Sunday, December 30, 2007


amelin recomended me to update my blog..

so here it goes..(puas hati amelin?hoho)

went to makan luar on's kinda monthly thing that we do.we'll try every restraunt in we tried pizza party.and the pizza there was worth every penny.oh and,pizza here is very cheap in a delicious way..hoho.

and i had fun.i was a bit emotional 2 days before,and i really wanted to go and eat outside so that i can release my tension.and my four housemates made it happened.

bitza barty.

hot chocolate loves strawberry mix

seriously their hot chocolate is the cheapest and the tastiest hot chocolate in mansoura!haha.

but the only thing that i dont like in their pizza is that they always put in some olives on it.and the olive is like so fresh and i will be very very picky when it comes to choosing my slice of pizza and i will dirty up my shirt for throwing away the olive from the pizza.and i have to brush the shirt,bleach it,and wash it again to get the kotoran degil off.oh how i wish mak was here.haha.but the bottom line was that i had fun that day.and my emotion got stablised.hoho.

Monday, December 24, 2007

i miss him

In The Name of Allah,The Most Gracious,The Most Merciful.

the date was 24th december 2006.

everybody was having a fever.i,on the other hand,have ujian berkomputer to sit.he was feeling fine that morning.he said,he's just 'tak larat'.we believe him and for us,it's normal for him to say that because he didnt go to the dyalisis center yet.the appoinment was suppose to be the next day,which was 25 december 2006.

i went to shop with mak to buy some breakfast.mak was also tak larat to prepare breakfast for us.i bought newspapers for him.then,i went to sit the ujian berkomputer that afternoon.i passed,i got full mark,50/50 to be exact.

mak fetched me,then we went to buy some lauks for lunch.when we reached home,ayah was sitting reading the paper.i went to the kitchen to cook the rice and prepare the lunch on the table.i was so tired that i slept in front of the telly.i was awaken by luqman.then we heard ayah talking to mak about him being feeling unwell.he said he sakit perut,but he barely move.the unwell mak kept him company by lying on a sofa.ayah suddenly knocked down the glass.and he was suddenly shivering and having some sort of sawan.he called him..mak scream:abang!abang!..while me and luqman kept calling him:ayah!dad!..then he woke up.he was conscious.he asked us what had happened.we told him that he passed out but he said,he heard us calling him.he said he's ok.then we went to continue the jobs that we left.not long after that,he did it again.this time it's hard for him to wake up.i hugged him,mak screamed his name.he woke up.he said,he wanted to go to the toilet.mak helped him.he went back sitting at on the same chair.he did it again.mak asked me to call our neighbours for help.

i ran to hani's.i quickly call uncle samion to come with me.when i got back,mak was teaching ayah to read ayat kursi,and other surahs.i was so afraid that i cried.hani hugged me.uncle samion wanted to take ayah to the hospital but he refused.after long time of coaxing him,he finally agreed.we called the ambulance.the stupid ambulance took a long time to arrive.the ambulance arrived and took dad away.luqman and i wanted to follow but mak said stay at will be fine.mak followed the ambulance and i called kak ngah immedietly after that.i told her that ayah is now in hospital.she said,ok,she'll call mak.suddenly we received a call.luqman picked it up.he suddenly came to me and cry.i asked why?he said:ayah dah takde.i was shocked.i quickly hugged him.i didnt cry.i called kak ngah,she couldnt believe cousin called her mum.i dont know what to do.i called mak again.mak said:ayah dah takde,kemas2kan rumah,nanti mak balik.i dropped the phone.along liza came.i ran to her and hug her.this time,i cried,hardly i couldnt describe how.along asked me to change my baju to baju kurung.i went upstairs to my room.i dressed up.i still couldnt believe that i lost my father now.i suddenly realize that i've done loads of mistakes toward him.i didnt get the chance to say:dad,i am so,please forgive me.i prayed.the house is already filled with people when i went down.

i receieved a call from husna.she said,she's coming.i have no idea where did she get the news from.i went to the kitchen,pak cik asked me to eat something.i suddenly didnt feel like eating even though i was hungry.luqman said:makan la.i grabbed a piece of bread and force it into my mouth.husna arrived.i went out to get her.i hugged her and again,i cried.van jenazah also arrived at the same time.i went in the house,searching for mak.i found her.there were too many people.i called her,i hugged her tightly.mak just told me to sabar.aunty nolly grabbed me and luqman.she said:jom tengok we went.i couldnt help it,i cried.but aunty nolly said:jangan nanges,tgk muke ayah bersemangat kan?.so i stopped.i kissed him.and sat down to recite yassin.ustazah came to me and suggest that everybody should read 1 juz at a time so that we could khatam and the pahala will gets to ayah.i recited the quran continuously.whenever i lost my wuduk,i took it back and sat at the same position,near to him,and continue my recitation.later that night,kak ngah arrived from kuching.everybody stopped.kak ngah hugged mak which made me go to kak ngah and hug her.we didnt sleep.i wanted to keep ayah as long as i could before he dikebumikan.pak andak came all the way from his vacation in kedah.pak andak was ayah's closest brother,they argue alot but at the same time love each other more than their other siblings.pak andak and ayah have a very similar face.pak andak cried a lot.he even screamed,which made everybody stop everything they're doing.sayu sangat time tu.i dont know how to describe it.

the next day.
ayah's mckk friends,his students,everybody that knew him came.prayed the solat jenazah.we kissed ayah our last kiss,they said dont cry when you kiss the dead,after i couldnt hold it after i kiss him,i hugged kak ngah directly after that and cried so hardly for so long that i barely remembered if i ever hugged her for that long.then, pak uda took us to the kubur.luqman,for being the toughest and the only man in the family,join uncle samion in the van jenazah while us girls,followed pak uda to the tempat perkuburan. mak stopped me from looking at the kubur.When everything is done and talkin is read,we left dad and went back home,and i suddenly felt like crying when i overheard mak said to cikde:'boleh ke kita tinggalkan dia sendiri kat sini?'..cikde consult mak by saying it's not good to say that and we should be patient for everything that has been set for us.

there were loads of people when we arrived home.there were ayah's relative that we barely heard of,ayah's school friends,ayah's students,kak ngah's friends,mak's relatives,my friends,my school teachers and bandar baru bangi's citizens.i forgot who,but i heard someone asked mak which of us was the weakest,and mak said:'hannah'.i was shocked but i barely able to talk,i dont have enough energy to talk.after i obeyed kak ngah's order to take my bath,i became a bit fresh and got a bit of energy to chat with the people who sejarah teacher,pn faridah who came to my house,didnt recognise me.she said,muka hannah dah tak kenal.i just of ayah's relatives stared at me for a long time.mak asked why,she said:'muka dia sebijik muka ayah dia,muka dia paling serupa muka ayah dia'.and yet,i just smiled.

kak yong arrived from UK the night we were having our first tahlil was sad to see when kak yong hug mak.kak yong didnt get the chance to kissed ayah goodbye.but she's strong and able to handle everything by herself.that is why i respect my sisters till today.

since that,we got closer to each other,we began to love each other more and appreciate each other more.we solved problems regarding ayah's property,money,and everything together.i grew up to be tougher,stronger and act more matured.

if i could ever turn back the time,i would have done it only to tell dad how much i love him,and beg for forgiveness.i regret that i didnt do it before.

it's been one year,i miss him so much.daddy,kak lang misses you so much.please forgive me.dear God,please forgive the wrongs that my dad did his entire life.

Al-Fatihah to arwah ayah,Mohd Salleh Sahimi b Mohamed,a loving son,brother and father.(5/3/51-24/12/06).

i miss u,daddy.

Friday, December 21, 2007

my 1428H raya korban.

First of all,i would like to wish everybody a SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!

i celebrated my hari raya haji on the 19th december 2007,wednesday.A day earlier than malaysia celebrates it but the same day kak yong celebrates it.(yeah,i know,whatever.hoho)

block c(my kodi block!woot!woot!) held a majlis takbir raya the raya eve.we were takbir-ing together and had a little makan-makan after was the juniors' ideas.(bangge sekejap jadi junior!haha).

during takbir
while waiting for the food after takbir

we performed our solat raya at senior's house.And it doesnt feel like raya after that because we went straight home and spent our day at home.but i cooked kuah kacang though!again,it's a succes!haha..

selamat hari raya haji!
selamat hari raya haji!

the first raya was like a normal day.we did our daily routine,didnt go to anybody's house.but with baju kurung and nasi impit and kuah kacang!the egyptians celebrate their aidiladha more meriah than their aidilfitri.therefore,the shops were closed..(till today!).the day went well until suddenly i received an sms from mak that touched me,and for the first time,i cried on eid day.i immidietly called my mak,prayed that this time she could hear me clearly.And for the first time,she heard every single word i said,without me screaming and waiting for the words to be delivered there.And we chatted for 15 minutes and that 15 minutes really statisfied me enough.i thank GOD for that.

Night,went to kak yani's for attending her open house.kak zati's mee jawa is a double thumbs up i must say!hoho.

i enjoyed my aidiladha on the 2nd day of eid.we held an eid feast here at block c.we slaughtered(is it the correct word?) 5 sheeps.we woke up early in the morning.cooked something for the boys and went down to sotd's house to help peeling,cutting the onions,potato and such.after that,elly asked me to join her to watch how they sslaughter the sheep and the lapah daging session.and i followed.the takbir that sang by them during the first slaughteration(ade ke perkataan ni?) touched loads of first i was just looking and admiring the jobs that had been done by them but then,ustaz salman asked me to try to lapah the sheep's head.and i was like..why not?and i did it.I AM PROUDLY TO ANNOUNCE THAT I TOUCHED THE SHEEP'S NOSE,THE SHEEP'S HEAD,AND THE SHEEP'S LEG.hoho..jarang woo dpt peluang mcm ni!kat malaysia pon jarang!in fact,a friend of mine told me that takdenye peluang perempuan lapah daging kat malaysia cik adek oi!

while waiting for ustaz,with hanim

the 1st sheep.

the boys were holding the sheep so that it stays still.

they were singing the is time for the sheep to be slaughtered.

the 1st sheep is slaughtered.

upstairs,the girls were busy peeling and cutting the onions,potato and such.

the situation downstairs.

busy lapah-ing.

i was lapah-ing the head.

ayie was teaching me how to lapah the head.

oh yea!me and the sheep's head!

the people who were in charge for the head.

After the lapah2 thing,sotd ask me to make some kerisik..and i was like..i dont even know how kerisik look like!..but after main tibai buat,it was a success!haha.nasib baik menjadi..huhu.everybody got tired at the afternoon.the event ended after zohor.everybody went back to their homes,and leaving only some of us helping the ustaz to prepare the kari kambing.and then,it was is said that every time after aidiladha,after the slaughteration session,there will be rain.and the rain is for cleaning the blood that's spreading the road.the whole road!you have to watch it to believe was awesome.i thank GOD for that.

After maghrib,we held majlis doa selamat,tahlil ringkas,and jamuan for aidiladha.i gave my arwah ayah's name to the ustaz for the tahlil.Ustaz's advices and doa and the nasyid performance by the boys made everybody bursted into made us realize how important it is to make deeds,and thank God for every single seconds that we're is hort,cherish it,enjoy it,but dont forget HIM.always obey HIM,musn't disobey HIM.He is the ONE and THE ONLY.remember that from HIM we came,to HIM we'll return.harta benda,duniawi bukan segalanya.

after majlis.

makan-makan with the seniors!

After isya',we went to ilani's pulak.her house were holding an open house.the mee hailam was delicious,honestly!And after the long chit chat,the bloated us went home and sleep.hoho..that day was awesome!i enjoyed every single seconds of it!

at ilani's

saya dah gemok kan?i've told you!oh tidaaaakkkk!!!
handphone saye yg kodi tu takleh nak send sms.ia sudah rosak.=(
laptop saye bermasalah.saya taktau kenape.padahal takdela berat sangat isiannya.mungkin hardwarenya.ia tidak boleh dibuka.saya sedih.mak,nak laptop baru!=(

Saturday, December 15, 2007


it's winter and i'm fat.

i was walking to Blok B (where other girls live) and i bumped into a former classmate of mine.

wahh hannah!dah lama tak jumpa!! (i live in Blok C where it is isolated from Blok A and B)
haah!!dah lama tak jumpa!!apa khabar?
baik..baik..wah!!hannah dah tembam!!
haah!nampak sangat dah tembam!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG..I AM OFFICIALLY FAT!!and i neeeeeeddddd to loose weight before i fly back home in june.

it annoys me a lot when a friend of annoys me when my friends who are sooo damn skinny and when they're put on some weighs,they will react as if they're obesity or something.Are you trying to say that i'm the one who is fat?i mean,korang sangat sangat kurus ok?telling me that you're fat is a huge should go and pick someone your size to complaint!not me who is absolutely for sure bigger size than you!you've hurt me.And now i'm sad,and i think i have to put on a diet and jog.Rumors said that by exercising during winter,one will loose their weight faster.entah betul entah tidak i'm not sure.but i'll try it.Sometimes,i enjoy going classes.At least,my dentistry friends doesnt care about appearences or body figure or whatever effing word you describe it.hadoih.

I have new addictions now.Flyfm is my new favourite radio station at 12.00 am here (which means 6 am malaysia,big bang breakfast show.)as xfreshfm is now getting more 'un-xfresh' (oh i miss the old xfreshfm!) and fly is the only radio station that i can get clear frequency via this kodi egypt's wireless speed.And i'm now a lipton tea lover!i had lipton for breakfast,lunch and dinner,thank you.hoho.lipton tea is soo cheap only cost 1 genih (egyptian pound) for 10 tea bags.blimey,1 genih is equals to 60 cents back home.hoho.seronok gile minum teh!And,people said that drinking tea increase the potential speed of loosing weight!yeay me!hee..

Winter is getting to the now,there'll be smokes when you talk in the excites everybody!including those who think it's normal as they traveled a lot to four seasons countries and they've got used to blowing smokes during winter! it is time to take out the 'baju belon belon' out of the closet!!hoho..

Having free time sometimes bores me.We've finished our 1st semester's practical classes and by that it means that we have a lot of free time now before getting busier next semester.i dont know what to do.For sure i have to study but i dont know what to how do i spend my free time?by cooking!hohoho..i'm now know how to cook quite variety of dishes dah!it's true when my aunty told mak that i wont learn how to cook at home but i will learn it by myself when i'm away from her.hoho..benar is fun.but it will stress you up when you wanted to start to cook,you see bertimbun pinggan tak basuh.that part is not fun at all.hoho.jom jom belajar masak lagi jom!OMG..gemuk lagi nanti!adoi.

it's 10 and i'm already now i'm going to bed and God knows when will i wake up.wether i'll just take a nap for 15 minutes or 8 hours later (nap lagi ke tu?haha).. i have classes tomorrow for GOD's sake!

i am NOT a high standard girl.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

my first REAL exam.

Are you Malaysian?


Ok,there's no question for you for this semester,but for the next semester,study hard.

ok,thank you(with a happy joy-i face)

that was my oral test.seronok gile weih!haha.i've done my physic's practical mid-term exam!woot woot!the examiner supposed to ask the students question while they're doing their experiment,but he skipped me and other 2 malaysians who were at that time sitting for the same madah(subject) at the same time.seronok weih.orang malaysia lain yang kene test pagi ditanya 5 soalan tuu..lucky me!eh,eh..alhamdulillah.

You have to choose randomnly your number and go to the table that stated your number,and after you examinated your apparatus and got a big HINT of what experiment you have to conduct,you have to do the experiment la.there's no tajuk given,there's nothing,they just give you a blank booklet.and two questions.nervous jugak mule2 masuk tu..cuak doh..dah la kena hafal 15 experiments!but Alhamdulillah,i can answer and conduct my experiment,which was the sonometer.thank you,GOD!

dont know the results yet..harap-harap ok..semua kena DOA!amiin..

i finished my report 15 minutes early.and with bismillah,i passed it up.

that was my first REAL (mid term) exam experience in egypt.muahaha.for those pre-dentistry students who are taking theirs either today or tomorrow,good luck!!jangan risau,soalan tak susah sangat!hee..May THE FORCE be with you.


Thursday, December 06, 2007 sekolah

i have to admit it,i miss my old school.gaha.

simptom-simptom hannah sahimi merindui sekolahnye:
1. she went searching for more chinese song.
2. she suddenly went searching for the lyrics of lee hom's songs and copy it down.
3. she ask around how to pronounce a certain chinese words that she forgot how to pronounce it.
4. she listens to chinese songs almost a week till she thinks her housemates got bored listening to it.gahaha.
5. she went browsing the s.m.j.k. yu hua,kajang's website and keeps on complaining how lucky her juniors are.
6. she curses when she found out that interact club has been dominated by the gediks of the school where they wear tight skirts that were soooo damn tight and kept on rooling their eyes and thinks that they were so good.She curses because she was the vice president of the club last 2 years and the club was a very decent club back then with no berlagak faces and they willing to help everybody in need.because that is what interact club supposed to do.
7. she screamed when she notice that her former classmates online.gaha.
8. she updated her MSN messenger so that she can keep in touch with her school friends as they prefer MSN messenger than Yahoo Messenger or Skype.
9. she got so jealouse after knowing that the school rules are being renewed and they will be no more botak heads after form 2 which means luqman will be able to keep his hair after next year.
10. she went crazy after seeing the pictures of her new-look school where they've renovated it and she realized that all her 'hannah was here' has beeing removed behind the paint.
11. she kept on thinking how fortunate her juniors are for after 2 years of sacrifising her ears listening to the construction,the juniors can now use it without pencemaran bunyi and she didnt have the chance to step her foot to the newly-built what the former headmaster used to call 'bangunan lima tambah satu tingkat'.
12 she willing to put the books beside so that she can post a blog about how she misses her school.

yeah.i miss school.and i am now collecting more and more lee hom's new,for those who have lee hom's songs,buzz me or nudge me anytime.because i am so craving for them!!!!!!!gahahaha.

the weather is giler sejuk weih!!!dont take ur bath,boys and girls!haha the water is killing cold and you'll be effingly menggigil and mencucuk.ANGIN MEMBUNUH!!

heard the rumors that the school is going to organise a prom for the form fives.Dont know wether or not it's true.kalau betul,aku cekik2 korang!hahahahahaha.

that's all about me and my feelings toward my old school.thanks for reading!

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

getting busier!

egyptians and their so-called punctual.

organic chemistry's oral test is posponded..AGAIN!hadoih.hopefully that there will be the real test next two weeks.we cant stand of memorizing again and again with lack of sleep and got all tensed up for there will be a lot more tests coming up!

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!takut la plak exam dah dekat ni.because my dear readers,i have no idea what the lecturers were teaching from the beginning as they teach fully in arabic (except for microbiology that being teached by Dr. Yehyia whose english is so fluent and use english in his teaching almost 90% of the time in the lecture.sayang dr yehyia!! and dental material's Dr Gum'ah who giving us extra dental material classes for malaysians..sayang dr gum'ah jugak!!).Luckily for us,after so many times of seeing the dean,we managed to get lecturers who teach in english for our practical least,we are not that lost like last year's dentistry batch.alhamdulillah.

I have physics practical test next tuesday..and i'm going to be the only malaysian that's going to take the test on that day.dah la balik maghrib!!OMG OMG siape sanggup teman????????others will take theirs either on wednesday or thursday.aku sorang gak yang tercicir hari selasa.hadoih.hadoih.

Planning to read novel ayat-ayat cinta by Habiburrahman Saerozi,a novel pembangun's about egypt,love,agama etc.the novel was introduced by mahfuz.i'm going to try it!hee...

we're going to have eid's break for 4 days starting 20th now,we're planning on what should we do during the eid break.either to stay home and study or go jalan2( must bully abg jad for this) alexandria or zagzig or tanta or wherever.haha.seronok cuti!hehehe.

winter break.
will be having 2 weeks of winter break.which means...JALAN-JALAN!!ha,aku tak jealous la dgn korg yang nak balik..i have other plans worr..either to JORDAN or to SINAI(the only place in egypt with snow..haha)..jom kumpul2 duit..i dont mind to go to anywhere i just want to JALAN-JALAN!!

ape ni hannah??exam next week la!!english assignment not done yet.inorganic chemistry practical tak study lagi.physics practical tak sentuh lagi.ok.byebye

thanks to syazwan n akmal who willing to sacrifice their money to sms with me from far!!tapi 20 sen per sms je...hee..

hari ini tahun lepas:hari last paper spm..haha

Thursday, November 29, 2007

i want to bebel.

i finished my KAMI dont ever think that living abroad means you're katak di bawah tempurung for whatever happened back home.we have internet,for god sake!we read the newspaper,we watch tv3,and gossip via internet.that is why i know that KAMI and HUJAN is now very popular and my roomate and i are know crazy about hujan that we introduced it to our friends till they get annoyed with it.haha.

lagi seorang went back to Malaysia for good.he is my former classmate back in UKM.he cant adapt himself living in egypt.kesian,tak tabah.maybe his rezeki is better there.BERTUAHNYE!!!

nothing much happened to me this week.

most of the students' parents are coming here to visit them this winter break(january) and those whose parents are not coming,will flying back home.and i'll be alone.haha.'bagusnyeeee'..ah,bencila orang banyak duit ni.they can come here,see their children and go back home or they can pay for their children's ticket to fly home and come back here again.macam mesir ni dekat je kan?macam naik bus balik kampung,and naik bus balik asrama balik.orang byk duit..boleh laaa..three thousand ringgit is like ten ringgit je..

rich people treat their children as silk.they have to take care of the silk very delicately.And then their children will become so spoiled and will cry everytime they couldnt reach their family.and i dont think that there's anything to cry for since they call their parents like almost everyday.and you're blaming me for the reason you could not reach them?HELLO???i rarely call my mum !i heard her voice only twice since i'm here!but ade ke aku nangis hentak2 kaki hilang mood and start to marah2 everybody?

yea.i admit it.i'll get jealous of seeing people with loads of money,i hate being moneyless.SO SUE ME!!

people,cant you just be yourself?dont fake around,please!i dont think i have to beg for you to do so.dont complaint much about are lucky enough being rich,with good looks,with brains who people are dying to have,what is more that you want?i know you are complaining to me to show me that you are perfect,with your so-called loving family,you are the modest people ever,with great figure whatsoever.I KNOW YOU WANT TO SHOW OFF!i know you want me to feel how poor i am.ah,go to hell with your talks.i dont want to hear it anymore.please GO!!

this is a short post.i know.but here is the only place where i can throw my anger,disgust or anything related to it.

thanks to those who willing to listen to my displeasure.i miss korang like sooo much!and i miss the kerepek friends where we had conference like almost everynight and they will make me laugh everytime i got frustrated and i will forget about everything on the same day and i wouldnt have to blog to bebel or complaint or whatever you call it.i miss my old-full of happy stories-less complaints blog.

now,i feel a lot more lega.

ye.bahase aku what?at least i have the guts to write!boo you!

PUAS DOH!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

hari kacak saye.


dalam bus!

we went to cairo 2 days back.the rombongan with 6 buses arrived at cairo approximately at 12.recited our zohor n asar jama' prayer.kak zaiti took me to 'asyir where all the rumah selangor,rumah pahang,rumah terengganu and some other rumah negeris were built.settled some problems there and had our lunch,and off back to malaysian hall,cairo to attend the program bersama pegawai di jabatan perdana menteri and timbalan menteri pendidikan.some questions that we've been questioning were answered and we were statisfied....kot...

with chubby and aisyah during the program at malaysian hall

abg jad took me and kak hanis jalan2 again..he treat us malaysian food at restoran kelantan 2,'asyir.the food are quite pricy.thanks abg jad!i had nasi mutiara..i never tasted nasi mutiara before..jauuuhhh betul laa nak merasa nasi mutiara..huhu

yesterday,went to cairo international convention center to meet the PM.his speech were about pendidikan,pembangunan negara islam,etc etc..paklah is so funny you know?haha.we took a picture with dato' mustapha mohamad,the menteri pengajian tinggi!haha..jakun betul.huhu..the cicc is soooo cantek!!!!it doesnt look like egypt at all sebab die sangatla lawa and sangat la BERSIH!!!haha..sesiape yang balik malam kelmarin memang sorry to say totally rugi was the first time that i took a cab at cairo(susah worr amek cab kat cairo,mansoura senang la)..and it was the first time that i got sesat at cairo.and lucky me,the day i followed kak zati,i remembered the jalan,and the pakcik indon tunjukkan jalan yang benar,and we arrived safely at arma.memang pengalaman la!huhu.

the prove that i've been there

PM is in the middle.sgt kecik la gambar ni..and tak terang..=(

a journey back to mansoura!
we wanted to come home earlier than others,we were scheduled to come back tonight,but thinking that i have embryology test to face,and i didnt even touch the book yet,and my medic housemate said that it's been too long since she last touch the book,so we decided to come home last night and it was my first time to travel back sendiri,balik kampung pon tak pernah balik sendiri ok?haha..mcm nak nangis pon ade because we couldnt find any tremko to mansoura,they said usually,there will be a lot of people in ramsis(mcm puduraya)screaming 'mansoura!mansoura!' but it didnt happen last night,so we decided to come home with bus.aha..sedih..tapi,pengalaman.and it is a lot more selesa than tremko la..but the pak arabs were talking non-stop with high pitched voice that's disturbing our sleep.and we were safely arrived at 10 pm.aha..pengalaman betul la 2 hari itu!i love it.and abg jad,looked extra kacak yesterday,he wore formal attire with new blazer and new haircut.huhu..

took a picture with dato' mustapha mohamad

egypt's flag

till then,see you!
and what paklah said during the penutup..
bunga selasih tangkainya layu,
terima kasih thank you.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

emotionally distracted.

i am so sick of this.not studying,but this feeling.i can study here.i am so sure that i can.but i am so sick of the feelings where you are mad at someone but you can't tegur him/her for the reason you might hurt his/her feeling,then you've become so geram at them and it spoiled your mood for the entire day and it distracted your concentration of studying.and your day end up with you who didnt touch the book at is still ok if your schedule doesnt congested with tests and assignments,but no,i cant stand it.lagi2 when it gets to the point where people dont bother about us,the dentistry students.where we,dont have anyone to do everything for us,not like medic students who are so free and still's like what a friend of mine said :oh,penat korg je korg pikir?penat kitorg korg tak pikir?.i've been keeping this for too long till at 1 point,dah malas dah nak cerite,nak mengadu.they still dont understand it.they can be statisfied,boleh cakap la weih,korang punye lectures are all in english,your lecture hall are packed with malaysians,boleh la senang hati!

Egyptians are have to look charm and pretty to get full mark from your dont have to be looking clever,understands everything he teached(it's hard u know to understand his english??and he said that he's english is mumtaz.what the fish la weih??)i'm the one who gets low mark,and those who he thinks pretty get full mark.'bengong,kau memang tak boleh mengajar la!bias!dah la muke gatal nak mampos!'and they say it's because of attendancy but HELLO??i only absent for 1 day!and that girl(and she's pretty) also absent on the same day!so why she can get full mark and i didnt?plus,she copied my work!and i always complete my work on time!what the fish?????and those pretty faces are so proud of getting full marks.hish benci.

i didnt have the mood all day.i could find it anywhere.mood,where are you?i am so lost without you!i am not me without you!i cant study,i cant concentrate,i cant do anything without you!i just can watch KAMI and buy nonsence stuff when you're gone.mak,hannah nak balik.. =(

Off to cairo tomorrow to meet pegawai dijabatan pengajian tinggi!will spend the night there and will insyaAllah meet the prime minister the next day.after coming back have to struggle to study what i've left,especially EMBRYOLOGY!embryology test is wednesday!!!OMG!

luahan hati hannah sahimi.

Monday, November 19, 2007

it's cold outside.

egypt's kfc:can't beat the taste
dentistry girls!!
the temperature outside at this moment is 12 degree centegrate.sejuk.aha.winter is knocking the door!kejap lagi die masuk!!oh tidak!!

kisah laptop was with syazuwan for about a week.he did some computer thingy to it.he upgraded my laptop and he even made me a test,study!!haha..terasa comel la pulak kan?haha.wahai laptop,jangan buat hal lagi k?hehe.

abang jad is in mansoura for 3 weeks!!yeye!our abang is here to look after us for gmn! we're taking this chance to use him to deal with the pak arabs.we took him everywhere we could so it would not be a waste if he is here and we didnt spend much time with him.haha.and he passed his exam succesfully!congrats abg jad!this means that he will go back to malaysia for good next year..huhu..sedih..=(
balik dari kelas.
meet nil,the owner of juharah
meet abg jad.this is when we walked for 30 minutes to have our dinner.

one of us is flying back today.he's going to further his studies in uitm in microbiology.seronoknye balik malaysia!i miss my country!my hot country!

i bought baju again!haha..i bought winter stuff,heater etc.i wasted so much money for it.huhu..sorry mak..i have to make a date with the automatic treller machine again la this month..sorry mak!

that was some updates about me..

now,about a special friend of mine..

Nik Nur Sinar Suria.a friend that i met back in 2006 with zaty and atheera,the lucky people who had a date with the DJ,DJ rizal.the exact date was 17 january first impression of her is that wahh!!budak ni high maintenance la!!but it turned out to be that she's a good friend to share secrets and stories with.kami banyak persamaan!!!Although we didnt hang alot,a technology named internet connected us and made our friendship bond stronger.i still remember the days we spent in bilik bual,the kacak,tabah and wangi nights we spend merepek kerepeking,the day we dedicated songs from,the days we met in kolej matrikulasi melaka,the days we spent mengumpat about our surroundings.niksu,kacak la dapat kawan macam kamu!!!now,perhubungan menjadi semakin jauh(dgn saya yang berada di egypt ini).and we are now leading a totally different path.dah takde dah biology,fizik,kimia,est.she has her acturial science and i have my dentistry.but we still can get along!i hope that this friendship will never end.sampai kahwin,jadi mak orang,jadi orang pencen,jadi nenek orang,harap2 kita masih berkawan.HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY,NIKSU!saya sayang kamu!

Monday, November 12, 2007

laptop saya sihat.

got my laptop back!!
tapi files semua hilang..
OMG all the pictures that i took!
ni yang sedih ni!!!
but what to do..redha je la..
it's true when people say living in egypt means living with these three words in jawi..
after more than 2 months living here,i went through a lot of dugaans,met a lot people,some are nice,some look us like some sort of made me feel like i've grown up.n i m more independent(ye ke?)than before.haha.

it's winter's getting colder and colder day by day.the winter season peak is going to be in january.therefore,i must buy loads of winter stuff to be ready for it.WATCH OUT WINTER!!haha.this means,i have to withdraw fulus again.hadoih.penat fikir pasal duit.

oh gosh,i'm late!i have to go to maktabah zen to buy notes!(i dont understand a thing in lecture but i have to buy notes from this 1 shop to sendiri through notes.haiz..)baik belajar kat least i understand what the lecturer apekah ini..think posiive hannah!!!tak rugi!tak rugi!!!huhu...
till then,chow!

Wednesday, November 07, 2007


i went through another tough week..
my laptop broke down..virus ni naughty la...have to wait till saturday..currently using housemates' laptop.i have 6 of,lucky me!haha.

i have loads of assingments to be done,loads of tests are waiting,and loads of oral tests to answer..huhu..

i kept thinking of arwah dad this made me feel empty.i called mak,but engaged.oh sedihnye!!!!!

juga,kept thinking of rakan2 back at home.oh rindu!!!homesick gile2 la!

but then,i received mak's parcels today!it brighten up my day today!kalau tak,memang bad mood whole day la..huhu...LOVE U MAK!THANKS!huhu..

ok.i'm using people's,agak2 la kalau nak gune pon kan?tak boleh la nak 24 7 in front of it right?huhu...i hope my laptop will be fine..(praying hard!!!)..

the blog will be updated again next week!!!...(kot?)huhu..till then,study hard,friends!!!rindu korang!!!love u all!!

Thursday, October 25, 2007

mak, i miss home.

i went through a tough week.i feel like screaming but didn't.i feel like wanna fly back.i really really want to fly back.i miss home,i miss mak,i miss luqman,i miss my kerepek friends,my yu hua friends,my KMM friends.i miss everybody.

i dont feel like people appreciate my work.i helped!i've waited!i did everything for them!why cant they wait for me?why cant they help me?i dont understand.

i cried alot.mate bengkak2.but nobody cares.except for my housemates.i think that's the only wise decision i've made.choosing housemates.although they've made u effing angry,geram like fcuking shit,they still there for you.i love my housemates.

patut ke a friend that you share food with,study together with,and joke around together with,did this fucking non-logical action to you?i dont understand why they treat me like this.

fine ar,korg mmg pandai..korg je yang pandai..ckp senang la..tak sendiri rase!senang la mintak maaf,tak kena kat batang hidung sendiri.i'm sorry,but i need time to relax,time to think.

i just feel like writing.kalau x faham,dont's just a luahan perasaan.

mak,i miss home.mak,i wanna go home..


Saturday, October 13, 2007

salam perantauan

open house.

this is where we called mansoura.

selamat hari raye peeps!

yo!selamat hari raya!

my 1st raya without family.

raya eve.
we went to wikalah to shop for groceries that was fun so much fun because it was my first time to shop raya groceries alone,i mean,without mak.hehe.after so much energy wasted for searching for the exact raya stuffs,and we were trying as hard as we could to find the exact raya stuff like in malaysia.and we found them!.betapa berdikarinye kami!hehe.

i had our buka puase with my housemates at a restaurant called was fun because because everybody was there.agak sebak jugak la.hee.

after we got home from paradise,we immediately clean up the house and cook raya dishes.kak hanis took over the rendang daging,which was superb!elly took over the kek batik and i took over kuah kacang with mak's recipe,bak kate nadia,resipi sms because the recipe was sent to me via sms from mak.hehe.eventhough it was my first time to cook kuah kacang alone(i never help mak to do it before pon..paling2 pon buang kulit kacang.haha),it was a great success!it taste just like mak's!hehe..the others took over the cleaning.and the house became alot like home now.hee.suke!

the plan of celebrating raya in cairo was cancelled last minute due to no transportation.agak sedih jugak la.huhu.

1st raya.
we woke up early and called mak via e-voiz,sadly i can hear her clearly but she couldn't.after so much of jeritan n all,mak still cant hear me.she just replied my salam.but the 'waalaikumussalam' has already touched my heart and made me cry.(oh ye,saye menangis di pagi raya!hoho).had our raya breakfast and off to senior's house to perfom our raya prayer.blimey,egyptians takbir is wayy different than malaysia's.their takbir is not sayu but bersemangat.while our takbir can touch one's heart,especially me..hoho..this is,i guess,how it felt when you raya in appreciate everything.including small things.huhu.had a little open house at senior's house and off to the next open house which was the boys' open was a huge open house.makan2 lagi.hoho.
later at night,we did some makan2 with the girls from our block(imaroh)and took loads of salam perantauan pictures!seronok!and we did the maaf bermaafan among housemates after that.and everybody cried.AGAIN!haha.

2nd raya.
went to cairo international airport to send afeeq back to malaysia!i dont really know him but we just follow him because we wanted to shop in cairo!hoho.doesnt really had fun there.we skipped a lot of open houses back in mansoura just because to shop in cairo.agak menyesal juga but what to do..huhu..but i bought myself baju n handbag.hoho.kegembiraan!!skarang aku dah sengkek.hooray!-_-"

3rd raya.
it was didi's birthday.elly and i wanted to bake a chocolate cake for her but it turned out to be real hangus and rentung!haha.but we covered it with chocolate and it tasted ok.but the rice cooker turned out to be broken and the lapik meja that we borrowed from other house koyak-ed.kena ganti.bertambah sengkek!haha.

i started my class on the 4th day of raya.again,for dentistry students,problem dtg kembali!oh,i dont know what mak will say if i tell her that i have to attend classes until 8pm yang gelap gile like dekat malaysia pukul 10pm.we're still in the discussion with the dean and i dont know what will be the result.hopefully dpt balik awal!amin~
classes are starting to get busier.i have dental material test and presentation on physiology next two weeks.oho takut..

wanna know what?saya rindu malaysia!!!oho..that's the fact.friends kept on telling me that petronas' iklan raya sangat menyentuh hati.i have to admit it.i've searched for it in youtube and it was a double thumbs up!burung ape tu bah?burung muraii..

next week,a persatuan perubatan is going to held an open house!hoho..there must be a lot of malaysian food!hoho makan!

eid sa'id! which means selamat hari raya!
and kullu sannah toyyibin!which means semoga sepanjang tahun anda bagus!
(egyptians wishes for hari raya.)

Monday, October 08, 2007

dah nak raye dah!

it's here!it's here!

raya is just around the corner!and i'm having the mixture of feelings now.i dont know wether i'm excited or sad for this.haha.

fasting in egypt is fun.we have to sahur very early in the morning.subuh is at approx. 4.30am,then we go back to sleep till 8.attend classes and go back home paling lewat at 4pm,and breakfast is at 5.30pm.with the cold weather,and people inviting us to iftar(break fast) at their house.and the programs that has been set to us,such as,tadarus and qiam every week.things that i rarely do back in malaysia.

the last few days of the fasting month is quite tiring for me.i had a fever and flu and other problems pressured me.but i survived!i didnt call mak for a week now.i just sms kak ngah and skyped with the way,kak ngah is now at home with mak and's irritating when everytime she sms me telling me how delicious mak cooked that day.oh tidakk!!

i'm going to celebrate my raya in malaysian hall,cairo.i will leave tomorrow to we would not cook rendang or ketupat that day.i will make sure my phone's credit is enough for me to call mak.dont know wether or not i'm going to cry nanti.we'll see about that!haha.

me and my housemate will shop for some raya shoes and bags today!hurray!hehe.this year's raya will be my first raya without dad and i'm going to celebrate it alone.i miss my dad so to arwah ayah.

to the readers,eid mubarak!selamat hari raya aidilfitri!maaf zahir & batin!berhati2 ketika pulang ke kampung!ceria2 selalu!for those who are having finals after raya,good luck to you!!best wishes from hannah sahimi!

Picture Captions

selamat hari raya everybody!

Sunday, September 30, 2007

buka puasa.

hey hey peeps!

here again to update the blog.i've been waiting for days to update it.the internet connection here is like the slowest ever!that is why i hate gmn so much.we paid rents eventhough it's like the most expensive rents with rumah yang buruk gile,we paid the internet double the normal price and we knew about it but redha je la bayar..but we receives the lamest service ever!we wanted to pindah but the thing is we are now stuck with a one year contract.sabar je la bulan puase ni..huhu..

after 1 month,i finally got the chance to call my mum..through skype.i've made a video call.i saw mak!and it made my heart touched!mak,kak lang misses you so much!

wednesday,we went to hadharul maut to break our fast there..hadharul maut serves nasi beriani!!!and it's cheap and delicious!and it reminds us to home.

breaking fast with izah at hadharul maut.

yesterday,i went to cairo again for majlis buka puasa with duta at malaysian students complex.abg jat bought us there and it was fun!i had the chance to eat ayam percik!karipap!murtabak!kuih lapis!all sorts of kuihs,and nasi lemak!OMG rindu!rindu!rindu!saye rindu masakan malaysia!!!!!!!

hanging out with aimi,jaja,xety and sito.

breaking fast at cairo.

today,we had another majlis buka puasa at utubis gadid,mansoura.sedap gile nasi kuning with ayam masak merah yang mcm berempah!

situasi di markaz utubis gadid.

breaking fast at utubis gadid.

problems pasal kuliah dentistry kembali lagi!we have to face another problem!hahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahaha..OH GOD!!!bilela masalah2 ni akan selesai???hannah,bersabar je pada bulan ramadhan ni..huhu...ok,enough of the updates,it's already late and i havent study for 2 days now.and i have to revise everything..ADIOS!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

after 1 month of waiting.....updates!!

friends who came to klia before i fly.

stopping at mumbai

my first bite here.

giza pyramid

qal'ah solehuddin
hai orang-orang malaysia!!

hey peeps!it's me again!and after a month staying here,i finally got my wireless internet connection in my house!it's like OMG i have loads and loads to tell everybody my experiences here.hohoho..

baru sampai
all the way from egypt.i've landed on 26 august 2007 at 7.00 am at cairo international airport.i had my first egypt bite which was molto strawberry swiss it was so yummy that i believe that i've voted it as my most favourite food in egypt..hehe..then,we went straight to ghiza piramids,sphinx and qal'ah was hot and we were damned tired but we still forced ourselves to visit as many historical place as we could.we met abg jat,abg azrul and abg eko.they were really helpful.late that night,we arrived to mansoura.we stepped into our so-called house.i bursted into tears.the house was really awful!it was a disaster.the next day,the seniors took us to buy some cleaning up the house's stuff.and finally today,baru boleh digelar rumah.huhu.

we've celebrated the independence day at cairo.believe me,once you leave the country,semangat patriotik tiba2 datang membuak2!!hahaha..

9 september,we went to cairo again to meet menteri besar shop!hehe..we spent the night at kak ayu's house.abg jad and kak ayu brought us to genena mall and city stars the next day to shop.i bought some shirts because i didnt bring much clothes with me.i bought rempah2 ratus n food je..huhu..we spent the next night at rumah was fun where what we had there was totally fully sponsored by pegawai2 negeri yang visit us.byk duit terselamat..huhu..

i've started my classes on 15th september.i have to walk for setengah jam to reach my kuliah.which is kuliah ulum(kuliah science).the medic students are so lucky!dah la kuliah dekat,lawa n cantik pulak tu..huhu..jealous!i have classes from saturday till wednesday.the 1st problem that we had to face is that some of the lecturers refuse to use bilanguage in their lectures.we have to see them and ask them to do an extra class for us,malaysians.imagine how tired we were searching each department,each floor almost everyday last week.dah la puase!and the departments pulak closed at 1pm!and we have to rush here and there.huhu..the 2nd problem was about sections.we have to see the vice dean to settle it.

the labs here are pathetic!imagine asid2 kuat itu diletakkan di atas meja and terbukak.mcm kelakar gile.and situasinye sgtla menyedihkan.sometimes i wonder why the hell i left matriks for this?but let be gone be by gone.kena la mnyesuaikan diri.

malaysian hall


juharah..the only shop below our house where the owner is cute and speaks english.

having mcD at city stars,cairo

waiting for cab with abg jad as the musyrif.

in lecture hall

breaking fast at mo'men.the most delicious fast food in mansoura

that is all for now.the house is a mess and i have to clean it before my medic housemates come back home.huhu..adios!

more updates later......
p/s:enjoy some of the photos