Saturday, March 29, 2008

the mixed up feelings

ignore this post.i just feel like writing.

my friends told me that i have no feeling towards this lovey dovey thing.but i'm kinda disagree but sometimes i feel the same way too.

oh shit i dont know why i suddenly wrote this.may be it's because of the situation where you know,when you like someone but you suddenly knew he/she has someone and you end up broken hearted but he/she didnt know that you like him/ make things short,i am in that situation.(sad)

i rarely like someone..because i rarely meet people the same race(due to the attendance as one of the malays in some majority non malays group in my schooling years..even kindergarten for heaven's sake!)what the hell am i saying.the conclusion is...i rarely met people,ok?.(maybe that is the reason for the absence of my feeling towards the lovey dovey thing kot?)but i'm not blaming my schools..i love my schools!(except for this university..hoho)

itula dulu orang tu bagi hint,kau taknak dengar..

but i dont know he gave me any kind of hints!i'm serious!

ohhhhhhhhhh saya TAK suka perasaan niiiiii.....

luckily i have more important stuff to worry.the FINALS.i have to get mumtaz(very good) result to fly back to my hometown with a big grin.huhu..

and then i have new house to worry.i have to search a new home here so that it worth every penny that we pay.not like this old-full of lipas and other binatang-full of not working plugs and lamps.i just dont get it why they still want to rent it.

ignore this post..please..

haiz..the gemuk and buncit and hodoh is currently so sedih.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008


dental material oral test.

'what can you get if you count the area of under this curve(pointing at the stress-strain curve)?'


'what is a composite material?'

'restorative material.'

'which of these curves is for brittle material?(pointing at the graf entitled brittle material)

'that one..(pointing at the same graf.)'

'kholas(finish),i wish you all the best.'

'that's all?so i can go home now?'

' can go home now.i like malaysians and i wish you all the best.'

that's it?


i expected he will ask me about amalgam or the characteristics of microfilled dental material,the hybrid or the quartz.but he just asked me the simplest questions!oh i am so going to miss dr gum'ah!i love u,doctor!haha..

statistics 2nd test worries me a lot.i knew the answer of the definition but i answered it in my own way.and khabar-khabar angin mengatakan,the egyptians will only mark it as correct if the answer is 100% similar to the book.oh tolong la jangan macam tu..please..please..

getting schedule is literally packed with classes,practicals,tuitions.with the finals just around the corner,and orals to do..oh i only sleep for 3 hours every night lately,that is the main reason i was in effing bad mood the whole week with effing bad mouth that cursed every time something bad happened.sorry korang~(smiling widely)

one day when the camera accidentally dropped into the bag(haha):

nusantara dentist

stopped by at nusantara for their toilet service.we were too lazy to get our asses up to our house on the third and forth,we had a drink at nusantara.dont know whether you've heard this kind of beverage.nusantara offers pop ice.and it is so yummy.they have durian flavor for the pop ice,so,we ordered pop ice durian for reducing the our kempunan over durians.haha.

after nusantara,we went straight to chemistry practical class and the teacher was not arrived time~

chemistry lab~
see how buruk the faculty of science's chemistry lab..huhu

the boys of the malaysian 1st year dentistry students.abrar,syazuwan,rafiq,acap.

acid radical
the bottles of acid radicals..we have to pour it from the bottle to the test tube only by hands.

i've dissected a pigeon!nobody brought along their deissection sets or lab,we borrowed the teacher's.but nobody's willing to dissect it due to the absence of gloves and lab coat,so,i volunteered myself to dissected it..with my bare hands..without gloves!muahaha..after dissect,we took a picture with it..hehe..

disecting pigeon
us,after dissected a pigeon.

the dissected pigeon.

30 june tarikh keramat!
i've decided to book the ticket flying back to malaysia by gulf air dated 30th june 2008.yeya!balik!balik!!huhu

ps:addicted to jesse mccartney's new single,leavin'.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

teardrops on my guitar

situasi saya sekarang:

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night


He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

byebye orang yang diminati..selamat bahagia~


Tuesday, March 11, 2008

stethoscope dan cinta.

bazaria asean.
bazaria asean were held at kuliah banin(kuliah lelaki),university al-azhar(mansoura's branch),murur salam,mansoura.there were loads of malaysian,indonesian and singaporean food sold.and you can immediately recognize the medic students because they just wear clothes sempoi-lier than the dirasat sudents.hee.(segan2~)

the medic students booth offered medical checkup for only 1.50 egyptian pound.we tested blood,measured blood pressure,and counted body mass index.we also talked about rhesus and why it is important for everybody to know their rhesus.i just helped by collecting money and pendaftaran,because there's no dentistry booth.(ah damn.tahun depan,kita buat.wakaka.)we got all excited when the dirasat sisters(those who's studying agama) called us doctors.macam best pulak perasaannye..hehe.

tested my blood and i am AB+~

my blood pressure is low.(sad face)

see how crowded the bazar was.

restoran nusantara.
there's a new Asian restaurant in mansoura.and they sell MALAYSIAN food also.haha.the owner of the restaurant is actually an indonesian and the restaurant is situated beside my block!i can reach there by only few i tried the food there yesterday.had kuew tiaw goreng ayam and my comment for the dish,there's no need to go cairo for the asian food dah.we already have it here in mansoura.(jumping happily~)

kuew tiaw yang dirindui~

the kuew tiaw and i.(oh ada hati nak makan kuew tiaw..padahal on diet..huhu)

we met kak dina and izah there..

ayat-ayat cinta.
remember my post about the novel that mahfuz sent to me entitled ayat-ayat cinta by Habiburrahman Saeroz?yup there's a movie based on the novel.and i really really recommend everybody to watch it.(no wonder the seniors are so fanatic about the movie last's a double thumbs up!)ok i have to admit it,i cried watching this movie.ianya sangat menyentuh perasaan!huhu.dan saya rasa filem ini telah keluar di malaysia.

YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT!!!try to search for it in youtube.they've uploaded the whole movie.(big grin~)

satu kisah mengenai ikhlas dan sabar
satu kisah mengenai cinta antara 2 agama,antara 3 negara.
satu kisah mengenai agama islam.
yang penting,kisah yg dibuat di cairo dan ia membuatkan egypt nampak cantik.hee..
so here's the trailers..

Kalau dapat kahwin dengan fahri dalam cerita ni pon best jugak kan?(drolls..drolls..)


Sunday, March 09, 2008

nak balik nak balik

election day was yesterday and whatever the result is,saya happy jadi rakyat malaysia.i dare not to say which party has my support because i dont like to discuss about politics.i just go with the flow.maybe the time has not come yet for me to think about the pros and cons about the parties that has established in Malaysia but it is enough for me to know how many chairs does the parliament has and which politicians are in what party.overall,i'm just happy to know the general knowledge about Malaysia'a politics.blah,aku tak pandai main politik.wait till i'm 21,then i can consider on thinking and voting or electing.

Malaysian students here are so bersemangat on the politics and i kept hearing it here and there.i pretended that i didnt hear a thing they said because for me,not until i'm eligible to vote,i wont care anything about are still a student,for GOD's is more important.agree?it's enough for me to know who mak voted.and the rest,i think it's better to keep it with me.i dont want anything bad happened if once i open my mouth and spit everything out and people who disagree with me will hate me and we'll be in great trouble of loosing a good friendship.People has their own way of 'main politik'.but at the end,we're still malaysians and we still need each other to,i prefer to keep my mouth shut and remain silent till i reach 21.that's it.but Alhamdulillah,the election day has passed.have to wait till everybody stop talking about it and healed from demam pilihanraya though.

kalau dapat kahwin dengan politician muda pon best jugak kan?(drolls~)

speaking of healing,
i woke up quite early this morning and i reached my new lappy(hee~new la sgt kan?hoho) and i ym-ed with my dear bro,luqman(oh btw,i realized that luqman has been viewing this blog,so people,say hi to luqman!!and hi to any anonymous readers too!!*macam la ade sgt..hoho*)and yeah.luqman pandai main politik.he knows everything.i should be ashame of myself and learn more from him.haha.and he suddenly tell me that hani(my dearest longest nearest best friend) had met an accident.a car has slammed her when she was on the way to the photocopy shop.she replied my message by saying she fractured her skull and her left foot is having internal muscle bleeding.sounds horrible.i wish that i could be there with her right now but all i can do now is pray for her health.GET WELL SOON HANI!!

i met dr ebraheem who thought us practical organic chemistry last term and asked him whether he can teach us,malaysians theoritical organic chemistry in english because we have no idea of what the theoritical lecturer has been teaching since the 1st day and he agreed to help.but,dear malaysian students,please dont complaint on how pricey the classes that i,izah,eza,nadia,ara,and chubby had agreed on because,i told you that there'll be a meeting on discussing the price and who told you not to come?seriously,if we didnt ask shrouk,and if we didnt care less of finding any alternative way of understanding or if we didnt work our ass off with the intention of helping others in this,we wouldnt ask you to join!kalau pasal belajar,duit berkira sangat!inilah orang melayu.pasal benda lain,laju je tak kira berapa harganya.kalau pasal belajar,taknak la.mahal la.banyak sangat cerita.thanks to you guys yang taknak join,we might have to pay the dr a little bit more.oh shit.kau ingat mak aku ada duit sangat ke?tapi takpe,arwah ayah pernah pesan,jangan berkira when it comes to studies.haiz..

oh news spread fast.the schedule for final imtihan(final exam)for pre-dentistry students has will be started on the 19th of may and it will end on the 14th of june.we will know the results 2 weeks after the date for the final day of the final exam which.thought of flying home before exam but the others are planning on flying home after the exam and there's no one else flying home before the results because medic students will only finish their final exams in early july.oh apekah ini.saya mahu pulang awal!!!so,there goes my chance of attending abg ewan's wedding ceremony.(crying~)

oh it's true that i am indeed fat.Ara has successfully informed me that and i dont have to wear belt for my jeans anymore,i have to loose weight now here's my plan:
1. keep on eating foods but in fewer quantities.
2. keep an eye on everything that i digested.
3. record my daily intake.
4. drink more water[as the weather is getting warmer(suam2 sejuk sekarang ni),i think i can achieve no 4 successfully.]

cant predict the weather day the weather may be hot and sweaty,the next day,it may be cold back.huhu.

pengajaran blog kali ini:please spread any info to your coursemates tak kira la pasal imtihan ke pasal tuition ke pasal extra classes ke pasal when u guys planning on balik ke.i mean,kita dalam golongan yang sikit sgt for heaven's should think about the others too.hish tension betul la macam ni.