teardrops on my guitar

situasi saya sekarang:

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.




byebye orang yang diminati..selamat bahagia~








sedih...

stethoscope dan cinta.

bazaria asean.
bazaria asean were held at kuliah banin(kuliah lelaki),university al-azhar(mansoura's branch),murur salam,mansoura.there were loads of malaysian,indonesian and singaporean food sold.and you can immediately recognize the medic students because they just wear clothes sempoi-lier than the dirasat sudents.hee.(segan2~)

the medic students booth offered medical checkup for only 1.50 egyptian pound.we tested blood,measured blood pressure,and counted body mass index.we also talked about rhesus and why it is important for everybody to know their rhesus.i just helped by collecting money and pendaftaran,because there's no dentistry booth.(ah damn.tahun depan,kita buat.wakaka.)we got all excited when the dirasat sisters(those who's studying agama) called us doctors.macam best pulak perasaannye..hehe.



tested my blood and i am AB+~


my blood pressure is low.(sad face)

see how crowded the bazar was.

restoran nusantara.
there's a new Asian restaurant in mansoura.and they sell MALAYSIAN food also.haha.the owner of the restaurant is actually an indonesian and the restaurant is situated beside my block!i can reach there by only few steps.haha.so i tried the food there yesterday.had kuew tiaw goreng ayam and my comment for the dish is..OK.so,there's no need to go cairo for the asian food dah.we already have it here in mansoura.(jumping happily~)


kuew tiaw yang dirindui~


the kuew tiaw and i.(oh ada hati nak makan kuew tiaw..padahal on diet..huhu)

we met kak dina and izah there..

ayat-ayat cinta.
remember my post about the novel that mahfuz sent to me entitled ayat-ayat cinta by Habiburrahman Saeroz?yup there's a movie based on the novel.and i really really recommend everybody to watch it.(no wonder the seniors are so fanatic about the movie last week.it's a double thumbs up!)ok i have to admit it,i cried watching this movie.ianya sangat menyentuh perasaan!huhu.dan saya rasa filem ini telah keluar di malaysia.

YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT!!!try to search for it in youtube.they've uploaded the whole movie.(big grin~)

satu kisah mengenai ikhlas dan sabar
satu kisah mengenai cinta antara 2 agama,antara 3 negara.
satu kisah mengenai agama islam.
yang penting,kisah yg dibuat di cairo dan ia membuatkan egypt nampak cantik.hee..
so here's the trailers..

Kalau dapat kahwin dengan fahri dalam cerita ni pon best jugak kan?(drolls..drolls..)





IKHLAS dan SABAR,itulah ISLAM.

nak balik nak balik

election day was yesterday and whatever the result is,saya happy jadi rakyat malaysia.i dare not to say which party has my support because i dont like to discuss about politics.i just go with the flow.maybe the time has not come yet for me to think about the pros and cons about the parties that has established in Malaysia but it is enough for me to know how many chairs does the parliament has and which politicians are in what party.overall,i'm just happy to know the general knowledge about Malaysia'a politics.blah,aku tak pandai main politik.wait till i'm 21,then i can consider on thinking and voting or electing.

Malaysian students here are so bersemangat on the politics and i kept hearing it here and there.i pretended that i didnt hear a thing they said because for me,not until i'm eligible to vote,i wont care anything about it.you are still a student,for GOD's sake.study is more important.agree?it's enough for me to know who mak voted.and the rest,i think it's better to keep it with me.i dont want anything bad happened if once i open my mouth and spit everything out and people who disagree with me will hate me and we'll be in great trouble of loosing a good friendship.People has their own way of 'main politik'.but at the end,we're still malaysians and we still need each other to live.so,i prefer to keep my mouth shut and remain silent till i reach 21.that's it.but Alhamdulillah,the election day has passed.have to wait till everybody stop talking about it and healed from demam pilihanraya though.

kalau dapat kahwin dengan politician muda pon best jugak kan?(drolls~)

speaking of healing,
i woke up quite early this morning and i reached my new lappy(hee~new la sgt kan?hoho) and i ym-ed with my dear bro,luqman(oh btw,i realized that luqman has been viewing this blog,so people,say hi to luqman!!and hi to any anonymous readers too!!*macam la ade sgt..hoho*)and yeah.luqman pandai main politik.he knows everything.i should be ashame of myself and learn more from him.haha.and he suddenly tell me that hani(my dearest longest nearest best friend) had met an accident.a car has slammed her when she was on the way to the photocopy shop.she replied my message by saying she fractured her skull and her left foot is having internal muscle bleeding.sounds horrible.i wish that i could be there with her right now but all i can do now is pray for her health.GET WELL SOON HANI!!

i met dr ebraheem who thought us practical organic chemistry last term and asked him whether he can teach us,malaysians theoritical organic chemistry in english because we have no idea of what the theoritical lecturer has been teaching since the 1st day and he agreed to help.but,dear malaysian students,please dont complaint on how pricey the classes that i,izah,eza,nadia,ara,and chubby had agreed on because,i told you that there'll be a meeting on discussing the price and who told you not to come?seriously,if we didnt ask shrouk,and if we didnt care less of finding any alternative way of understanding or if we didnt work our ass off with the intention of helping others in this,we wouldnt ask you to join!kalau pasal belajar,duit berkira sangat!inilah orang melayu.pasal benda lain,laju je tak kira berapa harganya.kalau pasal belajar,taknak la.mahal la.banyak sangat cerita.thanks to you guys yang taknak join,we might have to pay the dr a little bit more.oh shit.kau ingat mak aku ada duit sangat ke?tapi takpe,arwah ayah pernah pesan,jangan berkira when it comes to studies.haiz..

oh news spread fast.the schedule for final imtihan(final exam)for pre-dentistry students has arrived.it will be started on the 19th of may and it will end on the 14th of june.we will know the results 2 weeks after the date for the final day of the final exam which.thought of flying home before exam but the others are planning on flying home after the exam and there's no one else flying home before the results because medic students will only finish their final exams in early july.oh apekah ini.saya mahu pulang awal!!!so,there goes my chance of attending abg ewan's wedding ceremony.(crying~)

oh it's true that i am indeed fat.Ara has successfully informed me that and i dont have to wear belt for my jeans anymore now.shit.now,i have to loose weight pulak.so now here's my plan:
1. keep on eating foods but in fewer quantities.
2. keep an eye on everything that i digested.
3. record my daily intake.
4. drink more water[as the weather is getting warmer(suam2 sejuk sekarang ni),i think i can achieve no 4 successfully.]

cant predict the weather here.one day the weather may be hot and sweaty,the next day,it may be cold back.huhu.

pengajaran blog kali ini:please spread any info to your coursemates tak kira la pasal imtihan ke pasal tuition ke pasal extra classes ke pasal when u guys planning on balik ke.i mean,kita dalam golongan yang sikit sgt for heaven's sake.you should think about the others too.hish tension betul la macam ni.

goodbye abg jad~

we went to cairo.AGAIN!this time,for bidding abg jad farewell.this is what i hate leaving far from family.you'll get close with your friend that you treat him as one of your family members and then you'll get sad of them leaving you.huhu.abg jad dah tamat pengajian~(jealous betul..huhu)

we (sito,aiman,afek,hanis,elly and i) went to cairo on wednesday,27th february morning.we reached cairo approximately at 12 and sito said let's walk to hussein.ok thinking that hussein(the place where the heaven of egypt's sourvenirs is built.huhu) is soo near to ramsis(the bus station),we agreed.dekat la sangat kan?lucky you,i'm not those kind of people who will get tired easily and start nagging about how long i've been walking,and how long i've been waiting you to get up from bed n get dress yada yada.we reached ataba square where they sell everything cheap.but you have to bring along a guy or a huge group of girls there because the egyptians will beg and pull you to their stalls to beg you to buy their stuff.kinda creepy.but yeah,that's egypt.

after the long walk(2 hours of walking kot?),we finally reached hussein.they were so many tourists and i felt like one too!wakaka.the food there was pricy.(thank GOD afeeq treated us!huhu),waited for the guys to finish sheesha-ing.and performed our zohor and asr prayer at saidina hussein's mosque.the mosque is very big and beautiful and there's makam saidina hussein inside.we have to walk outside the mosque's gate to take our wudhuk.what an experience.we went jalan2 at hussein for a while before we headed to abg jad's house.love it there.jom pergi lagi~

we arrived at abg jad's house approximately maghrib.perfomed our maghrib and isya' prayer and then went to restoran cairo for some nasi goreng.abg jad and some of the guys sang some farewell songs before we head to the airport.

they were so many people sending abg jad.terkenal kot?huhu..abg jad is now safely landed.till we meet again,abg jad~


konon2 panas padahal sejuk.



makan-makan.




snapping the view.


hussein.


the view from hussein.


cairo's taxi.



bus.


jumpe lagi di malaysia~


kami dan ee pulang~


next trip to the airport:june kot?pulang~!!!huhu.

ps:pergi la berjalan dgn lelaki yg survive tak byk keluarkan duit.sebab,nanti anda tak perlu mengeluarkan byk duit.even penat sikit,tapi untung oo..plus,u'll gain more experience by this.huhu.trust me.

pictures to share

mansoura's bus station to cairo(lina is buying the bus tickets for us)


city star's cinema.



the view from my house.(the real side of egypt)



the view from my house



the night view of the imarah(apartment).itu adalah kedai dobi.




ee's birthday celebration.ee is our closest kawan lelaki.we were in the same class in UKM during the arabic course last year.



floe,everybody's favourite!the cat who connects people.kinda missing her..huhu..

naguib mahfouz's building.


the view from ma'rad kitab,book fair(the biggest book fair in egypt)betapa ramai orang~.

oh dunia~!dengarlah luahan geramku!

i had enough of these!

wahai manusia!behave la!belajar la hormat orang!belajar la cara2 nak jaga hati orang!ape kat skola tak belajar ke moral?oh fikir bagus sangat la kau budak medic or dentist kau takyah respect orang?ha?budak 4 tahun pon boleh pikir la ngok!

kalau dah pinjam tu,reti2 la pulangkan balik!takyah ar bawak baju belon aku gi tido!aku sendiri pon tak bawak baju tu tido memandangkannya mahal...aku boleh kira dengan jari bile aku pakai baju tu..kau ada hati nak buat harta sendiri?pakai tiap2 hari..ada hati nak pakai baju tu pergi lab kimia??pastu lepas aku cakap takut baju tu rosak,kau gelak2 dengan geng kau.what the fuck la weih!beli ar sendiri!kate bapak kau masukkan 1000 ringgit tiap2 bulan..shopping bende entah hape2 reti!bende2 survival tak reti2 nak beli!dok mengendeng orang punya.

mak aku bagi 500 ringgit sebulan pon aku boleh survive je?beli buku,bayar tusyen,bayar sewa semua cukup.pehal kau nak cakap kau tak cukup duit?bangsat betul la.ape kau ingat orang tengok ke barang2 branded yang kau pakai tu?kat sini nak pakai barang branded takde maknenya la..berdebu jugak!yang kena raba sape?kau kan?tu la..berlagak sangat lagi..

tak tahu malu ke mengaku barang orang barang kau?mari saya beri contoh..
'nampak tak adapter kitorg yang ada tulis hannah tu?'
kepala otak kau tu korang punya!dah terang2 aku tulis nama aku,kau nak ngaku tu kau punya?sedih ar jadi korang..MISKIN sangat sampai tak mampu nak beli adapter..harap baju je mahal..muka je lawa..semua benda tak reti..hai..kemas rumah pon tak reti!kawan korang yang nak datang,buat tak kesah je kan rumah tu bersepah?aku gak yang pergi kemaskan!ape hal ajak orang datang rumah tengok rumah bersepah..tak tahu malu ke?dapur pon,senang sekarang nampak?dah lepas makan,tinggal!manja sangat kat rumah mak sampai satu hapah kerja pon tak reti nak buat.kalau aku tak masak,mula la nak ngadu kat boyfriend.HOI,PIKIR SENDIRI AR!takkan semua aku nak buat?dah la korang tak gi kelas!ingat aku ni hamba ke apa?pastu gelak2 aku gi kelas yang tak pernah aku paham tu..at least aku pergi ok?tanggungjawab student.mak aku hantar aku sini untuk belajar guna duit yang arwah ayah aku tinggalkan.aku bukan datang sini sebab melancong,i am here to study.

memang ar alexandria pon aku tak sampai lagi..berlagak ar dah bosan dengan alexandria..takde benda dah kat situ.saya takda masa ok?saya busy.cakap barang2 aku murah pehal kau nak pinjam?BELILA SENDIRI!!!!!

budget lawa sangat ar kau,kutuk semua orang..budget kau kaya sangat ar,nak memperlekehkan semua orang..orang kawen pon kau nak kutuk.macamkan takda orang deserve their life.sukati orang la orang tu nak jadi apa!kau sebuk sangat kenape?ke sebab life kau pathetic sangat.kesian la aku tgk kau..takde life langsung.berkawan dengan orang itu je..tak berkembang..mcmane nak berkembang?pemikiran mcm tu,takde sape suka la..padan ar boyfriend pon tak tahan gi carik lain.

kesian,kaya..tapi..belajar kat mesir je..kalau kaya sangat apsal tak gi russia?berlagak je lebih..tak kesian ke kat parents yg tungkus lumus carik duit?korang spend senang je..takpa,korang menang kali ni,Tuhan itu Maha Adil.

yeah yeah...blogging with hatred again.that's who i am!i keep it to myself and pour it by blogging.you see,people can't be trusted here.you cant express your feelings to any of them.because,then the whole mansoura will know.and i will feel so bersalah.so,i blog.

new definition of blogging to hannah sahimi: tempat meluahkan perasaan geram.

spring~

winter is ending soon..
there's sunlight outside!
hello sunshine!long time no see!

the weather is just nice.not too cold and not too hot.just about 15 degree centigrate.oh yes,i can wear just selapis of shirt already.goodbye sweaters,baju belon2 and heater!i can put you in the cupboard now!see you in december!hehe.

next season will be spring.they said that it will begin at the end of march.cant wait to experience my first spring here.hehehe.but i kinda miss winter,really.egypt is a lot neater during winter.there wont be a lot of sampah and the pungent smell of himar(donkey)'s or horse's(wait,what is horse in arabic?i forgot..hehe) waste on the road.it's everywhere.u wouldnt realise if u step on it.huhu.how ewwy is that sound?haha.

new semester has started.oh exams is queing.loads of studying should be done.kinda like it,for i wont have any time to think about others.hihi.but it's kinda stress me up though.i dont know why.i never got stress in my high school years.i learned how to feel stressed or pressured here.and i learned how to be in bad mood here.and i talks other people's back!i used to hate people talking about others,but i end up being one.huahua.hipocrit i am.but that's life!hee.

we are statisfied with our new timetable.it may look packed but for us,it's a bit lighter than our semester 1's timetable.at least now,we only have saturday for night classes.we used to have saturday,monday,and wednesday for night classes last semester.it worries a lot of people because we always come home late.and we love our inorganic new lecturer!havent got time to get to know his name though.but he teaches in english!double thumbs up to you,doctor!it makes us stay awake and not wasting time emblessly in the lecture hall.we're actually learning!!!hehe.that's why i'm having this wide smile all day.haha.

damn,i dont know whether or not my friend(who said to me that he will bring back my laptop) is going to bring my laptop here.the vodafone line is so bad.sometimes,when i text my mum,my mum didnt receive it.but it charge me 50 pastels(cents) for the message but it is not delivered.fuck la.

happy chinese new year!

oh no..holiday is ending..

ah..i have classes starting this coming saturday..oh sangatla malas keadaannya!i think i had too many holidays till i feel like it's a burden for me to start studying again.n i have zoology test coming on 14th february.and because of that,i spent the rest of my winter hols at home,finishing up my physiology,embryology(oh ini tak sentuh lg)and histology.havent memorise them yet.i just scanned them.huhu.

cekteh is getting married soon,this coming saturday jugak.and i wont be able to attend the ceremony.oh no,i hate this.huhu.speaking of marriage,a friend of mine is getting married(or probably already married)with her coursemate.that is why they went back this winter hols.i mean,it's a shock when we got the news that they were getting married.mude lagu oo!but anyhows,congratulations!and semoga berbahgia ke anak cucu!~i wont telling names because it is said that once you received the news,you must keep it discrete until he or she allows you to spread it anywhere.but anyhows,you know who you are,pengantin baru,and if you're reading this,i hope that you're having a splendid time with your partner!i pray for your happiness!

mom's started to question me about me coming back.she kept asking me the date and wether i'll be free at this date and that date.she already asked me to book the air ticket to fly home.oh,i think she misses me!haha.but she said that she wanted me to be home early so that i can help pak andak dealing with his son's kenduri kahwin.again,i was shocked.no body told me abg iwan is seeing someone,tibe2 muncul berite nak kahwin pulak.terkejut beruk la aku!his future wife is his junior and i cant wait to meet her!

i think my driving is getting worse.oh no!i have to drive with mak who's willing-to-teach-me-FOC and i have to bear all of her screams,curses,and shouts towards me when i'm behind the wheel.ah tak suke!i just want to drive!!huhu..

i hate this.i've planned my holidays and it keeps on tak jadi.i think there is high percentage of me not going to alexandria.cis!i knew it!abg jad said he's not really sure when he will take us there.oh no!i really really want to go there this hols!i cancelled my trip to sinai because of the bad weather and i dont want to cancel this trip too!even though my money is already spent for tuition fees and house rent!but on the bright side,i'll have time to memorise the my zoology for the zoology test.but the bright side wouldnt be so bright afterall because i spent more time reading the undomestic goddess than reading school books.argh!whatever it is.i HAVE and i MUST go to alexandria before june!so that they will be stories to tell to the family members and pictures to show!muahahaha..

anyhows,happy chinese new year to my chinese friends.oh GOD!i miss them so much!i actually miss celebrating chinese new year at school!oh,i love that school!!with the pesta angpau,and hari kebudayaan and tarian singa and CNY songs.oh rindu!!huahua..

i hope that my laptop will arrive here safely as soon as possible.i hate it when i have to bertendeng at other's laptop to online.because i am not THAT miskin to bertendeng and begging for sympathy.i also hate it when i have to break promises because i cant online for i dont have my own laptop.ciskek kau!tunggu ar laptop aku sampai,toleh ke arah kau pon aku tak mahu!berlagak sangat!huh!

cairo.

i am so proud of myself for travelling to cairo by myself (with friends) by bus.huahua.balik kampung pon aku tak pernah naik bus!so yeah,thanks mum,for sending me here so that i can be much much more independent.(senyum sampai ke gigi)

29th january 2008
the bus arrived on time and we left mansoura at 10.10 am.the journey took us about 3 hours to arrive cairo.abang jad was not in cairo,so we took a cab to the malaysian hall(ARMA),luckily we got a very kind pakcik cab driver.we asked him wether or not he will accept 8 genih(egyptian pound) for the tambang,he said ok.normally,they will charge us 10 to 20 genih.In cairo,you have to ask the cab driver first for the tambang to go anywhere in cairo.and you have to be very good in persuading them for cheaper tambang.because,sometimes,they will take advantage of you and charge you very pricey.
we arrived at ARMA safely and met kak yani n kak zati there,as soon as we said our prayer,we were off to city stars which is the largest shopping mall in egypt.SALE,SALE and SALE is everwhere.rambang mata.the food there was kinda pricey.i had a set of mcdonalds double cheese burger and it cost me 17 genih.kempunan mcd dan lapar punya pasal,aku sanggup membelinye!
after lunch,we wanted to try to watch the movie in egypt,so we watched I AM LEGEND(egypt sangat lambat).the sound system is a thumbs up.and there were arabic subtitles.we were so amazed about it.it kinda helped you to learn arabic though.huhu.funnily enough,there was a five minutes break.we were shocked for it stopped in the middle of the movie and people were going out,but the man beside us told us that it's just a 5 minutes break.memang gelak gile.
we went window shopping after that.i bought 2 faboulus(it's a brand name) shirts for 50% off.the shirts really made my day because i didnt bring much clothes from malaysia.then,we went to cilantro to have some drink.blimey,the watermelon-orange juice cost me 15 genih!but it worth a try.i grabbed cilantro's magazine(i paid 15 genih for the drink,so if it said free copy,it worth to grab!)and i helped kak yani to steal the cilantro's menu.sape suruh menu die comel sangat?huhu.

it's isyak and we were afraid of malaysian might caught us for walking at night without musyrif(at least 1 man have to accompany a group of girls if they want to go anywhere at night.the musyrif is supposed to act invisible but we always ask our male friends out if we wanted to use musyrif.even to classes or shop.they will scold us for not having a musyrif,but we were stuborn enough to break the rule.huahua)so we went back to ARMA.it was really cold and i didnt bring my baju belon.so terpakse mentegarkan diri mengharungi kesejukan malam.huahua.i didnt bring any blanket also,so terpaksa tidur mentegarkan diri.and i cant even sleep cause it's cold and they didnt provide heater at the guest room.

30th january 2008.
the family day has started.today is for male indoor competition.there were bazaar around the ARMA and they sell loads of malaysian food.bersinar2 mata aku.huahua.we went to the biggest ma'rad kitab(bookfair)in egypt.and they were selling books cheap.i bought 2 khalifah Allah books for children as a present to my anak2 sepupu and 1 book for myself entitled the undomestic goddes.havent finish reading it yet.but it's an interesting book to read.there were so many people in the ma'rad kitab and we bumped into so many malaysians there.we went back to ARMA before night and borrowed some blankets and had an almost good night sleep.hee.

31st january 2008.
it is female indoor competition.the family day is for persatuan perubatan seluruh mesir.there were cairo,mansoura,tanta,zagazig.alexandria cant attend the family day because they were having a study week and they have exams coming up.so tak boleh usha hot guys because alexandria has the most large number of malaysian hot sempoi medic guys.haha.i didnt enter any competition because by the time i wanted to insert my name,they said there were too many people.ah fine,i just walk around and buy malaysian food to eat.APAM BALIK!!muahaha.i went to haiyu 'asyir(section 10) where the malaysia's rumah negeris were built to settle up my zakat problems.and Alhamdulillah it is settled.just need to post it back to mak.living in cairo means money.loads of money are spent in cairo more than how i spent in mansoura.i rarely spend money in mansoura.i just bought the house stuff if i wanted to.therefore,we decided to come home.that night,there were no musyrif for us.we told everybody that we will be fine without musyrif.but everybody forced us to stay another one night,it might be dangerous.but we said it's ok,we can take care of ourselves and checked out that night itself.manelah tahu,a friend of mine told me that there were 3 boys wanted to join us,so we have musyrif to accompany us.hadoih.we went home by bus also.and we arrived home at 11pm.in mansoura,the cab driver will only charge you at least 1.50 genih or 3.00 genih highest.that is why i love mansoura much more.muahaha.

spent a lot of money.dah sengkek.but tried a lot of things.for the first time,we went to cairo and survived without senior's help.hehe.mak,you have to be very proud of me!hehe.

kesian dgr kisah mereka yang ke sinai.cuaca buruk.i cancelled my trip to sinai.probably will extend it to next year,insyaAllah.

pictures will be uploaded soon.

next trip:alexandria.

i finally got my life back

chemistry test wasnt that hard to deal with.you dont have to read all and memorise them to answer the sheet questions.it's kinda...boleh jawab la..and i was being so chicken that i didnt get a good sleep for 3 days and memorised the whole book.

i was so afraid that i memorised the whole book to face my chemistry practical test.but at the end,you can literally open your book and read them while you're handling your experiment.and i felt like cursing the lecturer the 'avada kevada'(the killing curse..harry potter) curse.haha.

i was so stressed out when i was handling the experiment.i was so worried that i cant identify the unknown salt that's given to me.and the search of barium chloride make my stress level went higher and i was swearing and scolding everybody till nobody is brave enough to touch me.the chemical bottles are all written in arabic!what do you expect?damn!saye benci barium chloride,terima kasih.

and to tell u the truth,here,we did the experiment the old fashion way.there is no scientific method to deal with the chemicals.we have to pour the chemicals into our test tubes like how you tuang ur drink into ur glass.get it?it doesnt matter if the chemicals are one of those acid kuat where in high school,we hand them very delicately.AND!we have to buy our own lab apparatus.thank god the apparatus are cheap here.sebab tak berkualiti.

so now i'm back in the holiday mood.it's winter break baby!for the reason of being over budget this month with tuition fees,house rent and everything.we decided to spend our holiday in sinai.with dear abg jad as our tour guide.i think it's going to be a blast.huhu.kak hanis and i are planning on going to alexandria by our own (adventure sikit!) by train.never been to alexandria.heard that it's a beautiful place.we'll see about that.

but,even though it's holiday,i have to revise my studies for i have test coming after school's starts to open for 2nd semester on the 10th of february.

kak yong asked me wether or not i want to visit her at dublin.i was like...YES!but the tickets are rather more expensive than usual.CIS bedebah betul.nevermind,maybe some other time.

the internet is rather annoyed.one time it suddenly pop out into action,the other time it vanished through thin air.alhamdulillah for almost a week of mati kutu,the internet is back in action.haha.

the medic students are in exam week.(tomorrow will be the last paper).and me,as a dentist student are so free that we dont know what to do.so i got myself busy with cleaning up the eww house(I MUST LEAVE THIS HOUSE!),cooking,movie marathon(enchanted is so fantastic!)and reading some novels.oh my life is so pathetic.

some of the students are flying back to malaysia this weekend.oh,i'm so envy them!but i prefer to stay here and enjoy my holiday with travelling,shopping or just stay at this eww home under the lihaf(blanket) so that i can warm myself up and enjoy the hot choc drink.haha.plus,aku nak kumpul2 dulu rindu rumah tu sampai june nnt,kang jumpa mak kang..ha..nangis la kau puas2..hoho

i am so annoyed with people who didnt clean their mess up.i mean,jangan la biar bersepah2.and ringan2kanla tangan buat kerja.sanggup ke tengok rumah mcm sarang tikus?this is why i hate spoiled rich kids.they are too spoiled at their home with every chores are done by their maids and they got used to goyang kaki at home that they didnt even care of cleaning up the house or everything.you know that you've made that mess,you went on babling and complaining about it.and tell me why you dont want to clean your mess up?oh yeah,you're waiting for someone who cant stand the messy house like me to do it????????fuck off la weih!tolong la blaja sket mcmane nak jade kemas sikit.barang nak mahal je..kemas tak reti!aku tak paham betul la orang kaye n manja ni!i want to make an announcement here...I AM NOT YOUR MAID!OR SERVANT(because you didnt pay me).i have my own life to live for GOD's sake!i am here to study!the same reason you're here.yea,i dont have my laptop now.sadly it's badly damaged.n yea,i have to borrow other's to go online.but i pay.we pay the same amount of money for the house rent and the internet.aku tak nak menggedik la kat kau punye laptop tu.tak hingin pon!you're acting like i dont have other housemates la?oi,aku ade ramai housemate lain,terima kasih!they are willing to lend me theirs.so jgn la nak berlagak dgn laptop murah kau tu.

there it goes.saye sudah puas.

my eyes are begging me to sleep.so for medic students,good luck for ur last paper!!!!and for those who're flying back home,have a safe journey!!!and for everybody,happy holidayss!!!!

p.s:
i am currently missing my old friends.sampai termimpi2.oh tidak!!!!

saye takut exam.

17/1/08.thursday.8 am till 11 am.
i am soooooooo going to die..
i have organic sheet test,inorganic sheet test and inorganic practical test to deal with..
and i only read half of the book..the tebal book..with 45 more pages to read and hafal.
i havent hafal a thing yet!!!
OMG OMG OMG!!!

this is just an update..huhu..wont think will update anything again this week.

selamat berjuang!!!pray for me,people!!
good luck to the medic students too!bittaufik wannajah!

p/s:
mak saye sudah belikan saye laptop baru.saye kene belajar betul2 sbb dah dapat laptop baru.
internet di rumah sudah ok!yeay!huhu

merry christmas

egyptians celebrate christmas today.ke yesterday ntah.but the point is,they celebrate it in january.not 25/12 as usual.and it's weird.because they didnt decorate or do whatever they should to celebrate their christmas.dah la lambat,tak meriah pulak tu!hoho..no wonder there's no class today for both dentistry and medicine students.hoho.

i've touched my books for too long that i decided to touch it back yesterday.medic students make us,dentistry students feel guilty about not studying.cis mereka!and once i open my book,i'll get so sleepy that i feel like sleeping for only 15 mins.now,my 15 mins is equal to 6 hours.no matter how my housemates wakes me,i wont wake up.seriously!and no matter how pekat my nescafe is,i will get sleepy.i dunno what should i do to solve this.hoho.

the egyptians are active at night.they will sleep after subuh.my lecturer once ask me why i call him at 7 am.he said he was sleeping and he dont like people to disturb his sleep.And i felt guilty to disturb his sleep that day.the egyptians will wake up when zohor's athan fill the sky..and most of my housemates are starting to become egyptians.kinda bored actually to wake up early in the morning and realize that you are the only one who's awake and others are only start to dream.huhu.

awal muharam is tomorrow.so i would like to wish all muslims a HAPPY AWAL MUHARAM!may God bless us and may our journey as muslims will not end.

i discovered that there are some people viewed my blog without letting me know.so,hi readers!whoever u are!enjoy reading my blog!even though it's rojak and full of merepek stuff,but,do enjoy it!haha..segan plak aku..hohoho..

hello 2008

jom bid 2007 farewell.

what have i done the whole 2007?

1.i got this heavy job to do.
during mak's 40 days of pantang,i did almost every chores that's dealing with outside the house.mak cant get out from the house alone during this period,therefore,i always have to keep her company,be beside her and go to the shop and buy cooking stuff,go to uniten to settle up dad's stuff and so.

2.i got my hodoh spm results.
and i regret for being so kurang ajar with the teachers through my form 5 year.and it's a lesson for me.respect your teachers!alhamdulillah i statisfied with that hodoh result as i passed every subject and i got what i really want.and let the pass be the pass.dont ever remind or ask me again how was my spm results.hoho.it's kinda sensitive.haha.

3.i got my driving licence.
after failing the jalan raya test once,i finally got my driving licence and surprisingly my driving licence's pic is prettier than my ic pic.so,if u ask me to show you my driving licene,i would be happy to do so but if you ask me to show you my ic,over my dead body!haha.

4.i've been selected to kolej matrikulasi melaka and stayed there for 3 weeks.
surprisingly i enjoyed myself there.i love it there.i've made new friends.i began to make loads of malay friends.i have my own kembar,masit!who love to watch airoplane flying above the sky with in the middle of senja and admirer dr sheikh muszaphar so much and have the same taste in boys.hoho.we were roomates.the close one.hoho even though we only got to know each other for only 3 weeks.i love my jirans.which made me as ketua wing.i love the job also.i love my prektikum friends.and the friends that i always hung out with..nikki,amal,zarip and pipat.h2p6 rocks!i even miss my lecture hall which was so big.much much bigger than here's.i love cafe c.i love hep.i love blok A5.A5.3.11 is the best room!bottom line is that,i love KMM.and until now,i regret that i left.because KMM is much better than here.

5.i attended kursus bahasa arab in UKM for 2 months.
love kolej rahim kajai,hate kolej keris mas.oh i miss the ustaz and ustazahs.ustaz ridhwan the funny one,ustaz asnawi the good looking one and others.UKM is where i learn how to communicate arabic in egypt.and where i made friends that will be my family through my 5 years here.this was where i met my present housemates.

6.i left malaysia.
i left my hometown,my family and my friends to come here,mansoura,egypt to furthering my studies on pursuing my dreams of becoming a dentist.i obeyed mak's decision for coming here.although it is dirty and busuk and the university doesnt actually look like a university,but what abg jad told us,this land is the land of berkat.it was so ewwy at first,but i feel ok now.maybe i got used to it kot.haha i got used to the kotor and busuk egypt!haha.they drive crazily here.they always do the drift thingy.haha.so i think my driving skill will be getting worse..hoho.i've made new friends.this time with the people who cant understand malay and only understand a bit of english.it is hard to communicate at first.but it will become easy after few months.hoho.

7.i celebrated raya without family for the first time.
it was hard.because i cant reach mak and my other family members that day.lebih lebih lagi we just lost our dad.it was a complete sad day.my housemate asked me that day:'kenapa muka hannah tak happy harini?'.i didnt tell her why though.but it was a great raya experience.where we attended open houses,we went to cairo to celebrate the perubatan sure raya,we attended the PCM sure raya,with mak's parcel of kuih raya made my raya complete..haha..

8.i touched kambeng's nose and lapah kambeng's head.
this was fresh.hoho.and i want to announce it again.I TOUCHED THE KAMBENG'S NOSE AND LAPAH-ED IT'S HEAD!i guess i dont have to elaborate it anymore.i wrote a long post about it already.hoho.but I HAD FUN!even though it was tiring.hohoho.

9.i cooked.
mak selalu risau about this before i fly here.but i did it!i tried kuah kacang,speghatti,bubur ayam,hotdog with kak ngah's recipe,ayam masak kurma,kerisik.hoho.mak,i can cook now!dah boleh kawen dah!hoho..eh...tamau..tamau..hahaha

10.i learned that 'dont judge a book by it's cover' is actually true.
i mingled with loads of people this year.and i learned a lot about people.people can be pretty and kind at the same time but they also can be very annoying at some times.people can be very educated or very mumtaz or very intelligent but kedekut in sharing ilmu.Loads of people with loads of perangai.i am now making friends with those who doesnt really care of sharing things and thoughts,and will be there if i need them.i'm starting to stay away from those who,at first was close with me,but after they being such kedekut and selfish person,i had enough of it.i cant stand them.i'm so sorry but u are out of the line.i also believe that not every rich person have this so called berlagak attitude.some are nice.but some are spoiled.

those are the top ten things that i've learned throughout the year 2007.new year has arrived.i will be 19 this year.oh,sudah tua!didnt have any new year resolution yet.maybe i should make one.hoho.hello 2008!welcome!i wish that everybody will have a great year ahead.we will deal with many obstacles in life but we have to face it no matter how.it shows how strong we are in life.hoho.Anyhows,HAPPY NEW YEAR,people!have a great start in this new year!GOOD LUCK korang!!have a great new sem for niksu,syukri, and those who will start a new sem.hoho.tunggu kepulanganku in june or july!hohoho.


goodbye 2007.it's great to know you.

updates

amelin recomended me to update my blog..

so here it goes..(puas hati amelin?hoho)

went to makan luar on wednesday.it's kinda monthly thing that we do.we'll try every restraunt in mansoura.hoho.so we tried pizza party.and the pizza there was worth every penny.oh and,pizza here is very cheap in a delicious way..hoho.

and i had fun.i was a bit emotional 2 days before,and i really wanted to go and eat outside so that i can release my tension.and my four housemates made it happened.


bitza barty.


hot chocolate loves strawberry mix

seriously their hot chocolate is the cheapest and the tastiest hot chocolate in mansoura!haha.

but the only thing that i dont like in their pizza is that they always put in some olives on it.and the olive is like so fresh and masam.so i will be very very picky when it comes to choosing my slice of pizza and i will dirty up my shirt for throwing away the olive from the pizza.and i have to brush the shirt,bleach it,and wash it again to get the kotoran degil off.oh how i wish mak was here.haha.but the bottom line was that i had fun that day.and my emotion got stablised.hoho.

i miss him

In The Name of Allah,The Most Gracious,The Most Merciful.

the date was 24th december 2006.

everybody was having a fever.i,on the other hand,have ujian berkomputer to sit.he was feeling fine that morning.he said,he's just 'tak larat'.we believe him and for us,it's normal for him to say that because he didnt go to the dyalisis center yet.the appoinment was suppose to be the next day,which was 25 december 2006.

i went to shop with mak to buy some breakfast.mak was also tak larat to prepare breakfast for us.i bought newspapers for him.then,i went to sit the ujian berkomputer that afternoon.i passed,i got full mark,50/50 to be exact.

mak fetched me,then we went to buy some lauks for lunch.when we reached home,ayah was sitting reading the paper.i went to the kitchen to cook the rice and prepare the lunch on the table.i was so tired that i slept in front of the telly.i was awaken by luqman.then we heard ayah talking to mak about him being feeling unwell.he said he sakit perut,but he barely move.the unwell mak kept him company by lying on a sofa.ayah suddenly knocked down the glass.and he was suddenly shivering and having some sort of sawan.he called him..mak scream:abang!abang!..while me and luqman kept calling him:ayah!dad!..then he woke up.he was conscious.he asked us what had happened.we told him that he passed out but he said,he heard us calling him.he said he's ok.then we went to continue the jobs that we left.not long after that,he did it again.this time it's hard for him to wake up.i hugged him,mak screamed his name.he woke up.he said,he wanted to go to the toilet.mak helped him.he went back sitting at on the same chair.he did it again.mak asked me to call our neighbours for help.

i ran to hani's.i quickly call uncle samion to come with me.when i got back,mak was teaching ayah to read ayat kursi,and other surahs.i was so afraid that i cried.hani hugged me.uncle samion wanted to take ayah to the hospital but he refused.after long time of coaxing him,he finally agreed.we called the ambulance.the stupid ambulance took a long time to arrive.the ambulance arrived and took dad away.luqman and i wanted to follow but mak said stay at home.it will be fine.mak followed the ambulance and i called kak ngah immedietly after that.i told her that ayah is now in hospital.she said,ok,she'll call mak.suddenly we received a call.luqman picked it up.he suddenly came to me and cry.i asked why?he said:ayah dah takde.i was shocked.i quickly hugged him.i didnt cry.i called kak ngah,she couldnt believe it.my cousin called her mum.i dont know what to do.i called mak again.mak said:ayah dah takde,kemas2kan rumah,nanti mak balik.i dropped the phone.along liza came.i ran to her and hug her.this time,i cried,hardly i couldnt describe how.along asked me to change my baju to baju kurung.i went upstairs to my room.i dressed up.i still couldnt believe that i lost my father now.i suddenly realize that i've done loads of mistakes toward him.i didnt get the chance to say:dad,i am so sorry.dad,please forgive me.i prayed.the house is already filled with people when i went down.

i receieved a call from husna.she said,she's coming.i have no idea where did she get the news from.i went to the kitchen,pak cik asked me to eat something.i suddenly didnt feel like eating even though i was hungry.luqman said:makan la.i grabbed a piece of bread and force it into my mouth.husna arrived.i went out to get her.i hugged her and again,i cried.van jenazah also arrived at the same time.i went in the house,searching for mak.i found her.there were too many people.i called her,i hugged her tightly.mak just told me to sabar.aunty nolly grabbed me and luqman.she said:jom tengok ayah.so we went.i couldnt help it,i cried.but aunty nolly said:jangan nanges,tgk muke ayah bersemangat kan?.so i stopped.i kissed him.and sat down to recite yassin.ustazah came to me and suggest that everybody should read 1 juz at a time so that we could khatam and the pahala will gets to ayah.i recited the quran continuously.whenever i lost my wuduk,i took it back and sat at the same position,near to him,and continue my recitation.later that night,kak ngah arrived from kuching.everybody stopped.kak ngah hugged mak which made me go to kak ngah and hug her.we didnt sleep.i wanted to keep ayah as long as i could before he dikebumikan.pak andak came all the way from his vacation in kedah.pak andak was ayah's closest brother,they argue alot but at the same time love each other more than their other siblings.pak andak and ayah have a very similar face.pak andak cried a lot.he even screamed,which made everybody stop everything they're doing.sayu sangat time tu.i dont know how to describe it.

the next day.
ayah's mckk friends,his students,everybody that knew him came.prayed the solat jenazah.we kissed ayah our last kiss,they said dont cry when you kiss the dead,after i couldnt hold it after i kiss him,i hugged kak ngah directly after that and cried so hardly for so long that i barely remembered if i ever hugged her for that long.then, pak uda took us to the kubur.luqman,for being the toughest and the only man in the family,join uncle samion in the van jenazah while us girls,followed pak uda to the tempat perkuburan. mak stopped me from looking at the kubur.When everything is done and talkin is read,we left dad and went back home,and i suddenly felt like crying when i overheard mak said to cikde:'boleh ke kita tinggalkan dia sendiri kat sini?'..cikde consult mak by saying it's not good to say that and we should be patient for everything that has been set for us.

there were loads of people when we arrived home.there were ayah's relative that we barely heard of,ayah's school friends,ayah's students,kak ngah's friends,mak's relatives,my friends,my school teachers and bandar baru bangi's citizens.i forgot who,but i heard someone asked mak which of us was the weakest,and mak said:'hannah'.i was shocked but i barely able to talk,i dont have enough energy to talk.after i obeyed kak ngah's order to take my bath,i became a bit fresh and got a bit of energy to chat with the people who came.my sejarah teacher,pn faridah who came to my house,didnt recognise me.she said,muka hannah dah tak kenal.i just smiled.one of ayah's relatives stared at me for a long time.mak asked why,she said:'muka dia sebijik muka ayah dia,muka dia paling serupa muka ayah dia'.and yet,i just smiled.

kak yong arrived from UK the night we were having our first tahlil arwah.it was sad to see when kak yong hug mak.kak yong didnt get the chance to kissed ayah goodbye.but she's strong and able to handle everything by herself.that is why i respect my sisters till today.

since that,we got closer to each other,we began to love each other more and appreciate each other more.we solved problems regarding ayah's property,money,and everything together.i grew up to be tougher,stronger and act more matured.

if i could ever turn back the time,i would have done it only to tell dad how much i love him,and beg for forgiveness.i regret that i didnt do it before.

it's been one year,i miss him so much.daddy,kak lang misses you so much.please forgive me.dear God,please forgive the wrongs that my dad did his entire life.

Al-Fatihah to arwah ayah,Mohd Salleh Sahimi b Mohamed,a loving son,brother and father.(5/3/51-24/12/06).

i miss u,daddy.

my 1428H raya korban.

First of all,i would like to wish everybody a SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!

i celebrated my hari raya haji on the 19th december 2007,wednesday.A day earlier than malaysia celebrates it but the same day kak yong celebrates it.(yeah,i know,whatever.hoho)

block c(my kodi block!woot!woot!) held a majlis takbir raya the raya eve.we were takbir-ing together and had a little makan-makan after that.it was the juniors' ideas.(bangge sekejap jadi junior!haha).


while waiting for the food after takbir

we performed our solat raya at senior's house.And it doesnt feel like raya after that because we went straight home and spent our day at home.but i cooked kuah kacang though!again,it's a succes!haha..


selamat hari raya haji!

the first raya was like a normal day.we did our daily routine,didnt go to anybody's house.but with baju kurung and nasi impit and kuah kacang!the egyptians celebrate their aidiladha more meriah than their aidilfitri.therefore,the shops were closed..(till today!).the day went well until suddenly i received an sms from mak that touched me,and for the first time,i cried on eid day.i immidietly called my mak,prayed that this time she could hear me clearly.And for the first time,she heard every single word i said,without me screaming and waiting for the words to be delivered there.And we chatted for 15 minutes and that 15 minutes really statisfied me enough.i thank GOD for that.

Night,went to kak yani's for attending her open house.kak zati's mee jawa is a double thumbs up i must say!hoho.

i enjoyed my aidiladha on the 2nd day of eid.we held an eid feast here at block c.we slaughtered(is it the correct word?) 5 sheeps.we woke up early in the morning.cooked something for the boys and went down to sotd's house to help peeling,cutting the onions,potato and such.after that,elly asked me to join her to watch how they sslaughter the sheep and the lapah daging session.and i followed.the takbir that sang by them during the first slaughteration(ade ke perkataan ni?) touched loads of hearts.at first i was just looking and admiring the jobs that had been done by them but then,ustaz salman asked me to try to lapah the sheep's head.and i was like..why not?and i did it.I AM PROUDLY TO ANNOUNCE THAT I TOUCHED THE SHEEP'S NOSE,THE SHEEP'S HEAD,AND THE SHEEP'S LEG.hoho..jarang woo dpt peluang mcm ni!kat malaysia pon jarang!in fact,a friend of mine told me that takdenye peluang perempuan lapah daging kat malaysia cik adek oi!


while waiting for ustaz,with hanim


the 1st sheep.


the boys were holding the sheep so that it stays still.


they were singing the takbir.it is time for the sheep to be slaughtered.


the 1st sheep is slaughtered.


upstairs,the girls were busy peeling and cutting the onions,potato and such.


the situation downstairs.


busy lapah-ing.


i was lapah-ing the head.


ayie was teaching me how to lapah the head.


oh yea!me and the sheep's head!


the people who were in charge for the head.

After the lapah2 thing,sotd ask me to make some kerisik..and i was like..i dont even know how kerisik look like!..but after main tibai buat,it was a success!haha.nasib baik menjadi..huhu.everybody got tired at the afternoon.the event ended after zohor.everybody went back to their homes,and leaving only some of us helping the ustaz to prepare the kari kambing.and then,it was raining.it is said that every time after aidiladha,after the slaughteration session,there will be rain.and the rain is for cleaning the blood that's spreading the road.the whole road!you have to watch it to believe it.it was awesome.i thank GOD for that.

After maghrib,we held majlis doa selamat,tahlil ringkas,and jamuan for aidiladha.i gave my arwah ayah's name to the ustaz for the tahlil.Ustaz's advices and doa and the nasyid performance by the boys made everybody bursted into tears.it made us realize how important it is to make deeds,and thank God for every single seconds that we're living.life is hort,cherish it,enjoy it,but dont forget HIM.always obey HIM,musn't disobey HIM.He is the ONE and THE ONLY.remember that from HIM we came,to HIM we'll return.harta benda,duniawi bukan segalanya.


after majlis.


makan-makan with the seniors!

After isya',we went to ilani's pulak.her house were holding an open house.the mee hailam was delicious,honestly!And after the long chit chat,the bloated us went home and sleep.hoho..that day was awesome!i enjoyed every single seconds of it!


at ilani's


p/s:
saya dah gemok kan?i've told you!oh tidaaaakkkk!!!
handphone saye yg kodi tu takleh nak send sms.ia sudah rosak.=(
laptop saye bermasalah.saya taktau kenape.padahal takdela berat sangat isiannya.mungkin hardwarenya.ia tidak boleh dibuka.saya sedih.mak,nak laptop baru!=(

kegemukan.

it's winter and i'm fat.

i was walking to Blok B (where other girls live) and i bumped into a former classmate of mine.

wahh hannah!dah lama tak jumpa!! (i live in Blok C where it is isolated from Blok A and B)
haah!!dah lama tak jumpa!!apa khabar?
baik..baik..wah!!hannah dah tembam!!
err...ha?yeke?
haah!nampak sangat dah tembam!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG..I AM OFFICIALLY FAT!!and i neeeeeeddddd to loose weight before i fly back home in june.

it annoys me a lot when a friend of mine..wait..ramai..so..it annoys me when my friends who are sooo damn skinny and when they're put on some weighs,they will react as if they're obesity or something.Are you trying to say that i'm the one who is fat?i mean,korang sangat sangat kurus ok?telling me that you're fat is a huge mistake.you should go and pick someone your size to complaint!not me who is absolutely for sure bigger size than you!you've hurt me.And now i'm sad,and i think i have to put on a diet and jog.Rumors said that by exercising during winter,one will loose their weight faster.entah betul entah tidak i'm not sure.but i'll try it.Sometimes,i enjoy going classes.At least,my dentistry friends doesnt care about appearences or body figure or whatever effing word you describe it.hadoih.

I have new addictions now.Flyfm is my new favourite radio station at 12.00 am here (which means 6 am malaysia,big bang breakfast show.)as xfreshfm is now getting more 'un-xfresh' (oh i miss the old xfreshfm!) and fly is the only radio station that i can get clear frequency via this kodi egypt's wireless speed.And i'm now a lipton tea lover!i had lipton for breakfast,lunch and dinner,thank you.hoho.lipton tea is soo cheap here.it only cost 1 genih (egyptian pound) for 10 tea bags.blimey,1 genih is equals to 60 cents back home.hoho.seronok gile minum teh!And,people said that drinking tea increase the potential speed of loosing weight!yeay me!hee..


Winter is getting to the peak.by now,there'll be smokes when you talk in the morning.it excites everybody!including those who think it's normal as they traveled a lot to four seasons countries and they've got used to blowing smokes during winter!hohoho..so it is time to take out the 'baju belon belon' out of the closet!!hoho..

Having free time sometimes bores me.We've finished our 1st semester's practical classes and by that it means that we have a lot of free time now before getting busier next semester.i dont know what to do.For sure i have to study but i dont know what to study.so how do i spend my free time?by cooking!hohoho..i'm now know how to cook quite variety of dishes dah!it's true when my aunty told mak that i wont learn how to cook at home but i will learn it by myself when i'm away from her.hoho..benar tu..cooking is fun.but it will stress you up when you wanted to start to cook,you see bertimbun pinggan tak basuh.that part is not fun at all.hoho.jom jom belajar masak lagi jom!OMG..gemuk lagi nanti!adoi.

it's 10 and i'm already sleepy.so now i'm going to bed and God knows when will i wake up.wether i'll just take a nap for 15 minutes or 8 hours later (nap lagi ke tu?haha).. i have classes tomorrow for GOD's sake!


i am NOT a high standard girl.

my first REAL exam.

Are you Malaysian?

yes.

Ok,there's no question for you for this semester,but for the next semester,study hard.

ok,thank you(with a happy joy-i face)

that was my oral test.seronok gile weih!haha.i've done my physic's practical mid-term exam!woot woot!the examiner supposed to ask the students question while they're doing their experiment,but he skipped me and other 2 malaysians who were at that time sitting for the same madah(subject) at the same time.seronok weih.orang malaysia lain yang kene test pagi ditanya 5 soalan tuu..lucky me!eh,eh..alhamdulillah.

You have to choose randomnly your number and go to the table that stated your number,and after you examinated your apparatus and got a big HINT of what experiment you have to conduct,you have to do the experiment la.there's no tajuk given,there's nothing,they just give you a blank booklet.and two questions.nervous jugak mule2 masuk tu..cuak doh..dah la kena hafal 15 experiments!but Alhamdulillah,i can answer and conduct my experiment,which was the sonometer.thank you,GOD!

dont know the results yet..harap-harap ok..semua kena DOA!amiin..

i finished my report 15 minutes early.and with bismillah,i passed it up.

that was my first REAL (mid term) exam experience in egypt.muahaha.for those pre-dentistry students who are taking theirs either today or tomorrow,good luck!!jangan risau,soalan tak susah sangat!hee..May THE FORCE be with you.

meshy,syukran!

sekolah..ooo sekolah

i have to admit it,i miss my old school.gaha.

simptom-simptom hannah sahimi merindui sekolahnye:
1. she went searching for more chinese song.
2. she suddenly went searching for the lyrics of lee hom's songs and copy it down.
3. she ask around how to pronounce a certain chinese words that she forgot how to pronounce it.
4. she listens to chinese songs almost a week till she thinks her housemates got bored listening to it.gahaha.
5. she went browsing the s.m.j.k. yu hua,kajang's website and keeps on complaining how lucky her juniors are.
6. she curses when she found out that interact club has been dominated by the gediks of the school where they wear tight skirts that were soooo damn tight and kept on rooling their eyes and thinks that they were so good.She curses because she was the vice president of the club last 2 years and the club was a very decent club back then with no berlagak faces and they willing to help everybody in need.because that is what interact club supposed to do.
7. she screamed when she notice that her former classmates online.gaha.
8. she updated her MSN messenger so that she can keep in touch with her school friends as they prefer MSN messenger than Yahoo Messenger or Skype.
9. she got so jealouse after knowing that the school rules are being renewed and they will be no more botak heads after form 2 which means luqman will be able to keep his hair after next year.
10. she went crazy after seeing the pictures of her new-look school where they've renovated it and she realized that all her 'hannah was here' has beeing removed behind the paint.
11. she kept on thinking how fortunate her juniors are for after 2 years of sacrifising her ears listening to the construction,the juniors can now use it without pencemaran bunyi and she didnt have the chance to step her foot to the newly-built what the former headmaster used to call 'bangunan lima tambah satu tingkat'.
12 she willing to put the books beside so that she can post a blog about how she misses her school.

yeah.i miss school.and i am now collecting more and more lee hom's new songs.so,for those who have lee hom's songs,buzz me or nudge me anytime.because i am so craving for them!!!!!!!gahahaha.

the weather is giler sejuk weih!!!dont take ur bath,boys and girls!haha the water is killing cold and you'll be effingly menggigil and mencucuk.ANGIN MEMBUNUH!!

heard the rumors that the school is going to organise a prom for the form fives.Dont know wether or not it's true.kalau betul,aku cekik2 korang!hahahahahaha.

that's all about me and my feelings toward my old school.thanks for reading!

getting busier!

egyptians and their so-called punctual.

organic chemistry's oral test is posponded..AGAIN!hadoih.hopefully that there will be the real test next two weeks.we cant stand of memorizing again and again with lack of sleep and got all tensed up for there will be a lot more tests coming up!

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!takut la plak exam dah dekat ni.because my dear readers,i have no idea what the lecturers were teaching from the beginning as they teach fully in arabic (except for microbiology that being teached by Dr. Yehyia whose english is so fluent and use english in his teaching almost 90% of the time in the lecture.sayang dr yehyia!! and dental material's Dr Gum'ah who giving us extra dental material classes for malaysians..sayang dr gum'ah jugak!!).Luckily for us,after so many times of seeing the dean,we managed to get lecturers who teach in english for our practical classes.at least,we are not that lost like last year's dentistry batch.alhamdulillah.

I have physics practical test next tuesday..and i'm going to be the only malaysian that's going to take the test on that day.dah la balik maghrib!!OMG OMG siape sanggup teman????????others will take theirs either on wednesday or thursday.aku sorang gak yang tercicir hari selasa.hadoih.hadoih.

Planning to read novel ayat-ayat cinta by Habiburrahman Saerozi,a novel pembangun jiwa.it's about egypt,love,agama etc.the novel was introduced by mahfuz.i'm going to try it!hee...

we're going to have eid's break for 4 days starting 20th december.so now,we're planning on what should we do during the eid break.either to stay home and study or go jalan2( must bully abg jad for this) alexandria or zagzig or tanta or wherever.haha.seronok cuti!hehehe.

winter break.
will be having 2 weeks of winter break.which means...JALAN-JALAN!!ha,aku tak jealous la dgn korg yang nak balik..i have other plans worr..either to JORDAN or to SINAI(the only place in egypt with snow..haha)..jom kumpul2 duit..i dont mind to go to anywhere i just want to JALAN-JALAN!!

ape ni hannah??exam next week la!!english assignment not done yet.inorganic chemistry practical tak study lagi.physics practical tak sentuh lagi.ok.byebye

p/s:
thanks to syazwan n akmal who willing to sacrifice their money to sms with me from far!!tapi 20 sen per sms je...hee..

hari ini tahun lepas:hari last paper spm..haha