pulang..

remember i told u in my previous post that i'll burn the midnight oil?hanya tinggal kata2..haha..i've been sleeping the whole day!balik,tidur.petang,tidur.malam mase konsert akhir af pon tidur.GOD knows how sleepy was i yesterday.tgk tv pon tersengguk2 n mengaku kalah n went to sleep approximately at 10.30 pm.so yeah,i didnt watch af final concert.pagi bangun terus terkocoh2 tanya orang who won the car.oh,congrats to mila and ebi.i dont think aswad deserve the third place though.i didnt like him since the beginning.i prefer candy.hoi,dont spam my blog for saying this,k??haha.

so,i didnt study at all.gile semangat went to hani's house to borrow some addmaths and kimia books tapi bukaknye tidak!haha.we'll see how my otak berkarat will operate on the test day.maybe will start bukak buku kat bilik kot?haha.

dah la kat rumah sekarang ramai gile orang.cik andak's family and cik de's family spent the night here last night.havoc gile rumah!best!oh oh!thery're cooking speggethi now.ini yg best duduk asrama ni!balik rumah mesti mak masak yg best2...hehe..

disebabkan ketidakselesaan,i will bring two pillows,1 bear,1 ridsect and some maggi mees to malacca today.gile cafe punye makanan banyak lalat takut nk makan.i prefer cafe c.the food there are much better.byk choices and tak banyak lalat.but it's near to the boys' cluster.so,agak segan nak pergi.haritu pon pergi dengan kakak fasi belanje.hehe.so,makan maggi je la this week.haha.jumaat kena pulang!yeay!

ingat nak bawak mirror besar gedabak tu pergi.kak ngah said she brought that mirror into her room when she were in KMM.(kak ngah pon kmm ok??kak yong pon dulu dpt kmm tapi tak pergi.kami keluarga kmm kot?tgk luqman nnt mesti dpt kmm gak kan?haha)but not so sure lagi.will think about it later.bawak je la kot.hehe.

ayaiyaiyaiyai.lagi 4 more hours i have to leave home again.to malacca lagi.alahai.malasnye..kena terus check where my class will be.kena check jadual.then kena study!damnit la.cis!cis!

so,i think i will go to H.E.P as often as possible for H.E.P is near to my cluster and tak ramai sgt orang.mungkin pergi mase free time lepas kelas.kalau takde tu..takde la kan..connection die pon macam bangang kan..tapi tak kesah la kan.haha.merepek.

sms.OH.sekarang ni mmg akan reply msg2 anda.tapi kalau dah pokai esok,message tak reply tu harap maklum bahawasanya hannah sahimi sudah habis credit dan menunggu tarikh luput baru nak topup kembali.hehe.ok la till then,see you when i see you.kalau boleh,cepat la.kalau tak,i'll blog again next friday.goodbye for now.

hannah sahimi.
A5.3.11
Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka (KMM).

hey londang!

matrik melaka gempak,mantap!
boom boom shakalaka..
boom boom uih!!

hey!hey people!!i'm home!!i'm back from matriculation for 2 days.to get mom's and kak ina's signature.AND to study addmaths and kimia.next week test!!OMG OMG malasnye nak buka buku!!!!

the days i had in orientation week.totally memenatkan!i slept for only 2 hours for 5 straight days la damnit!mate bengkak suda!jerawat timbul satu suda!cis!cis!cis!

i met niksu there.sadly,niksu and i are not in the same cluster. jauh wo nak dptkan niksu!ayaiyai belt tak pulangkan lagi!hehehe..

i'm the new wakil wing B in my blok.haha.i still couldnt believe that they chose me!haha..i have to knock everybody's room and call them to gather in one room to recite the al-mulk.hehe..

we had majlis penutupan minggu pengurusan pelajar yesterday.and i was pengiring pengarah.hehehe..we held the bunga emas and bunga manggar and accompany our pengarah into the hall.hehehe..pakai kebaya songket.best woo!tak ramai dpt peluang ni!dah la hulubalang2 kat depan mcm body guard kitorg tu hot2!hehehehehehehe...best!best!

oriention week.girls and boys were seperated.kaum2 pon seperated.mcm tak syok la.but i still had fun.tapi kadang2 menjelikkan la jugak.to tell u the truth,i didnt expect malays are so complicated!they have groups and some sort.tak paham la juge.and,i dont understand y some malays macam jijik je other kaums.i mean,perkauman gile!i hate orang2 perkauman ni.mcm la mereka ni jijik gile?argh benci!benci!

i met neesa and farhana!!OMG farhana!my khemah kerja setia selangor 2005's friend!mmg mcm lega gile i met her!OH MY GOD!hehe.i met some bangi bangers also la.tapi mcm tak reti mcm mane nak rapat.haha.

my roomates.all three of them are from asrama.but we hanged alot and got closer.we were the noisiest room in the whole A5 blok!hahaha..kacak!!

what else eh?oh,i have to come back lagi next week.i have to attend a talk about egypt on saturday.and i have to take my bsn atm card at bangi.whee~..balik lagi!!

we will start studying on monday.alahai lemah sudah.dah la takde kawan in the same kumpulan prektikum!adoi letih.

oh oh..have to burn the midnight oil tonight to study addmaths and kimia.adoi.wish me luck!till then,goodbye for now.

hannahsahimi.

farewell

i'm fully packed and now so nervous about tomorrow.as u all know,i'm going to malacca's matriculation tomorrow.i will leave home at 11 and will arrive there approximately at 1 pm.i kept thinking of WHAT IFs but i will try to face any possibilities.

i still have some small things that i forgot to buy like pendrive,charger,alarm clock,ridsect and so on.Luckily niksu reminded me.so,i'm going to buy them all before i go tomorrow.hopefully i will take everything that's important tomorrow.

last words..
again,i want to apologize to my readers.kalau ada la..haha..if i wrote things that might hurt your feelings.

to my kerepek conference friends,niksu,amelin,haziq,mahfuz,najmi,ab,uzair,eira n atari thanks for teman-ing me all night.every night for almost 2 months.i will never forget the merepek stuff we talked about.the weird words that we used such as kacak,wangi,kencang,tabah,kemas,bunga,chaplin,pasir n hebat.everyone has his/her own trademark.boleh masuk af6 la kita!haha.and saya sgt2 sorry kalau korg terguris hati atas perkataan2 yg gile tak bleh bla saya.harap dimaafkan.thanks for korang punya nasihat2..i will remember them and use them secara betul.and,cikguku!thanks for the driving skill tips.thanks for the reminders.thanks for teaching me bahasa melayu pasar.haha.maput,thanks for the jalan2 kat melaka tips,thanks for duduk asrama tips,thanks for remind me to bring sabun liquid and not sabun buku instead!haha.ab,thanks for the song!sgt2 appreciate it!i'm now officially ab's songs collecter!haha..korg,let's jumpa before i fly to egypt.i'll treat u all satay.haha.

to my xfreshers,abg rizal,kak faraa,abg adi,kak julia,abg bulu,zirah,neesa,gigiadercili,aileen,caduk and everybody else.thanks for the free time we merepek together in bilik bual.i'm soooo going to miss that bilik bual.we shared alot there.n my name always on-aired when i chat in bilik bual.thanks to abg rizal for promoting me.haha. neesa,sgt2 terima kasih sbb kenalkan hannah kepada kawan2 neesa.eventhough i always sesat in the conference but i still had so much fun.kirim salam kepada mereka.has,imi,bie,alia,nizam,sufi and some sort.agak segan borak ngan mereka.semua result gempak2.hopefully korang berjaya.

to syahiran,thanks for being so sweet.kadang2 merepek.kadang2 penuh nasihat.i love to pick a fight with u.so sorry for that.i'm extremely sorry for calling u debu.itu sgt special k?haha.and thanks for telling me not to derhaka kepada ibu.and other advices that really made me sedar and made me cry.u're a good man.i hope u'll be succesful.

to my msn buddies,make sure u miss me!haha.sorry for leaving everybody.i felt guilty doing so.but i have to!to chase my dream of becoming a dentist.i enter matriculation to be safe in case benda buruk berlaku to my egypt thing.hope to see everybody real soon.make a gathering that suits my time and for sure this time i'll be there!

to bloggers,ab,syukri,amelin,eira,post la banyak2..i'll take my time to catch up everything that korang post.haha.sunyilah kamu semua tanpa niksu dan saya.i'll try to go to the comp lab as often as i could k?

mak,happy mothers day.kak lang tahu mak tak suka celebrate mothers day.tapi mak adalah mak yg terhebat di dunia.tabah menempuhi segala dugaan tanpa ayah di sisi.kak lang minta maaf banyak2 sbb sakitkan hati mak.i'm a bad daughter,i admit it.but i love you mak!i really2 do.u're the best mak ever!luqman,jaga mak.buat homework.baca buku!pass kan bahasa cina!kalau kak lang boleh buat,luqman pon boleh!tgk f1 slalu.fernando alonso dpt no brape inform selalu!kak yong,thanks for the advices.i will remember to 'jangan carik gadoh dgn orang lain.' and 'blaja betul2.susah tu!'.cepat balik bawak chocolate hannah!haha.kak ngah,thanks for the tips.thanks for helping me up by picking the baju kurungs and remind me to buy this and that.i hope it will make my life in matriculation much easier.sayang korang banyak!

hani,setelah 14 tahun berkawan dan tak pernah berpisah.kini,terpaksela aku ke melaka.sayangnye kau tak pergi.dah plan dah nk bilik sama.huhu.tapi aku tetap harapkan kau berjaya dpt rayuan upu tu.u're my longest nad besterest friend ever!thanks for accompany me to mid valley and meet my friends.thanks for accompany me to kajang for our hari ketenangan.memories tu!!ingat!dan forst time buat muffin bersama.jangan lupa!OMG bila la lagi nk buat mcm tu sama2 dah?take care hani.kalau dia buli kau aku hempukkan.

kepada yang lain2.sorry tak mention ur names.tak cukup masa.thanks for being my friends.i really appreciate everything.thank you.

therefore,i hereby to inform everybody that my longest vacation has come to an end.next post will be about the days i had as a college student.till then.farewell!goodluck everybody!

izinkan ku pergi..

packed!

i've 90% packed and ready to go!i went to warta (-____-") with mum today and we almost bought everything dah.tinggal sikit² je dah.i still have..erm..detergen,sabun and barang2 dapur to buy.argh.tension je guna duit sendiri!damnit.

bat told me that he wanted to come to my house to greet me farewell.but he didnt come pon.cis la bat ni.bazooka!but syaf,ean,nadia,iffah and syazwan made a surprise visit.and i was so touched by that.dan emosi menjelma.gaha.kodi.

kak yong called from ireland.she told me to behave and dont pick up a fight with anybody.she told me to find her if anything happens.gaha kasih sayang seorang kakak baru muncul.hahaha.sedih la plak.

so..i guess this is my 2nd last post and probably my last post if i dont feel like wanna post anything tomorrow.so..itu je la.i hope i can post something tomorrow.i wanted to say goodbye pada masa yang tersingkat.so no sedih2 today.it should be done tomorrow.i dont wanna spoil it.haha.till then!

oh SHAWAL!!damnit.

belum pack.

oh.I HAVENT PACK MY BAGS YET!!!dont feel like packing though.damnit.

my excitation of going to matriculation lasted for only one day.i received 1 bad news.REALLY BAD news.and,hani dont want to go to matriculation la pulak..damnit i dont have any friends there!except niksu,of course.takde mood dah nak pergi.cis la..

i had a good day today.winshen n seeling came to my house!i didnt meet them since 12 march!i'll miss them so much!i miss them already!adoi.we hanged like for 3 hours!from 3 pm to 6pm.OMG i miss school!i miss the days we had in school!where we fought and learn new stuff together.i miss everything about school,even the bad ones.i admit it,I MISS SCHOOL!!


I LOVE HIM.as a bestfriend

i wanted to cry when they told me these..
winshen:'hannah,i have to tell u this,u're my best malay friend.'
seeling:'i can talk to u about everything,i'll miss u.'(in mandarin la)



her.

terharu do!!cis la..i nearly cry.cis la diorg ni.jejak kasih pulak.



i miss them already

they told me that i'm in the list of those who're selected to lower six!fuyoh hebat!and they wanted me to join them to experience form 6 for at least one day.but lower six will start at the same day with matriculation.cis la.

and,someone finally understands me!winshen totally agree with me about kembara is tak kacak.

i went to shop with mum today.we went to nilai 3 to buy some baju kurungs.i have loads of baju kurung now.i bought loads of tudungs as well!and i bought a pink cadar!i love it.and it only cost rm9.90 for 1 set of single bed cadar.dah la lawa!gaha.

i didnt buy anything else coz we didnt have much time left.so we'll shop for bags,daily stuffs and some makanan kering tomorrow.i only have 2 more days left la damnit!cant wait to see how matriculation situation will be but at the same time afraid of having any culture shock.oh well,it's life.takut la pulak!cis la!

fuyoh!fuyoh!

aku mcm makin happy la kan nak pergi matriks ni.ramai gile la pulak yang pergi KMM!mcm best la pulak..haha..

tapi sayangnye mak cakap laptop takyah bawak.sebab tak brape penting.so aku pon macam..ha?tanpa laptop,tanpa internet...mcm mane kehidupanku nnt?fikir² balik mcm seksa la pulak!haha adoi.

tapi ada gak yang pergi matriks sekejap je..diorg kate kalau dpt tawaran diorg bla la.tapi aku tak kesah sgt pasal tu.sebab aku pon bla gak nanti!haha..yang penting ada gak kawan selama beberapa bulan.cukup sudah..

pastu aku teringat la pulak cerite² hantu yang kak ngah cerite dulu.agak menyeramkanlah pulak..histeria plak aku kang!tapi kene kuat iman..insyaAllah takkan diganggu.sebab aku tgk kak ngah ok je.hehe.

walaubagaimanapon,i'll try my best to enjoy myself there!mahu merasai suasana yang penuh dgn orang melayu.tak pernah do rasa macam tu!selama ni dgn omputih ngan cine je.nak jugak experience baru.dgn orang melayu.mcm best la pulak.huhu..

ini aku taip sebab bosan sebab mak aku tak jadi bawak aku gi beli barang²,adoi la bukan nak ckp awal²!boleh aku jumpe orang!ramai la pulak ajak aku kuar!haha.yang penting 'dia' ajak aku kuar!hehehe...i expect mahal punye ok?haha..u kaye i nak candlelight dinner satu!haha.pastu lagi sorg ajak aku tgk wayang la pulak.rakan² lain pon ajak kuar.OH...aku nak bla barulah korg terkedek² ajak aku kuar?pukul kang!haha..tu la dah spoil dah plan aku nak kuar.hish la.adoidoidoi.

so itu je la.bosan do!haha.kejap lagi nak pergi beli kasut la pulak.BM rocks!haha.kodi la hannah sahimi.chow!

matriks,here i come.

guys,sadly to inform that i'm going to matriculation next week.the globalmedic agent advised me to just go to the matriculation and they'll get me out from there when i have to go to egypt in august.and mak told me to go for i will make more friends there.plus,hani is going also!we will be in the same matriculation and we're in the same phrase!the third phrase!haha.kembar bazooka kacak!

i'm kinda sad leaving home.because it's too early.winshen told me to join him to experience form 6 for just 1 day.but,yu hua's form 6 will start at the same day i enter matriculation!!
-___-" .bazooka!!!!winshen sgt sweet by telling me that he'll miss me when i fly to egypt.he's my bestfriend ok?leaving him is like leaving my brother.mcm nak nangis pon ade!adoi.


i need to meet everybody!my merepek friends:niksu,amelin,haziq,mahfuz,najmi,ab,syukri,ujei,atari,eira.semuanye wangi,kencang,tabah,kemas,bunga,pasir,hebat dan yg penting KACAK belaka.haha.mahu jumpa korang semua!!!mahu!!lepas ni dah tableh merepek dah...aku akan merindui semua itu!!permainan ntah pape la..kedai² merepek.teka² lagu merepek.sape tido paling lewat die tabah la..oh,bile lagi la bleh gile² mcm tu??dah takde peluang dah!!i will remember this like...FOREVER!!jgn erasekan dari mindaku!!!

xfreshers like zati,atheera,zirah,neesa,abg rizal,kak faraa,abg adi,kak julia,abg bulu..oh,bile lagi la boleh chat ngan diorg..bile lagi la bleh jumpe diorg??ah,dah start rindu.

tv and radio!OMG i'm going to miss both!especially when i fly to egypt.jom tgk tv sampai lebam n dgr radio sampai pekak!marii!!

yeah.i'm going to melaka on monday.i've paid everything dah.i did it all on my own ok?my mum didnt coach me or acompany me to anywhere!not like some people who still have to rely on their parents to do everything.even their parents ask me how to do this and that.haha.hannah terbaek!tepok bahuku!haha

i have to buy everything tomorrow..mak told me to buy everything now so that i dont have to buy them again mase nak ke mesir nanti.i was like..ha??reuse??aduhai sedih.korg belikan aku barang2 plz...haha..

so,i hereby seek for your forgiveness if i done anything awful to any of u,readers.dari hujung kaki ke hujung rambut.saya mahu sambung belajar sudah!!wasalam.

should i?

ok so now i'm pening with decisions.

should i go to matriks?

or just leave it?

OMG pening.

i'm like 60% wanna study here.LOCAL!! but everybody kept telling me to go.pening sudah!

batma told me to think and think again.and i did that.but i still didnt know the answer for it.apsal la susah sgt nak decide ni??benci la susah sgt!!

imagine egypt.
padang pasir.hot.sesak.and I CANT DRIVE THERE!kongkong.no mtv and so.kongkong.go out also mcm tak safe.and the people there drive like hell.did i mention padang pasir?yeah.padang pasir.kongkong.have to live in the hostel and cant go out.damn.kongkong.tak free.cis!!!!!!!
TAK MAHU!!!

sudah tu sudah.

i accompanied mak to the kubur today.they've completed the batu nisan and everything.it looked nice.they've even made new ones for arwah opah!alhamdulillah everything went well.we just have to find some time to tanam some pokoks.probably tomorrow.

REMIND ME TO NEVER EVER EVER EVER BE IN THE SAME CAR WITH SYAF WHEN SHE'S DRIVING IN PUTRAJAYA.NEVER EVER EVER!!

she drives dangerously and effingly degil when we told her she went to the wrong road.and SHE LOVEs TO DO THE BREAK EMERGENCILY!putrajaya and syaf cant get along.wont be.NEVER WILL BE!no matter how many times she drive there,she wont remember the road.BERTUAH PUNYE BUDAK!!adoih.

so syaf's so called 'jumpa cikgu' plan was suddenly cancelled for her 'alzheimer' desease that she couldnt remember the road and the house of puan raziah.so,she decided to go to her makcik's house in putrajaya BUT we couldnt find the house.I'VE TOLD YOU IT'S PRESINT 9,NOT PRESINT 19!!adoila syaf ni.so,we went straight to alamanda for a short walk.A REAL SHORT WALK!we were walking and suddenly mak called and ask me to come back home immediately so i can jaga nenek.and i was like..'omg..I JUST GOT HERE!'so i quickly finish up my mc donald and went straight home with akmal as the driver.

and..
kak ngah was home when i reached home and she didnt go anywhere after that!and i was like..OMG AKU PATUT STAY JE TADI!!grrrr...

and surprisingly mak didnt scold me for didnt keep my promise after she got back from fetching luqman from camp.

did i mention that luqman has entered his first ever camp??he was so excited about it but when he got back.he was like...unwell.haha..luqman and his 1st camp.I WILL NEVER FORGET IT.we were so worried!haha.adoi.luqman...luqman..how will i survive without luqman?adoi.

upu?

Dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda TIDAK BERJAYA
dalam permohonan kemasukan ke IPTA Sesi Akademik 2007/2008

damnit.unfair.
i qualified the minimum qualification ok?kenapa tak dpt???
urgh i hate this.

and i dont understand why some of them yang with the gempak² result didnt get in.kinda...weird.

ya TUHAN,tabahkanlah hambaMu ini supaya dpt mengharungi dugaa²Mu..amiin..

fuyoh(in a sarcastic way) i will fly to mesir to study dentistry!-_____-"
takde care lain ke salain itu?

i dont want to leave my mum and luqman alone!!

haiz..bertawakal..

UPU??

oh oh!!!
i read today's newspaper and they said that spm leavers can check their UPU results tomorrow!!OMG OMG OMG!!i'm so cuak now!i'm cuak-er than yesterday!!OMG OMG OMG!!

i hope that i'm selected to any asasi pergigian..i really really do!!

let's just pray for the best,people!!
but,prepare for the worst..

i've prepared my mind to accept whatever the results will end up.InsyaAllah i wont get emo when i receive the bad news.

I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A DENTIST!!

hari jumaat nan indah.

aunty nolly called this morning and asked us to go to her house immediately.so,we did.
and guess what?aunty nolly said she were frying the banana and she saw this kalimah appear..


walaupun dari kiri ke kanan..tapi tetap nampak juge!


i zoomed it to get a closer look





aunty nolly asked me this question..
'hannah cuti panjang ni takde boyfriend ke?'

hahahahahahahahaha...tak bleh bla betul!


AND!!
i found out that this girl that mak always puji alot dapat program matriks 2 tahun.and she got 8A1 from 16 subjects that she took.apparently her 8 A s tu bukannya yang untuk yang subjects penting2 tu! haha..mak's face were in complete shock when i told her that!haha...tu la...berlagak lagi 8 A1..pergh...

mantap kujo!

i had splendid mantap kujo time with hani all day today.we went to unfortunately kajang je.but it was still fun.we laughed a lot!i bought a new shirt and a pair of shoes.and i met loads of my juniors in kajang!!OMG i miss them so much!!hari ini merupakan hari ketenangan yg terbaik!!hani and i really wanted to spend time together since we were facing HUGE problem last week and we had a very very emotional week last week,so,today was the hari ketenangan day!the BEST hari ketenangan ever!!haha..




fitting room.


for those who breaks our heart,we've survived!!!we're not as fragile as u think!!

and we tried new stuff like we sms-ed by using this new public icc public phone in kajang.damn kacak la that phone!!i love it so much!haha.
and metro has new toilet!!!OMG it's like a 5 star toilet!i cant imagine how ugly the toilet used to be last year when i looked into the new one.

the rest are still the same.the same old kajang.the kodi kajang.haha.

harini hari mantap kujo!!

p/s:take my test please..let's see how well do you know me..hehe..

winshen knows me well!!!he answered 8 Qs correctly!OMG i didnt know that he knows me THAT well!!dude,i've told u i'll love u more after this!!haha..

letto's ruang rindu song is so nice!

seribu tahun.

Artist : Imran Ajmain

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini
Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sentiasa setia

Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia

Adakah engkau tahu... ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti... ini untuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini... yeah...
Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sentiasa setia

Jangan putus harapan... sentiasa setia......



a beutiful song from imran ajmain.meremang bulu roma!!menusuk kalbu betul!agagagaga..

tak sihat!!

oh!oh!i didnt feel well today!!
i had a major stomach ache!kak ngah explained to me why i got the stomach ache..from asid what to kelenjar what to what ubat should i take..and i acted as if i understand every single word.and -____-" this look appeared on my face.so,i slept all day!imagine how heaven it is to sleep all day without mak scream to wake me up and i didnt feel weak for some sort of fever.it's just hurt when i'm trying to get up and i didnt have the mood of eating today. i've been surrounding with doctors!i have 2 doctors in home.and 2 of my cousins are doctors.and those aunties sons and daughters are doctors!no more doctors please.pening ok?completely tak faham those medical terms they use everytime they hang.and we were like..ha?oh..ok.and...
-___________-"

and so..
syaf and ean visited me just now.and we hanged for like an hour..we did some ingat semula zaman² sekolah.it was fun!syaf told me something that made me laugh hardly.she said i looked differen.she said that i 'dah kurus.'and i was like..
woi aku turun 1 kilo je okeh??jgnlah ckp mcm drastik sangat!!
and this face -_________-" appeared again!!

i am so worried about UPU.i dont think that i can get it.i mean it's tough to get in!everybody with excellent results applied for it.so,i say the chances of me getting in is...slightly none.OMG.UPU..tolonglah dapat.if not,i have to go to mesir.it's not that i didnt like it there.it's like the only chance for me to study abroad kan?tapi leaving mak and luqman alone at home kinda saddened me.i mean,if i go to local university,i can come back home and visit them frequently.either way,i have to sacrifice something to pursue my dream of becoming a dentist.so,mesir or local university,here i come!

saya mahu makan kimchi...atau sashimi...mahu try!

hey..

1st of all i want to tell everyone that i'm getting better from this heartbreak stuffs.but i still cant listen to kaer's songs or look at kaer's pictures.it made me feel like..urgh!!there's this one day i tried to listen to kaer's song.and it ended up with me crying...again..so..no kaer's songs or pics at the moment please..

a friend of mine told me that i've been frustrated too much as if i was putus cinta and he told me that..
'kau ni kan hannah..ade bf esok..kalau break nanti aku rase setahun baru elok kot?'

another friend of mine told me that..
'weih hannah,ko takyah ar ade bf..kang seksa aku tengok kau kang..ini pon mcm tak bermaya..'

BUT IT'S KAER OK??BUKAN BUDAK LAKI BIASA!

someone made me smile last sunday and her name is nur amira.yes.kak ina's daughter.we've visited her since she just got back from the hospital due to lung infection..what a tough girl she is!she's just 11 months old and she survived from the infection.yeay amira yeay!and the thing that she made me smile is that she only wanna play with me and she cried when mak or luqman or kak ngah come near her.
that really really really made me happy!and i really really wanted to laugh like this..
'muahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha...IN UR FACE!' that day but i didnt.i just smiled sinis-ly to them.
and amira made me eat on that day.i had speggheti on that day.thanks amira.mak lang owes you alot!

i went to my kampung today with tiada perasaan.as usual.nobody's bother me at all when we were in the car on our way to kampung except cikde who sometimes asked me something.and nenek is here now.so i have to do everything la now.kak ngah dont have to do anything.luqman jangan criter la pemalasnye..argh!kembali geram sebentar.

hey everybody..
please pray for me..
doakan saye dpt upu uia pergigian please.
amiin..


hannahsahimiisbackbutstillcantlistentokaer'ssongsorseekaer'spicsthat
willmakehercry.
sheneedtimetoforgeteverything.t h a n k y o u.

i did it again.

i did it again today.i cried again.OMG i hate crying.but i dont know how to stop it.
we were in the car on our way to the kubur and everybody is talking to everybody except they didnt talk to me.as if i was invisible.and they were talking about me.right in front of my face.as if i cant hear anything.gosh!i hate this!

kak ngah wants to go to this concert with mawi as the main performer and mak said ok.OMG kenape aku takleh lupe perkara ni????????siot betul aku benci!benci!benci!

i miss arwah ayah.he used to ask me wether or not i'm ok in the car while others were talking.arwah ayah used to hold my hand sebab suke² while we were in the car.i miss hugging ayah if i feel like crying without him noticing that i wanted to cry at that moment.i miss kissing ayah's cheek for saje².i miss ayah who always call me names like jenahak or kak langkawi or twenty p.even though the names are lame but it's special.neither kak yong,kak ngah or luqman have names like that.ayah didnt give them any special names.ayah always made me feel special.i miss you,dad.u're the greatest dad in the whole wide world.i love you.Al-fatihah.

ya TUHAN,aku tahu ini adalah lagi satu dugaan.aku akan tabah mengharunginya.aku berdoa utk yang terbaik.amiin.

no eating equals to happy life.

i have a theory.a really good one.no eating equals to happy life.i woke up this morning and i was menggigil.i nearly fainted but i quickly went to the kitchen and drink some water.after subuh,i had milo and three keping of breads which made the gigil stopped,Alhamdulillah.but things gone bad.ustazah scolded me for the wrongs that i did in my quran recitation.i dunno y,but i recited teribbly today.i didnt makan hati for ustazah's lecture but the day gone from bad to worse.

i went to alamanda today and kak ngah suddenly asked me about kaer.so i told her that kaer called whatsoever.then kak ngah suddenly said'nak jumpe kaer!nk jumpe'.kalau nak jumpe apsal aku suruh kau pujuk mak kau taknak ha?siot betul tak gune!TAK GUNE BETUL!serious tak gune.as if la mak nak dgr sngat pujukan aku?palotak kau!betul² la tak bleh diharapkan langsung!urgh!!!!!!!

then kak ngah treat me mcd.mcd tasted tawar for me.everything is tawar.the burger,the french fries,the milo ais.i didnt finish it but it already made me feel full.and we went jalan² looking for barang dapur.and luqman made me angry.dah tahu aku takde mood,kau nak carik gaduh ngan aku apsal?so,i pinched him.pinched sikit je.sekali je.dahh nak nangis.then kak ngah scolded me,and we got home,mak scolded me.so,yeah.food equals to emosi.yeah.so i should stop eating.i should have let myself menggigil and didnt do any actions about it.that would make everybody happy right?

GOD,why are u torturing me?

cis!

i woke up today and i wanted to forget everything and start a new day.but i think i have THE MOST unfair,weird,mean mum in the whole wide world!dah la tak kasi aku jumpa kaer..sukan pon tak kasi pergi..maybe she just wanna let me die with boredom in home.argh!

bodoh betul la..life is so unfair!!life is full of lies.i hate lies.i hate everything now.i hate people.i hate animals.call me emo but that's what i am now.geez...thanks,mum.

yea.kaer did called me.kalau call baik aku takyah vote berlambak²!sampai tangan lenguh²!baik aku call je die mase die onair.call sgt senang.everybody pernah call kaer!I WANT TO MEET HIM!not listen to him!kalau dengar je,baik aku bukak cd dgr berjuta² kali!dah la cakap beberapa saat je.urgh.i hate 26/4.i dont want to get married on 26/4.I'M NOT HAPPY.i'm so not happy.it's just sooo unfair!

and,i hate crying.oh GOD,please stop this.i cant handle it anymore!

i drove over hadlaju today.i drove 80 km/h in a 40 km/h road.it made mak scream.but i dont care.i dont even listen to her.i just drive as if the road is mine.lepaskan geram!yeah!i should do it more often for i'm now full of grudge and anger living in a house like a prisioner!

luqman wants to go out and buy new shirts and mak said ok.boleh plak bersuka²????????kalau hannah,tak bleh je la????unfair gile!

currently staying as far as i could from any of kaer songs.any of kaer pics.it made me feel sad.and i'm staying away from food too.so,yes,mum..I AM THAT SAD!get it?i didnt even eat her nasi lemak yesterday.and she asked me wether or not i eat it.and i didnt answer any of her questions.till now.maybe will be continue until i decided to get married 6 years later.so mum,be surprise if i talk to u after 6 years.


emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.

stop it please.

i'm not ready to be nice.i'm not ready to be happy.i'm not ready to be jumpy.i'm not ready to be tolerance.

stop coming to me with ur problems.stop judging my new friends.stop telling me to do what.stop asking me to solve ur couple's problem.i'm a normal human being.i deserve to be angry.i deserve to cuss once in awhile.

stop being fake.stop telling me that 'i wish i could help.'if u dont want to help,if u dont want to listen,just say it!just say it that u're selfish.TELL ME THAT U DONT EVEN CARE.i lent my ears to listen to ur problems.i lent my streght to help u.i lent my brain to help u solve ur problems.i lent my ideas to u when u need some.y cant u lend me some of urs?WHY ARE PEOPLE BEING SO SELFISH?SO PARANOID?

so,stop coming to me.stop sms me for awhile.i need an alone time.yes,i'm being emotional.but,stop judging me.

stop asking me wether or not i'm ok.stop asking me wether or not i'm fine with everything.I'M NOT OK!.if u get the chance to meet an actor/actress or a singer that u hang his/her poster on ur door and bought everything that have to do with him/her and supproted him/her all day,but u cant go,will u be ok with it?i wanna see if u're ok with it.SO,I'M NOT OK.I WILL NEVER BE OKAY UNLESS a brain surgoen come to me and make this memory dissapear.maybe i will be fine by then.

do not disturb me for awhile.i need an alone time.i cant handle with pressures.i dont do well with solving my own problems.maybe i'll end up being the shooter that killed 32 people in virginia.maybe i'll shoot everybody including myself.yeah,maybe i can do that.since now,i'm in the jail with pressures and problems.yeah.maybe i'll do that.

YES,i really like him.i've voted for him since the year 2003.yet,i doesnt deserve this once in a lifetime opportunity,right?maybe i should stop liking someone.maybe i should stop loving someone.by doing that,maybe i could get the things that i wanted so bad.YEAH.MAYBE I SHOULD DO THAT.

STOP blaming me for ruining my eyes for crying about this.stop telling me to take care whatsoever.i'm sad.I'M DEEPLY SAD.and i'm doing what people do when they're sad.i dont care if i got sick.who asked u to not allowing me to go?padan muka lah if ur third daughter suddenly got a fever.PADAN MUKA SANGAT.

p/s: do not disturb me for a few days.i will tell u whenever i feel better.and dont blame me for didnt reply any of ur phone calls or any of ur messages.I NEED AN ALONE TIME!

hadapi dengan senyuman???

hadapi dengan senyuman-dewa.

Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi .
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... Kan baik baik saja

Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah .
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah

Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang

i'm currently trying hard to hadapi this mak didnt allow me to go to meet my dear kaer dgn senyuman.URGH!MAK IS SOOOO UNFAIR!!!

ESOOOKKKK...

my muffin is already finished before i give it to kaer!OMG luqman ni makan banyak betul la!yang blueberry pon dia sapu.cis budak bertuah ni!buncit kang..mcm jfk!haha..
so mcm takde mase nk beli tepung itu..cis la..urghhh!!!

KAK NGAH DAH BALIKKK!!!!yeay!still working on convincing mak to let kak ngah drive us tomorrow.tapi mak asyik takde je dari pagi..hadoih..MAK...PULANGLAH..

tomorrow.
26.4
xfresh.fm
9 pm.

the muffin man?the muffin man!

mak and luqman left me alone at home to cikde's yesterday thinking that hani and i gonna bake the muffins.but,there were some changing of plans and we didnt bake them yesterday.and i was so frustrated that i've cleaned the whole house!and mak came home without babling about how a girl left alone at home didnt do any cleaning to the house.yay me!haha.

so,we baked the muffins today.and it turned out to be..beautiful!i'm a good baker!we are the muffin men!muahahahaha..err...the muffin girls to be exact.whee~.it's easy to bake the muffins.especially when the tepung is already done with the mixture.we bought the ready tepung je.and we added some eggs,oil,and water.hahahaha..senang!30 mins je dah siap.haha.bijak!

we were thinking of baking more muffins tomorrow!at least i didnt get bored doing nothing at home..i have muffins to bake!haha.

i'll meet kaer on the 26th of april!not 25th!!OMG thank you abg rizal!!tak tahu la apa akan jadi kalau pergi ke astro pada 25 haribulan.mesti geram nak mati.26th people!26th!this thursday!OMG!gahahaha..




currently solving another couple's problem.

these walls.

mak suddenly asked me to drive the kembara when we were on our way to the kubur.she said,balik nanti drive lah.n i was like..ha??mak,lesen tak bawak la..i actually dont want to drive the car today since i didnt drive it for a week.i bet my driving skill has become worse and mak will started to scream loudly again.And...
it turned out to be true..
for my mum,my driving skill sucks.but the good thing is that nobody honked me!!everybody honked me when the 1st and 2nd time i drove the car.haha.for mak,i cant drive by my own yet.she said she'll only allow me to drive alone when i reach 21.err...mak,to make things clear...i'm still new in driving the kembara.i only drive it 4 times.and i want to drive it by my own NOW!not,another 3 years!OMG kak ngah,please come home as soon as possible!!!
But i drove it without mak's directions.i mean,i went right or left without mak scream KANAN!!!or KIRI!!..she only screamed...BREK!!..or ORANG!!!..or..KERETA!!!.
-__-" ..i envy xinwei.her parents allow her to drive by her own a week after she passed her jpj test.and her driving skill is very very similar to the 18 year old girl.CIS!!

i watched the movie called three times in kirana just now.the stroy was about a couple in three generations.kinda cute.but it's also kinda bores me.they didnt talk much.they just express they emotions.and they were loads of songs in it.kinda reminds me of yasmin ahmad's film.three times used loads of hokkien.n i dont know any other hokkien words except NIAMA,BO LIAO,XIA SUI,and XIANG AR?..so,didnt really understand what they said.coz the subtitles are also confusing.but overall,i gave it 7 from 1 to 10 scale.i recommend it to all.you guys should watch three times in kirana.grab ur astro guide to know the next date that they'll air it again.

oh!time to bake the muffins with hani!will update about it soon!whee~..

moody.

my day today started with very emotional day.i've cleaned all the windows and apparently that wasn't good enough for mak.but i dont really mind.but i told her that i'll do it tomorrow.so,i WILL do it tomorrow.don't have to worry about it,mak.

i dont get her sometimes.one time,she'll be extra nice,another time she'll be not in mood 24/7.i dont think it's about PMS.she's been like this for three weeks now.and i have to be tough to face every words that kinda...erm...mean..that she throw to me.

things changed from bad to better today with hani's call saying that my kodi laptop is ready to be use(and i'm using it now,cause the screen is not blue,like my pc.).i'm happy to enjoy the colourful world of alam maya!!haha.

and,syaf dropped by today and i had a BIG laugh with her.we found out that those two girls that we hated soo much didnt get selected to matriculation.which was a good sign cause syaf told me that she kept dreaming about them.which was scary cause you dont know how mean they can be!OMG,please dont let any of my friends be their friend.believe me,they can do anything to destroy anybody!ok.enough about that.

so,konsert AF this week brought in some kelainan.by that kelainan means..it bores me.watching those so called 'bintang senior' talking and those unnecessary clips bores me to tears.i mean there's no use of showing those clips.maybe the talking is bagus la.tapi,banyak sangat.i believe that if they cut off the clips ang the talking part..the show should be end like just in half an hour je.but i heart dafi's perfomance!dafi did well in the song!OMG,he even pronounced the mandarin words like 60% perfect!a job well done,dafi!i love u..(this week je la..haha).and,aizat's perfomance was the best tonight.kudos given to him.he deserved it.but i hope he'll not be too proud about it.people hate that attitude.so,i'm happy with today's concert.

so,that's about it.kinda not in the mood of blogging today.i had a moody day with my family.kinda think of it.I NEED TO GO OUT AND HANG WITH FRIENDS!i cant do well with pressures!oh God,please say mak will let me hang with my juniors on monday.PLEASE!

berdua lebih baik.

i cleaned up the windows yesterday!but only half of them la.very tiring u know?n mak was the one who told me to stop.so,i stopped!haha.but she went extremely angry.because i didnt clean up the rest of the windows.
-______-" .semalam kate tak payah???adoih.but i told her that i'll do it tomorrow.harini panas la.malas.haha

oh.i dont understand why couples keep cari me for solving their problems.i mean.hello?i dont have any experience in this matter!ask anybody else!but noooo,they still find me for that.so now i'm in the middle of solving one couple's problem.pening sudah.

i watched wakenabeb yesterday.honestly,it was the first time i watch the 2nd season ok?haha.i think the 1st season was wayyyyy better.that's my opinion la.but yesterday's pija prank was like gila la tak bleh bla!hebatttt...simbah² air.gaha.and i watched KAER in thursday nite live.OMG he's soooo cute!kaer,mari rabu makan muffin!hehe..

i'm now in love with JOHN MAYER!haha.lagu die sedap.sedap mcm gula²!

feeling kodi and perut tak best.

mak didnt allow me to go to the gathering.

mak said..
tak sehat lagi..tak payah la..

asked again,and she said...
siape nak hantar??

told her that i'll be following my friend,and she said..
budak² drive malam² tak selamat..tak payah la..

and i cried..i cried so badly that i've fallen asleep.dont blame me for crying.i miss my school!i miss my classmates!i miss them!i miss bullying them!i miss laughing so hard in class that people could tell and figure out that thatlaugh is my trademark laugh.OMG.I MISS EVERYTHING!!including the time when everybody will group up together and started to gossip.i miss hang out with pn eng!OMG i bet she'd delivered her baby by now.i miss arguing which is the best football team or whose the best F1 driver with win shen and his gang.i even miss the kodi radio yu hua.i miss chinese songs!that explains why i kept playing chinese songs in my myspace page.so,dont blame me for crying.

pak andak and mak andak came today.to simplify everything..pak andak told me to just go for the egypt thing.forget matriks.but,if i suddenly became the luckiest girl and the upu thing give me the courses that i love,i should go for upu instead.OMG.pening.

kak ngah rocks!she said she'll accompany me to astro!now,i dont have to worry about transportation.kak ngah is coming home on the 24th of april!yeay!and she'll definitely teach me kembara and will tell mak that i can drive on my own now!gaha kacak!kak ngah rocks!kak ngah,if u're reading this,I LOVE U!hahahahaha..

tak kacak.

i went to the medicglobal today.n now only have to wait for the offer letter.i'm now in a dilemma.dont know which to choose.i pretty sure in my last post i was so confident with my decision that i'll only attend the matrkulasi for 2 to 3 months.but after that,mak came home and told me about other people's experience.she told me that her friend's daughter has completed 3 years of medical degree in moscow,russia..she doesnt really like studying there and wanted to continue the rest 2 years here.BUT,since she dont have any a-level or matriculation or stpm qualification(similar to my case,kita terus buat degree),the government cant help her.even the private colleges cant do anything about it.so her mother said she's sending her to indonesia to complete all 5 years of medical course.in conclusion,if i wanna go to egypt to furthering my studies,there's no more turning back.i mean,i have to complete all 5 years of my degree programme there.tak kisah if i dont like the place.i cant suddenly come back and continue my studies without entering any a-level programmes.paham ke apa aku merepek ni??

so,i'm in a dilemma.because i dont know how is egypt like.damnit.it's so unfair.
but,the people from medicglobal told me that,there's nothing to worry about.i'll love it there.huh.pening.

i dont feel really well today,so i've skipped my driving practice sesion with mak.i hope that i'll get extra well tomorrow!

yipee!

i've been selected!gahahahaha..

Tahniah! Anda telah ditawarkan ke Program Matrikulasi,
Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia.

gahahaha...n i got selected to KOLEJ MATRIKULASI MELAKA(KMM)..the same place that kak ngah went to 4 years ago.

sudah tahu jawapan matrikulasi!sedang tunggu jawapan UPU.sekarang macam 60% perasaan ke egypt.(sebab matriks susah)..tgk la kalau UPU bg jawapan yg macam mane..gaha..

i went to JPN today.i've waited for almost 2 hours to collect my cabutan sijil kelahiran.sistem lambat la ape la..and i became really stressed with the people behind me kept talking non stop..talking about how succesful they are..how their spm results are..how the can go study abroad and have to renew their passport..n i was like..apekejadah kau nak berlagak kat sini??..sgt memeningkan kepala.

one word to describe today's medicglobal interview : KELAKAR.haha.

have to go to medicglobal again tomorrow!hadoih.

i've decided that i'm going to the matrikulasi for approximately 3 months before i fly to egypt.

ps:niksu,kita sama!gahahahaha...








boleh carik garing.

007

i had fun yesterday!!
yesterday was husna's 18th birthday.so,we've planned to have a surprise birthday party.it was held at the palma cafe in pkns bangi at 9pm.palma cafe is the 2nd best place to hangout after bangi kopitiam,here in bangi.but the plan doesnt go really well.apparently shai dont know how to keep husna stay in one place and husna suddenly got all merajuk and wanna go back home immediately.so we called her up and completely spoilt the surprise la kan..buat penat je aku berpeluh² tunggu 'line clear' tepi tangga yang busuk berbau rokok tu!siot betul.tapi husna still surprised with us all suddenly terkeluarkan kepala panggil dia naik atas andddddddd....the best pak cik ever who sang the birthday song for her free of charge.with the mic and the keyboard..made her tears rolled over.gahahaha...it was fun!should do it more often..except the busuk bau rokok part la..gaha.


husna(the birthday girl) and her bf,shai.


us girls.


boys.

the party end at 10.30pm.then we jalan² to ean's house.syaf drove the car.i was like..i want to drive the car!!but they all were like..tak nampak la!jangan..doh.dengki!cis!syaf's driving skill is very similar with mine..i wonder why mak still didn't allow me to drive alone yet.grrr....geram sungguh la~..but nevermind,i'll practice more often!kembaraku yg membara..bersabarlah anda~..i arrived home at 11pm and everybody was asleep.doink betul.

my cousins,my anak sepupus,cikde and pak ude slept overnight here.but due to the kodi astro angah arman's family have to leave early.he said:'ada meeting pukul 9 nanti!'...palotak hang!grrr...along's family tak jadi spent the night here with same reason..'astro kau tak gune arr...'...ek eleh...angah arman came here yesterday with his so called 'magic' fingers to repair the kodi astro but end up with absolutely nothing except a technician's phone number.baik takyah,angah!cis!harapan palsu.

the technician came this morning and our astro is fully recovered from any illness!yeay.according to the technician,the piring eventually disambar petir.and we were like...OH~...and we watched the ulangan of konsert akademi fantasia at 1.30 pm.

i had fun these two days!i've cooked.and it turned up to be hangus.but angah still said it was nice though!so mak,somebody just compliment my cooking skill!big heart to angah arman!!gaha.i've played with the little ones.oh!heaven!


kema and i

i have to go to JPN tomorrow..and to medicglobal..and to aunty sarah's house..got to meet aunty ani!!yeay!really hope that she'll go.gahahahahaha.(segan)

ps:
i need new shoes!!!i really² need new shoes as soon as possible!!new bag also.and shades!grrrrrr...

kebosanan maksima

kebosanan maksima!!

astroku kodi tahap kritikal!

which means...i cant watch any of my favourite tv shows!damnit la..

and now i'm getting bored staring the monitor..which is (the monitor) becoming kodi-er everyday.i have a blue screen.a completely blue screen that's making me sleepy everytime i stare it.and the pink is turning blue.red is completely black.so,i cant enjoy the colourful world of alam maya.fcuk.

so,tomorrow...is yet to decide..i think i'll be extra extra gigantic bored so,i have to go out and meet people!oh rakan² marilah berjumpa!aku rinduuu!!!!!!!!!!!

mari berdansa.

i am sooooooooo happy!!!

mak didnt scream!!doh best gile..jap..ade sikit...sikit je jeritan.haha..petanda bagus kan?kan?kan?muahahahahaha..kembara kacak doh!wangiii...kembara yang membara!haha..

but,i drove the car without bringing my license!and mak also didnt bring hers.and ada polis tahan kereta².and i got freaked out!i was like..omg..1st time langgar peraturan doh!!bangga!!tapi cuak takut kena tangkap.luckily,the policeman only tahan lelaki².and i'm a gadis.so,THANK GOD FOR THAT!!gahahahahaha.tapi kacak gile la tak bawak lesen!hahaha...

currently waiting for 1.30 pm so i can watch pride and prejudice...again...and again..haha..ok chow!

tiada prektis

no driving practice session today.

it made me feel sad.mak told me that tiada prektis harini kerana bangun lewat.which was not really true.i woke up early tau?8 something but i'm so malas to get up from the cossy bed.so,i went back to sleep.akhirnye,i woke up at 9 something.and mak is already in front of the sewing table and sewing curtains.which was the sign of..'u're not going to drive the car today,i'm busy with works.'..aiyak!apsal la tak bangun je tadi??adoi!

therefore,i have to wake up extremely early tomorrow so that i can practice the kembara and i can drive alone as soon as possible.plus,learn how to drift with cikgu haziq.haha.

i was surfing the net and i found this...

Mak: Along..nak pegi kedai ker?

Along: Yer,mak nak kirim ape2 ker?

Mak: Sos cili dh hbs..tolong beli sebotol..

[along memandang topi keledarnye..]

Along: xpayah larh pakai..dekat jer..

10 minit kemudian...

Adik: Mak2,ade kemalangan tadi..sos cili tumpah macam darah...

Mak: Sos cili?

Adik: Mak,along mane mak?

Mak: ALONG!?SOS CILI!?

Adik: Ape bau busuk nie mak?

Mak: Along?

Along: Sorry lar mak..sos cili tertumpah tadi..motor along hmpr2 kne langgar dgn lori najis tadi.....habis tumpah sos cili...


MORAL:

KALO NAK SOS CILI...
CALL MCDONALD DI TALIAN
1-800-1313
SETIAP PEMBELIAN MAKANAN AKAN
DISERTAKAN
DGN SOS CILI PERCUMA

ngahahahahaha....

emosi dah ni.

a driving practice session today.

i dont know what's wrong with me.mak said left,i turned right.and i got mad when mak said i turned the wrong side.i was really sure that my right is left.maybe i just woke up and i was having the blur baru bangun dari tidur moment.

i was a bit more relaxed when i drive the kembara today.which is good....kan?...kan?
the roads need major make over!i cant see the lines!where're those lines?how do i suppose to know where to stop if i dont know where the fcuking line is?oi jabatan kerja raya!buat line tu lekas!!!aku tak nampak!!pastu aku kene marah sebab berenti jauh sgt.kau punye pasal la!jkr busukk..

i went to hani's immediately after i got home from the practice session..away from mak's BERHENTI!!! scream...away from mak's KIRI!!KIRI!! scream..it made me feel very emotional tau?haha..so i went there to give kak ngah's husband(i dont know how to spell his name) my kodi laptop to be repaired.hoorayy!!

i met mohd akmal hanif today!i enjoyed watching him sleeping.but i hate it when he started to poo..haha..hanif,jangan poo depan aunty hannah lagi,ok?busuk..haha..

faiz bought this motorola flip phone that only cost RM280!and it is so damn kacakkkkkkkk!but takde kamera,takde mp3,takde infrared,takde bluetooth.TAPI ADE RADIO!!ITU PALING PENTING!!tapi,patutkah saye beli?

didodoididodoididodoi.

aunty leha,uncle jamilin n wife,makyong and pak yeop came today.makyong and aunty leha asked me about my spm results and what course do i want to study.i was like.'ok je.alhamdulillah.'and..

aunty leha:'jgn ckp ok!spm is nothing.'

makyong:'sebenarnye orang yang banyak² bukannya pandai.diorang paksa jadi pandai.yang average² yang bijak.'

aunty leha:'malaysia ni sbenarnye pressure students ni supaya dapat banyak A,kat US takde mcm tu pon.'

makyong:'tgk la kalau nak biasiswa kena semua A jugak!pressure betul.'

and i was like...THANK GOD ADE ORANG PAHAM!!!!!

n ouh.farha,fatin and noni dah keluar pulak.skali keluar 3 terus pulak.AF kodi lah.adoi.shawalku perfomed baiikkk!part terakhir mcm kasi meremang bulu roma.i even like dafi's didodoididodoididodoi song.sgt best chorus dia.

cant wait for 25th april 2007!nantikan~haha..
pastikan anda tune 103.0 fm pada pukul 9 malam pada tarikh di atas~haha.

baiklah rakan², tatau nak blog ape dah.somebody sedekahkan aku RM2000 please.

princess hours

princess hours

the best korean drama i've ever watched!tapi dah habis dah.nak nanges.huwaaaa.sesiape yang kaye,kacak,wangi,tabah,dan hebat,sile lah dermakn saye cd drama ini.

huwaaaa

NAK NANGIS~
mak said i'm a lousy driver~
mak told me that i cant really drive~
mak said i cant drive yet till i have confidence yang tinggi~ (confidence lagi?)
kembara busukkk!!!kembara tinggi!!!tak reti~tak reti~
kembara busukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~
tak reti drive auto~
tak reti~
tak reti~
sape mahu ajar saye???
sedih~~
kak ngah,cepatla balikkkkk
kak yong,lekas la pulang~
mak cikgu yang garang~
kene marah sampai nak nangis~
wahai kakak kakak ku yang baik dan jelita~
pulang lekasssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

high.cloud 9.

i had so much fun yesterday!i was sooooo high.hani and i went to the mid valley to shop for something and to pre-book the harry potter and the deadly hallows.we met niksu,zati and atheera there.it was like some kind of gathering thing la.haha.

zati belanja!hehe.hani and i had gold-o-choc at delifrance and we were high!so high that we could reach the 9th cloud.haha.and we did some crazy gile tak bleh bla stuff.we took atheera's esprit bottle and poured the manis-est root beer i ever drank in it.and we drank it.and we acted as if we were drunk.best gile.haha.and other stuff that i'm so malas to mention it here but i wrote it in my diary.haha.



we were high.



shisha terbaik!haha.


atheera,zati,niksu,hannah,hani

the root beer and zati's strawberry thingy were so manis that i was like..soo terlebih gula..even zati and atheera were like..korang ni dah kritikal!haha.kodi.niksu left early though.kodi la niksu!sampai rumah pukul 8 mlm.and mak was soo sporting and didnt scold me for coming back late.love u,mak!

remind me NOT TO GO TO KL WITH (abg)FAIZ EVER EVER EVER AGAIN!!

in real happy mood.

finally!the telekom guy came and did his magic and the phone cable is wired back to it's place again.seriously,those monkeys are pissing me off.they were the ones who made the cable putus-ed and i cant use the phone or even go online.nak berlagak pon tak boleh.pergh~

did i ever tell u that life without internet is sangat membosankan?especially when u're an spm leaver and u have no job plus u dont have anything else to do and u have nothing except radio, tv and the princess diaries book.adoi.

i passed my 2nd jpj test.i gave the tester a smile when he called my number,i gave him salam when i shut the door.i checked everything.then,i started gelabah.there was a bukit,and i remembered everything that cikgu ali(cikgu baru and my last cikgu for the belajar memandu thingy...he's hot.hotter that abg faizal.muahahahahaha) taught me.but,i didnt really press enough minyak and i'm fast enough to act quickly by pulling the brek tangan.and i was like...die,i'm not going to pass this thing again.but the tester was extremely nice and told me that 'takpe..takpe..boleh lagi..'what a relief!thank you!thank you!THANK YOU PAK CIK!!!

damnit my myspace kena spam yang gile tak bleh bla!i've changed the password like gazillion times,but i still kena spam!what the heck?macam ni..main friendster lagi bagus.pergh...

did i mention that our gang actually won the RM1000??yes.geng botol susu won the rm1000!!but jfk actually lied to me.at first he called and he said..'nanti i'll call u back and i tanya apa nama penuh i.'..i was like..ok.senang ni!but when he called me back and asked me to hold n he didnt ask me the same question pon...i was like...ek eleh...but we won right?hahahahahaha...

so,everybody is willing to belanja me.muahahahaha.macam princess.but i dont know why bat wants to belanja me.i mean,i just saja je suruh dia belanja but he said he's kesian me and he willing to belanja me.i was like.ok!rezeki jangan ditolak.but bat,when ha?hahahahahahahaha..and akmal is also going to belanja me.coz i passed the jpj test.what orang tua said:'rezeki jangan ditolak!'haha..and some of my friends pon nak belanja.wahh!!!indah betul dunia!!!hahahahahaha...but,i have to belanja luqman coz he said i must belanja him if i lulus my jpj test.n i was being such an idiot agreed with him.so,i have to spend like my own money to belanja him either kfc or bangi kopitiam.-_-"

and oh!aunty ani(she's a datin,but she dont mind me calling her aunty..so,what the heck..)'s son,imran(not the one who terbakar and still in hospital) is now studying engineering in australia.kinda sad actually.adoi.only certain people je tahu why i'm sad.adoi la.

i cant wait till monday!!!and mak is sooo going to teach me how to drive the kembara.which is so hot.coz i'm now legally(not really...i have to wait till monday to be legal.aiyak!) to drive whatever car i want as long there's a P sign in it.haha.

ok.i'm getting bored.adios!

emotional

emotional moment.

last night.
i was chatting with ckl who got 7A and being effinly berlagak nak mampos!and i told him about what happened to my arwah ayah.And he said..ARE YOU KIDDING?what kind of person makes this serious matter a joke?and he said i fooled him because the 1st of april is near.i was like.OMG,YOU'RE SO EVIL THAT I THINK I'LL PUT YOU IN KANDANG HARIMAU AND LET YOU DIE.fuck!it spoilt my night!i burst into tears.damnit!i listened to kaer's izinku pergi song.lagilah menangis aku!bodoh betul!but it made me feel better.he's my hero.a friend of mine,fcb,scolded ckl for being so rude.he's my hero too!he even sent me some songs to make me feel comfortable.bat made me laugh again.after bersusah payah.thanks.mereka hero saya semalam.

aunty sarah came today.as usual,to advice me for my decision.i was like..i've made up my mind,so dont come and make it kusut again.and then came cikde and pak ude.who actually saved me from hearing aunty sarah babling about stuffs.mind you,she was a teacher.

had a blast moment playing with my anak sepupu.they're spending the night here.and they are sleeping now.so now i'm bored.haha.takpe.masih ada esok!

akademi fantasia.i thought people will start getting bored with this thing.i mean,last year's af was as lame as a donkey.a donkey?haha.and last week's concert was like karaoke competition.but,this week's concert is different la.the bahang is back.people has started to feel the demam af.i love dafi.i love him so much that i think i'll start voting for him.but,every time i start voting for someone,they wont win.that's what happened to kaer and diddy!hangus duit aku!kesian mereka.haha.

so basically,i have nothing to blog.but i'm bored coz all of my anak sepupu already went to sleep.haha.enjoy.

kaer lagi.

korg!!!!!

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DILEMA.TAKDE DAH.

i woke up this morning and mak told me that aunty nolly and uncle khalid wanted to meet me.so,the lazy me quickly took my bath and went down to meet them.and they advised me to think this and that before everything.like duh~that's what i've been doing this 2 weeks!adoi.so,aunty nolly said she prefer me to do dentistry in mesir.uncle khalid pulak told me that banyak cobaan belajar oversea ni!ok.i'm confused.

so,me n mak went to meet the agent today and paid the booking fee.i'm currently just waiting for the offer letter.but,if somehow my luck will change and i somehow get the ipta offer letter,i'll reconsider on which to take.either mesir or ipta.i have personal reasons laaa...malas nak cerite laa...

after that,we went to pasar tani and bought the usual barang dapur.oh.mak asked me to buy sawi kan?and i dengan tak malunye pergi tanye that uncle,'sawi yang mane?'hahaha...bagus tak?haha

then,we went home an i did the kemaskini all the ipta form,the jpa form,i finished filling the felda form and hujan came.with hujan,i went to the photocopy shop to photocopy the certs.and went to fetch luqman.with payung walking like a duck.and a cinapek pissed me off.grr.tak terkata geramnye!

later at night,we went to pak andak's house.met kak ina,abg ewan,abg khairul,azri and the reason i went to the house is.....kak ina's daughter,amira(not really la.I went there sbb nak pengesahan sijil.hehe.).finally,i'm here.harhar.

new words:
hannah: kacak,rapuh n bazooka.
niksu: wangi,syabas n pistol air.
amelin: kencang,membara n meriam.
haziq kasih: tabah n kereta kebal.
maput sayang: kemas.

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menjelma

kaer-menjelma.

jari jemari
menyusun tari,indah pesona
tiada tandinganya
dikaulah puteri yang bersemadi
dihati ini,namun hadirmu
kan tetap jadi misteri
di malam yang sepi kau hadir menjelma
memukau pandangan
mungkinkah ini nyata
di malam yang sepi kau hadir menjelma
ku tersenyum lalu tergoda
khayalanku kan bersamamu
menyulam cinta di hatiku
bayanganmu yang menghantui
biar bersama
sinar rembulan mengiring tari
di bawah pohon rendang menyelimuti
puteri misteri zaman berzaman memukau alam
setiap langkahmu buatku tertanya
di balik awan kan daku berlari
memetik bintang yang berseri
kan ku mengabdikan
menjadi lambang cinta

lagu:audi mok
lirik:kaer azami

pening

mak is confusing me.one moment she told me to apply this,do this,go there,it's good for you and some sort.another moment she told me to dont do it,what if this,what if that?i dont understand.should i burn the booking fee?honestly,i dont know.

being 18 sucks.i wish i could be younger.the time when the adults make the best decision for us and we just follow them without any objection.really,i miss that.now,we have to think.parents are only here to guide.not making decisions.at times,we argue with them.we've made ourselves anak derhaka.i miss being kanak-kanak riang.they have nothing to worry about.i'm so jealous with them.

i dont have any conclusion yet for this matter.i wish i could travel to the future and see wether or not i've made the best decision.or,dream about the future that surely could give me some hints on which decision to make?which college to choose?which dream to chase?for now,i really dont know.

maybe i should just perfom the solat istikharah.

bazooka.tak kemas.

hari penuh penungguan.(panjang ceritanye)

maput lembab doh.hahahahaha.

finally got the chance to meet niksu(ni aku selalu jumpe),haziq n maput.we had satay kajang di petang² hari.thanks for susah² datang kajang.hehe.best.

amelin,next time kita jumpa eh?haha.

aku taktahu nak tulis ape dah.haha.karang² kalau ada masa aku tambah.

p/s:
sesiapa yang tahu apa islamic development bank scholarship tu ape kejadahnye sila be kind bagitahu.

new word for today: BAZOOKA!

lagu baru: kaer-menjelma.

news.

KUTPM OFFER DENTISTRY DOH!!!~

pengumuman!

SAYA TAK CONFIRM LAGI KE MESIR ITU!MAK SAYA TGH CARI OPTION LAIN PULAK.MAYBE IPTA,MAYBE EGYPT.HARAP MAKLUM!AMELIN,I TAK CONFIRM LAGI OK?

edu fair

we(me,syaf,ghazali,husna,ariffah,ghan,syazwan n aizzat) went to education fair in klcc today.before we go,i met seeling at the ktm and she suddenly tukar plan.instead of following her cousin who she said she's not close with,she followed us.and we waited there at the ktm for almost 2 hours for husna to come.geram sikit la.

we had kfc when we arrived at KL SENTRAL.syazwan works in kfc and he has the voucher,but being effingly kedekut taknak belanja.they spent about 30 mins there.mmg melambatkan masa je.geram lagi sikit.


syazwan.iffa

we reached there,they suddenly wanted to watch Mukhsin.me and see ling was like...korg ni datang nak tgk edu fair ke nak suke²?me and see ling left them there and continued searching for private universities.ghazali bohong doh kate pameran ipta?!geram lagi.

to my surprise,there were loads of universities or colleges that's offering dentistry.and the minimum qualification for dentistry course is pretty low.swasta lah kan?there're loads of universities that's sending their students to either india or indonesia for the third till fifth year of dentistry.BUT,it'll cost much lesser if i study the same course in egypt.MUCH MUCH lesser.

we also searched for engineering courses.there's machatronic engineering course in GMI.but,we have to learn Deutsch before complete ur studies in germany.the study fees is completely free!i'm damn serious!see ling is considering on taking machatronic enineering.she's eagerly wants to go to germany.she's been learning some Deutsch lately.(or maybe she wants to meet her hero,klose?..hahaha).whatever it is,i had splendid time with see ling today.

dalam jutaan manusia tu,suddenly,i met fion,ker sinn,afiq and some former form six who i forgot the names.I was making fun of see ling and tried to search for the aimst booth,and see ling was left behind(she was standing in the middle of the road reading the map,and i was being high and loudly laughed at her..haha)and suddenly someone called my name..and it was afiq..i cant think at the moment..i was like..sape plak ni?..instead of saying hi,the first word that came out from my mouth was...bye.haha.


ghan.me

and oh.i met fion.she's going to berkhidmat untuk negara starting tomorrow.haha.so i gave her a big fat hug!tapi boleh jumpe pon.kat semenyih je..haha..

i took as many free pens i can get!i mean,i stole it kot.haha.me and see ling was like surveying the pens and went to the booths and filled the forms,talked abit.and ran away with the pens.gaha.SEGI college punye pen best doh.BESAR GEDABAK!haha.

see ling and i was talking in mandarin,right?and everybody was staring at me.and every chinese asked me the same question:'u can speak mandarin?'..duh~..habistu bahasa ape yang aku cakap?SEPAK KANG!

i was hoping to see niksu.sekejap pon jadilah.but,tak ada rezekilah.i have to go home.see ling have to go home.others?let them be.i'm so geram with them.sorry eh niksu?

syukri akan berkhidmat untuk negara~yeay!selamat berjaya!

p/s:
karwei told me that he saw me there.tak perasan.haha.

geram ar.

woi!aku tahu lah kau dapat 7A!yang nak berlagak sangat tu apsal?gelabah la woi!!!

mari bercerite:
i was chatting with him in MSN.he told me that he got 7As.suddenly,

ure not good in est meh?y ur bm dropped edi?

-_______-" geram sungguh.GERAM SANGAT!

mcmkan 7A tu bagus sangat.nak je bunuh budak tu!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

egypt

a hectic day i had..

cikde n cik andak came over.nenek dah ke pahang.everything settled.alhamdulillah.

talked to bat yesterday.surprisingly he wants to be a dentist too!he'll start next month.a private university in penang n kedah.congrats dude!

mak kate cost belajar dentistry di penang lebih mahal than belajar di mesir.so yeah,i've made my decision.i want to go to mesir.if the agent said there's still tempat for me.saya akan book esok.harap² masih ada tempat lagi.

1. i can learn bahasa arab pasar kalau saya ke mesir furthering my studies.the heaven's language.one of languages that arwah ayah once told us to kuasai.

2. and if i go to mesir,i'll imediately start my 1st year.i'll skip the pre-u program.and insyaAllah kalau result elok,i'll be a dentist when i reach the age of 23.lebih cepat daripada orang lain.haha.kacakk!

3. mak said i can come back!hahaha.kalau ada cuti panjang.yeye!boleh balik!yeye!kacakk betul!

so,i really hope that ada lagi tempat for me in this program.AMIN~

damnit la i'm bored!

not watching AF.not in the mood of following this year's AF.saya suke DAFI sahaja.others?biarlah mereka.ramai sangat pon!and everybody is talking at the same time.bingit betul.and, some of them are like...there's camera everywhere,i have to look pretty all the time.hell la.balik lagi bagus.

i logged in to blog at 9.00 pm..now,it's already 11.34 pm.n i already forgot what i wanted to blog.haha.nvm.recall.11.57pm.cant recall.i forgot everything!didnt feel like blogging.but AB n niksu said,blog je la!so here it goes.enjoy reading!haha.

minah jpj.

urgh!!!minggu ini memang minggu yang tak kacakk!!!i failed my JPJ test!i did well in bahagian II.terasa kacak.

i was the last person in bahagian III!imagine how you'll feel if u came damn early,dah passed bahagian II pon antara yang terawal,then u have to wait for EVERYBODY to finish!4 HOURS!bengang la kan!

minah jpj tu memang aku nak sumpah!CIBAI betul la minah jpj tu!i wanted to belok kanan, i saw kereta coming,but it was like way far lagi!so i beloked!then she stopped me.asked me to get out of the car and she sent me back to the track.tapikan,die bawak lagi bahaya!minah cibai tu bawak laju gile pastu ade lori kat depan die slambe je taknak slow down.sampai nak cium bontot lori tu baru tekan brek kuat2.minah cibai tu tak layak ar nak fail kan aku!cibai betul.kan aku dah banyak mencarut harini!pasal minah cibai tu la!urgh!!!aku tahu la kau nak balik kerje cepat2!aku yang bayar kau,buat ar kerje elok2!nak jadi contoh pon xbleh!dah la aku penat je menunggu macam dungu kat situ.cibai betul.baru drive 5 minit.bangang betul minah tu!geram!

jpj lelaki wayy better la!jpj lelaki tak kesah pon mcm mane orang drive!kimi drive lebih limit pon passed je.jpj lelaki rocks!jangan la tunjukkan muke kau kat aku lagi ye minah jpj.hopefully 27/3 ni kau bukan examiner aku.bla la!

MESIR.
i woke up today and mak suddenly asked me:'hannah nak pergi mesir buat dentistry tak?'

OF COURSE!
met the agent today.kalau cepat kasi dia documents,boleh la dpt tempat.kalau dpt tempat,akhir august saya fly~

p/s:
rupe kimi tu mcm rupe AB lah!kembar AB kot..tapi die lagi tampan dan kacak,LEBIH MATANG pulak tu!hahaha...shtum!
tapi terlupe amek no phone kimi yang kacakk tu.adoiii!die tersangatlah friendly!
saye dpt kawan baru!namenye faeeza.kami sama2 failed!haha.tapi die failed both bahagians!haha.

grkth

alhamdulillah.i've done my best.i should not be upset.i deserved it.i've tried my best.or should i say...padan muka kau hannah!haha.but i'm so proud that i got an A for biology.walaupun keputusan saya tak kacak,saya amat berbangge bio saye!haha.plus,i'm the only malay who passed mandarin..in my school.satu lagi yang saya bangge.

cine² hebat² betul!they jumped and screamed joyfully.congrats.

saya bangang BM.gaha.that's the truth.okay.too much information.saya TAKMAU bgtau di sini!amat mencemar maruah plak nanti.oh AB,kan betul saye ckp saye truk BM?tak caye?hahaha.mungkin salah tajuk.mungkinlah.memang pon salah tajuk!tajuk PLKN tu.PLKN ni mmg lah.haha.

papepon,i thanked GOD.syukur alhamdulillah.

i didnt cry tak berlagu today.maybe i wanted to cry,but i cant.niksu said last year orang average straight As,this year orang average macam kite.right!that's so true.last year,addmaths 15 markah dah A siot.damn busuk unfair!tak kacak langsung!

mak was....erm...maybe dissapointed...

mcm mane ni hannah?

and after like 10 minutes...

mcm mane ni hannah?

then,those aunties started to call.malu.segan.adoih.

mak said:'hani lagi bagus.'

ok.perbandingan lagi.silelah.saya terima dgn hati terbuka.akan ku buktikan nnti!next year cgpa 4 flat!ternganga semua org?saya berjanji akan berusaha ke arah itu!

p/s:
amelin,memang lah saye mat salleh!saye anak mat salleh!anak mohd salleh!
siape result die kacak,silelah belanje saye yg harini tak kacak ni.

ESOK TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cuak.

i still have....23 hours left to do nothing except cuak-ing.sangat takut.i repeat:SANGAT MEGA TAKUT!!

mak was talking with cikde on the phone.

'esok tanyelah khabar.tanye khabar hannah.'

dush!dush!tak perlulah susah² nak tanya khabar!

i have to attend my additional driving class tomorrow before i go to school to take that....you know what...therefore,i have to wake up real early tomorrow.adoih.i bet i'll drive badly tomorrow.

cant sleep last night.i just dozed off for a few hours.mengantuk!

back to Chill-lah di xfresh with kaer.
i'm leading with over 120 thousand votes.i am...what they called...tamak.haha.niksu is currently at the 2nd place with 79 thousand votes.

n,budak² NS 1st batch dah pulang..FOR REAL!yes!yes!gahaha.

syukri,nanti dptkan title wira negara tau!haha.
amelin,terima kasih malam tadi!
niksu,saya makin suka tompi.haha.

GOOD LUCK UTK MEREKA² YANG BAKAL MENGAMBIL SLIP GAJI 'ITU' ESOK!!TAHNIAH KEPADA YANG BERJAYA!

truly,
hannah sahimi.
time: 11.23 AM. lagi 23 jam 37 minit.
sedang: CUAK sambil dgr lagu² kaer hampir sejuta kali.

insyaAllah,semua orang akan berjaya.Hanya Dia yang Maha Berkuasa menentukan segalanya. ku berserah!

geram!!

was walking with liyin to her car and suddenly this guy came to us.

'eh,ni student kan?'

me:'ha?bukanlah.'

'bukan eh?rupa familiar.'

me:'oh.sorry.'

'nah' bagi phone number.

me:'ha?buat pe?tak nak'

'tak.ambek je.'

me:'ha?tak nak' wishing him to get the hell away from me please!

'ambek je.'

i took it,and threw it away.kau gila ape?stalker ntah mane.blah la weih!luckily liyin was there.tak tahu la apa akan jadi kalau dia tak ada.

luqman memang la nak kena!he gave my number to a friend of his yang same age as me tapi i dont even know him.tibe2,hai anna.aku paling pantang orang eja nama aku anna atau nana(voon how and kar wei excluded).elok2 arwah ayah bagi nama sedap2,kau eja entah ape2.blah la.luqman said that guy actually hafal-ed the quran.i dont care.siapa suruh kau panggil aku anna?sepak kang!

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ginggi (5941 votes)
badiuzaman (3984 votes)
baByEasT (3509 votes)
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fammykhairi (1800 votes)
mohas9229 (672 votes)

mazuhara ni memang taknak kalah!geram betul lah!
nasib baik x perlu guna duit,kalau tak,mati lor~..
it's good for me tho,cause i wont be thinking about this coming monday.

about this coming monday...
luqman:'kak lang pergi amek result pukul brape?'

me:'10 kot.kenape?'

luqman:'nak ikut.nak tgk.'

me:'......'

ustazah came over for mengaji...
ustazah:'hannah dah kuruslah.'

me:'hah?' makin gemuk adelah!haha.

ambil result 12 march.
driving test 13 march.
wah "indah"nye minggu depan!!...

mari vote kaer banyak2!

1. mazuhara
2. darenna_enna
3. badiuzaman
4. fammykhairi
5. baByEasT

brape juta korg vote kaer ha?penat!~

jaga2...hannah datang nak dptkan no 1~

niksu,mari vote!!

OMG!

had a splendid hang out time with liyin at secret recipe.i had speggheti and 7up while liyin had tom yam kung and apple juice.after that,we shared blueberry cheese cake and some blackcurrent juice.liyin is like the nicest person ever!she belanja me the whole thing!even the 2 pieces of cakes that i tapau-ed for mak and luqman!like,jimat betul duit aku!haha.

had the lunch date with liyin because she want to see me before she go to the national service thing.GOSH!i'll miss her deep!waikuan pon pergi.hadoih.sunyinye nanti.huhu~.


liyin dyed her hair.cantik!

liyin was being extra nice because she just got her 1st salary.kerja ma~.belanja la..
after the whole lunch date thing,she drove me back and lepak-ed here.we just..hang and talk.

did i ever mention that I BOUGHT KAER'S CD?i bought it just today!hohoho.that uncle was being nice and gave me discounts.gahaha.gembira sungguh lah saya hari ini!!


saya kaeratic!


kaer menjelma


1. menjelma
2. izinku pergi
3. ku tak ingin bebas
4. sinar cahaya
5. apabila
6. dalam kenangan
7. kau telefon lagi
8. hilangnya cinta
9. mama said
10. seribu impian
11. kembali bersama

lagunye semua kacak-kacak!trust me.

complete dah hari ini!gahahaha!

p/s:lagu telefon lagi tu kan..hahaha..best gile..

kau mula menelefon lagi
lagi dan lagi dan lagi
ku jadi gila lagi-lagilah
mahu saja ku senyapkan telefon ini
ish..ish..ish sush pula yg lain menghubungi
jika HANA dan sarah boleh lagi
ini minah masuk ke sepuluh kali.

heheheheheheheheehehe....

esok keluar!

received a call all the way from kuching.

kak ngah: han,result dah keluar ke?kenape amirah tu dah dpt result?

oh ho.kak ngah baru tahu berita.kesian tahu lambat.

aunty nolly: next week!next week!19 A ke?

hadoih.

luqman putuskan earphone kesayanganku!!baik kau ganti balik,luqman!!!

esok keluar berlepak bersama liyin!gahaha!

monday blues.

i went to the public bank and waited for like half an hour and they only tell me this:

sorry,release letter tu belum sampai lagi la.nanti we'll call you.

pergh..bukannye nak cakap awal²!

i went to the post office after that and the customer service's counter was closed but a policeman was there so i asked him about mcm mane nak pos laju.

tu,isi tu.(with effingly annoying voice)

i looked around and found nothing.luckily,i spotted a guy filling the pos laju form so,i followed him.polis yang tak membantu langsung!

sesiapa tahu cara baca yassin hajat?

hari ini harijadi arwah ayah.Al-fatihah.