happy birthday!

hello blog,
i never wish you this but..happy 4th birthday dear blog~
we've been through a whole lot!
and i hope that the blog will remain like..until i die.


okay,eventhough this has nothing to do with the birthday post but i still wanna show it because i just love the song,and the series(drama?)
proposal of daisakusen.(cerita yang sangat sweet dan comel,thanks.yamapi comel,thanks.haha) which took me almost 1 year to finish the whole series plus the special episode.due to the business,thanks.not because it is a boring typical drama.(gila defend cerita ni!astaga.)
and this song is called, chiisana koi no uta (heck,i don't even know the meaning,but i just love it,thanks.)


*apa la masalah kau dengan () ni hannah~

nota kaki:kalau blog ini seorang anak,dah boleh menulis membaca dah dia ni..dah boleh hantar pergi pre-school.hehe.


bye.got crown assignments to do..PLUS pharmacology in 10 days..AND freaking effing prosthesis.i need my mommy. :(

the wedding i adore.

take a look at this.

the wedding reception of Anwar Ibrahim's son,Muhammad Ihsan and Syaheeda.
Gosh i hope for a wedding like this to be mine!
simple white garden wedding.totally to be adored!
kena kumpul duit dari sekarang!!!ok hannah,stop exaggerating .(eh tapi diri sendiri tak sedar umur dah masuk 21.haha)
but i am so sure that my mom will not allow a grand wedding because for her the simpler, the better.but mak,this wedding LOOKS simple also count kan?heehee.

speaking of weddings,i hereby to congratulates those who are planning on getting married during the upcoming winter break!especially to kak quya, our ex-neighbour.
but yeah,i cannot attend any of the weddings because i will not be in egypt during the winter break(and no.neither am i going to be in malaysia.huhu)
my doa is for all of you in gaining happiness in the upcoming new lives as husbands and wives.May Allah bless you with barakah your entire life,insyaAllah. :)

my sister's keeper.

well,the mid year exam is about 90% finished. i still have pharmacology but the date is yet to be known.so i was like..spending the whole night sleeping for celebrating my separa merdeka yesternight,and when i woke up,everyone else is sleeping and it's only 3a.m and my eyes wouldn't want to be shut so i browse around my laptop,searching for some good movies to re-watch it,and i suddenly found this movie,which i havent watch it yet.

NOTE: this is not a movie review!

and so,i watched it....



you know when it's 3 am and nobody's watching you and the silence is like stimulating you to the mood of the story,and yes indeed it is a sad one,and yes i admit i cried the entire 60% of the movie.maybe,just maybe the story is just soo family,and that triggers me la kot?

But some of you may have seen the movie,so yeah i'm the loser who is soo outdated in this thing.huhu.

so,it's a good movie to watch ALONE. i don't know how to describe it but when a movie succeeded to make me cry,it's definitely a good one.hoho..tapi ye lah,hannah is so fragile lately. :p

so, go go go!go watch it if you haven't watch it yet.

my 1st baby :D

okok i know the blog is in hiatus until i finish my mid year exam but i HAVE to show you this!!!!

ladies and gentlemen,
i am proudly to present you: my 1st ever denture!! :')

sangat-sangat-sangat puas hati!
it worth all the piles of tears,all midnight oil,and yeah of course, all the money spent.
terharu ianya menjadi :')

MOMMY MOMMY, i made my 1st denture..see it see it :D


ok,back to hiatus.
goodbye peeps!

to a special person,

this is a special post..

i woke up with an sms waiting to be read,and it was from luqman.

so here it goes....

to our youngest brother,Luqman Mohd Salleh Sahimi, NRIC..94xxxx-xx-xxxx, congratulations to you for your PMR!

inshaAllah,this will happen again for your SPM.we are soo proud of you! :)

strive hard,
your beloved kak lang :D

bertunang?

tunang.
the syndrome that's attacking the teenangers nowadays. i bet that everyone has someone close that is engaged.i am not here to say that i am against this thing, or neither am i supporting it.

from my point of view, engage in islam is something good. and Allah will give you pahala when you're engaged. but engagement doesn't mean that you have the ticket to go out with your fiance without being accompanied by you're mahram, it also doesn't mean that you can contact your fiance freely.

from a book (aku terima nikahnya) that my friend read to me, the author said that when he was engaged, he seldomly contact his fiance. he doesn't even know her birthday, and he rarely meet her. And that is the way an islamic engagement is about. Because,by engagement, it is still haram for a man and a woman to be together, or even think about his/her fiance.

engagement should be attended by the family members only.and everything is discussed among them,without the attendance of the lelaki,and the ceremony should be as subtle as possible.but nowadays, the lelaki himself came knocking the door and the engagement ceremony is one hell of a small wedding ceremony with the lelaki and perempuan sit together hoping for the blessing from the people who came.

and nowadays, those who are engaged, act as if they were married. they didn't meet but they do contact each other 24/7. and once they didn't call, they will miss each other, which is again, haram to miss anybody that is not halal to you.

the question is, IF the intention of getting engaged is something islamic, or some may say dating is haram but getting engaged is something you can get pahala with, but IF the action after the engagement is not that islamic afterall. what makes you different than those who are dating someone that is haram to him/her? MAYBE you didn't hold his/her hands but there's still those who are dating but prevent themselves from holding hands,right?hurm..

and the Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) once said:

rahsiakan pertunangan, sebarkan perkahwinan.

it doesn't mean that you should deny if anybody ask you if you were engaged, but i think that it means that you should keep it silent,but if anybody came to you and ask you the question, tell him that 'yes, i am engaged.' but i don't think that you should tell him the name of your fiance, because the fiance is not the husband yet.and by engagement, it is not as if the fiance is 100% will be your husband.

i have a friend that is engaged, but when everybody asked her,she denied.then 3 months later,BOOM,came the news of her getting married. and once she's married,she said that she's been engaged for about 6 months prior the wedding.after hearing that, i kept thinking that is it ok to tell lies?oh tak berdosa la kalau menipu aku dah bertunang? these religious people are sometimes,WEIRD. and don't tell me that it's a white lie because i know there is no such thing as a white lie. secetek2 ilmu agama aku,aku tahu kewujudan tipu sunat itu ada atau sebaliknya.

But the Prophet did say that rahsiakan pertunangan,which means, you don't have to make the ceremony as large as your wedding,or should i say it as a pre-wedding?

so i am writing this for everyone to spare a while, and ponder. and those who are planning to engaged, think carefully. and ask yourself your intention of getting engaged, is it for Allah? if it is, then follow the halal-haram rules that Allah has set for you.

i am not writing this because i think that i am soo religious,
neither am i planning on getting engaged whatsoever,
i am writing this because i think i should let people know my thoughts regarding this,
and i hope that i will become as i wished for my engagement. InsyaAllah :)

helllooo people!

it's the beginning of winter!goodbye hot weather, you will be missed.
egypt is,as usual,congested with malay students.
school is tiring,having more practical classes than lectures,loads of requirements to do,loads of fun yet loads of stress.

enough of school,i will tell you all about it when i have my own internet(currently using roomate's broadband.huhu) and i am blogging while doing some research about the crown and bridge.talking about taking chances!haha

emosi bermain dengan saya tahun ini.maybe it is due to the stress.this too,will be talked in much more detail,once i get my own internet.

so that's it.i'm off.i have research to do,remember?hoho.just stopping by to tell everybody that i am still breathing here and yes mom,i am doing fine,there's nothing to worry.totally.

nota kaki:
did i tell you that i have no weekends?'welcome' to mansoura,people!haih.
thanks kak hanis,for lending me your broadband :)
tak sabar tunggu cuti raya haji yang panjaaaaaaannnnngggggggg!!!!
cuti winter ni nak pergi mana ye?hoho

the world is angry.

i once heard that once there's continuous earthquakes,it's like one of the big the signs of we're about to reach the end of the world.

there's more.
the tsunami attacked Samoa,and the typhoon in Philippines.

and some people are just so full of themselves and doesn't want to help those who are in need.making excuses like the Indonesians wanted to kill the malaysian students,why should we help them?
since when our parents taught us that if people treat us bad,we have to treat them equally bad also?

stop blaming others because
Daripada Abu Hurairah ra bahawasanya Rasulullah saw. Bersabda: Jika ada seseorang berkata: Orang ramai (sekarang ini) sudah rosak, maka orang yang berkata itu sendiri yang paling rosak di antara mereka"

there's a saying that we have to help each other no matter how bad that person is,whoever he is,even if he's your enemy.

i'm not trying to be religious but all i'm saying is,stop being childish.the world is angry,he's getting old and we soon will die.everybody will die, no one is excluded.what's the point of being so arrogant?

treat people nicely,people!we have not much time left.
and go pray.
it's a reminder for you and a reminder for me as well.


footnote:
and oh,i'm leaving tomorrow.goodbye malaysia :'(
and i don't want to leave home,it's too comfy to leave.
but yeah,comfortable is just temporary.
and i have a new resolution this year;i will study the smartest and the hardest!yeahhh!!
ok so tonight,i'll be sleeping with dear mommy haha jangan jealous!

<3<3

love this nasheed.
got to share it with everyone! :)
it's Asma Allah by the famous Sami Yusuf :)

raya 09

this year's raya :one of the saddest.

my nenek passed away the last day of ramadan.we got a call from cikde after we got back from tarawih and we immediately went back to kampung that night and yes, it was a sad night.But to think that nenek has suffered alot, i decided to just redha with her passing away.

from HIM we came,to HIM we return.
Al-Fatihah to arwah nenek.may nenek be placed along with those who deserved a place in jannah.

1st syawal,
we prayed the sunat eidulfitri at surau annur in bangi and visited arwah ayah's kubur.
it's been 3 syawals without him.dad,we miss you. :(
then we just spent the day sleeping because everybody was having super lack of sleep the previous day.

2nd syawal,
balik kampung for tahlil arwah.
and return back to bangi,spent the rest of the day..doing nothing?

3rd syawal,
went to pak andak's house,called random houses but sadly people are still at their kampung.
cooked laksa sarawak!(a bit salty,but i think i did a pretty good job :))
cikde and anjang came so we served them the laksa sarawak haha.

4th syawal,
well actually i think i just celebrate raya today because there were lots of people came and we actually berombongan went to abang amir's house in seremban.
and abang amir told us the story of him undergoing chemotherapy and so on. which made me realise how valuable this life is and how we must have the strength to keep on living life no matter how many obstacles we have to face.

conclusion of this year's raya:
it was a sad raya,
and we didn't actually celebrating it.
and the older you get,the lesser the money you receive.
but with the reason of fisabilillah,people tend to give you extra money hehe.

p/s: boys with baju raya are cute,but only when they dressed up decently. :)

no matter how,raikanlah aidilfitri dengan penuh bersederhana.
bulan syawal memang 30 hari,tapi itu tidak bermaksud kita boleh bersuka ria sepanjang 30 hari tersebut.berpada-padalah.
seronok,seronok juga tapi ingatan terhadap Tuhan itu perlu juga ada.

wallahua'lam

Al-Fatihah kepada mereka yang telah mendahului kita.

salam perantau.

Hanim sent a photo of us to utusan for salam perantauan.

andd..Utusan approved it!

but OMG huduhnye saye.

the best part is that kak Hanis also sent our raya haji photo to utusan for salam perantauan and still waiting for approval..

and IF Utusan approves it,mann mencapubnye kami.haha.

so i guess i'll cover my face the entire day of eid.

and i have to prepare myself hearing the orang kampung saying:
'eh,kau ada kat sini?apsal aku nampak kau kat surat khabar?'

huhu..

well at least i've spent 3 weeks fasting in egypt kan?..enough said.

selamat hari raya peeps,be nice. :)

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hello malaysia 09 part 2.

nak tahu tak?

my flight last night was superbly fun.
it was like a rombongan balik malaysia.
the flight was full with Malaysians,especially students from Mansoura(my batch,of course)..
and due to that i was like overexcited and talked..non-stop,from the car to the airport to the plane.

i was too talkative until Din said: Hannah,slow sikit volume.and Ridh was like perhatian kepada hannah sahimi,sila rendahkan suara anda..thrice.malu.haih.

i don't mind if i have to sit with anybody but i was a bit segan-ish when i have to sit with an ustaz,the very religious one i must say and it automatically switched my mood 360 degree.yup2.and Din was like it's ok i will save you from him..but no effort wan Din?haiyooo..

luckily Amin talked to the steward and tadaaa~Amin saved the day,and i got to escape from the ustaz and sit beside Amin.yippie!
but then the steward keep on coming to me asking me am i still studying ke and keep smiling at me like every freaking time he saw me.haih too friendly pulak.

the steward left when we arrived Mumbai for our 45 minutes transit but then came another annoying steward disturbing.sabar je la when he accused us not fasting when we actually did and he said he saw Amin eating when all he do was sleeping.kan dah dpt bengong dgn kitorg.huhu

but maybe he's just trying to be friendly.i don't blame him for that.hee :D

the journey is even memorable when cute little balqis joined us along with her mama and papa.balqis really became the center of attention.

and there's no more story because all i did in the flight was sleeping and sleeping pengsan that i didn't realize Ee came to us wanted to chat but he decided not to when he saw us sleeping.aww~

except thatttt..
Amin eagerly waked me up and tersengih panjang gile for this:

'hannah hannah,tgk tu..cool kan?cool kan?'
and i was like oiii u're bothering my sleep laa..tp dlm hati je la..layan je la kerenah budak ni.haih.

so now i am home and it's 3.40 am and i am jet lagged.so i decided to wait for sahur and will go to sleep after subuh.

i will fly back to egypt on the 6th of october as the dentistry class starts by then.huhu.

notakaki:
there're rumors about Tanta University is extending their cuti for another month due to the H1N1 that's attacking there.
Mansoura University tak nak extend cuti juga ke?hehehe
tp tak baik mendoakan yg tidak baik--bak kata cida jaya.

till then,selamat hari raya,maaf zahir batin,ampun maaf dari hujung kaki ke hujung rambut.semoga raya ini menjadi raya yang terhebat buat semua.tapi ingat,raya,raya juga tapi suruhan tuhan tetap perlu dipatuhi.selamat pulang kampung,berhati-hati ketika memandu,hargailah nyawa yang tersayang. :)

adios!

i'm leaving!

well well...tomorrow is tuesday and i've packed my bags.
not gonna bring so much though,since i'm coming home for raya. (oh manjanya hannah.urgh!)
i hate people calling me manja,so i listed down my reasons of coming home for raya.haha(taknak mengaku lagi XD)

1stly, i cannot change my ticket because there's no seats avail. So,i end up buying a return ticket. (with my own money,thanks!)

2ndly, there's totally nobody in Mansoura during raya which means,i'll be totally alone and that is the saddest part.i dont mind living alone at home,but raya alone means major sadness!

3rdly...ok there's only 2 reasons.haha...ok fine!i am mak's little girl.puas hati?haha :p

so i'll be leaving for 3 weeks, giving 200% attention for my exam,with no internet( because i'm not paying for the August's internet fee ), no entertainment, no fun.haha.

so wish me luck guys!i REALLY REALLY REALLYYYY need them.
pray for me in your prayer.orang kata, insyaAllah makbul doa di masa bulan ramadan.

as for all of you, have a blast ramadan.see you in 3 weeks!( start conteng calender.haha )

footnote: goodbye imam tarawih yang kacak dan bacaannya mashaAllah sedapnye.. huhu.

ahlan ya ramadannn!

Ramadan is here and on tuesday,i will return to the land that i fond of!(haha it's soo fake,i know).With that,i will celebrate the ninth month of the islamic calender in Egypt.

ingat lagi waktu standard 1,where there was this 1 time,the teacher(i forgot the name,i'm sorry lao shi) was soo furious when she found out mineral bottles were on the desks and she immediately ask the chinese students to respect us(the malays) during the holy month by placing their mineral bottles on the floor,where we(the malays) cannot see them and won't curi minum.

and then she made a really cute(in my point) rule where the students are only allowed to drink facing the walls,not facing the fasting friends.(cute right,my teacher?i know.haha)

and you know,chinese school,the canteen are always open,even during the fasting month,the malays are minority what..cannot do anything about it.so yeah,the canteen were open and the standard 3 me and some friends who fast like 'separuh hari' went to the canteen,act as if we were chinese(bengong nak act mcm chinese tapi pakai baju kurung and tudung ,like what the hell kan?but i was 9 years old,so it's forgiven haha)ok back to the story,you know i didn't go to the canteen for just suka-suka watching people eating and drinking the whole 20 minutes of break(where the hell did i get the money?i have no idea!cause my mom never give me a penny for me to belanja,except if the teacher needed them),i bought myself some food too!and apparently my disguise works!haha.but then,jeng jeng jeng..bumped into the sister's friend,a malay,and the sister's friend was like hey hannah!and i pretended i didn't recognise him and then he told my sister that i makan,and my sister told my mom and my mom asked me if it is true(with a very angry tone,yup!) and i said nooo wayyyy!!!i want to collect money for my fasting days!!(because my late father once promised us,when we were young,it's sorta like the way he teaches us fasting by giving us RM1 per day for the fasting day)and i was like..suka hati je tuduh-tuduh orang tak puasa!!and my mom was like..you cannot break fast with us,young lady, because you already did! and i was like..i swear to God i will never ever break my fast before maghrib,ever again because i will not allowed to have dinner with the family,and,dad will deduct the money. :(

that was primary school.when i enter secondary school,this funny thing happened.
my form 4 addmaths teacher(i will not reveal his name,but he's a chinese) was just finished teaching and he sat on the chair and starts picking his nose.and i was like..
'ehh cikgu korek hidung!!cikgu tak puasa ke??'

'oh puasa tak bleh korek hidung ah?'

'mana boleh la cikgu..tak boleh korek telinga jugak!'

and he was like..'ohhh...ok go sit down.'

and after awhile,he called me back.

'hannah,puasa boleh telan air liur tak?'

' -.-", mesti la boleh cikguu kalau tak mcmane mau hidup?'

'ohhh itu macam ah?'

so yeah,now you know why i choose not to reveal my teacher's name.haha.
you know i love you right,cikgu?but please remember my university's name..'mansoura la cikgu,bukan al ajha(al azhar)'

In Egypt,yeah i did spend a whole fasting month in egypt when i was in my 1st year (a.k.a pre-dentistry year,in case u get confused)And there was this 1 time, my friend and i went to the shop to buy some juices,and we picked here and there,some of this,and some of that,and the cashier was counting and counting and then suddenly when we stepped out of the shop,there was this one big egyptian,laughing at us saying..

'tak puasa!tak puasa!!hahaha'(ok diorg guna bahasa arab la..)
malu gila kot dia menjerit kat tengah jalan!maka berlarilah kami menaiki tangga untuk kembali ke rumah kami.And as you know,in egypt,we the malay girls are advised not to perform tarawikh in the mosque (because of some unexplained reason),must do it at home,which i ponteng tarawikh once in a while,and that once in a while became,seldom then it became always ponteng tarawikh.haha

eh hannah,why you sooo jujur wan?
what's you problem?it's the fasting month,so need to be a good girl lah haiyoo.
-.-"

whatever it is,i will never take my hands off when i see whoever tak puasa when they have reached puberty and have no reasons on why they tak puasa.(dah besar panjang suara garau if belum reach puberty,taktau la)
i once scolded a junior ordering juice from a chinese guy.and i scolded him real hard till he told his friends and his friends told the rest of the juniors that i'm the most fierce senior ever and my name remains as the fierce senior ever till now in that school.(don't believe?ask my brother lah)buruk ok bile orang kate..'oh kak han tu garang gile'..and they never even met me!cis!

okok enough babbling,the point of me writing this post is actually about wishing my non-existing readers,
selamat berpuasa.

andai ada terkasar bahasa,tersilap kata,terguris hati,terasa pancreas,saya mohon maaf.semoga dengan kemaafan itu,kita dapat mengharungi ibadah puasa ini dengan tenang,insyaAllah.

jadikanlah bulan ramadan ini seperti bulan ramadan yang terakhir buat anda,kerana,kita tidak pasti samada kita dapat menyambut ramdan lagi pada tahun hadapan.

Ahlan ya Ramadan!bulan yang mulia,bulan yang penuh keberkatan,bulan yang penuh rahmat.

selamat beribadah,selamat beramal. :)

funny thing

i didn't know that bluetooth in chinese is actually 蓝牙(lan ya:lan,means blue;ya,means tooth)!
talking about how OUTDATED i am!

if 蓝牙 is bluetooth in chinese, what is bluetooth in malay?gigibiru?

stressed is desserts spelled backward.

i am stressed..
over..
2 more physiology topics that i hardly had a time to read,let alone memorizing the whole book!

my half book of anatomy calling and begging me to be memorized,which,again,where can i find the timeeee??

i have 6 days left before getting my ass to egypt,the country of happiness,which means,exams are just around the corner and i really really really need more time man!

the fact that i could never ever flunk this test because it may lead to major sadness and the nagging mom will nag like..nonstop.

just the thought of me going back,really increase the stress level.oh 'great'

even babies can get stressed too..
'being a baby is the most stressful job,you know?'

errr..can somebody teach me how to stress in such well mannered way?

facebook addict,no more.

yup,you got that right! i deactivated my facebook.
the reasons:
the internet in my home is wayy too fast compared to the internet that i have in egypt.
this thing is too addictive lah!!
i really need to focus on my studies, 19 more days left, it's like a wake up call.huhu

no worries,i'll activate it back somewhere in the mid september. :D

it's time to pulunnnnnn!!

ttyl~

the birthday post

thank you! thank you! thank you!

as you can read,yup,me coming home for raya. :D

see how addictive facebook can be to one's life?

my birthday was yesterday.
and i spent 25% of it having tummy cramp, another 25% of it sleeping because i was not feeling so well,another 25% of it,studying blood.totally not my favourite.and another 25% of it,i celebrated with mak and luqman.

overall,the day was spent quite okay.and yes,i am really satisfied with a simple celebration like this.couldn't wish for any better.

you see,i didn't realize that facebook is giving a big impact in one's life until today,most of the wishes came from it.i didn't receive this much of birthday wishes when i was an active user of friendster and myspace.so i would like to say that facebook really did a good job in..erm..addicting the users?or in other words,connecting people.haha.

but that is nothing to compare to the surprise phone call that i received at 0040 hours from syazwan,ean and ekhwan.you know i love you guys like..forever right?hehe.
yet,i have this wierd habit of remembering whose the 1st to wish me and whose the last,so congratulations to syiran amir and ibrahim for being the 1st and the last to wish me happy birthday.

but thennn, celebration with family is still the best among all.even though it is just the three of us,it is still,a special celebration,for me.
thanks mom for treating me pizzahut,and to abang fareed,for treating me johny's.

andd thank you for those who texted and called,i really appreciate all the wishes and the doa,and hoping that it will come true.

*update!!*
thanks juga kepada mereka ini..

special thanks to this girl,who,wished me 'happy birthday' thrice! :D

and to kak ngah for making a special post for my birthday :D

and yes,i deleted 2 of my previous entries,because, as what people say, i have to move on and stop whining,and the phrase of 'Allah tak akan menguji sekiranya hambaNya tidak dapat mengharunginya' motivates me from day to day. I appreciate kak alak,kak ngah, kak hanis and KAK nadia for giving me motivation talks,i am blessed to have them in my life. screw the egyptians for whatever they've done to me,what's done is done.it may be unfair,tetapi kesabaran itu perlu and i'm sticking to the thought that maybe God put me in this condition to train me the meaning of patience,and maybe God wants me to learn more about physiology and anatomy, and maybe God wants me to not only chase the world,but also to chase the hereafter,and just maybe, my intention to study is just wrong,and i have to correct it back.(bukan hanya sebab mahu pass exam).tanpa ujian,kita tak akan belajar,aite? (see the matured 20 year old me soooo optimist wan!haha :p)

enough of babbling,it will just spoil everything!.


stepping to the big two O life..and it's wonderful!yup,i am a prouuudddd 20 year old!takde kedut lagi kan? :p

remaja sampai umur 22 kan?hehe :D

hari segala macam perasaan.

pagi.
sedih,nenek dikatakan sakit.sudah 2 hari.mak decided to balik kampung.so we went back to kampung immediately after subuh.
called the ambulance,took nenek to the hospital,chased the ambulance,and accompanied nenek in the emergency department,where they gave her glucose and sodium chloride.they said she's gonna be ok,so we went back home because i promised acap that i'd come to his sister's wedding.

petang.
bertambah sedih.when i reached kl sentral and i realized that i didnt bring any money except the money that i bought ktm ticket to kl sentral.
bertambah tambah sedih. when faridah said she might be late or she might not come because the train was wayyy toooo congested!
bertambah tambah tambah sedih when the superheroin ara said she couldnt come and rescue me because of her dad.leaving me,stranded in kl sentral,with no food,no atm card,no money..and the clumsy me didn't even bring along my stupid ic.which means,i cannot go to shah alam, nor to UKM,because i didnt bring a single penny.[mode kebencian terhadap diri sendiri]

maghrib.
relieved. after 2 hours at kl sentral.another superheroin came to the rescue!faridah made it!and we went straight to shah alam.

malam.
happy.because i met some of my mesir mates :)
and what makes me happier, superhero ibrahim said he can drive me home.yeay!
later that night,
touched.by a gentleman.haha.he who must not be named looked smarter than usual last night. :)

tengah malam.
superhero ibrahim with his supercar(not acually that super la,i just wrote super because a superhero needs to have a supercar..haha) sent me home safely. thanks superhero :)

the superhero ibrahim and superheroin faridah :D

yup.a fraction of the mesir mates :)

acap's sister is like sooo pretty.jeles lah.haih.

nota kaki:
dah lama tak buat entry mcm diary mcmni.haha.
gentleman made me cair.aww~ haha
kakak acap sgt cun!
acap anak orang kaya.haha.amek kau!


mak, can i have a wedding that grand?huuu~

photo courtesy of : acap ishak.

a note to dad.

daddy,
i had a dream..
my dream was about you..
came home from your work..
wearing your favourite long sleeve whitish blue shirt..
and you were smiling to me..

i ran to you..
and cried: 'ayah,kenapa lama sangat baru balik?'

daddy,i miss you.