Sunday, June 25, 2006

perasaan:sedih,teruk,stoopid n unwell.

i'm home.afternoon,mak came to skool to take the report card..sadly,she's not happy.but,cikgu didn't kutuk me.that's good.my chemistry teacher,pn raziah pon ada time tu..she said kimia soalan mmg susah..biar die awake sbb die x pernah teruk mcm ni..i said..ok teacher,i'll prove it to u that i can do it!pn normah said that i'm still main2 lagi.die masih x serious.but then pn raziah said xpe..kakak2 die pon macam ni juga result die mase time ni..at the end die still dpt score..okok...enough la!nasib baik my addmaths teacher,pn eng xde..kalau ada mesti die ckp hannah kuat main dlm kelas saya!i saw madam ong.mak said she's pretty.she's preetier than the time she mengajar me when i'm in form 3.she ask me how's ur result?i said,not good.she said,what happened to you?last time u were good in class.it's a lot difficult izzit?i just angguk once.rase mcm nak nangis.the feel mcm mengecewakan die.i m so sorry teacher.

after my mum balik,i stayed back for the science exhibition.jaga my table.our experiment berjaya!yeay!some techers said that we had done a good job.but still org ramai mcm x tertarik dgn our tajuk.batma ajak lunch bersama but i was a bit unwell.so bat,sorry ya?bosan,i went to desiree's table.karwei today mcm byk blur.even kalau kutuk depan mata also die mcm huh? adeh..desiree's mum sgt cantek.she's a portugese.stephanie dissected the cockroach.hebat yet geli.play around.menghiburkan hati yg duka lara.adeh.after 4,kami bungkus!bersihkan lab.batma came to me...he gave me this heart balloon.sangat tersentuh.hari khamis dat day kami jenjalan.they say dating.but,kami bukan dating ya.harap maklum.batma sgt sweet utk 3 days ni.but still.suka buli me.adeh..

i came home at 5.dad was macam sangat unhappy.i'm don't have the courage to talk to him.he's just diam.i know he's dissapointed with my result.i m soo sorry dad..i wont do it again.i promise.mak kembali sangat marah.she said apa mak kene buat dgn kak lang ni?semua teruk2..nak dekat fail!!..mak said disebabkan result kak lang teruk,kak lang kena study lebih lagi..mak,kak lang mintak maaf sangat2!i will make u proud again..i promise..wah...hampir nagis daku..adeh..emotionalnye!!..

mak,dad,cikgu2...i m so sorry..i know what i did is wrong..i know kamu kecewa.i can feel it.i will work harder.i will prove it to u.i will make u proud again.i luv u guys soo much..

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