This morning..
i woke up early, terus membantu membuat door gift for kak yong's wedding.
andd..
mom suddenly came to us and said:
' mak nak call mak faizal tahir..nak jemput'
and we were like..'call la call la!!' super excitedly..
and my sister was like..'anas mak..anas!!..'
me and luqman were beside mak when she call the mother of faizal tahir..
hoping that she'll come..
but sadly..
mom:' tak boleh datang, dia nak pergi convo anas kat UK.'
oh mannn....masing2 muka sedih.haha
well mak and faizal tahir's mom are actually friends when they were in UK berjuta tahun dahulu,that's why she's invited.huhu
how i wish anas could come..huhu
i like this one better.haha :p
hee :D
okiedokie,off back to books!enjoy the videos :)
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Friday, July 03, 2009
ketentuan tuhan.
what went wrong?
i studied like hell.
i locked myself in the room.
i went to the library every day.
i didn't care about onlining.
i didn't go outside Mansoura for about 4 months.
i didn't even get out of the house unless for classes and more classes.
i went to classes,extra classes too.
i did good in oral exam.
i did well in practical exam.
i was confident enough with my written exam.
the 2 subjects that i think i could score.
the 2 subjects that i didn't end up crying when i reach home after exam
the 2 subjects that i flunked.
but i thank GOD that i failed only 2 papers,because there is one more chance for me to get into the next year.if i fail 3,no chances of resitting papers,repeat year is the only solution.Alhamdulillah.
only 2 malaysian students passed with flying colours.other?well,we'll meet again this august.striving hard to pass the year.
i'm sorry,mom.i really don't know what went wrong.And i thank you for understand.Mom didn't scold me,she just ask me to study extra harder.bak kata mak, 'kau hafal semua buku tu,jangan even miss 1 word'. InsyaAllah..InsyaAllah...biiznillah.
bak kata orang,hidup di mesir,banyak cabarannya.
bak kata orang,hidup memang penuh dugaan.
bak kata orang,itu semua ujian Allah.
bak kata orang,kalau Allah uji,maksudnya Allah sayang kita.
bak kata orang,kalau Allah uji,maksudnya DIA tahu kita boleh mengharunginya.
mungkin ini ujian Allah,supaya kita sentiasa mengingatiNYA.
so stop crying,Hannah.there's still hope. :)
too bad i cant celebrate raya together with mom this year,have to go back early.sobs.
the plan,is to study here untill the exam is 1 week ahead,then i will go back.and thank you mom,for giving the permission.
the 3 months holiday has shortened to 1 month and half holiday.jadilah tu.huhu
hello thick books,we meet again!
by the wayyyy..
we were in the car on the way visitting the tokcik,who is the atok tiri of mine,and we were discussing about this:
kalau atok tiri salam cucu tiri,batal wuduk tak?
what say you?
i studied like hell.
i locked myself in the room.
i went to the library every day.
i didn't care about onlining.
i didn't go outside Mansoura for about 4 months.
i didn't even get out of the house unless for classes and more classes.
i went to classes,extra classes too.
i did good in oral exam.
i did well in practical exam.
i was confident enough with my written exam.
the 2 subjects that i think i could score.
the 2 subjects that i didn't end up crying when i reach home after exam
the 2 subjects that i flunked.
but i thank GOD that i failed only 2 papers,because there is one more chance for me to get into the next year.if i fail 3,no chances of resitting papers,repeat year is the only solution.Alhamdulillah.
only 2 malaysian students passed with flying colours.other?well,we'll meet again this august.striving hard to pass the year.
i'm sorry,mom.i really don't know what went wrong.And i thank you for understand.Mom didn't scold me,she just ask me to study extra harder.bak kata mak, 'kau hafal semua buku tu,jangan even miss 1 word'. InsyaAllah..InsyaAllah...biiznillah.
bak kata orang,hidup di mesir,banyak cabarannya.
bak kata orang,hidup memang penuh dugaan.
bak kata orang,itu semua ujian Allah.
bak kata orang,kalau Allah uji,maksudnya Allah sayang kita.
bak kata orang,kalau Allah uji,maksudnya DIA tahu kita boleh mengharunginya.
mungkin ini ujian Allah,supaya kita sentiasa mengingatiNYA.
so stop crying,Hannah.there's still hope. :)
too bad i cant celebrate raya together with mom this year,have to go back early.sobs.
the plan,is to study here untill the exam is 1 week ahead,then i will go back.and thank you mom,for giving the permission.
the 3 months holiday has shortened to 1 month and half holiday.jadilah tu.huhu
hello thick books,we meet again!
by the wayyyy..
we were in the car on the way visitting the tokcik,who is the atok tiri of mine,and we were discussing about this:
kalau atok tiri salam cucu tiri,batal wuduk tak?
what say you?
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
the place called HOME.
i am home!
home as in the house of mine,not the one i'm renting, not the one with small living room with overcrowded stuff and super hot temperature either in or outside the house.
how hot you ask?
egypt is now super hot that you'll be sweating like a pig even though you just went out for 5 minutes with 40+ degree celcius, and the fan is only like.. half inch from the face which pretty much made your mood swings whenever the fan's making trouble.
for the two weeks of merdeka, we did a photography session and an annual dinner together
with a super duper fast egypt air(ok, i'm exageratting), i took a 12 hour flight straight to home sweet home.and dear mak made a surprise for me with the new room.yeay!my mom is just too sweet,i know.. :D
they made me fill the health declaration form for a precautionary step of the H1N1.and what made my jantung berdebar is when they give me the card stated ' this person may be exposed to the influenza A (H1N1)' and they told me to give the card to a doctor if i catch any flu.creepy..especially when it was the first time i fly alone,and the nurses treated me as if i really got infected with the H1N1.
changes since i left home for approx 8 months:
luqman has grown taller,and i'm missing the short him.haha
everything in the house has changed,it felt like eric leong came to the house and made some decorations..haha
yours truly has gained weight but lesser than last year due to the stress of studying.well that's the alasan that i gave to whoever ask me 'kenape dah berisi?' haha.
yours truly has gotten tanned,due to the super duper hot weather in egypt.
did i tell you that my eldest sister is getting married?*super excited!*
home as in the house of mine,not the one i'm renting, not the one with small living room with overcrowded stuff and super hot temperature either in or outside the house.
how hot you ask?
egypt is now super hot that you'll be sweating like a pig even though you just went out for 5 minutes with 40+ degree celcius, and the fan is only like.. half inch from the face which pretty much made your mood swings whenever the fan's making trouble.
for the two weeks of merdeka, we did a photography session and an annual dinner together
dentist photography session
venue: gama'ah mansoura (Mansoura University,Egypt)
photographer: Taqi(syukran awwi taqi!)
venue: gama'ah mansoura (Mansoura University,Egypt)
photographer: Taqi(syukran awwi taqi!)
the dentist batch 07/08 dinner.
venue: ramada hotel.
venue: ramada hotel.
with a super duper fast egypt air(ok, i'm exageratting), i took a 12 hour flight straight to home sweet home.and dear mak made a surprise for me with the new room.yeay!my mom is just too sweet,i know.. :D
they made me fill the health declaration form for a precautionary step of the H1N1.and what made my jantung berdebar is when they give me the card stated ' this person may be exposed to the influenza A (H1N1)' and they told me to give the card to a doctor if i catch any flu.creepy..especially when it was the first time i fly alone,and the nurses treated me as if i really got infected with the H1N1.
changes since i left home for approx 8 months:
luqman has grown taller,and i'm missing the short him.haha
everything in the house has changed,it felt like eric leong came to the house and made some decorations..haha
yours truly has gained weight but lesser than last year due to the stress of studying.well that's the alasan that i gave to whoever ask me 'kenape dah berisi?' haha.
yours truly has gotten tanned,due to the super duper hot weather in egypt.
did i tell you that my eldest sister is getting married?*super excited!*
Thursday, June 18, 2009
merdeka :)
after more than 2 months of exams, i am finally free!
and here are a couple of videos to show how relieved we were.
ok i'm akward in videos.that's why nadia is the one introducing me.huhu
and this is nadia, and that is nile river.
say hello to endless movies to catch and novels to read :)
but i got myself super bored because i was the only one who had finished the final exam in the house.
so i went to fifek's last night and i find myself in love with this little thing..
meet tinkerbell a.k.a gedek a.k.a mokku.fifek and i did some music videos marathon the whole night since she said i was sooo outdated.hey,blame the location of my house which is farrr away from the community, and the internet which made you pay like sky high genih but the quality of it was like... double thumbs down!
1 week the internet is ok..
the next week,totally no internet..
end of the month..laju gila la pula internet ni..
which made us think twice when we say.. 'taknak amek la internet bulan depan'.
but i didn't subscribe the internet for this month due to:
1. no money la,have to save some for the souvenirs.
2. the JPA money is just not enough.
3. mommy wants her money back for this year's tuition fees.
4. have to save due to no 4.
5. yeah refering to no 1, i am going back to Malaysia this year :)
6. let's just say i am totally saving the money till i didn't touch nasi for 2 weeks already because we didn't cook already due to the business of the housemates,and buying nasi from either GMN or NUSANTARA is just too pricey. i prefer to have bread.(man,it sounds too pathetic)
thus,i would like to thank the dear housemates for letting me using their internet. :)
sankiu sankiu sankiu.
Well orang tua tua said setiap kegembiraan pasti ada kesedihan.
if you happened to read the newspaper, or even watch the news,you would probably hear about a cairo medicine student who had passed away over an horrible car accident.
i did not know him but the news about him passing away really saddened the whole egypt.
as far as i read in others blogs he was a great man and a man who is deserved a place in jannah.
may Allah blesses his soul.
Al-Fatihah to Muhammad Ammar Zulkifli.
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
the episode that brings back memories.
ayah:' i'm going to spend RM10,000 to get a kidney transplant in China.'
me:' buat apa?baik bagi hannah je 10 ribu ringgit tu.
that was me back when i was in form 3.i didn't get it why dad insisted on getting a kidney transplant in China.kenapa mesti China, my idea of China at that time was a non hygienic, and totally unsafe for anything related to medicine, or surgery whatsoever. so i didn't allow him to go.in fact,i refused to go with him when he asked me to accompany him there.
my father was indeed sad after i told him that it's better to give me that 10 thousand ringgit than getting a transplant in China.and i didn't care less of my father's feeling. the rebel me care nothing but myself. everything has to be done MY way, I decide everything and everyone has to listen to me.
yesterday, i watched an episode of grey's anatomy. the episode where they had a major project of 6 kidney transplant surgeries in 1 time.
the episode was about a father willing to give 10 thousand dollars to his son for being a his donor. and for the money,the son said ok,he will do it,and he kept asking his father about 'when do i get to get the money?' 'is there really 10 thousand dollars,dad? because i wont do this if it's not about the money.'
while watching it,i cried, because it kind of reflect the 5 years back of me. where i did not allow my father to spend 10 thousand ringgits for a transplant in China. what a spoil, selfish , rude, non supportive daughter was i?
In the grey's anatomy episode, after the father suddenly received a seizure, and was informed he has not much time left, the son realized that he was rude toward his father, and he went to his father,crying apologizing.but i didn't get the chance to do that, i was too slow to realize what i did was actually wrong.
i should have been supportive, i should tell my father to go on with the surgery, i should give my kidney to my father. but no, i was too ego to do that.
the thought of..
'alah, takda apa2 punya tu..'
'there's still time'
'ayah will be fine,there's nothing to worry'
keeps running around my head.
i keep on thinking of the what ifs.
what if i didn't stop my father, would he be here with us now?
what if dad really did the transplant,would he be staying with us a little longer?
i did nothing but disappoint him.and regret is the only thing i love doing nowadays.
i wish that i had more time with my father, more time to say :'daddy,i am so sorry for making you sad,i am so sorry that there are few times, i screamed at you, i am so sorry for hurting you, i am so sorry for being such a rude daughter, i am so sorry,dad..soo sorry.'
but the chances of me saying so to my father has been taken away. yes, i regret that i didn't cherish him while he was alive but all i can do now is just praying that he'll be resting among those who ensured a place in heaven, and may God forgive his wrongdoings.
i pray to God that HE forgive all my sins toward my father as i didn't get the chance to hold his hands and say, 'ayah,hannah mintak ampun maaf zahir dan batin.'
it's been 2 and a half years daddy, i miss you.
to Arwah ayahanda Mohd Salleh Sahimi bin Mohamed, Al-FATIHAH.
me:' buat apa?baik bagi hannah je 10 ribu ringgit tu.
that was me back when i was in form 3.i didn't get it why dad insisted on getting a kidney transplant in China.kenapa mesti China, my idea of China at that time was a non hygienic, and totally unsafe for anything related to medicine, or surgery whatsoever. so i didn't allow him to go.in fact,i refused to go with him when he asked me to accompany him there.
my father was indeed sad after i told him that it's better to give me that 10 thousand ringgit than getting a transplant in China.and i didn't care less of my father's feeling. the rebel me care nothing but myself. everything has to be done MY way, I decide everything and everyone has to listen to me.
yesterday, i watched an episode of grey's anatomy. the episode where they had a major project of 6 kidney transplant surgeries in 1 time.
the episode was about a father willing to give 10 thousand dollars to his son for being a his donor. and for the money,the son said ok,he will do it,and he kept asking his father about 'when do i get to get the money?' 'is there really 10 thousand dollars,dad? because i wont do this if it's not about the money.'
while watching it,i cried, because it kind of reflect the 5 years back of me. where i did not allow my father to spend 10 thousand ringgits for a transplant in China. what a spoil, selfish , rude, non supportive daughter was i?
In the grey's anatomy episode, after the father suddenly received a seizure, and was informed he has not much time left, the son realized that he was rude toward his father, and he went to his father,crying apologizing.but i didn't get the chance to do that, i was too slow to realize what i did was actually wrong.
i should have been supportive, i should tell my father to go on with the surgery, i should give my kidney to my father. but no, i was too ego to do that.
the thought of..
'alah, takda apa2 punya tu..'
'there's still time'
'ayah will be fine,there's nothing to worry'
keeps running around my head.
i keep on thinking of the what ifs.
what if i didn't stop my father, would he be here with us now?
what if dad really did the transplant,would he be staying with us a little longer?
i did nothing but disappoint him.and regret is the only thing i love doing nowadays.
i wish that i had more time with my father, more time to say :'daddy,i am so sorry for making you sad,i am so sorry that there are few times, i screamed at you, i am so sorry for hurting you, i am so sorry for being such a rude daughter, i am so sorry,dad..soo sorry.'
but the chances of me saying so to my father has been taken away. yes, i regret that i didn't cherish him while he was alive but all i can do now is just praying that he'll be resting among those who ensured a place in heaven, and may God forgive his wrongdoings.
i pray to God that HE forgive all my sins toward my father as i didn't get the chance to hold his hands and say, 'ayah,hannah mintak ampun maaf zahir dan batin.'
it's been 2 and a half years daddy, i miss you.
to Arwah ayahanda Mohd Salleh Sahimi bin Mohamed, Al-FATIHAH.
Saturday, May 09, 2009
In Egypt, 2nd Year :)
last year, they made a hindustan video,
this year, they made this..
looking forward for next year's video. :)
kisah mula dulu kala..
saat kita baru jumpa..
namun kini tahun 2..
kita dah bersama..
tawa jiwa ubat duka..
ingt kenangan kita bina..
lagu ini khasku gubah
untukmu oh semua..
kisah mula dulu kala..
saat kita baru jumpa..
namun kini 2 tahun ..
kita semua dah bersama
rasa itu tak terkira
fikiran ku mahu gila
pabila bulan purnama
lagu ini khas ku gubah
bukan malu kan siapa
tp ia dlm jiwa bila kenang kisah lama
bagai cara aku gubah cipta lagu
utk mu oh semua...
maafkn khilaf ini
Jika hak tak dipenuhi
Tika kita ditahun 2
kini ku mulai gusar
dptkah bersama lagi...
jumpa lagi ditahun tiga
fi awallin ana arif masri kullu kuaywis
ba`din hina ana syuf masri kullu fi musykilah
ana taalin fi sobah, huwa biulli bukhroh
au ba`din nussu sa`ah
fi awalin ana musyhibbu masri awi awi
ba`din ana sakin hina ana ariffu masri
ana kalim arabi,ana kul~toqmiah
ana uhubbi masri..
2 tahun dimesir..
sannah tanni fi masri..
in egypt second year
comment: saya rasa lagu yang mereka gubah ini comel.
Biiznillah,kita akan berjaya bersama-sama :)
sekian. :)
this year, they made this..
looking forward for next year's video. :)
kisah mula dulu kala..
saat kita baru jumpa..
namun kini tahun 2..
kita dah bersama..
tawa jiwa ubat duka..
ingt kenangan kita bina..
lagu ini khasku gubah
untukmu oh semua..
kisah mula dulu kala..
saat kita baru jumpa..
namun kini 2 tahun ..
kita semua dah bersama
rasa itu tak terkira
fikiran ku mahu gila
pabila bulan purnama
lagu ini khas ku gubah
bukan malu kan siapa
tp ia dlm jiwa bila kenang kisah lama
bagai cara aku gubah cipta lagu
utk mu oh semua...
maafkn khilaf ini
Jika hak tak dipenuhi
Tika kita ditahun 2
kini ku mulai gusar
dptkah bersama lagi...
jumpa lagi ditahun tiga
fi awallin ana arif masri kullu kuaywis
ba`din hina ana syuf masri kullu fi musykilah
ana taalin fi sobah, huwa biulli bukhroh
au ba`din nussu sa`ah
fi awalin ana musyhibbu masri awi awi
ba`din ana sakin hina ana ariffu masri
ana kalim arabi,ana kul~toqmiah
ana uhubbi masri..
2 tahun dimesir..
sannah tanni fi masri..
in egypt second year
comment: saya rasa lagu yang mereka gubah ini comel.
Biiznillah,kita akan berjaya bersama-sama :)
sekian. :)
Friday, April 17, 2009
;)
you know the finals is just around the corner when..
the watermelons start to show up.
the weather getting hotter.
the people getting more selfish.
the stress faces appear almost every day.
the heater and winter coats already packed and left in the closet.
more and more pages of a certain book deleted.
the blog getting deserted.
the entry of a blog is in point form.
the airline companies compete to get more malaysian customers.
main question of a certain discussion is ..' balik tak tahun ni?balik naik apa?'
the people getting more homesick.
the ym list has lesser online friends.
the anatomy museum is getting more crowded with people.
the dentistry students carve gigi every day.
the extra classes are finished.
most of the classes are finished.
the medicine students are having study leave.(while the dentistry students still have classes every day.)
more and more people getting worried about wether or not they'll pass the year with flying colours.
the lights are switched on 24/7.
the eyebags are getting more prominent.
the moms are getting worried.
the room is getting more untidy.
and the people starts to talk in their sleeps,about anything related to their studies.
my practical final exams start this sunday,
my written final exams start this coming may,
and everything will end in the mid june.
thus the soon to be deserted blog.
luck is more than what i needed now.huhu.
good luck,people!
the watermelons start to show up.
the weather getting hotter.
the people getting more selfish.
the stress faces appear almost every day.
the heater and winter coats already packed and left in the closet.
more and more pages of a certain book deleted.
the blog getting deserted.
the entry of a blog is in point form.
the airline companies compete to get more malaysian customers.
main question of a certain discussion is ..' balik tak tahun ni?balik naik apa?'
the people getting more homesick.
the ym list has lesser online friends.
the anatomy museum is getting more crowded with people.
the dentistry students carve gigi every day.
the extra classes are finished.
most of the classes are finished.
the medicine students are having study leave.(while the dentistry students still have classes every day.)
more and more people getting worried about wether or not they'll pass the year with flying colours.
the lights are switched on 24/7.
the eyebags are getting more prominent.
the moms are getting worried.
the room is getting more untidy.
and the people starts to talk in their sleeps,about anything related to their studies.
my practical final exams start this sunday,
my written final exams start this coming may,
and everything will end in the mid june.
thus the soon to be deserted blog.
luck is more than what i needed now.huhu.
good luck,people!
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