month.a private university in penang n kedah.congrats dude!

mak kate cost belajar dentistry di penang lebih mahal than belajar di mesir.so yeah,i've made my decision.i want to go to mesir.if the agent said there's still tempat for me.saya akan book esok.harap² masih ada tempat lagi.

1. i can learn bahasa arab pasar kalau saya ke mesir furthering my studies.the heaven's language.one of languages that arwah ayah once told us to kuasai.

2. and if i go to mesir,i'll imediately start my 1st year.i'll skip the pre-u program.and insyaAllah kalau result elok,i'll be a dentist when i reach the age of 23.lebih cepat daripada orang lain.haha.kacakk!

3. mak said i can come back!hahaha.kalau ada cuti panjang.yeye!boleh balik!yeye!kacakk betul!

so,i really hope that ada lagi tempat for me in this program.AMIN~

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

damnit la i'm bored!

not watching AF.not in the mood of following this year's AF.saya suke DAFI sahaja.others?biarlah mereka.ramai sangat pon!and everybody is talking at the same time.bingit betul.and, some of them are like...there's camera everywhere,i have to look pretty all the time.hell la.balik lagi bagus.

i logged in to blog at 9.00 pm..now,it's already 11.34 pm.n i already forgot what i wanted to blog.haha.nvm.recall.11.57pm.cant recall.i forgot everything!didnt feel like blogging.but AB n niksu said,blog je la!so here it goes.enjoy reading!haha.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

minah jpj.

urgh!!!minggu ini memang minggu yang tak kacakk!!!i failed my JPJ test!i did well in bahagian II.terasa kacak.

i was the last person in bahagian III!imagine how you'll feel if u came damn early,dah passed bahagian II pon antara yang terawal,then u have to wait for EVERYBODY to finish!4 HOURS!bengang la kan!

minah jpj tu memang aku nak sumpah!CIBAI betul la minah jpj tu!i wanted to belok kanan, i saw kereta coming,but it was like way far lagi!so i beloked!then she stopped me.asked me to get out of the car and she sent me back to the track.tapikan,die bawak lagi bahaya!minah cibai tu bawak laju gile pastu ade lori kat depan die slambe je taknak slow down.sampai nak cium bontot lori tu baru tekan brek kuat2.minah cibai tu tak layak ar nak fail kan aku!cibai betul.kan aku dah banyak mencarut harini!pasal minah cibai tu la!urgh!!!aku tahu la kau nak balik kerje cepat2!aku yang bayar kau,buat ar kerje elok2!nak jadi contoh pon xbleh!dah la aku penat je menunggu macam dungu kat situ.cibai betul.baru drive 5 minit.bangang betul minah tu!geram!

jpj lelaki wayy better la!jpj lelaki tak kesah pon mcm mane orang drive!kimi drive lebih limit pon passed je.jpj lelaki rocks!jangan la tunjukkan muke kau kat aku lagi ye minah jpj.hopefully 27/3 ni kau bukan examiner aku.bla la!

MESIR.
i woke up today and mak suddenly asked me:'hannah nak pergi mesir buat dentistry tak?'

OF COURSE!
met the agent today.kalau cepat kasi dia documents,boleh la dpt tempat.kalau dpt tempat,akhir august saya fly~

p/s:
rupe kimi tu mcm rupe AB lah!kembar AB kot..tapi die lagi tampan dan kacak,LEBIH MATANG pulak tu!hahaha...shtum!
tapi terlupe amek no phone kimi yang kacakk tu.adoiii!die tersangatlah friendly!
saye dpt kawan baru!namenye faeeza.kami sama2 failed!haha.tapi die failed both bahagians!haha.

Monday, March 12, 2007

grkth

alhamdulillah.i've done my best.i should not be upset.i deserved it.i've tried my best.or should i say...padan muka kau hannah!haha.but i'm so proud that i got an A for biology.walaupun keputusan saya tak kacak,saya amat berbangge bio saye!haha.plus,i'm the only malay who passed mandarin..in my school.satu lagi yang saya bangge.

cine² hebat² betul!they jumped and screamed joyfully.congrats.

saya bangang BM.gaha.that's the truth.okay.too much information.saya TAKMAU bgtau di sini!amat mencemar maruah plak nanti.oh AB,kan betul saye ckp saye truk BM?tak caye?hahaha.mungkin salah tajuk.mungkinlah.memang pon salah tajuk!tajuk PLKN tu.PLKN ni mmg lah.haha.

papepon,i thanked GOD.syukur alhamdulillah.

i didnt cry tak berlagu today.maybe i wanted to cry,but i cant.niksu said last year orang average straight As,this year orang average macam kite.right!that's so true.last year,addmaths 15 markah dah A siot.damn busuk unfair!tak kacak langsung!

mak was....erm...maybe dissapointed...

mcm mane ni hannah?

and after like 10 minutes...

mcm mane ni hannah?

then,those aunties started to call.malu.segan.adoih.

mak said:'hani lagi bagus.'

ok.perbandingan lagi.silelah.saya terima dgn hati terbuka.akan ku buktikan nnti!next year cgpa 4 flat!ternganga semua org?saya berjanji akan berusaha ke arah itu!

p/s:
amelin,memang lah saye mat salleh!saye anak mat salleh!anak mohd salleh!
siape result die kacak,silelah belanje saye yg harini tak kacak ni.


ESOK TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, March 11, 2007

cuak.

i still have....23 hours left to do nothing except cuak-ing.sangat takut.i repeat:SANGAT MEGA TAKUT!!

mak was talking with cikde on the phone.

'esok tanyelah khabar.tanye khabar hannah.'

dush!dush!tak perlulah susah² nak tanya khabar!

i have to attend my additional driving class tomorrow before i go to school to take that....you know what...therefore,i have to wake up real early tomorrow.adoih.i bet i'll drive badly tomorrow.

cant sleep last night.i just dozed off for a few hours.mengantuk!

back to Chill-lah di xfresh with kaer.
i'm leading with over 120 thousand votes.i am...what they called...tamak.haha.niksu is currently at the 2nd place with 79 thousand votes.

n,budak² NS 1st batch dah pulang..FOR REAL!yes!yes!gahaha.

syukri,nanti dptkan title wira negara tau!haha.
amelin,terima kasih malam tadi!
niksu,saya makin suka tompi.haha.


GOOD LUCK UTK MEREKA² YANG BAKAL MENGAMBIL SLIP GAJI 'ITU' ESOK!!TAHNIAH KEPADA YANG BERJAYA!

truly,
hannah sahimi.
time: 11.23 AM. lagi 23 jam 37 minit.
sedang: CUAK sambil dgr lagu² kaer hampir sejuta kali.


insyaAllah,semua orang akan berjaya.Hanya Dia yang Maha Berkuasa menentukan segalanya. ku berserah!

Friday, March 09, 2007

geram!!

was walking with liyin to her car and suddenly this guy came to us.

'eh,ni student kan?'

me:'ha?bukanlah.'

'bukan eh?rupa familiar.'

me:'oh.sorry.'

'nah' bagi phone number.

me:'ha?buat pe?tak nak'

'tak.ambek je.'


me:'ha?tak nak' wishing him to get the hell away from me please!

'ambek je.'

i took it,and threw it away.kau gila ape?stalker ntah mane.blah la weih!luckily liyin was there.tak tahu la apa akan jadi kalau dia tak ada.

luqman memang la nak kena!he gave my number to a friend of his yang same age as me tapi i dont even know him.tibe2,hai anna.aku paling pantang orang eja nama aku anna atau nana(voon how and kar wei excluded).elok2 arwah ayah bagi nama sedap2,kau eja entah ape2.blah la.luqman said that guy actually hafal-ed the quran.i dont care.siapa suruh kau panggil aku anna?sepak kang!

current top kaer voters:
mazuhara (72242 votes)
Cut3GirL (56572 votes)
niksu89 (27761 votes)
darenna_enna (20983 votes)
ginggi (5941 votes)
badiuzaman (3984 votes)
baByEasT (3509 votes)
edylaneesa (1842 votes)
fammykhairi (1800 votes)
mohas9229 (672 votes)

mazuhara ni memang taknak kalah!geram betul lah!
nasib baik x perlu guna duit,kalau tak,mati lor~..
it's good for me tho,cause i wont be thinking about this coming monday.

about this coming monday...
luqman:'kak lang pergi amek result pukul brape?'

me:'10 kot.kenape?'

luqman:'nak ikut.nak tgk.'

me:'......'

ustazah came over for mengaji...
ustazah:'hannah dah kuruslah.'

me:'hah?' makin gemuk adelah!haha.

ambil result 12 march.
driving test 13 march.
wah "indah"nye minggu depan!!...

mari vote kaer banyak2!
1. mazuhara
2. darenna_enna
3. badiuzaman
4. fammykhairi
5. baByEasT


brape juta korg vote kaer ha?penat!~

jaga2...hannah datang nak dptkan no 1~

niksu,mari vote!!

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

OMG!

had a splendid hang out time with liyin at secret recipe.i had speggheti and 7up while liyin had tom yam kung and apple juice.after that,we shared blueberry cheese cake and some blackcurrent juice.liyin is like the nicest person ever!she belanja me the whole thing!even the 2 pieces of cakes that i tapau-ed for mak and luqman!like,jimat betul duit aku!haha.

had the lunch date with liyin because she want to see me before she go to the national service thing.GOSH!i'll miss her deep!waikuan pon pergi.hadoih.sunyinye nanti.huhu~.


liyin dyed her hair.cantik!


liyin was being extra nice because she just got her 1st salary.kerja ma~.belanja la..
after the whole lunch date thing,she drove me back and lepak-ed here.we just..hang and talk.

did i ever mention that I BOUGHT KAER'S CD?i bought it just today!hohoho.that uncle was being nice and gave me discounts.gahaha.gembira sungguh lah saya hari ini!!


saya kaeratic!



kaer menjelma



1. menjelma
2. izinku pergi

3. ku tak ingin bebas
4. sinar cahaya
5. apabila
6. dalam kenangan
7. kau telefon lagi
8. hilangnya cinta
9. mama said
10. seribu impian
11. kembali bersama

lagunye semua kacak-kacak!trust me.

complete dah hari ini!gahahaha!

p/s:lagu telefon lagi tu kan..hahaha..best gile..

kau mula menelefon lagi
lagi dan lagi dan lagi
ku jadi gila lagi-lagilah
mahu saja ku senyapkan telefon ini
ish..ish..ish sush pula yg lain menghubungi
jika HANA dan sarah boleh lagi
ini minah masuk ke sepuluh kali.

heheheheheheheheehehe....

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

esok keluar!

received a call all the way from kuching.

kak ngah: han,result dah keluar ke?kenape amirah tu dah dpt result?

oh ho.kak ngah baru tahu berita.kesian tahu lambat.

aunty nolly: next week!next week!19 A ke?

hadoih.

luqman putuskan earphone kesayanganku!!baik kau ganti balik,luqman!!!

esok keluar berlepak bersama liyin!gahaha!

Monday, March 05, 2007

monday blues.

i went to the public bank and waited for like half an hour and they only tell me this:

sorry,release letter tu belum sampai lagi la.nanti we'll call you.

pergh..bukannye nak cakap awal²!

i went to the post office after that and the customer service's counter was closed but a policeman was there so i asked him about mcm mane nak pos laju.

tu,isi tu.(with effingly annoying voice)

i looked around and found nothing.luckily,i spotted a guy filling the pos laju form so,i followed him.polis yang tak membantu langsung!

sesiapa tahu cara baca yassin hajat?

hari ini harijadi arwah ayah.Al-fatihah.

A1?

was having breakfast and ean suddenly called.

ean:'weih,result keluar bile?'

me:' 12 la '

ean:'aku dgr radio tadi ade org dpt 19 A1'

me:'ha?tipu kot?'

ean:'yekot.saje call kau.'

so i continued having breakfast without knowing that what ean said is actually true.

was in the car with mak,and suddenly mak said,

'ade orang dapat 19 A1.'

me:' ha?betul ke?patutla ean call tadi.'

mak:'yelah.orang johor.'

boleh tak percaya lagi tu!
so,i asked mak to buy surat khabar.

yeah.sgt benar.di utusan malaysia siap tulis eksklusif lagi.hebat betul minah ni!sgt jealous.berdebar-debar.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

jpa dan mara

borang jpa dan mara hanya boleh diisi mulai 12 mac 2007,bersamaan hari isnin.Permohonan boleh dibuat melalui online application secara percuma melalui www.jpa.gov.my atau di esila.jpa.gov.my.

Program pendedahan kerjaya seorang doktor di hospital-hospital kementerian kesihatan yg terpilih di seluruh negara selama 3 hari iaitu pd 27,28 dan 29 mac 2007.Calon2 dikehendaki mnyemak maklumat terkini permohonan melalui portal jpa tersebut:

1. keputusan panggilan bg mengikuti program pendedahan kerjaya seorg doktor: 25 mac
2. keputusan panggilan temuduga jpa: 30 mac.

pertanyaan:
tajaan jpa: 03-88853397(10 talian) atau email di esila@jpa.gov.my
tajaan mara: 03-26915111(samb. 1103, 1107, 1120, 1134, 1155, 3619, 3620 dan 3631)
atau email di webmaster@mara.gov.my

sekadar berkongsi maklumat.harap dapat membantu.

p/s:
was browsing
evil bunny's site and found this cute enjet-enjet semut cartoon.kelakar.

Saturday, March 03, 2007

poyo

i'm fatter than how i used to be in school.thanks to tak buat pape but eat and sleep,plus tak keluar rumah langsung.i gained like 2 kilos.and i have to loose it.the 2 extra kilos.adoi.mak,dont cook yang sedap2 please..hehe..

things with mak has already settled.mak is being mak back again.i dont know what made her change back to herself again.maybe because she overheard me crying when i watch kaer singing izinku pergi at AC di sini.hey,it was the first time i heard the song and i was having a real emo moment after i poured all my problems that's pressuring me to a friend of mine.mixed together,become a real crying disaster tau!

i received a real sad news today.an old friend of mine,imran has been admitted to the HKL's ICU for 60% of his body terbakar.his friend,to whom i said hi like only twice kot,also seriously injured.

ku berharap agar dia selamat.amin.

was chatting with kak ngah few days back,before she flew back to kuching.

me:'nak kawin dengan pilot lah!'

kak ngah:'baguslah,kak ngah pon tgh cari pilot ni!'

haha.mimpilah kami.

had a weird plan for my future kids.haha.
was lepak-ing with mak and luqman a week ago..

me:'nanti anak2 kak lang nak taruk sahimi belakang die.tak kisah laki ke pompuan'.

luqman:' huh?'

me:'yela.mcm anuar sahimi bin something something.sebab mak kan kate sahimi ni orang jarang gune.'

berangan lagilah saya.

was being busuk tak mandi at 10 am and mak asked me to buy newspapers at 7-11,so i went in with a complete baru bangun tidur look.put the stuff on the counter,suddenly stared at the guy.he's way hot.luckily,i've already brushed my teeth!haha.he's being so decent.well,that's kinda his job kan.and i was like tersipu2 thinking that dia tahu ke aku tak mandi lagi nih!haha.

speaking of newspapers,to all spm leavers,please buy our local newspaper on the 4,5,11 and 13 march for the jpa scholarship will be advertised there on those dates.thank you.

oi mukhsin,ape kau mengendap kat atas pokok tu?

Friday, March 02, 2007

izinkanku pergi.

Izinkanku Pergi-kaer

Sinaran mata
Cerita segalanya
Duka lara terpendam
Memori semalam
Tinggal segala cinta
Tiada kembalinya
Abadi kasih kita
Kau bawa bersama
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya

Pergilah rinduku
Hilangkan dirimu
Tak sanggup menanggung
Derita di kalbuku
Pergilah sayangku
Bangunlah semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Tersemat jiwa
Setia bersamanya
Cinta murni berdua
Beribu tahunnya
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya

Oooohhh... Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Maafkan daku
Duhai kasih
Izinkan ku pergi


ehem...lagu ni sedih..serious!nangis lah anda.sebab saya nangis.haha.malu.

bengang.arh.

bengang.arh.
i'm so bengang with mak these 2 days.she kept scolding me for no reasons.making me feel like i'm the bad person in the house while luqman senang2 goyang kaki and didnt even feel sorry for me.didnt even care to help.urgh.tak tahan duduk di rumah.nak keluar!!!

i want to get out and hang out with my friends,for at least 2 hours la kan.but everytime i think i get the chance to go out,there must be something happend and everybody needs to go out handle something and left me alone in the house to,what they say 'jage rumah'.as if someone break into the house,i will fight them or something.it's pointless to 'jage rumah'.if someone wants to break in,they'll do it,no matter how.urgh.nak keluar!!

just now,mak scolded me for spent the most of my time in front of the computer.like,that's the only source for me to keep in touch with my friends kan?itu pon nak marah?then she scolded me for mintak tolong drpd him.like,it's easier la to mintak tolong than i have to go somewhere else and spend approximately rm20 to settle it kan?kate nak berjimat?tak tahan la woi.

apa yang ku buat tiap2 hari:
1. bangun,kemas katil,sapu sampah.
2. masak.tolong je.
3. luqman has to go to school,accompany mak to send him to school.
4. come back home,doing nothing except watching tv and online.
5. accompany mak to fetch luqman from school.
6. had dinner,tahlil,and there goes my day!
7. hve to see the lawyer la at some day.
8. have to go to the post office etc to settle stuffs la.


tekanan wor!i cant work with tekanan!just need to spend like 2 hours for myself.lepak somewhere but home.

but i didnt argue with mak though.it's rude to lawan cakap orang tua right?i dont want to be a anak derhaka.that's so not me.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

what i predict mak will say if i get low grades for my spm:

'itulah!mak suruh blaja,bukan tgk tv!'

'mcm mane nak jadi dentist kalau mcm ni?'

'dulu taknak blaja,nangis tak berlagulah.'

'baru nak menyesal?'

'kak yong dgn kak ngah dulu lagi bagus.'


what i will say to my mum:

'sorry,mak.'

or just keep quiet.

i had a weird dream few weeks back.the dream was about,you know,spm results.it was the day the results releases and i really dont want to go to the school,and i cried because of that.i dont want to go to the school to take the slip that contains my spm results.luqman kept pujuk me to go to the school,but i still dont want to go there.and kept crying.apekah maksud mimpi itu?

told mak about the result will be released on 12 march.and mak's reaction was:'hah!macam mane tu?'.mak asked me to ask mazris wether or not i can change the date of my driving test to next week.she said:'bagitau diorg,hari sebelum tu nak amek result,nanti takut test tak pass'.i didnt call them yet,but i think they wont allow me to do so cause it's already full kan?packed with spm leavers.

hurm..

p/s:
1. yesterdy's news.seorang lagi budak plkn meninggal dunia,tidak sedarkan diri di dalam bilik air.

2. mak said:'tak lama lagi,habisla plkn tu.'

3. 11 more days!~tak mahu!

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

jangan la keluar.

i went to uniten this morning to attend a meeting sesion with the human resources people.haji kamal and haji abdul aziz.they told us about the total ammount of arwah dad's gratiuity.but i wont tell u the ammount la kan.takkan la.nanti dirompak pulak.haha.

after that,we went to cikde's house to give nenek her pampers.spent 3 hours there.daim ikram was being cold towards me though.he was sleepy,i think.tak boleh main dgn dia.kesedihan terasa.

then,we went to the bengkel to repair our kembara's registered number.it took the foreman like 5 minutes to repair it and it only cost RM2.

read syukri's blog just now.like OMG 12 march!the exact date that i wanna pack my stuff dan berholiday di mars.and,i will be back on earth..let see..a month later kot..oh no.my results mesti teruk punye..dasar orang tak baca buku.i wanna cry!~


p/s:
1. tak nak result keluar.

2. jangan la keluar.

3. duduk situ diam2..

4. please..

5. berdebar-debar.

Monday, February 26, 2007

true to life.

pak cik husin rocks dowh!i parked the car without making any palang fall today!wooho!mak was so right.baca doa makes everything easier to handle.syukri's long explaination pon helped juge.

i saw abang faizal at the track today.n fyi,abang faizal taught me last thursday.he's damn hot but annoying.he smiled at me but i balas him back with irritating fugly face.but i smiled back at him the second time i met him.coz he's way hot.haha.o..k..enough of that.it's making me blush in front of the computer.gile ape?

so,pak cik husin convinced me to take the test.so i went to maris today to book the date for the test.it end up that tomorrow's test dah full n i can only take the test on 13 march.i even took 2 hours of extra lessons!RM40!i hope i pass the test.kalau tak,bazir lagi duit bayar ulangan.tak tertanggung la woi.

p/s:
1. luqman has to go back to school.kesian dia,muka sedih pergi sekolah.

2. kak ngah is flying back to kuching tomorrow.sobs~.

3. nenek is now at cikde's house.we dropped her there yesterday.

4. had splendid time playing with the 2 year old daim ikram.susah tau nak dpt peluang main dengan dia!hehe.

5. kak fati's brownies are so yummy that i ate almost half plate of it.tahu,menggemukkan.

6. watched cicakman yesterday.kudos to pirated cd yang gambarnye ori bak kate alang siti.

7. last but not least,saya lapar.

Friday, February 23, 2007

hmpkt.

i failed to reboost my confidence.i kept thinking that i would fail my driving test.i received a call from mazris today.she asked me wether or not i'm yakin enough to take the driving test on tuesday.i just told her the truth that i dont really mahir in parking.so,she said i dont have to take the test on tuesday.she asked me to call her to set the date when i'm ready to take the test.adoi laa..

so,i discussed with mak about it n mak and i came with a conclusion.see how well i'll perform this coming monday.if i did well and i yakin enough,i'll call mazris asap but if i still cant control and loads of palang jatuh and enjin mati,i have to take another 2 hours of extra driving class.kosnya lebih murah berbanding if i suddenly fail the test and have to take it again.it's like 7 times more expensive!huhu~..

syaf and husna came this afternoon.they said they want to cheer me up for i dont even go out and hang with them.they've made my day completed.i dont even remember what we did but one thing for sure is that we had so much fun!thanks a bunch,girls.

still searching for somebody to teach me how to park a car~..

p/s:
1.result keluar 13 march ke 28 feb????cuak ni!

2.kak fati is spending the night here!

3.sape nak ajar aku park kereta??

4.saya dalam dillema..

5.selamat bercuti di desaru,amelin!

Thursday, February 22, 2007

macam mane la..

i attended my 6th driving class this morning.n i did horrible.my driving sucks.and i only have two more hours of classes to attend.if i fail the test,i have to take it again.and more money would be spent.adoi.macam mane ni.teacher said i dont have self confidence.i did well when the teacher is sitting next to me but i did badly when he's away.especially the parking.a lot of palang jatuh today.i was so dissapointed.i dont think i can pass this test.teacher said my driving skill is okay.i even reached to 80 km/h!hehe.and pak ramli taught me how to drive the car single handed.i'm thinking of taking another two hours of driving class before the test.but mak said test je dulu.

ada doa2 untuk keyakinan diri tak?

i'm carving for some chicken rice and mak is making it now.yippe!

the teacher told me to bukak buku undang2 balik!revise it.study it.memorise it.but the thing is,i dont remember where i campak-ed the book.

after 1 hour,
NASIK AYAM MAK SANGAT SEDAP!!!

Sunday, February 18, 2007

happy chinese new year


yee sang!!!


happy chinese new year to all of my uncountable chinese friends.yu hua-rians, of course.to my former classmates 4c & 5c/2005-2006,3f/2004,2f/2003,1e/2002, to former yuhua krs members (2003-2006),to interact club members (2005-2006) and to my beloved chinese teachers.

and to those yu hua clubs that will organise pesta ang pau,please remember to invite me as i'm effingly bored at home with long list chores and i'm your senior,so you have to respect me by inviting me to the pesta ang pau.haha.

and to those who are organising rumah terbuka,or planning to do so.please remember to invite me and make sure that there will be some yee sang as i'm eagerly want to have some yee sang!!!!and oh,some hong pau also.hehe.

last but not least,i wish all of you:


nian nian you yu



wan shi ru yi




p/s:
1.oh.just found this out.result.uhuh.spm results.yes.akan keluar pada 13 march 2007.so,we still have only 23 days to wait.i was like..oh my god,tak nak tahu langsung!

2.prosperity beef foldover is delicious!and abe is working at bangi's mcd.

3.nenek is here,dont know till when tough.

4.kak ngah is coming back tomorrow.hurray!

5.mak ngah ecah's orange cake is so yummy.

6. me:'mak,tadi drive silau tau!'

mak:' kene pakai cermin mate hitam la tu'..sgt sarcastic.


7.budak-budak plkn dah balik!!!!!yeay!

Friday, February 16, 2007

sejarah tahun baru cina.

Sejarah Tahun Cina.
Dahulu,Buddha dtg ke Bumi dan mahu berangkat pulang.dia memerintahkan 12 ekor haiwan untuk meraikan kepulangannya. Hadiahnya,kata Buddha, setiap ekor haiwan akan dianugerahkan satu tahun.Namun,untuk mengetahui haiwan yang mana mendapat tempat pertama,Buddha telah memerintahkan mereka untuk bertanding antara satu sama lain.Keputusan telah diketahui dan akhirnya tikus telah memenangi pertandingan tersebut.diikuti dengan kerbau,harimau,arnab,naga,ular(saya dan abraham lincoln),kuda,kambing,monyet,ayam jantan,anjing, dan khinzir.Jadi,setiap tahun baru cina mesti disamakan dengan seekor haiwan.Misalnya,tahun ini,tahun 2007 bersamaan dengan tahun khinzir.Tahun depan pula,tahun 2008 bersamaan pula dengan tahun tikus,dan ia akan berulang2.

Sejarah Tahun Baru Cina.
Dahulu,di sebuah kampung,terdapat seekor raksasa bernama 'nien' yang sering datang ke kampung tersebut untuk membuat kacau.Seluruh warga kampung itu akan berlari lintang-pukang sekiranya nien datang ke kampung itu.Pada suatu hari,nien telah datang menyerang kampung itu.warga kampung itu pula segera memasang mercun.bunyi mercun itu akhirnya mengejutkan nien dan nien lari meninggalkan kampung itu dan tidak kembali lagi.warga kampung itu amat sukacita.jadi,mereka pon menyambut ketiadaan nien menyerang mereka lagi setiap tahun dengan bermain mercun.xing nien kuai le!



fu


picture : fu.
perkataan fu diterbalikkan adalah kerana dalam bahasa mandarin,terbalik itu adalah 'dao'.datang/sampai juga disebut 'dao' dalam bahasa mandarin.fu pula bermaksud kekayaan. jadi 'dao fu' bermaksud datang kekayaaan.ia akan ditampal di rumah2 orang cina pada tahun baru cina.
yee shang.
yee shang adalah sejenis makanan.ia hanya dimakan pada tahun baru cina.yee shang adalah macam salad.ia adalah kombinasi antara sayur-sayuran dan ikan salmon.sedap wor!sebelum memakan yee shang,perlulah mencampur-campurkan sayur2 dan ikan itu dahulu.kemudian,perlulah melambung tinggi-tinggi campuran yee shang itu.semakin tinggi dilambung,semakin banyak kekayaan akan didapati pada tahun itu.

kemas rumah.
orang cina tidak boleh mengemas rumah pada tahun baru cina.mengikut kepercayaan,jika sapu sampah pada tahun baru cina bermakna mereka telah menyapu keluar segala kekayaan mereka.oleh itu,orang cina kemas rumah mereka sebelum tahun baru cina.

sedikit sebanyak mengenai tahun baru cina.nak makan yee shang!!


Wednesday, February 14, 2007

mukhsin my love.

i attended my 4th driving lesson today.i have to wake up extra early to get ready.n,oh my.my driving is becoming worse!pak cik hussin taught me how to masuk simpang,but i still dont know when to break,when to press the clutch.i have to practise more on this.

i totally have to drive more.cikgu as'aari once told me to drive more when i dont have any classes.

MUKHSIN.
yasmin ahmad'slatest film,MUKHSIN, will be aired in cinemas starting this 8th march,2007.tak sabar!!




everyone has a first love story to tell.


Cast
Mohd Syafie Naswip - Mukhsin
Sharifah Aryana - Orked
Sharifah Aleya - Mak Inom
Adibah Noor - Yam


lovers' day tahun ni, saya tak sambut.kamu?
happy 18th birthday to liyin n choonkai!

Monday, February 12, 2007

i'm lee hom's freaking fan.

wang lee hom.
lee hom wang.
alexander wang lee hom.
wang lee hong.
is hot!


and he's coming to town.i adore lee hom damn freaking much.i want to go to the concert. i really do! to be in front of him.to adore him.to listen to the songs that he'll be singing for me.either catchy or romantic,i dont care,i love both.to get any chances that i can get to be on stage with him singing only one or kiss goodbye.it will make my day if i get to meet him backstage.

he's the best chinese performer i've ever known!he has this very unique talent.he doesnt sing sappy songs with cute voice like what i reckon all chinese performers always do,except for jay chou,f.i.r and guang liang,of course.he actually has the talent to sing n he is capable of producing tons of good songs.

he plays the violin,the piano,the drums,the guitars and loads more instruments that i dont even know how to spell them.


he's way hot!


i hope syaf has the tickets.i have to beg my mak to allow me to go or i'll treat myself the ticket after being so frugal with my money.i'll do anything to go to the concert.anything!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

fire.

mak and along liza went to kursus dobi today.they are considering on opening a kedai dobi to earn some extra money.but,i asked mak just now on wether or not they want to open the kedai dobi,mak said,tak tahula.i really really hope that the kedai dobi plan will jadi.i'll pray for it.

mak left me n luqman alone at the house.we did nothing.the weather was so hot,so we cant go out.we just stayed in the aircond room and watch some tv.

kebakaran.
telah berlaku satu kebakaran berdekatan rumah saya.apinya sangat merah menyala dan sangat besar.jadi,kami called bomba.tetapi,malangnya,engaged.saya tidak tahu apa telah terjadi kepada api itu.esok pagi saya akan check it out.

saya sangat jelak dengan perangai mereka.mcm hanya mereka sahaja yang ada teman.berpegang sana sini.kalau hanya berpegang tangan,itu boleh diterima,ok?ini tidak.tergedik sana sini.jalan lambat2.bak kata teman saya,farhana,aku sepak karang,terus mandul!muahaha.saya mahu try la sepak orang terus boleh memandulkannya.

kaer is looking for a personal assistant.but sadly,he wants a male p.a.adoi melepas.and,I WANT TO BUY KAER'S MENJELMA CD!!

sweet escape-gwen stephani.

Friday, February 09, 2007

parkir dan three pointer.

i attended my third driving class today.this time,the teacher was great!good to know you,pak cik hussin.i call him cikgu,but he always call himself pak cik.pak cik hussin taught me how to naik bukit.which scare me most.n,i did very well for newbies.fine,i did some mistakes but at least the engine didnt die,right?n pak cik hussin didnt scold me if i did anything wrong.he just tell me that i did it wrongly.not like cikgu as'aari who always scold me,being effly annoying n never teach me anything.

i learnt a lot today.i learnt how to drive on jalan berselekoh tajam.u have to press the break without pressing the clutch when u were on jalan berselekoh.n i learnt how to park the car without making any mistakes.(but i think i've already forgotten the steps.nevermind,i'll try to recall it later.)without making the palang fall down.yeay for me!n i drove the car to the road which the teacher said will be tested on without the teacher's hand on the stereng to guide me.i did it myself!yeay!but,i'm quite weak on how to belok without getting near to the dividers,how to stop the car not too far from the traffic lights or the stop signs.n i befriended with the cutch today.great job,clutch!

i learnt how to fill in the fuel.which was easy coz arwah daddy taught me before.so,i'm a pro in filling the fuel in the fuel tank.haha.i also did the three pointer.which i think i also forgotten the steps.no palang jatuh.i think i did a great job today.

having a great n funny teacher for 3 tiring hours was fun.although the song choice was not really my taste.i even complaint about cikgu as'aari to him!haha.n the funny part was,cikgu as'aari was there,at the litar,teaching another mazris' student.n pak cik hussin was like,haa..cikgu as'aari..n he was at the bukit when i drove there.n pak cik hussin was like,tunjukkan kat cikgu as'aari tu mcm mane bawak bukit.so,i did it!without any failure.haha.in ur face,cikgu!muahaha.therefore,one must not scold me too much to teach me anything.remember that.hehe.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

kebangangan internet.

i filled up the upu form.i've chosen.

1. asasi pergigian uiam.
2. asasi sains hayat um.
3. asasi sains uitm.
4. asasi farmasi uitm.
5. asasi perubatan uiam.
6. asasi farmasi uiam.
7. tamhidi pergigian usim.
8. tamhidi perubatan usim.


program tamhidi is actually for the sekolah menengah agama students but,letak je la.i wanted to print it but,kebangangan internet merobek kemahuanku.i tried it for so many times but it end up nothing.n it's making me crazy.i cursed n nagged.but it still wont work.urgh!

mohe

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

bukit oh bukit.

i attended my 2nd driving class today.i drove the kancil to bangi lama.n the road was really challenging for me.but my driving was better than yesterday though.made a good friend with the gear.the clutch still dont like me though.which was pretty sad.coz the teacher kept scolding me for not pressing the clutch perfectly.n oh yea.today,i realised that i have short legs.that is what i learnt today.i have short legs.haha.i dont really know how to drive on jalan berselekoh tajam.n i dont know how to drive on bukit.enjin mati 2 kali.hoho.n the u-turn.phew!plus, the round-a-bout freaks me out.i've learnt how to masuk jalan n how to see through side mirrors.n my highest halaju today is 50 km/h.yeay!haha.

siapa boleh ajar drive bukit?please la ajar saya.in desperate need ni.

i cant sleep last night.i went to bed approximately 12.00 am but i only slept for 15 minutes.i woke up suddenly.terasa sangat segar.so,i texted zati n nadia.but they left me at 1.00 am.so,i have nobody else to text to.so,i golek2 around the bed.done with the golek-ing and i still cant sleep!i dont know why.thus,i watched spanglish.i watched it from the start to the end.that's 4.00 am.so,i went to bed.again.this time,i slept for 30 minutes.i thought it's already subuh.but the clock said it's only 4.30 am.i was like,oh GOD,why cant i fall asleep?i've prayed.and again.and again.n mak suddenly wake me up for subuh.after subuh,boleh pula tidur!sampai pukul 10 pulak tu.sangat la geram.hish.hish.

i still havent fill the upu form up yet.i discussed it with mak.n she said better put asasi perubatan n tamhidi perubatan for the third and forth choice.then asasi farmasi,then,sains hayat.but mak asked me to ask around.

i'm exhausted,tired,and sleepy.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

kereta n borang.

so i bought the unique id number at bank simpanan nasional yesterday.secare kebetulan met syaf n ean there.which i thanked God coz i wont be bored sitting melanga there on the kerusi busuk bsn.there were loads of people.i've waited for half an hour to buy the number.memenatkan.n i went to the public bank pulak after that to pay for the duit kereta.another hour was spent there.tapi kerusi public bak x busuk.kerusi baru.hehe.cina2 keluarkan duit raya banyak!mcm nak curi!oh duit~.

saya bawa kereta tadi!1st time!hohoho.gila best pengalaman baru ini.saya terasa sgt kacak!haha.tapi,kaki lenguh2 pijak clutch n minyak.gear tu mcm x suke saya.hadoih.harini terus pergi jalanraya.sgt menggerunkan la jalanraya.freaky sungguh.paling tinggi gear saya drive ialah gear 4.cikgu x kasi drive gear 5.ntah mengapa.paling laju saya drive 40 km/h.paling lambat 10 km/h.masa naik bukit nak sampai rumah,engine mati 2 kali.cikgu mcm dah hilang sabar.he gave me the 'la-budak-ni-x-reti2-lagi-ke?' look.sedih juga la.tapi sampai la rumah dgn selamatnye.hehe.esok cikgu tu kata,kena drive dari rumah.Oh tidakk!tapi,insyaAllah saya boleh!hehe.tapi,esok x tahu guru yang mana.harap2 x garang.

borang upu.i'm still thinking on wether to choose asasi perubatan or asasi sains hayat as my third chice n wether to take asasi farmasi or asasi sains as my last choice.ada idea bernas x?

Sunday, February 04, 2007

kambing sesat.

mak,luqman n i went to the kubur this afternoon.we saw a group of goats on the other side of the pagar.but we just let them be n continue to recite the yaasiin.but suddenly,two of them sesat into the tanah perkuburan n were running around.other goats were already crossed the road but they stucked there coz the gate were closed n they dont know how to get out.but still,we continue our recitation n the goats were running around tried to figure out how to get out.so after the recitation,we opened the gate n one of the goats stared at us.it walked toward us n stopped suddenly.n went out happily.mcm keluar dari penjara.we dont know what happend to the other goat.it dissapeared.

the goats didnt even langkah the kubur when they were running in the tanah perkuburan.mak said they have this kind of instinct that they somehow will know that there's a kubur there n they wont langkah them.that is why Tuhan itu Maha Berkuasa.

luqman n i went to the billion.met seeling there.she's still working there though.mcm dah bertahun x berjumpa!she said she has succesfully passed her driving test.ah dengki lah!n she helped me to find the stuff that i needed.haha..bagus.


attention!
to spm leavers,read today's local newspapers.there's all about UPU advertisment,UITM stuff n telekom scholarships.

Friday, February 02, 2007

amazing.

i visited kak long this afternoon.the baby was sleeping when we were there.they're going to register her name either today or tomorrow.but they were still searching for names when i was there.they decided to take nur aisyah something.bau baby sgt fresh!hehe.

i watched amazing race yesterday dgn sgt emosi!i just don't want fran n sandy get the money!fran talked too much!x suke die.padan muke kalah.muahaha.luckily,malaysian team won!zab n jeor jer sgt hebat!!clap!clap!

oh yea.i cooked!hehe.i cooked sayur but it tasted funny.so,that's not good.but hey,habis!suka hatiku!muahaha.n i goreng-ed cekodok.i made it all from buying the pisang,lenyek it,put in the flour n goreng-ed it.i made it.muahaha.yes!yes!n i made special breakfast today.it's kinda my own recipe which i totally forgot what did i put in but it's so yummy.rugi la dah lupe.i will try again tomorrow.harap2 berjaya.haha.

sesikat pisang or is it sesisir pisang?hurm..

Thursday, February 01, 2007

itu kamu.

yang terindah
masih ada
yang tercantik
itu kamu.


usrah.
we had usrah here yesterday.mak friends came.they had a ceramah on surah as-sajjadah.hani came.discussed loads of stuff.including kak long's new born baby.i cant wait to see n hold the baby!i dont really know what's her name.she just 2 days old.i love babies.i just do.but i'm quite x suke when they suddenly have to call me aunty hannah.mcm dah sangat tua.oh tidakk!!aunty limah spent the night here.

makan.
luqman did it again.he ate my lunch!after all i did for him.bought the lauks from pasar,cooked the rice and so.but he ate my lunch!and now i'm hungry.dah la makan orang punye pinggan x basuh plak tu!so i scold him.mule la nak nangis.mengade2.yesterday pon same.i asked him to take my ubat then he said..i dont know which one la..malasla..which was fine..but then he asked me to pick up his bag.so i told him the same thing la kan..biar die rase.then i scold him.rudely.ko ingat aku ape?kuli?hambe?..n he started to cry.kononnye teruk sgt la kene marah sket je?mengade2 betul la.


bawang

bawang putih bawang merah has finally came to an end!!i just watched half an hour of the last episode.akhirnye,andre yg kacak ditikam.siska mati dilanggar,dan alya dan ferdi berkahwinlah mereka.happily ever after.sgt la macam cerite dongeng.i hope that ratapan anak tiri wont be as x masuk akal as bawang.

heroes best dowh!!
itu kamu by estranged rocks!!!

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

oh no!

Iklan borang UPU akan keluar pada 4/2/07.Permohonan boleh dilakukan pada 5/2/07 dan akan ditutup 10 hari selepas keputusan spm dikeluarkan.nombor pin boleh dibeli di bank simpanan nasional yang terpilih.pelajar2 dari negeri selangor,wilayah persekutuan,serta sekolah berasrama penuh wajib mengisi borang UPU secara online.Keputusan kemasukan ipta akan diketahui seminggu sebelum bulan Mei.

Updates untuk borang matrikulasi boleh dilakukan pada 5/2/07 dan akan ditutup pada 15/2/07.Updates boleh dilakukan melalui internet menerusi laman web matrikulasi.Pelajar boleh memasukkan salah satu daripada no ic atau no lembaga peperiksaan berserta angka giliran spm.sebarang pertanyaan boleh hubungi 03-88844100 bemula 5/2/07 hingga 15/2/07 dari pukul 8.30 pagi hingga 4.00 petang.

hint!hint!bangun!bangun!apsal semua borang dah keluar?mengapa?mengapa?i think the rumors are true.keputusan spm akan keluar either 27/2 or 28/2.oh no!

n to all spm leavers,belilah surat khabar pada 4/2 ini.pasti banyak iklan akan dikeluarkan.let's get busy!

my result mesti teruk ni!mesti teruk sgt.

Monday, January 29, 2007

'asyura

Di antara ibadat puasa yang disunatkan kepada umat Islam ialah berpuasa pada 9 dan 10 Muharram. Ini kerana tarikh 10 Muharram (atau dinamakan hari ‘asyura yang bermaksud sepuluh) mempunyai nilai sejarahnya yang tersendiri di dalam sejarah manusia khususnya umat Islam. Manakala disunatkan juga berpuasa pada 9 Muharram sebagai mukhalafah (membezakan) di antara kaum Yahudi yang turut berpuasa pada 10 Muharram.

Di antara perkara penting yang berlaku pada 10 Muharram ialah Allah menyelamatkan Bani Israel dari kekejaman Firaun dan tentera-tenteranya serta menenggelamkan Firaun ke dalam laut akibat keingkaran dan keangkuhannya. Oleh yang demikian tarikh 10 Muharram ialah merupakan tarikh di mana bermulanya episod baru dalam kehidupan Bani Israel setelah berabad lamanya ditindas oleh rejim Firaun di bumi Mesir. Firman Allah SWT yang bermaksud : Dan Kami bawakan Bani Israil ke seberang Laut Merah, lalu dikejar oleh Firaun dan tenteranya, dengan tujuan melakukan kezaliman dan pencerobohan, sehingga apabila Firaun hampir tenggelam berkatalah ia (pada saat yang genting itu): "Aku percaya, bahawa tiada Tuhan melainkan yang dipercayai oleh Bani Israil, dan aku adalah dari orang-orang yang berserah diri (menurut perintah)". – Surah Yunus, ayat 90.

Manakala hujah yang menyatakan bahawa peristiwa ini berlaku pada tarikh 10 Muharram ialah hadis yang bermaksud : Diriwayatkan daripada Ibnu Abbas r.a katanya: Sewaktu Rasulullah s.a.w tiba di Madinah, baginda mendapati orang-orang Yahudi berpuasa pada hari Asyura. Ketika ditanya tentang puasa mereka itu, mereka menjawab: Hari ini adalah hari kemenangan yang telah diberikan oleh Allah kepada Nabi Musa a.s dan kaum Bani Israel dari Firaun. Kami merasa perlu untuk berpuasa pada hari ini sebagai suatu pengagungan kami padaNya. Lalu Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: Kami lebih berhak daripada kamu dan Nabi Musa dalam hal ini. Kemudian baginda memerintahkan para Sahabat supaya berpuasa pada hari tersebut. – Hadis diriwayatkan Bukhari, Muslim, Abu Daud, Ibnu Majah dan Tirmizi. Kesemuanya di dalam Kitab Puasa.

Di dalam hadis yang tersebut di atas, Nabi SAW tidak menolak dakwaan Bani Israel bahawa pada tarikh 10 Muharram itu ialah tarikh di mana nabi Musa dan kaumnya diselamatkan oleh Allah SWT. Secara tidak langsung, perintah baginda supaya para sahabat berpuasa pada hari tersebut ialah satu pengiktirafan kepada dakwaan Bani Israel.

Manakala peristiwa lain yang berlaku pada 10 Muharram juga ialah pembunuhan Hussein RA di Karbala semasa perselisihan faham dengan tentera Yazid bin Muawiyah. Persitiwa ini membawa kesan besar di dalam sejarah yang seterusnya menjadi amalan penganut-penganut mazhab Syiah untuk merayakannya setiap tahun. Perayaan ini dapat dilihat dengan jelas di Iran dan sebahagian besar kawasan di Iraq.

Peristiwa lain yang dikatakan berlaku pada 10 Muharram ialah mendaratnya kapal Nabi Nuh as di atas bukit Judi sebagaimana yang diriwayatkan oleh Ibnu Abbas. Nabi Nuh kemudiannya berpuasa pada hari tersebut sebagai tanda kesyukuran kepada Allah SWT. – Dr. Yusuf Al-Qaradhawi

Mengenai ibadat puasa pada hari ‘asyura ini, Syeikh Sayyid Sabiq di dalam kitabnya Fiqhus-Sunnah menyenaraikan beberapa hadis yang menyatakan kelebihan berpuasa pada hari tersebut. Antaranya :

1. Daripada Abu Hurairah RA : Rasulullah SAW ditanya, apakah solat yang paling afdhal selepas solat fardhu? Baginda menjawab, “Solat pada pertengahan malam.” Kemudian ditanya lagi, apakah puasa yang paling afdhal selepas puasa Ramadhan? Baginda menjawab, “(Puasa pada) bulan Allah yang kamu gelarkan sebagai Muharram” – Diriwayatkan oleh Muslim, Ahmad dan Abu Daud.

2. Daripada Muawiyah bin Abu Sufian bahawa dia mendengar Rasulullah SAW bersabda, “Hari ini ialah hari ‘asyura dan tidak diwajibkan ke atas kamu berpuasa sedangkan aku berpuasa. Maka barangsiapa yang ingin berpuasa, berpuasalah manakala barangsiapa yang ingin berbuka, berbukalah.”

3. Daripada Aisyah RA berkata, “Sesungguhnya hari ‘asyura merupakan hari yang berpuasa padanya kaum Quraisy di zaman Jahiliyyah. Adapaun Rasulullah SAW juga berpuasa padanya. Apabila baginda memasuki Madinah, baginda terus berpuasa dan memerintahkan manusia berpuasa. Apabila diwajibkan puasa Ramadhan, baginda bersabda, “Barangsiapa yang ingin berpuasa, teruskan. Barangsiapa yang ingin meninggalkan (juga dibolehkan). – Muttafaq ‘Alaih

4. Daripada Ibnu Abbas RA berkata : Nabi SAW memasuki Madinah dan melihat orang-orang Yahudi berpuasa pada hari ‘asyura. Baginda bertanya, “Apakah ini?” Mereka menjawab, “Ini ialah hari yang baik, Allah menyelamatkan di dalamnya Musa dan Bani Israel daripada musuh mereka, lalu Musa berpuasa.” Maka Rasulullah bersabda, “Kami lebih layak terhadap Musa daripada kamu.” Baginda kemudiannya berpuasa dan memerintahkan para sahabat berpuasa. – Muttafaq ‘alaih

5. Daripada Abi Musa Al-Asy’ari RA berkata, : “Ini ialah hari ‘asyura yang dimuliakan oleh kaum Yahudi dan dijadikan hari raya. Maka Rasulullah SAW berkata, “Berpuasalah kamu semua.” – Muttafaq ‘alaih

6. Daripada Ibnu Abbas RA berkata : Apabila Rasulullah SAW berpuasa pada hari ‘asyura dan memerintahkan para sahabat berpuasa padanya, mereka berkata : Wahai Rasulullah, ini ialah hari yang dimuliakan oleh Yahudi dan Nasrani. Maka Rasulullah SAW berkata, “Pada tahun hadapan – Insya Allah- kita berpuasa pada hari kesembilan.” Maka tidak tibanya tahun hadapan itu sehingga wafatlah Rasulullah SAW. – Diriwayatkan oleh Muslim dan Abu Daud. Di dalam lafaz yang lain disebut sabda Rasulullah SAW : “Seandainya aku masih hidup pada tahun hadapan, aku akan berpuasa pada hari kesembilan (iaitu bersama hari ‘asyura) – riwayat Ahmad dan Muslim.

Berdasarkan kepada hadis-hadis di atas, para ulama mengambil kesimpulan bahawa disunatkan berpuasa pada hari ‘asyura di dalam tiga kaedah:

1. Puasa pada tiga hari iaitu 9, 10 dan 11 Muharram.
2. Puasa pada hari ke 9 dan 10 Muharram
3. Puasa pada hari ke 10 sahaja.


Seandainya timbul persoalan, bagaimanakah Nabi SAW menyontohi kaum Yahudi berpuasa pada 10 Muharram padahal baginda sendiri melarangnya di dalam sabdanya, “Berbezalah kamu dengan Yahudi serta Nasrani… berbezalah dengan Musyrikin..”. Maka kita menjawab bahawa puasa Nabi SAW pada 10 Muharram bukanlah semata-mata menyontohi kaum Yahudi bahkan kaum Quraisy telah terlebih dahulu berpuasa pada hari tersebut sebagaimana yang disebut di dalam hadis di atas yang diriwayatkan oleh Aisyah RA. Oleh yang demikian, dapat diambil kesimpulan bahawa sunnah berpuasa 10 Muharram dimulakan oleh syariat Nabi Ibrahim sebelum diamalkan oleh kaum Yahudi. – Dr. Yusuf Al-Qaradhawi.


Manakala kelebihan beramal pada 10 Muharram disebut di dalam satu hadis yang bermaksud : “Sesiapa yang meluaskan (memudahkan urusan) ke atas dirinya serta ahlinya pada hari ‘asyura, Allah SWT akan meluaskan padanya sepanjang tahun..” Hadis ini diriwayatkan oleh Imam Baihaqi dan Ibnu Abdil Barr. Hadis ini mempunyai sanad-sanad yang lain namun dikatakan kesemuanya ialah sanad yang dhoif. Bagaimanapun jika digabungkan sebahagiannya dengan yang lain, ia boleh diterima sebagai hadis yang kuat. – Syeikh Sayyd Sabiq, Fiqhus-Sunnah.

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

Vs

cikde,pak ude,kak fati,alang ct n her kids spent the night here yesterday.along n her family joined us but she had to go home early.

last thursday was cikde's 59th birthday n last friday was syifa's 15th birthday.they came her to celebrate la kan.with the creamy orange cake n pizza-huts plus there were loads of cute kids playing n running.sgt happening la rumahku semalam!dah lame x happening.

so we watched the malaysia vs singapore game last night.x gune la yg last sepak bola tu dungu!sape ntah namenye!lagipon,singapore import players la..sampai 5 orang.that is so unfair.kate asean je.aku tgk org putih yg main ni ape kes?geram di hati x terkate!

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

24/1

got my L licence!i've been waiting for so long to get it.finally,it's in my hands!but seriously,gambar amat buruk.takkan ku sekali2 menunjukkannye kepada sesiapepon!mukeku kembang n merah!oh tidak!!

so,i scheduled my driving classes n i can only start on the 6th of february.n my driving skills will be tested on the 27th of february.so,kalau tidak fail,saya akan memandu dgn pelekat P itu pada bulan march!

the ta wau ya wau lam did it again!it stole hani's rm100 which was placed inside the quran.mereka2 yg halus2 ini benar2 melampau!grr..

Sunday, January 21, 2007

a ghost story.

ever heard of 'ta wau ya wau lam'?.spell it in jawi n u'll get the word right.so,this ta wau ya wau lam(twywl) thing always appear in hani's house n steal some money.even aunty faridah came to our house and ask mak to keep her money safe here.she said,she cant even keep a ringgit in her house,the twywl will somehow,find a way to steal it.huh,creepy huh?n i heard from kak long that this twywl went into the house through lubang jamban.huhu..

so,this morning,ustazah maznah came to teach me how to sharpen my reading when i recite the quran.hence,i took my bath after subuh.when the sky is still dark.when i was taking my bath,i heard some noise.mcm bunyi org ketuk2.i was wondering dtg dari manakah la kan.i thought it came from dapur but it's impossible sbb bunyi mcm dekat.n then,it ketuk2 again.i started to freaking out.i immediately get dress n tell mak about it.cikde was there.so,mak said:'ntah2 ta wau ya wau lam tak?'i replied:'ntah la..menakutkan!'..then mak asked me how was the sound like?i told her that it's like ketuk2.then mak started to laugh.n she suddenly said it was her who porpusely ketuk the toilet window when she was picking some daun pandans.i was like..hah?mak ni sengaje je!!urgh!sgt la bengang.mengejutkan orang je.nasib baik x lemah smangat.haduhai.dan semua org ketawakan saya.including luqman,cikde,pak ude n ustazah maznah.malu la woi.

semalam tahun baru!salam hijrah 1428!ini baru new year!hopefully,korang dptlah tunaikan azam2 korg n maafkanlah andai ada tersalah atau tersilap kate.

salam hijrah!

Friday, January 19, 2007

spare a thought.

We are the foremost perfect creation of Allah however things that we do are often not perfect.


View of our eyes always deceiving,
View of our thoughts always wrong,
View of our nafsu always wining,
And view of heart is the truth,
If our heart is purely seeking for the truth…


The birth of a day doesn’t need to be ask,
The death of a day cannot be prevent…

When eyes meet eyes grow care,
When heart meets heart grow love,
But…when the forehead touch the sajadah then only grows whispers of Subbahannallah, Allah SWT Greatness…


“Apply on the ilm’(knowledge) is taqwa(faith),
Pass on of the ilm’ is ibadah(act of faith),
Repeating the ilm’ is zikr(strengthen of the faith),
Seeking of ilm’ is Jihaad.”
(Imam Al-Ghazali)


“Every hardship will enlarge when counted,
But will fade away when we care no more…”
(Imam Malik)


If we are in a land of reality of existent,
We do not feel its beauty,
Doesn’t mean the land is not beautiful,
But it’s our soul that is not beautiful…


Verily,
Death of body is due to roh (soul),
Death of soul is due to no ilm’,
Death of ilm’ is due to no amal(deeds),
And Death of deeds is due to no istifar (seeking forgive)…


Sadness is a pure-nature.
Remembering them back may not be enough to cover the cuts of life still,
But weighing them again with the heart’s eyes might change,
Might be enough to put strength in soul and body so to move on with courage…


Ilm’ is the basic of deen of ISLAM,
Without Ilm’ human will be lost forever,
Following their hearts and their nafsu,
Neglecting their intellect from the truth,
Till it comes to

“Their deen becomes just a game”…


Deen is the pillar.
Influence is the Care-Taker.
If with no pillar, the life will tumbled down.
And If with no Care-Taker, the age is destroyed.
Because that Care-Taker is a Well-Respected person…
His Respect that he earns is the one who prevent him from Mungkar(evil deed).


Seeking for pearl, dive in the sea,
Seeking for happiness, struggle through hardship,
Seeking for success, sacrifice is given,
Then acknowledge, that every hardship is actually has thousands of sweetness of relieves in return…


People will forget what you said,
People will forget what you did,
But People will never forget how you made them feel...
Then seek forgiveness with people
To gain His Mighty Forgiveness in Here-After


Life needs sacrifice,
Sacrifice needs effort,
Effort needs strength,
Strength needs believe,
Believe determine success,
Success brings happy ending…


Life with no ambition is just a death,
Ambition with no effort is just a dream.


Ilm’ enlighten a heart that’s pure,
Sacrifice requires efforts with strings of strive and courage,
The truth in the end, success will be won,
Smiles of beauty will be carved on one’s face,
Barakah of Doa(s) to the Mighty One Most Gracious, Most Merciful…


Silence in reality is a decision of retribution,
The best of the best of wordings are the one with less word,
Nevertheless, still can be guidance ,
Safety of a person lies in the guard of his/her wordings,
Those with sweet words is a definite to win many friends.


Born from heart is ikhlas (pure intention),
Born from mind is logic,
Unite these Heart and Mind,
Battling nafsu that soon will perish…


The greatest Richness is Patience,
The most loyal Company is Amal(deeds),
The most alert Guardian is Silence,
The most beautiful Language is Smile,
And The most perfect Ibadaah is Khusyuk,


Shy of Men is good,
Shy of Woman is better;
Adil(Justice) of Every person is good,
Adil of a Ruler is better;
Taubat(Repentance) of Old person is good,
Taubat of Young person is better;
Sadaqah of Rich person is good,
Sadaqah of Miskin person is even better.


Seek deep in your heart anxiousness in the breath of your Solat,
Gather your pains of suffer in grasp of your Doa,
Cover up your regret with Taqwa,
And value your purity with Ikhlas of your heart.


Enliven the Feelings of “Having One God, Allah SWT”,
Enrich the Feelings of “Insan the Slave, Belonginess to God” ,
Litten up the word of ISLAM with every breath,
With full of Submits,
With full Fear of His Wrath,
on each of our acts…


Be Syukur (Thankful) for everything,
Be Honest to every syukur you felt…
And Never take things for granted,
For everything that occur is His Will,
And He Knows Best…


“Verily, His Command, when He intends a thing, is only that He says to it, “Be! --- and it is!” [Sura Yassin 36:82]

Subahannallah…

Thursday, January 18, 2007

titlest.

today is the first day that i feel...erm..bored since 8th december.didnt do anything at home.n the mazris havent call me yet.bile lesen L aku siap weih?i'm excited to learn how to drive.after all the sindiran n kutukan they threw towards me.hannah nanti mesti bawak lambat 10km/h.xpe2,sabar saje la.

i watched cinta medik on tv9 just now.it's quite ok.but the gaduh2 part was not really...err..real..plus,i hate the theme song.wassup with the song dude?taktahuantaradua which lyrically so stupid that i quoted a phrase from it..

kita tak tahu antara dua,
pilihan yang nyata,
sebelah hati inginkan cinta,
sebelah hati ingin kerjaya.


pilihlah kerjaya sengal!tu pon susah nak pilih ke?i hate that song so much that everytime i hear it,i either will switch off the radio,or run away.back to cinta medik,azizan nin is so funny in it!he did a great job in acting as sharif whose a bit sengal.cant wait to watch the next episode!but grey's anatomy,nip/tuck n er are still the best!

i hope there's no adam or farah's fan reading this.or i'll be dead.haha.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

happy 1st anniversary

i went to mak andak's house this morning.she was admitted to the ccu last week.but she's fine now.alhamdulillah.i'm scared.my family has loads of genetic penyakit.ie:kidney failure,diabetes,hipertension n so.so somehow,i'm still have the 50% chances of getting those penyakit.haiz.yakinkan aku,tuhan.

i called zati yesterday.she forgot our anniversary.how could u?i asked her.she said she just..urm..misread the calender.tau la dah habis skola kan?haha.she's currently working though.at mid valley's delifrance.kerje la anda ye?

i went surfing the net today.i found a picture of a malay girl kissing her boyfriend.a french kiss.mmg malay la sbb name die.i was like..what the hell?nak buat dosa pon nak tangkap gambar ke?maybe she's just another spoiled teenager whose father damn rich n mother damn x kisah.but,uploading a frech kiss pic in the internet is way over.plus she's a muslim.it's like way insulting her own agama.it's like..hey,i'm a muslim but i can kiss a guy.a totally bukan muhrim guy.urgh.it disgust me.get ur butt away from me please.if she's not a muslim.it's fine with me.coz i've seen loads of chineses kissing in school (secretly ok?).but a muslim?i know she's a muslim coz she celebrates raya.tanggung la dosa anda.

last year's today.
the day i hate the astro's pak guard.who made me n zati late for the interview together with niksu by abg rizal in xfresh.the day i met niksu,zati n atheera for the first time.oh yeah.and abg rizal too!n oh yea..nana,zz,julia n adi too.not to forget kak faraa-d!hehe.happy anniversary niksu,zati n atheera!!hehe.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

16/1

pak ulong sukri telah pulang ke rahmatullah pada pagi ini.AL-FATIHAH.
after accompanying mak service the car,we received the sad news from luqman who was at home having lunch.mak went straight to kampung with cikde n left me alone at home.luqman ada sekolah.syaf dropped by n hang out.we did some crazy stuff together.

1st.we kacau-ed this mat rempit who always kacau her.we went into his ym n deleted all his friends,except one.his girlfriend.

2nd.we chatted with the mat rempit's girlfriend(the minah rempit.) but we menyamar as him.therefore,we made her angry by saying things that are not suppose to be written here.budak kecik macam amelin x boleh tahu.haha.

when u look at the minah rempit's pic.u'll see a really innocance muslim girl who wear tudung labuh n still a high school student.the question is:kenape nak buruk2kan org pakai tudung ha minah rempit oi?..it's like she porpusely wanna insult the tudung itself.hish2.teruk.

then the mat rempit.the mat rempit doesnt seem to love his own life.he's like..life's suck.i hate my life.i wanna die..die..die..what kind of idiot doesnt love his life?senang2 nk benci nyawa yg tuhan kasi.i'm not trying to be an emo here but life is priceless.u cant buy life.u cant choose when to die.so,LOVE URSELF.LOVE UR LIFE.

remember rain is coming to town?syaf got some free tickets.i'm not going of course.malaslah.but nad,husna n jihan are going though.bestnye..

we're planning on having a slumber party in my house a day after the rain's concert.awesome!

n..yeah,niksu,esok anniversary!hehe.
syukri,selamat bercuti.
ab,selamat pulang.

Monday, January 15, 2007

macam2.

went to the pkns to pay for our apartment that we rent to dad's student's maintanace.then,i went straight to klinik pergigian Lisa Alis.lisa alis is the dentist that i adore.she's my idol.she's so cantik n her teeth is to die for!but sadly,she wasn't in.i was the first patient today.my dentist is dr syikin.she said it's all about geraham bongsu.it takes 3 months to grow.n my gusi has lebam-ed.she gave me some pain-killers,antibiotic n some ubat sapu.i told her that my ambition is to be a dentist.she said:baguslah!...hehe..

mak's friends came over this morning.langsng tak kenal.but one of them suddenly tegur..

aunty1: anak aunty pergi sekolah naik bas..u?mama hantar?
me: err(trying to understand what is she talking about)..ha'ah.
aunty1: anak aunty sekolah yuhua juga la..die naik bas kena keluar awal..pukul 12.
me: ..oh(what's the point of telling me this?)..die primary ke?
aunty1: taklah..form 3..
me: oh..ok..
aunty2: ni tunggu spm ye?faizal dah matriks.
me: (ok now who the hell is faizal?)..hehe.
aunty1: anak aunty ade lagi sorg..kire senior u la..sebaye dgn faizal..muhd shariati..
me: .Oh!..shai!die slalu dtg!
aunty1: iye?tahlil ye?bawak kawan2 yeh?
me: ha'ah..ha'ah..

hadoih.rupenye,shai's mom is mak's friend.hadoih..hadoih..amatlah kecil dunia ini..

i took the antibiotic after i had my lunch.n then,muntah dowh!sekse!pahit tekakku!dh lame x muntah.hadoih.then,stomach ache pulak..macam2!

Sunday, January 14, 2007

geraham bongsu.

sakit gigi!it hurts like hell!i cant even laugh!makan jgn criter la..susah!i have to chew on the left side.even if i was sleeping,gigiku akan sakit immediately after i woke up!sobs..sangat sedih ni!huhu~.

mak said maybe geraham bongsu.normally akan sakit bila ia tumbuh.i went to the dentist yesterday but sadly it was too late.the clinic was already closed.so,i've made an appoinment n i have to go there again tomorrow.thank god!

aunty aisyah told me that atikah just arrived home after a month of helping the doctors in sabah.n she's just 17!she've been to the operation theatre,done the cpr thingy n took blood samples.she helped a lot there!oh.she's so lucky.pesakit pon ingat dia doctor.she even received a testimonial from the hospital itself.she framed it.of course!duh~.mak said i can also do that!i'm going to ask the dentist that i'll be seeing tomorrow and ask her if i can help her there!i just need the experience!hehe...

geraham bongsu..oh..geraham bongsu..

Saturday, January 13, 2007


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tahlil

last night's tahlil went well.we perfomed isya' prayer before we did the tahlil.uncle yunos lead the tahlil.sgt laju!mcm express!

husna,syaf,shai n ean came to the tahlil as usual.they are my supporters!now n always will be!thanks guys,for coming.they went home at 12.00 am.memang la sgt baik hati menemankanku!hehe.

i'm not being a politician or so.but arwah daddy used to join the keadilan.n nurul izzah(anak anwar ibrahim) was one of dad's students at uniten.but that was then.she's now continuing her studies in the US.she's doing her masters i think.so,she came last night!everybody was like..WOW!she's so low profile.she even wanna lepak with me n my friends!sgt la rendah diri!everybody wanted to take pictures with her.sbb dia sgt la lawa!

everybody else left at 10.30 pm.so,me and my friends took the time to hang out,gossiping,n bullying/playing with the little ones.haha.ada sorg budak tu namenye anuar.terus teringat pada ada lah sorang tu..hadoih.

cikde spent the night here.she n pak uda wanna balik kampung in the morning.they just left.

sgt sorry kalau this post is offending the readers.

Friday, January 12, 2007

kursus.

kolej komuniti is offering some january to march courses.i received the flyers from aunty faridah.berbaloi weih.rm 5 for each 5 hours session!antara kursus2 yang ditawarkan ialah baju kurung,membuat kek,aneka tart,membaiki telefon bimbit,usahawan n so.mak said i better join these courses so that i wont get bored at home.that's so true.after daddy's stuff settled,i have nothing else to do beside lepak,tv,mengaji n makan!(dah la mandi selang sehari!)haha.

i think i'm going to take the baju kurung,interior home design,membaiki telefon bimbit,membuat kek n usahawan.but i must discuss it with hani first coz we're going there together n i don't wanna take any courses alone.gile bosan mcm kereta!tak mau arh!

some of my classmates has furthering their studies now.each went to private college ie:taylor's,lim kok wing,sunway,ucsi,uniten(where daddy used to teach!i miss uniten!)n so.korg boleh la!banyak duit bleh bayar!uniten actually offering me a scholarship.they said they'll pay everything.tak boleh la tapi.course dentistry takde.sobs.

got a call from travex college.they asked if i'm interested in tourism.jadi tour guide,stewardess n all.Oh that is so not me!so,i didn't take the offer.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

11/1

went to kedai lampu,tabung haji n bank simpanan nasional today.
sejak 2 menjak ni byk bende rosak.bumbung bocor la..paip bocor la..kuali patah la..n the newest..kebanyakan lampu terbakar.hadoih.kene bele bulbs.9 of them.dah la mahal!hadoih.bumbung pon dah rm500.xpe2.ni semua cobaan Tuhan.yakinkan aku,tuhan!

quite busy.been cleaning the house.esok ada tahlil kan?penat.n..saya tak mandi for 28 hours!haha..rekod!rekod!bangge sungguh!haha.n rambut tak basuh for 40 hours.hahaha.serabut gile!haha.

n today is kak yong's birthday!happy 22nd birthday kak yong!

last year's today..
last year's today the day i got a call from kak faraa-d.lepas tu terjerit2 sbb dpt jumpe abg rizal..pikir2 balik..hadoih..bodohnye aku mase tu...haha..

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

tayar.

woke up real early today.(usually lepas subuh tarik balik selimut.)took my bath real early today.(dah la sejuk!).arrived at mazris approximately at 7.30 am n guess what?the theory class just started at 10.30 am.penceramah today was:encik arshad n encik zul.both ex army.pantang nampak org tidur dlm kelas.tapi kedua2 funny.thank god for that!n..saya tukar tayar!gahahaha..what an experience!encik zul asek nak tembak saye je..mcm nak sepak je die.tapi sabar.fuh~..class habis at 4 something.got home terus asar.hariku habis begitu sahaja.hadoih.

baru tersedar..bawak kereta ni amat susah pabila diexplainkan oleh encik zul.saya nak pass.saya mesti pass!hopefully~.

yong tau fu.
akhirnya!i had yong tau fu last night!gahahaha.dah lame mengidam..akhinye dapat juga.kelazatan yong tau fu memang mnusuk kalbu.nasib baik aku puasa.saaayang mak!

and oh!saya terjumpa lagu saya.i mean,tajuk lagu tu..HANNA.haha.sedapp!sang by onefootjapan.band indonesia.rase mcm bangge gile!haha.

currently waiting for my L licence to be ready.lepas ni dah boleh on the road!best..best...

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

MOSTI

kereta.
kia carnival.
when my dad bought it in 2002,the price is rm160,000.now,after the monthly payment and so,we still have another 25 months to pay for the car.the amount:rm50,900.
in 2007,the price has lowered to rm50,000 utk yang baru la.mcm what we pay for the 25 months tu boleh beli satu kia carnival baru.so unfair.we have to pay the rm50,900 first to settle the hutang kereta so that we can sell it.but for a 2nd hand kia carnival,we maybe have to sell it like..rm30,000.i mean,mcm x berbaloi la kan?told mak that..tapi tiada reaksi.patut jual ke x eh?

CIMB bank.
went to the bank today.gile ar.mcm bodoh gile x pernah pergi bank.bende yang sangat simple pon gi tanye orng.settled mak's new account at CIMB.thank god for that!sekarang dah boleh online banking.tak payah buang2 mase duduk melanga kat krusi busuk CIMB tu.haha.

MOSTI.
MOSTI(minister of science and technology)called.she asked to speak to my dad.she said the minister want dad to be a panel of i-dunno-what.sadly,hajat tak kesampaian.sorry.

esok ceramah dowh!malasnye!!ku amat berharap esok akan berlalu dgn pantas.hadoih.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

bertiga.

another sad story.my neighbour,datuk ibrahim[PM's brother]'s mother in law passed away yesterday morning in his home.(PM datang weih!lalu depan rumah!haha.escorted by polis2 sekalian.tingkap tinted ar..x dpt tgk muke PM..haha.).AL-FATIHAH.

my other neighbour pulak.he's 18 this year.tried to kill himself.but he survived.he ate 50 pills of sleeping pills.dah banyak kali dah dia try..cut his wrist la..pape la..guess y?let me tell u the story.before this,he was a real manja n rich kid.whenever he need money,his parents will give it to him.keluarga business la kan..business tu dikendalikan oleh the mother.unfortunately,the mother discovered that she has a tumor.she let her husband to deal the business thingy.things gone from bad to worse when the buiness dah linkup.bankrupt la..thus,the parents divorced.talak 3 weih.jangan memain!then,disebabkan ketiadaan duit,dia nak bunuh diri.tried for so many times.semuanye selamat.i was like,aku pon dah xde duit la weih..tapi xde la sampai nak bunuh diri..imagine la..pasal duit nak bunuh diri..dah byk pahale ko kumpul?..mak on the other hand said: nak mati mati je la terus.yes.mak kejam.mmg la kan.apeke bengap sangat?gasak kau la..

kak yong n kak ngah went back to their universities already.kak ngah just called.she just landed.kak yong is still flying though.tinggalla kami bertiga.mak,me n luqman.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

teori.

everything went quite well for now.luqman is already a secondary school student.he said he love the school.what a skema student he is.he follows every single rules in the school,ie:dtg awal,potong rambut,potong kuku and so.he was late on his first day though.byk la die nak mengomplen kami yang menghantar lambat.hehe.

epf,faraid n so
.mak,kak ngah n kak yong bz menguruskan hal2 kereta n duit.i,on the other hand,did nothing.they said byk sangat tangan nanti kelam kabut.arwah daddy left some savings for us though.but we have to wait like 5 to 6 months for the faraid thingy settled.for now,we are completely broke.luckily,luqman is the only budak sekolah in the family n i'm not furthering my studies yet.perbelanjaan kurang la.hehe.us,the siblings,decided to give mak our parts of the faraid so that mak able to organise everything easily.tapi,itu pon kena tunggu 5 to 6 months.

mak is planning on selling daddy's kia carnival car.but,itu pun kena tunggu though.i've paid mazris for my PDL licence.even though i havent go to the ceramah teori yet.speaking of that,i have to attend the ceramah on wednesday.

didnt go to the kubur yesterday.everybody was bz doing everything.quite sad actually,but we did recite the yassin together.speaking of yassin.some of mak's friends is organising a tahlil for my arwah daddy in my house on the 12th of january.feel free to come la!kalau senang la kan.

i told mak andak about working.mak andak told pak andak and suddenly abg ewan came to my house n told me that pak andak tak kasi.since pak andak is my daddy's brother,so i have to obey him.nevermind la kan.boleh teman mak.

kak yong is flying back to ireland on the 6th of january while kak ngah is flying back to kuching on the 7th of january.sad.hanya tinggal kami bertiga.sobs.

selamat pulang ke sekolah to all primary and secondary school students.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

i miss him

i'm not in the mood of posting anything now.didn't really feel like typing anything.i jus miss my dad so much.but like mak said,whenever i miss him,i'll recite the quran.we've khatam-ed for 3 times now.i really hope he'll get all of the pahala insyAllah.we decided to visit the kubur daily.it's now kinda a daily routine for us.kinda good actually,it makes me feel like he's just beside me.n i wouldnt feel so sad anymore.

kak yong came home from birmingham last monday.she didn't get the chance to meet my dad for the last time though.but she's ok with that.she didnt cry alot like i did.mak is getting better each day.it's great to see her smiling again.kak ngah cried a lot.luqman is also fine.we just miss my dad so much!

thanks to those who came to comfort me and to the tahlil.especially to husna who lent me her shoulder to cry on.she came to all 3 tahlils.thanks to
hani,syaf,nad,syazwan,shai,ariffah,akmal,kak lin n zati.

words can't describe how thankful i am to have all of u as my friends.

thanks to those who called or sms-ed.
shengloong,kuanhoong,suiying,regina,winshen,seeling,weiyi,fion,
xinwei,syukri,niksu,kak faraa-d,amelin and lots more.


for those who still have their loved ones,cherish them while they are still here.alfatihah to allahyarham daddy.