Thursday, May 29, 2008

of finals and life.

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

here in my home.

a quick entry..

everybody's been doing this.
and i'm trying to help.(i hope it's working)

a FOC 5 weeks project by pete teo and the collaboration of a number of Malaysian artistes.
the GREATEST song for unity.
i enjoyed this song very much.
this could be the best time for you to click the play button and enjoy it too.it's a fun song!!



just go to the website by clicking the side banner and support them~!

CONGRATS to those who were involved in the project!!(clap clap clap)

am PROUD to be a Malaysian.Malaysia is my home.Malaysia is your home.Malaysia is OUR home.

Malaysia is a unique country.that's why i love my country.
no matter how troublesome and complicated the country is,i still love it.
Malaysia has a special place in my heart.
i just want to hug and squeeze it.muahaha..(wink2)

oh i miss home!! :(

got to go!physics paper is tomorrow~!

Friday, May 23, 2008

notification

bat asked me to do this..so here it goes..

dear readers(if there is one),

the blog is going to be deserted for a while until the owner of the blog achieve independency from her final exams.

the owner still have 7 more critical papers to sit and 5 more oral exams to face.therefore,the owner hereby seek for forgiveness to everyone so that she can face her exam peacefully.

she would be delighted if the readers willing to pray for her success along the final exam period.

love,
hannahsahimi.

final exam mode activated!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

genetics bores me..and kak alak tagged me for a while now..(sorry kak alak~)

5 presents:

1) tiket free balik malaysia.
2) a fully furnished nice home without cockroaches and any tiny creatures..
3) a genius' brain.
4) my less 5 kilo weight.
5) a new handphone.

5 reasons for the above:
1) because i want to use the money for other purposes..like:visiting kak yong in ireland kot?hehe(tersengih).
2) i just had enough of those tiny creatures.it will spoil the cooking mood after seeing it crawling in the rack.
3) so that i can get mumtaz(wink2)
4) because i gained 5 kilos.and i dont want people to laugh at me when i come home with 'haha,told you you'll gain weight"..cis.
5) because my old phone is already 3 years old.but i still love it though.because it was the only present that my late dad gave me because he was proud of me.but i just need a new one lah..huhu..


5 impression to the ones that I admire:

1) sense of humor.
2) literally intelligent.
3) polite.
4) prays.
5) obeys the old ones.


Best thing he ever did for me:

yeah,same with kak alak..who is the he?

5 greatest inventions:
1) internet!i wouldnt be able to keep in touch with my family and friends without internet.
2) handphone.i wouldnt be able to confirm the tuition classes with the doctors without this.
3) delicious variety of food.yummy.everybody love yummy food.
4) cars.
5) clothes.the greatest invention ever!

5 most hated:
1) low self esteem.
2) studying when i am really sleepy but i couldnt sleep cause exam is tomorrow,like duh!
3) tiny creatures and cockroaches in the house.dont mention.i'm tired of elaborating it again.
4) exams!!!eveybody hate exam,i knoe.
5) rempits.aha..the most hated ones.

I tag:
i know all of you are busy with stuffs..but i have to do this..sorry.
1)niksu
2)amelin
3)faridah
4)nuha
5)adilah.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

why egypt?

i was once asked by an Egyptian friend about the reasons of coming all the way to Egypt to study dentistry.at the beginning of the semester,where the Egyptians were so fancy us,the Malaysians,and very welcome us here..(they're still doing it though.whenever i passed by them,they still greet us with 'welcome to Egypt' even though i'm already living in this country for almost 8 months.)..ok back to the topic,so,at the beginning of the semester,they asked the same questions again and again,day by day.so,we lied.oh yes we did!we told them that the government sent us here.(oh rasa sgt berdosa ).we told them that we received some sort of scholarships but they dont understand what scholarship means,so we told them the government sent us lah.if we told them that our parents paid quite large number of money to come here,there'll be loads of questions pulak dah..like:why not other country?is it because it's cheap?(errr...that is kinda one of the reasons kot?huhu)but it will offend them if we tell them that the course back home is relatively much more expensive than here.so,tipu sunat wont kill kot?huhu.and we were too tired of being too famous and being interviewed every second.i letih tau tak?(gedik)haha..

one day,which was the 2nd day i attended the lecture,i met shrouk,an egyptian girl who speaks fluent english,i met her by accident because on that day,the lecturer were absent and we,the Malaysians dont even know what was going on and i greeted her by asking 'can you speak english?'..and i was surprised that she can speak VERY VERY good english.because,let me tell you,the egyptians here,even though their books are in english,which they memorized them,they just can write in english,cant really speak english.it is very rare to find Egyptian who speaks english in Mansoura.

shrouk asked me 'why you come here?you know,the lectures are not in english.'
yeah i know,i am very much aware that not every lectures will be in english.we were informed my our seniors.maybe because we were the 2nd batch of malaysians who are studying dentistry in Egypt.maybe the 3rd batch will have their own lectures separates with the Egyptians and they'll have their lectures in english.maybe by then,the University noticed the existence of Malaysian dentistry students in the University.oh,lucky them.

so why i decided to study here?
it's mak's choice.she said Egypt is the best place yadayada..plus,kak zati is studying here too and kak zati is auntie Kam's daughter and auntie Kam is mak's bestfriend,so..things are very much related..u do the math.huhu

auntie Kam said Egypt is much better than Indonesia and Russia.she said this because she came here once,last 2 years.in Russia,i have to be very good in their language(what is russian language,btw?) because their lectures are in their language.which what Auntie Kam said,worthless.because,russian language is not like arabic language which once you learn arabic,you'll gain reward from GOD and it is heaven's language.(there goes my chance of staying in Russia)

indonesia,mak said that it's quite dangerous there.with earthquakes,and the tuition fees there is rather more expensive and mak said that i'll get spoiled for flying home regularly whenever there's holidays.(that's what she said lah.i dont know the truth of the story..)

and mak said that by entering matriculation,there will be no promises of getting dentistry course in my future because,as they said,matriculation is where people have to strive their hardest to get 4 flat.(siapa suruh main2 time spm?kan dah tak dpt local universities?..huhu)

so,do i like it here?

i'm not so sure myself.yea i know egypt is dirty,and they still use the donkeys and horses as transportations.they sell fruits and vegetables on the horse.which is very rare to see in other countries.also,they use the baskets to get things from the stores under their house and they will pull the basket up and down.it's like living in a totally different century.but they have the high standard modern large houses also la..they are not that kuno after all.and their cellphones grew rapidly even though this country just got introduced with cellphones 2 years ago.everybody has handphone canggih here.only the malaysians are using the old ones.haha.

but at least,Egypt is a four season country.there's summer,autumn,winter and spring.
(there's no snow in winter though..but it's extreme cold.because it's dry yet cold.)and i'm enjoying it(not for summer..no no..too many flies and cockroaches bothering me..say no to summer!huhu)..and like they said..mesir tanah berkat.mesir bumi anbiya..no matter how rude the citizens are,no matter how serabut the country works,no matter how dirty it is.Mesir tetap bumi anbiya.and living here,like abg jad said,is something to cherish for.and like it or not,i have to live here for the next 4 years.so,i have to cherish it no matter what.either way,i thank God for my destiny.

the juniors are now attending the kursus bahasa arab starting today.for 3 months kot?abg jad will be ustaz jad starting today.haha..cant wait to go home and pay UKM a visit!i wonder how abg jad teach.rumors said that there will be only 6 of the students are in dentistry course.oh our batch probably have the most dentistry students kot?huhu..anyhows,juniors,we welcome you here.


a piece of advise:dont choose blok c as your home..and if you choose c7,that's where i live!and i'm going to move soon.after we found a new home.

pictures that we took after chemistry practical sheet exam..

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the faculty of business is behind us.

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the day fifek wants to pujuk me.


number of papers left to sit:
practical: 1
written: 9.


sayangilah your mom,hannah.
dia ibu tunggal,ibu mithali.
yes,i love my mom and i will always love my mom.

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

oh awakening!

final exam mode.
will update soon.
sorry for the bersawang-sawang blog.

study hard friends!aim for the best!

i wish you..



GOOD LUCK!

love always,
hannahsahimi.

Monday, April 28, 2008

i've been tagged.

by niksu.

Currently - browsing the net.
Playing - magic,colbie caillat
Pending - solat,study.
What's new? - exam dah ketuk pintu.
Real name - hannah.
Nickname - hann.
Married - insyaAllah,when the time comes.
Male/Female - Female
High school - sekolah menengah jenis kebangsaan yu hua,kajang.
College - mansoura university?
Are you a health freak? - not really.
Do you have a crush on someone? - yes.
Do you like yourself? - melampaui batas.hakhak.

First,

Surgery - neck.
Person you see in the morning - as usual,kak hanis,elly,nuna.
Award - errrrr....si gemuk yg byk songeh..
Sports you join in -lari dalam guni?
Vacation - england kah?cant really recall.
Concert - school juge.
Drink - for today,nescafe mokate.
I'm about to -pull my notes toward me.

Your future,

Want kids - YES!
Want to get married - YES.
Careers in mind - a successful dentist.

Which is better?

Lips or Eyes? - eyes.
Hugs or Kisses? - hugs
Shorter or Taller? - taller,of course.
Romantic or Spontaneous? - middle.
Sensitive or Loud? - quiet yet cool?
Troublemaker or Hesitant? - errrr...

Have you ever,

Kissed a stranger? - nope.
Drank bubbles - nope
Lost glasses / contacts - tiada keperluan.
Ran away from home - once.tak jauh.bawah bukit je.
Liked someone younger - ohh..tanak jawab.
Broke someone's heart - yes.
Been arrested - nope.i'm a good kid.
Cried when someone died - yes.

Do you believe in:

Yourself - of course.
Miracles - yess..
Magic - nope.
Angels - yes.

Answer truthfully: Is there someone you want to be with right now? - yes,there,i said it.

Tag 5 people: everybody who's reading and have a blog.hee.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

global warming.

i dont really understand the weather here.one day it will be too hot and i'll be sweating like water flowing from the pipes.the next day,when i wear the thinnest layer of shirt,the weather is cold.sangat-SANGAT tak faham.but it's still a hot spring la kan.

hot.dont really like it.reasons?
flies and other tiny animals will crawl into the house.
they will disturb my beauty sleep.my sleeps now are not so pretty for i tend to sleep for only 3 to 4 hours per night due to the my last minute final preparations.and with those tiny animals that flies over around the room,it will make the night damn perfect.

the food will get bad easily.
i cant keep the food for more than two days.it will get bad.even the bread spread strawberry jam gotten bad

i have to take my bath everyday.(which is very opposite during winter days where i only take my bath once in 2 to 3 days.kinda miss it.haha)

the lihaf(winter blanket)have to go back into the closet.
which is very sad.because sleeping inside the lihaf is sooooo cozy~.

oh i miss winter.

BUT,it's been raining last 2 mornings.and the weather for the last two days were just nice.but as i said,the weather here is very unpredictable.

and oh!the time differences between malaysia and egypt has been reduced to 5 hours only.it's a sad news because i used to wake up around six,but now,6 am is 7 am.so there goes my 1 hour.it's like living a day with only 23 hours.haha.

exam is like soooooo near..

damn.

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last physics practical.

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photo courtesy of syahidah jaya.

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dental formula of human skull = 2 incisors 1 canine 2 premolars and 3 molars for both upper and lower jaw


i know i'm outdated and back home,ghost the series is like so last year.it aired around february but i just watched it 2 days ago.i did the whole 10 episodes marathon and i LOVED the series!a double thumbs up to cheryl samad,abg naz and mr director.congrats~!

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ghost.stole the photo from 8tv

Friday, April 18, 2008

strive hard!

subjects to study:

zoology:

physiology
embryology
histology
oral cavity
medical zoology
chordates.

chemistry:
organic chemistry
physical chemistry
inorganic chemistry

physics:
optics
heat
modern physics
dental materials
bioactive materials

botany:
microbiology
plant physiology
genetics


statistics

computer

english

total number of subjects:20.

branches of final examinations:
1.sections:
oral,sheet and practical.

2.lecture:
oral and written exam.

total number of experiments and slides to memorize: too much to count.

total subjects studied: 9(hanya kerana kewujudan tuition classes and quizzes)

countdown till final examinations: 31 days.

ohhhh i'm doomed!!there are loads more to study!!i feel exhausted by only looking at the books and notes.

nevermind hannah,you have to do this!!you can do this!you want this remember?strive hard hannah!!ganbatte ne!

oh yea,congratulations to my matriculations friends(gosh,i miss you guys like hell!),you are now free from any pressure.now,it's my turn to start pressuring myself..haha..


some pictures of pre-dentistry 2007/2008







the building behind us is kuliah ulum(faculty of science).


that is the musolla(surau) of faculty of science.


oh yea,the part where i love the most.i dissected a rabbit during practical zoology class.


our last English lecture.(the only picture with all malaysian dentistry students)


GOOD LUCK RAKAN-RAKAN GIGI!
lets pass the finals succesfully together,God willing.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

my perfect guy list

was tagged by amelin..so here it goes..
my perfect guy..

1. educated,this is a MUST for my perfect guy.whom i can share thoughts with.and whom understands that education is important,AND at least if i end up marrying this type of guy,we will surely have a stable economic state together~..haha..

2. has a good religious knowledge.i want a guy to reprove me for not performing my prayers and guide me to the right path in islam.and he can be the one i trust for teaching me any religious act(bukan ajaran sesat) that i dont know.

3. family first!i will definitely fall for him if he cares for his family more than anything(even me).exceptional to anak mak.if he's an anak mak,then it's a big trouble for me(and other girls too).

4. understanding.he wont be my perfect guy if he doesnt know me or understands me well.a guy who listens to my complaints,a guy who always lend his shoulders for me to cry on to is definitely one of the top guys for me.hee~.he also has to be there whenever i need him and always advice me whenever i need his advice in any matter.

5. doesnt smokes.yup.i dont want to risk my life to be a second hand smoker and receive lung cancer as a present.but if he smokes before he met me,then i'll guide him to stop smoking.but please,dont smoke in front of me.i hate it when the smokes smell is all over my shirt and tudung.it will give me headaches.

6. tall and has a great smile.yea that tall part is nothing to worry about as guys are tend to be taller than me.hehe..i love a guy with nice teeth,and when he smiles,his nice white teeth will be shown.kalau bergaya je lebih tapi gigi kuning tak best gak kan?

7. quiet type.because i'm loud.it will make things balanced.and quiet guys are cute too!hehe..but he should be talkative and have sense of humor in front of me..hee..

8. a guy who has high self confidence,act as his true self,good advisor,not a hypocrite.he loves me as who i am and he does not pressure me with what he want from me.(ie:thinner,prettier).i am who i am,so,please accept me for who i am.

9.basketballer.because i love to watch him playing basketball.sgt mcm seronok untuk ditonton..huhu..

yeah,i'm very picky.but you have to choose the best for you kan?ahahaha..niksu,saye bagi amelin 9!saye menang!haha..:p

my crush has 8 out of these 9 qualities that i'm looking for over my perfect guy.it is good enough for me as nobody is perfect.but,yeah,i have to say goodbye to him too..adoi..selamat tinggal jejaka yg diminati..semoga berbahagia!

to faridah and ilya,you are now tagged by me..haha..so u have to do this too!hahaha..padan muke korg~!

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

the truth.

this blog was born 2 years ago.and i'm still writing because the blog is the medium for me to tell my stories to my friends who're living back home.and it's also the place where i pour my dissatisfactions,my problems and my feeling towards anything that i want to share with.sometimes,when i feel like keeping something to myself,i dont write it here.maybe i did tell everything for the past two years,but i grown up.i began to realize that not everything is there to tell.but please dont come to my blog and condemn me for what i am being.

living abroad,i blog to tell my friends how i live in this deserted country.no offense,but i think egypt has to make malaysia as a role model in building an islamic country.ignore the political and immorality side,i think malaysia can be a great role model as an islamic developing country.

but i am me.i'm short,fat,hyper wacky girl.and i curse whenever i feel like cursing.i loose temper when i feel like loosing one.i am a carefree teenager.i do whatever i want,i show my true self.so saying that i'm not a good person because i curse,then you're wrong.you cant judge me because i cursed once when i commented 'that' blog.'that' blog has made many people angry.because he,the admin of the blog doesnt think twice before he write about us,the private students who undergo agent.he should be ashamed of himself because he didn't use his so-called-straight-As-in-SPM-medic mind to think about other people's feeling.so,i returned him back by cursing.to show him how we felt when he labeled us as those who doesnt qualified to pursue our studies in this field.dear,you are still a student too.you have no rights to tell a person he or she doesnt have enough qualification for furthering their studies in this field when you,yourself havent finish the course yet.and to those who said that i have loads of money.think again.you dont know me.you dont know what i went through.who i lost.how much i suffered.how guilty i felt when mak wants me to study abroad using the money my late father left for us.yes,it's my fault for cursing.i admit it.but to criticize me by saying that i can come here because i'm rich.YOU ARE WRONG!YOU ARE DEFINITELY WRONG!

yes,i am the one who said that spm results is just a piece of paper.it is just a piece of paper.yeah,you worked your ass off for your spm.i regret that my effort wasnt enough for me to get as excellent results as you.i realized how fair the world works.and i am here to change that.spm is past.let past be past.and tell me again why are you keep mentioning you have excellent spm results.yes,i respect that you are an excellent student.but remember,people deserve a second chance.give them their second chance.they want to improve themselves.I want to improve myself.let me change!dont let our spm results lower our self confidence to chase our dreams.you told us that being a muslim means giving the people around you the opportunity to be a better person.so please,do as what you said.we saw the opportunity for us to chase our dreams,and we grabbed it.is it so hard to understand?why,oh why are you keep blocking our ways?

i had enough of this.all i want to do now is to prepare my finals.insyaAllah,i will work as hard as i could to get mumtaz.

and for those who felt insulted by me,the deepest apology is on me.i really am sorry.

salam imtihan.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

hari stripes pre-dentistry

we've made an insane idea of forming a society named Persatuan Mafia Gigi(PMG) yesterday night while having dinner at nusantara.we even formed a committee for
the so-called society too!haha.

penaung: chubby.
pengerusi: eza.
naib pengerusi: cida.
setiausaha: nadia.
bendahari: wani.
jubir(juru bicara): izzah.
komander kawat kaki: me!haha.
exco kerohanian: faridah(fari)
ahli lelap: ara.huhu


then we decided to wear stripes on the next day and sit at 1 banch during lecture in lecture hall because we were having this chordata quiz at the same day..and the result is....it's a success!!EVERYBODY WORE STRIPES YESTERDAY!everybody looked pretty and everybody kept on complimenting how pretty their friends were,yesterday.it was like some sort of hari pre-dentistry~

i love my course mates.we are in the minority group.but our bonds made us closer and stronger.and we face everything together.throw away their badness.keep the badness aside for a while.we had fun!we had so much fun!

after the chordata quiz(don't want to elaborate regarding the quiz,it will spoil my happy blogging mood.haha),we went to kfc for some lunch.comel je semua pakai stripes..huhu.

i had fun!we should do it more often..huhu

solat before makan
solat before makan with izzah


the stripes crew~


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tunjuk makanan masing2~

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the stripes pre-dentistry malays.



people are now busy preparing for finals..the period for the finals for pre-dentistry students is 1 MONTH!for medicine students,2 months!!ohhhhhhh 1 bulan!sgt mcm spm.huhu
so,the persatuan perubatan did a campaign about it and it's called kempen kecemerlangan kendiri.they recommended us to use the wallpaper they designed as our desktop's wallpaper,they said it will motivate us during our studies.huhu.

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but,it works!(at least,for me,it is)!!huahuahua..

Saturday, March 29, 2008

the mixed up feelings

ignore this post.i just feel like writing.

my friends told me that i have no feeling towards this lovey dovey thing.but i'm kinda disagree but sometimes i feel the same way too.

oh shit i dont know why i suddenly wrote this.may be it's because of the situation where you know,when you like someone but you suddenly knew he/she has someone and you end up broken hearted but he/she didnt know that you like him/her.okok.to make things short,i am in that situation.(sad)

i rarely like someone..because i rarely meet people the same race(due to the attendance as one of the malays in some majority non malays group in my schooling years..even kindergarten for heaven's sake!)what the hell am i saying.the conclusion is...i rarely met people,ok?.(maybe that is the reason for the absence of my feeling towards the lovey dovey thing kot?)but i'm not blaming my schools..i love my schools!(except for this university..hoho)

itula dulu orang tu bagi hint,kau taknak dengar..

but i dont know he gave me any kind of hints!i'm serious!

ohhhhhhhhhh saya TAK suka perasaan niiiiii.....

luckily i have more important stuff to worry.the FINALS.i have to get mumtaz(very good) result to fly back to my hometown with a big grin.huhu..

and then i have new house to worry.i have to search a new home here so that it worth every penny that we pay.not like this old-full of lipas and other binatang-full of not working plugs and lamps.i just dont get it why they still want to rent it.


ignore this post..please..



haiz..the gemuk and buncit and hodoh is currently so sedih.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

dots.

dental material oral test.

'what can you get if you count the area of under this curve(pointing at the stress-strain curve)?'


'toughness'

'what is a composite material?'

'restorative material.'

'which of these curves is for brittle material?(pointing at the graf entitled brittle material)

'that one..(pointing at the same graf.)'

'kholas(finish),i wish you all the best.'

'that's all?so i can go home now?'

'yes.you can go home now.i like malaysians and i wish you all the best.'

that's it?

haha..
hahahaha..
hahahahahaha...

i expected he will ask me about amalgam or the characteristics of microfilled dental material,the hybrid or the quartz.but he just asked me the simplest questions!oh i am so going to miss dr gum'ah!i love u,doctor!haha..

statistics 2nd test worries me a lot.i knew the answer of the definition but i answered it in my own way.and khabar-khabar angin mengatakan,the egyptians will only mark it as correct if the answer is 100% similar to the book.oh tolong la jangan macam tu..please..please..

getting busier.my schedule is literally packed with classes,practicals,tuitions.with the finals just around the corner,and orals to do..oh i only sleep for 3 hours every night lately,that is the main reason i was in effing bad mood the whole week with effing bad mouth that cursed every time something bad happened.sorry korang~(smiling widely)

pictures..
one day when the camera accidentally dropped into the bag(haha):

nusantara dentist

stopped by at nusantara for their toilet service.we were too lazy to get our asses up to our house on the third and forth floor.so,we had a drink at nusantara.dont know whether you've heard this kind of beverage.nusantara offers pop ice.and it is so yummy.they have durian flavor for the pop ice,so,we ordered pop ice durian for reducing the our kempunan over durians.haha.


after nusantara,we went straight to chemistry practical class and the teacher was not arrived yet..so..picture time~

chemistry lab~
see how buruk the faculty of science's chemistry lab..huhu

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the boys of the malaysian 1st year dentistry students.abrar,syazuwan,rafiq,acap.

acid radical
the bottles of acid radicals..we have to pour it from the bottle to the test tube only by hands.


i've dissected a pigeon!nobody brought along their deissection sets or lab coats..so,we borrowed the teacher's.but nobody's willing to dissect it due to the absence of gloves and lab coat,so,i volunteered myself to dissected it..with my bare hands..without gloves!muahaha..after dissect,we took a picture with it..hehe..

disecting pigeon
us,after dissected a pigeon.


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the dissected pigeon.


30 june tarikh keramat!
i've decided to book the ticket flying back to malaysia by gulf air dated 30th june 2008.yeya!balik!balik!!huhu

ps:addicted to jesse mccartney's new single,leavin'.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

teardrops on my guitar

situasi saya sekarang:

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.




byebye orang yang diminati..selamat bahagia~









sedih...

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

stethoscope dan cinta.

bazaria asean.
bazaria asean were held at kuliah banin(kuliah lelaki),university al-azhar(mansoura's branch),murur salam,mansoura.there were loads of malaysian,indonesian and singaporean food sold.and you can immediately recognize the medic students because they just wear clothes sempoi-lier than the dirasat sudents.hee.(segan2~)

the medic students booth offered medical checkup for only 1.50 egyptian pound.we tested blood,measured blood pressure,and counted body mass index.we also talked about rhesus and why it is important for everybody to know their rhesus.i just helped by collecting money and pendaftaran,because there's no dentistry booth.(ah damn.tahun depan,kita buat.wakaka.)we got all excited when the dirasat sisters(those who's studying agama) called us doctors.macam best pulak perasaannye..hehe.


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tested my blood and i am AB+~

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my blood pressure is low.(sad face)

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see how crowded the bazar was.

restoran nusantara.
there's a new Asian restaurant in mansoura.and they sell MALAYSIAN food also.haha.the owner of the restaurant is actually an indonesian and the restaurant is situated beside my block!i can reach there by only few steps.haha.so i tried the food there yesterday.had kuew tiaw goreng ayam and my comment for the dish is..OK.so,there's no need to go cairo for the asian food dah.we already have it here in mansoura.(jumping happily~)

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kuew tiaw yang dirindui~

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the kuew tiaw and i.(oh ada hati nak makan kuew tiaw..padahal on diet..huhu)

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we met kak dina and izah there..

ayat-ayat cinta.
remember my post about the novel that mahfuz sent to me entitled ayat-ayat cinta by Habiburrahman Saeroz?yup there's a movie based on the novel.and i really really recommend everybody to watch it.(no wonder the seniors are so fanatic about the movie last week.it's a double thumbs up!)ok i have to admit it,i cried watching this movie.ianya sangat menyentuh perasaan!huhu.dan saya rasa filem ini telah keluar di malaysia.

YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT!!!try to search for it in youtube.they've uploaded the whole movie.(big grin~)

satu kisah mengenai ikhlas dan sabar
satu kisah mengenai cinta antara 2 agama,antara 3 negara.
satu kisah mengenai agama islam.
yang penting,kisah yg dibuat di cairo dan ia membuatkan egypt nampak cantik.hee..
so here's the trailers..

Kalau dapat kahwin dengan fahri dalam cerita ni pon best jugak kan?(drolls..drolls..)





IKHLAS dan SABAR,itulah ISLAM.

Sunday, March 09, 2008

nak balik nak balik

election day was yesterday and whatever the result is,saya happy jadi rakyat malaysia.i dare not to say which party has my support because i dont like to discuss about politics.i just go with the flow.maybe the time has not come yet for me to think about the pros and cons about the parties that has established in Malaysia but it is enough for me to know how many chairs does the parliament has and which politicians are in what party.overall,i'm just happy to know the general knowledge about Malaysia'a politics.blah,aku tak pandai main politik.wait till i'm 21,then i can consider on thinking and voting or electing.

Malaysian students here are so bersemangat on the politics and i kept hearing it here and there.i pretended that i didnt hear a thing they said because for me,not until i'm eligible to vote,i wont care anything about it.you are still a student,for GOD's sake.study is more important.agree?it's enough for me to know who mak voted.and the rest,i think it's better to keep it with me.i dont want anything bad happened if once i open my mouth and spit everything out and people who disagree with me will hate me and we'll be in great trouble of loosing a good friendship.People has their own way of 'main politik'.but at the end,we're still malaysians and we still need each other to live.so,i prefer to keep my mouth shut and remain silent till i reach 21.that's it.but Alhamdulillah,the election day has passed.have to wait till everybody stop talking about it and healed from demam pilihanraya though.

kalau dapat kahwin dengan politician muda pon best jugak kan?(drolls~)

speaking of healing,
i woke up quite early this morning and i reached my new lappy(hee~new la sgt kan?hoho) and i ym-ed with my dear bro,luqman(oh btw,i realized that luqman has been viewing this blog,so people,say hi to luqman!!and hi to any anonymous readers too!!*macam la ade sgt..hoho*)and yeah.luqman pandai main politik.he knows everything.i should be ashame of myself and learn more from him.haha.and he suddenly tell me that hani(my dearest longest nearest best friend) had met an accident.a car has slammed her when she was on the way to the photocopy shop.she replied my message by saying she fractured her skull and her left foot is having internal muscle bleeding.sounds horrible.i wish that i could be there with her right now but all i can do now is pray for her health.GET WELL SOON HANI!!

i met dr ebraheem who thought us practical organic chemistry last term and asked him whether he can teach us,malaysians theoritical organic chemistry in english because we have no idea of what the theoritical lecturer has been teaching since the 1st day and he agreed to help.but,dear malaysian students,please dont complaint on how pricey the classes that i,izah,eza,nadia,ara,and chubby had agreed on because,i told you that there'll be a meeting on discussing the price and who told you not to come?seriously,if we didnt ask shrouk,and if we didnt care less of finding any alternative way of understanding or if we didnt work our ass off with the intention of helping others in this,we wouldnt ask you to join!kalau pasal belajar,duit berkira sangat!inilah orang melayu.pasal benda lain,laju je tak kira berapa harganya.kalau pasal belajar,taknak la.mahal la.banyak sangat cerita.thanks to you guys yang taknak join,we might have to pay the dr a little bit more.oh shit.kau ingat mak aku ada duit sangat ke?tapi takpe,arwah ayah pernah pesan,jangan berkira when it comes to studies.haiz..

oh news spread fast.the schedule for final imtihan(final exam)for pre-dentistry students has arrived.it will be started on the 19th of may and it will end on the 14th of june.we will know the results 2 weeks after the date for the final day of the final exam which.thought of flying home before exam but the others are planning on flying home after the exam and there's no one else flying home before the results because medic students will only finish their final exams in early july.oh apekah ini.saya mahu pulang awal!!!so,there goes my chance of attending abg ewan's wedding ceremony.(crying~)

oh it's true that i am indeed fat.Ara has successfully informed me that and i dont have to wear belt for my jeans anymore now.shit.now,i have to loose weight pulak.so now here's my plan:
1. keep on eating foods but in fewer quantities.
2. keep an eye on everything that i digested.
3. record my daily intake.
4. drink more water[as the weather is getting warmer(suam2 sejuk sekarang ni),i think i can achieve no 4 successfully.]

cant predict the weather here.one day the weather may be hot and sweaty,the next day,it may be cold back.huhu.

pengajaran blog kali ini:please spread any info to your coursemates tak kira la pasal imtihan ke pasal tuition ke pasal extra classes ke pasal when u guys planning on balik ke.i mean,kita dalam golongan yang sikit sgt for heaven's sake.you should think about the others too.hish tension betul la macam ni.

Friday, February 29, 2008

goodbye abg jad~

we went to cairo.AGAIN!this time,for bidding abg jad farewell.this is what i hate leaving far from family.you'll get close with your friend that you treat him as one of your family members and then you'll get sad of them leaving you.huhu.abg jad dah tamat pengajian~(jealous betul..huhu)

we (sito,aiman,afek,hanis,elly and i) went to cairo on wednesday,27th february morning.we reached cairo approximately at 12 and sito said let's walk to hussein.ok thinking that hussein(the place where the heaven of egypt's sourvenirs is built.huhu) is soo near to ramsis(the bus station),we agreed.dekat la sangat kan?lucky you,i'm not those kind of people who will get tired easily and start nagging about how long i've been walking,and how long i've been waiting you to get up from bed n get dress yada yada.we reached ataba square where they sell everything cheap.but you have to bring along a guy or a huge group of girls there because the egyptians will beg and pull you to their stalls to beg you to buy their stuff.kinda creepy.but yeah,that's egypt.

after the long walk(2 hours of walking kot?),we finally reached hussein.they were so many tourists and i felt like one too!wakaka.the food there was pricy.(thank GOD afeeq treated us!huhu),waited for the guys to finish sheesha-ing.and performed our zohor and asr prayer at saidina hussein's mosque.the mosque is very big and beautiful and there's makam saidina hussein inside.we have to walk outside the mosque's gate to take our wudhuk.what an experience.we went jalan2 at hussein for a while before we headed to abg jad's house.love it there.jom pergi lagi~

we arrived at abg jad's house approximately maghrib.perfomed our maghrib and isya' prayer and then went to restoran cairo for some nasi goreng.abg jad and some of the guys sang some farewell songs before we head to the airport.

they were so many people sending abg jad.terkenal kot?huhu..abg jad is now safely landed.till we meet again,abg jad~

panas2.
konon2 panas padahal sejuk.


makan2
makan-makan.

hussein mosque


snapping the view.


hussein.


the view from hussein.

taxi cairo
cairo's taxi.


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bus.


jumpe lagi di malaysia~

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kami dan ee pulang~


next trip to the airport:june kot?pulang~!!!huhu.

ps:pergi la berjalan dgn lelaki yg survive tak byk keluarkan duit.sebab,nanti anda tak perlu mengeluarkan byk duit.even penat sikit,tapi untung oo..plus,u'll gain more experience by this.huhu.trust me.

Friday, February 22, 2008

pictures to share

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mansoura's bus station to cairo(lina is buying the bus tickets for us)

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city star's cinema.


the view from my room
the view from my house.(the real side of egypt)


the view from my room 2
the view from my house


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the night view of the imarah(apartment).itu adalah kedai dobi.



ee's bday celebration at cookdoor
ee's birthday celebration.ee is our closest kawan lelaki.we were in the same class in UKM during the arabic course last year.


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floe,everybody's favourite!the cat who connects people.kinda missing her..huhu..

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naguib mahfouz's building.

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the view from ma'rad kitab,book fair(the biggest book fair in egypt)betapa ramai orang~.

Monday, February 18, 2008

oh dunia~!dengarlah luahan geramku!

i had enough of these!

wahai manusia!behave la!belajar la hormat orang!belajar la cara2 nak jaga hati orang!ape kat skola tak belajar ke moral?oh fikir bagus sangat la kau budak medic or dentist kau takyah respect orang?ha?budak 4 tahun pon boleh pikir la ngok!

kalau dah pinjam tu,reti2 la pulangkan balik!takyah ar bawak baju belon aku gi tido!aku sendiri pon tak bawak baju tu tido memandangkannya mahal...aku boleh kira dengan jari bile aku pakai baju tu..kau ada hati nak buat harta sendiri?pakai tiap2 hari..ada hati nak pakai baju tu pergi lab kimia??pastu lepas aku cakap takut baju tu rosak,kau gelak2 dengan geng kau.what the fuck la weih!beli ar sendiri!kate bapak kau masukkan 1000 ringgit tiap2 bulan..shopping bende entah hape2 reti!bende2 survival tak reti2 nak beli!dok mengendeng orang punya.

mak aku bagi 500 ringgit sebulan pon aku boleh survive je?beli buku,bayar tusyen,bayar sewa semua cukup.pehal kau nak cakap kau tak cukup duit?bangsat betul la.ape kau ingat orang tengok ke barang2 branded yang kau pakai tu?kat sini nak pakai barang branded takde maknenya la..berdebu jugak!yang kena raba sape?kau kan?tu la..berlagak sangat lagi..

tak tahu malu ke mengaku barang orang barang kau?mari saya beri contoh..
'nampak tak adapter kitorg yang ada tulis hannah tu?'
kepala otak kau tu korang punya!dah terang2 aku tulis nama aku,kau nak ngaku tu kau punya?sedih ar jadi korang..MISKIN sangat sampai tak mampu nak beli adapter..harap baju je mahal..muka je lawa..semua benda tak reti..hai..kemas rumah pon tak reti!kawan korang yang nak datang,buat tak kesah je kan rumah tu bersepah?aku gak yang pergi kemaskan!ape hal ajak orang datang rumah tengok rumah bersepah..tak tahu malu ke?dapur pon,senang sekarang nampak?dah lepas makan,tinggal!manja sangat kat rumah mak sampai satu hapah kerja pon tak reti nak buat.kalau aku tak masak,mula la nak ngadu kat boyfriend.HOI,PIKIR SENDIRI AR!takkan semua aku nak buat?dah la korang tak gi kelas!ingat aku ni hamba ke apa?pastu gelak2 aku gi kelas yang tak pernah aku paham tu..at least aku pergi ok?tanggungjawab student.mak aku hantar aku sini untuk belajar guna duit yang arwah ayah aku tinggalkan.aku bukan datang sini sebab melancong,i am here to study.

memang ar alexandria pon aku tak sampai lagi..berlagak ar dah bosan dengan alexandria..takde benda dah kat situ.saya takda masa ok?saya busy.cakap barang2 aku murah pehal kau nak pinjam?BELILA SENDIRI!!!!!

budget lawa sangat ar kau,kutuk semua orang..budget kau kaya sangat ar,nak memperlekehkan semua orang..orang kawen pon kau nak kutuk.macamkan takda orang deserve their life.sukati orang la orang tu nak jadi apa!kau sebuk sangat kenape?ke sebab life kau pathetic sangat.kesian la aku tgk kau..takde life langsung.berkawan dengan orang itu je..tak berkembang..mcmane nak berkembang?pemikiran mcm tu,takde sape suka la..padan ar boyfriend pon tak tahan gi carik lain.

kesian,kaya..tapi..belajar kat mesir je..kalau kaya sangat apsal tak gi russia?berlagak je lebih..tak kesian ke kat parents yg tungkus lumus carik duit?korang spend senang je..takpa,korang menang kali ni,Tuhan itu Maha Adil.

yeah yeah...blogging with hatred again.that's who i am!i keep it to myself and pour it by blogging.you see,people can't be trusted here.you cant express your feelings to any of them.because,then the whole mansoura will know.and i will feel so bersalah.so,i blog.

new definition of blogging to hannah sahimi: tempat meluahkan perasaan geram.