open day.
accompanied mak n luqman to the school's open day.i didnt feel like going at first coz i still wanna lazing around in my comfy bed and my friends told me that they dont wanna go.but mak insisted so being a decent daughter,i followed her.hee.
so when we arrived.some chinese songs which i loved in my schooling years,were on air!the feeling that i had was like the day i step into the school with my kodi bag n books dan yang terpenting!botol air yang lawa!i've been missing those days.where everybody was damn taller than me and ALWAYS! i repeat,ALWAYS! bully me around.just felt like i belonged here.thanks mak,for forcing me to join you.whee.
in yu hua,there's nothing wrong for being a bit manja or jumping around or being the centre of attention.nobody even care of what guys will think when you acted weird or wanted to be weird for a day.mmg kontra gile la dr ukm!
i met my former teachers.luckily they still recognized the same old annoying bising hannah sahimi.haha.i met suiying,sze yun,jia hee and i forgot some names.haha. sorry guys!hee..i missed the atmosphere.where i'm free to do anything.and there's noone to stop me.no one to tell me to shut up when i laugh,no one to shut me up when i said something.ah..heavennye zaman sekolah!
so i hanged with my old friends.best gile weyh perasaan tu!!seriously.selepas approx 7 months tak berjumpe.mmg heaven la!rugi tak bawak camera!cisssssss!!!!!
so tonight we had our last conference today with amelin.aha.going to miss this conference thingy seriously!so for those who took the pictures of the big fonts of the conference,pls be kind to pass it to me,k?syukran jazilan!
till then!wailalliko'!
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Friday, June 22, 2007
survived my 2nd week.
masaalkhair!!
kaifa halukum?alhamdulillah syukran jazilan antum sihah wal'afiah.ahsantum!
i've survived my 2nd week in ukm!!yeay me!i met some new friends.i've found out the solution of my problems dah!thank you,GOD!
to be honest,i'm starting to get to use it there.memang la kan dah kena hidup dengan diorg for about 5 years nanti!hehe.
so,problems solved!yeay hannah!except for the language which i have to practice ALOT! to communicate with the libyaness(betul ke ape aku eja?) ustazah n ustazs.aha.go hannah!go!
so if you happen to be in bangi and wanna ajak me keluar,feel free to fetch me in ukm!haha.weekdays je ok?monday till thursday.anytime,anywhere.it's a university for god sake!we're free to do anything!hahaha.
i've learned some 'amiah(bahasa arab pasar) words.ustaz ridhwan(he doesnt look like ustaz at all!seriously!) told me that in egypt,they only use 'amiah words to communicate and some of them dont understand any standard arabic words.
so in 'amiah,kof is hamzah n jim is ga(yg jawi tu) tsa is ta while dod is zho n zho is dod.it's very very confusing.na'am(benar) is meshi or aiwa and la(tidak)is mush.i'm learning both standard and 'amiah arabic language now.orang yang terror bahasa arab tinggi pon tak paham bahasa 'amiah.it feels like learning a new language when it gets to 'amiah.insyaAllah i'll try to kuasai both.
it's interesting when we learn 'amiah.everybody laughed their lungs out!standard arabic bores me sgt!sgt!probably because i dont quite understand what the eff the libyaness ustazs n ustazah were saying.lambat2 kayuh la..
so.that's all for this week.OMG july is coming!1 bulan lebih je lagi before i fly.aha.perghhhh...
kholastu!bas!
ma'assalamah!
kaifa halukum?alhamdulillah syukran jazilan antum sihah wal'afiah.ahsantum!
i've survived my 2nd week in ukm!!yeay me!i met some new friends.i've found out the solution of my problems dah!thank you,GOD!
to be honest,i'm starting to get to use it there.memang la kan dah kena hidup dengan diorg for about 5 years nanti!hehe.
so,problems solved!yeay hannah!except for the language which i have to practice ALOT! to communicate with the libyaness(betul ke ape aku eja?) ustazah n ustazs.aha.go hannah!go!
so if you happen to be in bangi and wanna ajak me keluar,feel free to fetch me in ukm!haha.weekdays je ok?monday till thursday.anytime,anywhere.it's a university for god sake!we're free to do anything!hahaha.
i've learned some 'amiah(bahasa arab pasar) words.ustaz ridhwan(he doesnt look like ustaz at all!seriously!) told me that in egypt,they only use 'amiah words to communicate and some of them dont understand any standard arabic words.
so in 'amiah,kof is hamzah n jim is ga(yg jawi tu) tsa is ta while dod is zho n zho is dod.it's very very confusing.na'am(benar) is meshi or aiwa and la(tidak)is mush.i'm learning both standard and 'amiah arabic language now.orang yang terror bahasa arab tinggi pon tak paham bahasa 'amiah.it feels like learning a new language when it gets to 'amiah.insyaAllah i'll try to kuasai both.
it's interesting when we learn 'amiah.everybody laughed their lungs out!standard arabic bores me sgt!sgt!probably because i dont quite understand what the eff the libyaness ustazs n ustazah were saying.lambat2 kayuh la..
so.that's all for this week.OMG july is coming!1 bulan lebih je lagi before i fly.aha.perghhhh...
kholastu!bas!
ma'assalamah!
Saturday, June 16, 2007
welcome home!
kak yong is home!!for her summer vacation.yeay!yeay!
ok people.i m fine now.i've poured out my problems to my friends that i've trusted.thanks niksu,nadia,and syaf for listening.gile tak boleh bla la 2 jam gayut.sorang satu jam.haha.it's true that problems are best to be shared.so now i'm fine and well.
so after subuh yesterday,we went to the KLIA to fetch kak yong and had breakfast at mamak's.then,kak fati came and hanged till afternoon.then,i slept all day.hehe..
mak asked me to go back to ukm on monday.as usual there were rules saying that we have to be there tonight at 10pm.but i texted globalmedic's abg zul(he's hot!haha)and he allows me to go back there on monday.hoorayy!!!!!!!!heaven betul!haha.n mak said she'll send me directly to my lecture hall which means i dont have to walk for 30 mins!!tiada peluh.haha.
was supposed to have a 5C gathering but was cancelled due to some 'technical problems'.haha.thus,i didnt go out last night but winshen was bored so he came to my house and hang.he wanted us to go out but mak forbidden me to do so.so we just hang in the car.it was ok at 1st but then mak called my cell n told me to come in so that 'tak kena tangkap liwat.'hahaha..kelakar la mak aku..so then i forced winshen to come in and we hang till 10pm.mcm hape je.haha.so yeah.i had fun and i've put aside my problems.kawan2 lame jugak yang can cheer me up.heehee.
so then i have nothing else to do so i called nad for 1 hour n syaf for 1 hour.mampus aku mak tanye apsal bill naik.haha..next week!seeling said she wants to visit me.heehee.syaf said she'll come back from KMNS and hang with me for a while.and i want to go back to school coz i think they're having this 'ambil report card day.'OH YEAH i miss yu hua so effing much!!!!
a new week.a new start.i think i will feel a bit more comfortable there.insyaAllah.so people,nak jumpa,mariii!!!saye suke jumpe orang.heehee.boleh shopping terus.hee..
till then,see you very soon!jumaat!jumaat!haha.
wa ilalliqok!
ok people.i m fine now.i've poured out my problems to my friends that i've trusted.thanks niksu,nadia,and syaf for listening.gile tak boleh bla la 2 jam gayut.sorang satu jam.haha.it's true that problems are best to be shared.so now i'm fine and well.
so after subuh yesterday,we went to the KLIA to fetch kak yong and had breakfast at mamak's.then,kak fati came and hanged till afternoon.then,i slept all day.hehe..
mak asked me to go back to ukm on monday.as usual there were rules saying that we have to be there tonight at 10pm.but i texted globalmedic's abg zul(he's hot!haha)and he allows me to go back there on monday.hoorayy!!!!!!!!heaven betul!haha.n mak said she'll send me directly to my lecture hall which means i dont have to walk for 30 mins!!tiada peluh.haha.
was supposed to have a 5C gathering but was cancelled due to some 'technical problems'.haha.thus,i didnt go out last night but winshen was bored so he came to my house and hang.he wanted us to go out but mak forbidden me to do so.so we just hang in the car.it was ok at 1st but then mak called my cell n told me to come in so that 'tak kena tangkap liwat.'hahaha..kelakar la mak aku..so then i forced winshen to come in and we hang till 10pm.mcm hape je.haha.so yeah.i had fun and i've put aside my problems.kawan2 lame jugak yang can cheer me up.heehee.
so then i have nothing else to do so i called nad for 1 hour n syaf for 1 hour.mampus aku mak tanye apsal bill naik.haha..next week!seeling said she wants to visit me.heehee.syaf said she'll come back from KMNS and hang with me for a while.and i want to go back to school coz i think they're having this 'ambil report card day.'OH YEAH i miss yu hua so effing much!!!!
a new week.a new start.i think i will feel a bit more comfortable there.insyaAllah.so people,nak jumpa,mariii!!!saye suke jumpe orang.heehee.boleh shopping terus.hee..
till then,see you very soon!jumaat!jumaat!haha.
wa ilalliqok!
Friday, June 15, 2007
home!home!home!
ahlan wa sahlan!!
I am home!!!!at last!!!i'm freaking happy to be home!!i miss my mak..i even miss my brat bro!oh yeah.sgt merindui rumah.
i think i have changed to a real sensitive person.i became really emotional when something offended me.argh.i hate this!!
i miss KMM.i think KMM is wayy better than this.much much better.i miss kmm so much.
i've made friends.close but not really close friends.either way,it's still just the 1st week.i still have like..2 months n 1 more week to adapt to the new environment kot.
I HATE TO BE A WANNABE.i want to be me.the true me who laugh a lot,who has the loudest laughter,who never care what people are going to say about me.but the people here,mcm..haizz...kenape la nak jadi fake sangat???kenape la nak kesah sgt ape orang ckp..JUST BE URSELF LA PEOPLE!!!WAKE UP!WAKE UP!!
i had another fever.and i was pressured till i cried so suddenly.and now,i still have this kinda flu thingy where mucus are now tersumbat in my nose.hadoih.2 fevers in a month.HEBAT GILE!haha.
till at 1 point,i thought about quiting.but insyaAllah i will survive this.5 tahun je hannah!!5 tahun je..pejam celik dah kerja.
so yeah.not a good review about the 1st week.lets see how will i survive the 2nd week.PRAY FOR ME,PEOPLE!!!
not in the mood of writing too long.so i guess i will stop here.
wa ilalliqok!
I am home!!!!at last!!!i'm freaking happy to be home!!i miss my mak..i even miss my brat bro!oh yeah.sgt merindui rumah.
i think i have changed to a real sensitive person.i became really emotional when something offended me.argh.i hate this!!
i miss KMM.i think KMM is wayy better than this.much much better.i miss kmm so much.
i've made friends.close but not really close friends.either way,it's still just the 1st week.i still have like..2 months n 1 more week to adapt to the new environment kot.
I HATE TO BE A WANNABE.i want to be me.the true me who laugh a lot,who has the loudest laughter,who never care what people are going to say about me.but the people here,mcm..haizz...kenape la nak jadi fake sangat???kenape la nak kesah sgt ape orang ckp..JUST BE URSELF LA PEOPLE!!!WAKE UP!WAKE UP!!
i had another fever.and i was pressured till i cried so suddenly.and now,i still have this kinda flu thingy where mucus are now tersumbat in my nose.hadoih.2 fevers in a month.HEBAT GILE!haha.
till at 1 point,i thought about quiting.but insyaAllah i will survive this.5 tahun je hannah!!5 tahun je..pejam celik dah kerja.
so yeah.not a good review about the 1st week.lets see how will i survive the 2nd week.PRAY FOR ME,PEOPLE!!!
not in the mood of writing too long.so i guess i will stop here.
wa ilalliqok!
Saturday, June 09, 2007
usah lepaskan
ok so i'm leaving...AGAIN.haha.but i'm like..not so sad for leaving..AGAIN..maybe because UKM is just like 2 km from my house n i know for sure that mak is going to be just fine n if anything happend,i can be like..run to my house and settle it.hee..
BUT,i'm damn lazy for going there.i cant imagine how m i going to like..stay awake for 11 hours and keep on learning arabic non-stop.ok fine,there'll be breaks in between for zohor,asar n maghrib.but still,11 hours!!!from 9 am till 10 pm!stw.
preparations.OUH!i havent pack yet.haha.i didnt even open my bags since i got home from KMM.haha.ok fine.i'll pack.like..in the very very last minute.hee..so,the pendaftaran will be opened from 2 pm till 5 pm.so i told my mak that i'm going there at 4.45pm.as late as possible la.thinking that it's like soooo damn near n i still want to lazing around in front of the telly as long as i could but mak said no.kak ngah's flight is going to be at night la damnit.so i guess i have to register like..at 3 kot..perrggghhhh...
so,i dont think i'll be sending kak ngah to KLIA tomorrow.i really2 hope mak will come to ukm tomorrow night and fetch me up to send kak ngah to KLIA.*please..please!!pretty please!!*.and kak ngah is not going to come back till raya so i dont have the chance to meet her again unless i'm suddenly become the richest person on earth and i can fly back everyweek!hee..so,tonight is going to be our last night before i fly to egypt.sad eh?halamak!!
but i dont think i'm going to CRY again tomorrow like what i did on the first day of KMM.aha.silly me.i'm a tough girl.so,dont cry,hannah.jangan nak menggedik.haha.so yeah.new place.have to make new friends.whee~..
so yeah..this is my last post before i go to ukm.jom blaja arab!!haha.will update this blog everyweek though.hehe.so,dont miss me yet!haha.let's see how many arabic words that i will learn by the end of the week.till then,see you!!
p/s:heard this song in APM last night.TAUFIK BATISAH IS SO HOT,ok?hee.
Taufik Batisah - Usah Lepaskan
yang terindah terlukis di bibirmu
tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu
pudarkah sudah cinta yang ku beri
berwarna-warni segala
yang dijanjikan kan ia
usah biar ku bersendirian
usah biar hatimu ditawan
usah biar diriku disini
seorang menunggu tanpa teman
usah lepas genggaman tanganmu
usah biar semua berlalu
usah terlupa perasaan hati
pertama kali kita bertemu
usah lepaskan
tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlaku
ku ingin selalu bersamamu
usah biar ku bersendirian
usah biar hatimu ditawan
usah biar diriku disini
seorang menunggu tanpa teman
usah lepas genggaman tanganmu
usah biar semua berlalu
usah terlupa perasaan hati
pertama kali kita bertemu
ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
engkau dan dia harus bersama
mendungnya langit bila berkata
kita patutnya masih bercinta
usah lepaskan..
usah lepaskan..
yg terindah terlukis di bibirmu
tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu.
ok.jiwang.halamak!!haha.
BUT,i'm damn lazy for going there.i cant imagine how m i going to like..stay awake for 11 hours and keep on learning arabic non-stop.ok fine,there'll be breaks in between for zohor,asar n maghrib.but still,11 hours!!!from 9 am till 10 pm!stw.
preparations.OUH!i havent pack yet.haha.i didnt even open my bags since i got home from KMM.haha.ok fine.i'll pack.like..in the very very last minute.hee..so,the pendaftaran will be opened from 2 pm till 5 pm.so i told my mak that i'm going there at 4.45pm.as late as possible la.thinking that it's like soooo damn near n i still want to lazing around in front of the telly as long as i could but mak said no.kak ngah's flight is going to be at night la damnit.so i guess i have to register like..at 3 kot..perrggghhhh...
so,i dont think i'll be sending kak ngah to KLIA tomorrow.i really2 hope mak will come to ukm tomorrow night and fetch me up to send kak ngah to KLIA.*please..please!!pretty please!!*.and kak ngah is not going to come back till raya so i dont have the chance to meet her again unless i'm suddenly become the richest person on earth and i can fly back everyweek!hee..so,tonight is going to be our last night before i fly to egypt.sad eh?halamak!!
but i dont think i'm going to CRY again tomorrow like what i did on the first day of KMM.aha.silly me.i'm a tough girl.so,dont cry,hannah.jangan nak menggedik.haha.so yeah.new place.have to make new friends.whee~..
so yeah..this is my last post before i go to ukm.jom blaja arab!!haha.will update this blog everyweek though.hehe.so,dont miss me yet!haha.let's see how many arabic words that i will learn by the end of the week.till then,see you!!
p/s:heard this song in APM last night.TAUFIK BATISAH IS SO HOT,ok?hee.
Taufik Batisah - Usah Lepaskan
yang terindah terlukis di bibirmu
tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu
pudarkah sudah cinta yang ku beri
berwarna-warni segala
yang dijanjikan kan ia
usah biar ku bersendirian
usah biar hatimu ditawan
usah biar diriku disini
seorang menunggu tanpa teman
usah lepas genggaman tanganmu
usah biar semua berlalu
usah terlupa perasaan hati
pertama kali kita bertemu
usah lepaskan
tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlaku
ku ingin selalu bersamamu
usah biar ku bersendirian
usah biar hatimu ditawan
usah biar diriku disini
seorang menunggu tanpa teman
usah lepas genggaman tanganmu
usah biar semua berlalu
usah terlupa perasaan hati
pertama kali kita bertemu
ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
engkau dan dia harus bersama
mendungnya langit bila berkata
kita patutnya masih bercinta
usah lepaskan..
usah lepaskan..
yg terindah terlukis di bibirmu
tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu.
ok.jiwang.halamak!!haha.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
no monkeys please.
I HATE MONKEYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
some may said that monkeys are cute whatsoever but HELL NO!they're aint cute at all!monkeys are the most annoying n stubborn animal ever!
yeah.i forgave them entering out house n steal like..everything edible..yeah.i forgave them ruining mom's beloved pokok2 n for sratching like hell pagarku.tapi,i wont n i repeat,WONT forgive them by ruining the phone wire for the 2nd time.yeah,it didnt putus yet but it will be after like million times the monkeys swing n walk there.and we have to wait like 2 weeks baru telekom muncul utk repair.cis punye monyet!nasib baik membunuh itu berdosa!
telekom pon satu!lembab buat keje!aku call awal,datang awal boleh tak?kalau nak potong line,cepat je..service lembab nak mati.ni yang aku naik angin ni!BAZOOKA!!!!then,tipu orang.ckp package etc etc..call anywhere u want n u just have to pay this much every month.bil datang berkali2 ganda kena bayar.ngok kau?dasar ayam!tak gune!
ok dah settle.kemarahan dah hilang.terasa mcm nak report kat tribunal.harhar.cakap je lebih.whee~
sudah!
some may said that monkeys are cute whatsoever but HELL NO!they're aint cute at all!monkeys are the most annoying n stubborn animal ever!
yeah.i forgave them entering out house n steal like..everything edible..yeah.i forgave them ruining mom's beloved pokok2 n for sratching like hell pagarku.tapi,i wont n i repeat,WONT forgive them by ruining the phone wire for the 2nd time.yeah,it didnt putus yet but it will be after like million times the monkeys swing n walk there.and we have to wait like 2 weeks baru telekom muncul utk repair.cis punye monyet!nasib baik membunuh itu berdosa!
telekom pon satu!lembab buat keje!aku call awal,datang awal boleh tak?kalau nak potong line,cepat je..service lembab nak mati.ni yang aku naik angin ni!BAZOOKA!!!!then,tipu orang.ckp package etc etc..call anywhere u want n u just have to pay this much every month.bil datang berkali2 ganda kena bayar.ngok kau?dasar ayam!tak gune!
ok dah settle.kemarahan dah hilang.terasa mcm nak report kat tribunal.harhar.cakap je lebih.whee~
sudah!
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
big girls dont cry.
went to jusco balakong with luqman,alang n kids while mak went to tabung haji HQ with kak ngah.we went there to watch shrek 3 disebabkan jusco balakong baru bukak cinema itu.gaha.best2.go go away..but yeah,shrek 2 lagi extra2 best.
after that,we went to globalmedic network to settle down the payment.alhamdulillah everything is settled.except for the passport which i will make it right after i turn 18.hee.
saye suke perak!i love kuala kangsar,bagan dato,selekoh n ipoh.i got excited whenever i see signs or anything related to perak.hee..my hometown.arwah ayah's hometown to be exact.i miss perak.bile la nak pergi perak lagi?huuu..
OMG i received globalmedic's letter and it stated there that the lectures for arabic language will be held from 9am to 10 pm!wtf???agak2 la bahasa arab pon...cis la suruh blaja 11 jam.apekejadah?halamak have to stay there!if not,boleh je ulang alik dari rumah.i told mak that i REALLY REALLY want to come home like..EVERYWEEK.n if she doesnt want to fetch me up,i will come back jalan kaki.syok la dekat2 ni..heeee...
ok,i have nothing else to blog dah.
after that,we went to globalmedic network to settle down the payment.alhamdulillah everything is settled.except for the passport which i will make it right after i turn 18.hee.
saye suke perak!i love kuala kangsar,bagan dato,selekoh n ipoh.i got excited whenever i see signs or anything related to perak.hee..my hometown.arwah ayah's hometown to be exact.i miss perak.bile la nak pergi perak lagi?huuu..
OMG i received globalmedic's letter and it stated there that the lectures for arabic language will be held from 9am to 10 pm!wtf???agak2 la bahasa arab pon...cis la suruh blaja 11 jam.apekejadah?halamak have to stay there!if not,boleh je ulang alik dari rumah.i told mak that i REALLY REALLY want to come home like..EVERYWEEK.n if she doesnt want to fetch me up,i will come back jalan kaki.syok la dekat2 ni..heeee...
ok,i have nothing else to blog dah.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
happy birthday sayang..
we've celebrated his birthday last saturday.we had chocolate cake and some food.i gave him a big hug.and the gift that we bought for him.happy belated birthday luqman.hehe.
was supposed to go to eyes on malaysia last night but was canceled.ayaiyai..
had a very busy day yesterday.we went to cikde's to send nenek there and then to HKL to buy kak ngah's third year medicine heavy berlambak books.then,off to alamanda for lunch(alamanda dah ada baskin robbins!gahaha) n mak surprised me by buying a huge bag for egypt.besar gile sampai saye boleh masuk ok?haha.plus,bought luqman's present,again,there.after that,we went straight home and it was maghrib.aha.therefore,mak said:'dah penat,tak payah la pergi eyes on malaysia.'...grrrr...anyhow,thanks mak,for the bag.
i went to pejabat imegresen today to renew my passport but they said i'm not 18 yet.therefore,i cant get the student price which is 50% off!wtf???so mak said we have to wait till 11 august baru pergi buat.haiz...tp on the bright side,i'm still 17!!muda seyh aku!!!hahaha..
i drive the car (with mak beside) till tabung haji!!bapak best!!hahaha..thanks mak!hahaha...but i didnt turunkan the handbreak all the way there.patutlah berat semacam!dont tell my mak about this!!hahahahahaha
i miss my KMM friends..
ok tatau ape nak tulis dah.
was supposed to go to eyes on malaysia last night but was canceled.ayaiyai..
had a very busy day yesterday.we went to cikde's to send nenek there and then to HKL to buy kak ngah's third year medicine heavy berlambak books.then,off to alamanda for lunch(alamanda dah ada baskin robbins!gahaha) n mak surprised me by buying a huge bag for egypt.besar gile sampai saye boleh masuk ok?haha.plus,bought luqman's present,again,there.after that,we went straight home and it was maghrib.aha.therefore,mak said:'dah penat,tak payah la pergi eyes on malaysia.'...grrrr...anyhow,thanks mak,for the bag.
i went to pejabat imegresen today to renew my passport but they said i'm not 18 yet.therefore,i cant get the student price which is 50% off!wtf???so mak said we have to wait till 11 august baru pergi buat.haiz...tp on the bright side,i'm still 17!!muda seyh aku!!!hahaha..
i drive the car (with mak beside) till tabung haji!!bapak best!!hahaha..thanks mak!hahaha...but i didnt turunkan the handbreak all the way there.patutlah berat semacam!dont tell my mak about this!!hahahahahaha
i miss my KMM friends..
ok tatau ape nak tulis dah.
Saturday, June 02, 2007
KMM dihatiku.
i'm home.and wont be going back to kolej matrikulasi melaka anymore.mak told me to leave early to spend so called 'quality' time with kak ngah who will fly back to kuching next monday.
i've learned alot while staying in matrikulasi.i've learned how to be punctual,the techniques of fast learning,and how to survive in asrama.
i've made new friends.close friends.the friends that i've been searching for the first time i stepped into kolej matrikulasi melaka.the friends that i can chat anything with.
i've got closer with my prektikum group.even the guys.korang terbaik seyh!!shawal,walaupun kau pemalas tahap dewa,tapi rupe2nye kau baik jugak.sorry sangat2 kalau terasa hati kalau aku cakap kasar.syimir!OMG i like this guy!die sgt baik hati!sgt best la kawan ngan die!and phiau,OMG he's like the best chinese there!thank you for willing to speak mandarin with me so that i can practice my mandarin before i forgot every single word that i've learned (mungkin tahun depan lupe semua!haiz.)thank you so much!
and the girls.OMG sangat terasa kehilangan!i think we have the best prektikum group ever!H2P6T6 rocks!!!anissa,sorry for calling you tengku even though u dont like it.hehe..baru je nak rapat,tetibe aku kene bla plak..haiz..reen,sorry sebab slalu rhyme-kan name kau.best wo!haha..nik,sorry sebab slalu panggil nik dengan lagu chiky tu.nadiah,thanks for accompany me to library that night.sgt best la sambil2 study sambil2 borak2.n,kita ade rahsia seyh!haha.zahirah!baru nak kenal kau.baru start rapat rabu haritu.dah la kumpulan koko same!adoi,sedih je.keep in touch,k?
to amal,pipat,nik,and zarifth,thanks for teman-ing me lunch everyday.tak kesah ar cafe a ke b ke c ke.semua balun!haha.oh oh kirim salam kat mimi!haha tak bleh bla betul la..ckp kat die minah menjerit tu dah kuar dah.haha.good luck k korang??next week ade quiz!bace buku!make sure UPS,sem 1 n sem 2 4 FLAT!amal,kita dentists.good luck utk kita..haha.serious happy dapat tahu ramai nak jadi dentist kat kmm!hehe.kalau kau nak ngutuk cikgu maths dengan 'zacs n dabal u' die tu,ingat2 la kat aku.serious best!haha.kirim salam kat en. salah!!haha.n Ms. umi kalthom.the best english lecturer ever!zarifth yg slalu homesick.jangan risau,nnt akan dapat balik rumah gak.blaja leklok.pipat,kongsi mimi?haha.merepek tol.keep ur promise!ushakan die.gahahahahaha.nik,tak sangke seyh nik orang putrajaya.dekat je kite.cuti ogos kalau x jumpe memang la korang semua ni.semua duduk selangor,takde alasan xleh jumpe.haha.dengar lagu kaer,ingat aku,ingat time kite berlima nyanyi lagu tu dengan sumbangnye.kenangan terbaik.i will store it in my heart.
roomates terbaik!!OMG gile la dah start rindu korang.A5-3-11.paling bising kat blok A5.haha.gile best seyh merepek ngan korang.buat lawak yg takblehbla sampai aku tergelak2 peluk pintu.THANK YOU SO MUCH sebab jaga aku time demam.masit,azi,n syida.aku akan merindui korang!!rindu seyh makan roti expired hari2.azi,thanks sebab introduce-kan kuey tiow tomyam!serious sedap.masit,gilela rindu slalu mandi lewat2.kol 8 malam.geng mandi malam terbaik seyh!pastu rindu doh nyanyi dalam shower ngan kau.takblebla lagu elliot yamin.A5-3-11.boleh berborak walau di mana jua.kat shower pon boleh.dalam shower conquer tiga2 dalam satu mase.hebat betul!syida,thanks doh ajar aku macam2 pasal islam.budak2 A5-3-11!aku takde,korang kene ar beli tong sampah,puncher,staple,termos,ridsect n radio!haha.kumpul plastic!!kumpul surat khabar!budak baru masuk nanti suruh die buat ape yang aku dah tulis tu!haha.tgk laut ingat aku!serious hebat bilik kite bleh nampak laut.kapal tu dah gerak ke blom?static lagi?haha.masit,mari jadi dentist dan carik aeroengineer atau pilot!haha takblehbla gaduh pasal pakwe di langit tiap2 kali kat corridor nampak aeroplane mase tunggu turn mandi!brindu seyh biar kau terkunci luar bilik sengsorang.hebat gile perasaan tu!azi,kirim salam kat rakan2 pilot lain!haha.serious sorry slalu kacau azi ckp dlm handset!sorry sangat2.salahkan masit!haha.goodluck dlm interview perguruan tu.dapat maktab,inform k??masit,next time jumpe sheikh muszaphar lagi,ajak aku!!!!kau nak ke aku menjerit2 senja2 tgk gambar kau ngan dia mcm haritu????serious jealous!!haha.ingat lagu look after you,ingatlah aku.ingat lagu izinku pergi,ingatlah aku.
jiran depan!!!!thanks sebab menghuru-harakan suasana!kila,rajin2 la lagi jengok bilik A5-3-11!!jage mimi seyh.serious x best die dah tahu!bengong betul.tak bleh bla suruh aku jangan tido lagi sbb kau nak gi toilet kol 1 pagi!'kenangan terindah' betul la.adilah n nadira.aiyo..baru minggu ni start rapat.sedih!tak sangke plak la kawan2 kite same.dunia ni kecil betul!!keep in touch tau?budak2 aras 3 blok A5!!dah xde dah orang ketuk2 pintu korang ckp line yang same..'al-mulk bilik __!'pastu menchapab plak masuk bilik kecoh2.sorry ganggu privacy.haha.asmat,jadilah wakil wing baru yang berdedikasi!haha.asiah,aina,fadhila,faeezah,raihanah,hana,afzan n yan hui..good luck!!4 FLAT happening k??yang lain sorry tak tahu nama.tapi good luck juge!!make sure blok A5 aras 3 wing B semua dapat pointer 4.00!!goodluck untuk sukan blok!!A5 terhebat!!
i had fun walaupun 3 minggu je.nak dekat sebulan.gaha.semua tempat dah pergi.dah try.best!cume yang tak pernah ialah riadah waktu petang.aiya...menyesal seyh..i learned alot!i've gained new experiences.it made me feel more berdikari.i would like to thank KMM for making me matang.i thank abg2 n kakak2 fasi for making me love KMM even though i've been there for only three weeks.dua minggu habis satu chapter!fast!mcm rocket.biology lagi la..2 minggu 2 chapter.cepat!tu yang membuatkan kita lebih matang.tak macam form 5 dulu.relax je sentiasa.aha rindu KMM!KMM dihatiku.seriously,KMM DIHATIKU!HEY LONDANG!i miss you.i will keep everything with me.the matrik card,room key chain,jotter books,tutorial books,reports,lab manual books,baju bersamamu,beg bersamamu(lepas rakan bawak balik beg tu..).i will keep them.i promise.
hannah bt mohd salleh sahimi.
A5-3-11
H2P6T6
MS 0711500568.
kolej matrikulasi melaka (14/5/2007-2/6/2007).
aiyark..dgr lagu sedih mcm nak nangis plak dah!emosi!!
Sunday, May 27, 2007
pening suda..
oh oh!!cant decide which week to leave KMM!this week?or next week?OMG i'm starting to love KMM.memang macam tu kan?bila ada depan mata,tak suka la..penat la..then,when u're leaving,sayangnye kat KMM!KMM dihatiku!OMG OMG..akan merindui!which week?which week???
if i leave this week,it would be too soon.if i leave next week,it would be too late!if i leave this week,i will only learn 1 chapter and did approx 2 experiments.if i leave next week,i will learn a lot!but if i leave next week,i didnt have quality time to spend with kak ngah.coz,she'll be flying back to kuching on next next sunday.adoi!!!pening suda!!
haiz....
damnit la!i need the decision now!!!
now!
now!
now!
oh..mak is making chicken rice..
now!
ok..have to go now.chicken rice is waiting!
if i leave this week,it would be too soon.if i leave next week,it would be too late!if i leave this week,i will only learn 1 chapter and did approx 2 experiments.if i leave next week,i will learn a lot!but if i leave next week,i didnt have quality time to spend with kak ngah.coz,she'll be flying back to kuching on next next sunday.adoi!!!pening suda!!
haiz....
damnit la!i need the decision now!!!
now!
now!
now!
oh..mak is making chicken rice..
now!
ok..have to go now.chicken rice is waiting!
Saturday, May 26, 2007
letter!letter!
HANNAH BT. MOHD SALLEH SAHIMI
(890811-**-****)
Dear sir,
We are pleased to inform that your application for admission to Faculty of Dentistry,Mansoura University has been accepted pending satisfaction of all requirements of the Faculty Admission Department.
blablablablablabla..
We would like to congratulate you for being accepted in our Faculty Program.
yeye dah dapat offer letter!YEYE DAH DPT OFFER LETTER!yeye dah dpt offer letter!
just got back from the talk.it was quite fun.there are 129 more students who will fly to egypt with me.and they were ok kot.didnt talk to any of them pon.tapi mcm best la diorg.(orang depan saya rupa mcm kaer!haha..)muka semua mcm best je kan..haha..
i have to attend kursus bahasa arab in ukm starting 11 june for two and a half months .so,i have to leave KMM early la.probably next week or next two weeks.adoi terasa sedih la pulak.huhu..not really sure wether or not i have to stay there(ukm) or ulang-alik from home.hopefully dpt ulang alik la kan..haha..
they showed us the pictures that they took from mansoura.mcm sgt best.lawa la tempat tu.they've explained to us that we will live in an apartment and there will be the agent and security so mcm safe la kan..haha..
in conclusion,i'm effingly eager wanna go to egypt to study dentistry!haha..dah tekad dah ni..terpaksa tekad ni..insyaAllah boleh!alhamdulillah.
btw,budak mcm kaer tu birthday die 31 august..kaer 30 august!haha kebetulan sungguh
!
(890811-**-****)
Dear sir,
We are pleased to inform that your application for admission to Faculty of Dentistry,Mansoura University has been accepted pending satisfaction of all requirements of the Faculty Admission Department.
blablablablablabla..
We would like to congratulate you for being accepted in our Faculty Program.
yeye dah dapat offer letter!YEYE DAH DPT OFFER LETTER!yeye dah dpt offer letter!
just got back from the talk.it was quite fun.there are 129 more students who will fly to egypt with me.and they were ok kot.didnt talk to any of them pon.tapi mcm best la diorg.(orang depan saya rupa mcm kaer!haha..)muka semua mcm best je kan..haha..
i have to attend kursus bahasa arab in ukm starting 11 june for two and a half months .so,i have to leave KMM early la.probably next week or next two weeks.adoi terasa sedih la pulak.huhu..not really sure wether or not i have to stay there(ukm) or ulang-alik from home.hopefully dpt ulang alik la kan..haha..
they showed us the pictures that they took from mansoura.mcm sgt best.lawa la tempat tu.they've explained to us that we will live in an apartment and there will be the agent and security so mcm safe la kan..haha..
in conclusion,i'm effingly eager wanna go to egypt to study dentistry!haha..dah tekad dah ni..terpaksa tekad ni..insyaAllah boleh!alhamdulillah.
btw,budak mcm kaer tu birthday die 31 august..kaer 30 august!haha kebetulan sungguh
!
Friday, May 25, 2007
2nd week.
tough week.
i had a fever on tuesday till thursday.but i still went to my kuliahs,practicals and tutorials.gile la tabah!!hahaha.the real colour of matriculation is that you have to be punctual all the time.you have to rush here and there to be in one class in one time.you have to catch up everything and be awake whenever the lecturer's teaching because he/she will go extremely fast to finish 1 topic.so,i dont really like it la.and i currently eagerly waiting for my egypt's surat tawaran so that i can leave matrik for good cause i hate it when they said IT'S A MUST FOR YOU TO PARTICIPATE IN KO-KURIKULUM.and i hate rules yang extremely ketat2.kate kolej?apsal mcm skolah?ni yang tak suka gile2 ni!bikin tension je.and those PCs in HEP(i've only used PCs in HEP la..others tak try lagi..)rosak2,lag lagi. -__-"
then,rakan2 yang satu kepala pon dah keluar..including those who has been selected to mara and those who leaving for ipta.alahai lagi la sedih!bile surat nak datang ni??nevermind,kite tgk plak minggu depan best tak..
i have to attend a talk about the egypt thingy tomorrow.aha excited!boleh kenal2 orang2 sebelum fly!hehe..best!best!i hope there will be no strict rules la kan..especially on wajib menyertai ko-kurikulum thingy.jangan la ade plz..hehe..
will be back again kot next week?nak amek kad atm.hehe.i hope mak will change her mind and will fetch me home.if not,i will try my best to tumpang anybody.hehehe..hamz kan ada?tak pon kita naik bus!aha,excited!hehehe.yang penting,saya nak balik!!nak balik jugak!!
ok la guys,i have loads of homeworks and loads and loads of revisions to be done,so,i will stop here.goodbye for now.
i had a fever on tuesday till thursday.but i still went to my kuliahs,practicals and tutorials.gile la tabah!!hahaha.the real colour of matriculation is that you have to be punctual all the time.you have to rush here and there to be in one class in one time.you have to catch up everything and be awake whenever the lecturer's teaching because he/she will go extremely fast to finish 1 topic.so,i dont really like it la.and i currently eagerly waiting for my egypt's surat tawaran so that i can leave matrik for good cause i hate it when they said IT'S A MUST FOR YOU TO PARTICIPATE IN KO-KURIKULUM.and i hate rules yang extremely ketat2.kate kolej?apsal mcm skolah?ni yang tak suka gile2 ni!bikin tension je.and those PCs in HEP(i've only used PCs in HEP la..others tak try lagi..)rosak2,lag lagi. -__-"
then,rakan2 yang satu kepala pon dah keluar..including those who has been selected to mara and those who leaving for ipta.alahai lagi la sedih!bile surat nak datang ni??nevermind,kite tgk plak minggu depan best tak..
i have to attend a talk about the egypt thingy tomorrow.aha excited!boleh kenal2 orang2 sebelum fly!hehe..best!best!i hope there will be no strict rules la kan..especially on wajib menyertai ko-kurikulum thingy.jangan la ade plz..hehe..
will be back again kot next week?nak amek kad atm.hehe.i hope mak will change her mind and will fetch me home.if not,i will try my best to tumpang anybody.hehehe..hamz kan ada?tak pon kita naik bus!aha,excited!hehehe.yang penting,saya nak balik!!nak balik jugak!!
ok la guys,i have loads of homeworks and loads and loads of revisions to be done,so,i will stop here.goodbye for now.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
pulang..
remember i told u in my previous post that i'll burn the midnight oil?hanya tinggal kata2..haha..i've been sleeping the whole day!balik,tidur.petang,tidur.malam mase konsert akhir af pon tidur.GOD knows how sleepy was i yesterday.tgk tv pon tersengguk2 n mengaku kalah n went to sleep approximately at 10.30 pm.so yeah,i didnt watch af final concert.pagi bangun terus terkocoh2 tanya orang who won the car.oh,congrats to mila and ebi.i dont think aswad deserve the third place though.i didnt like him since the beginning.i prefer candy.hoi,dont spam my blog for saying this,k??haha.
so,i didnt study at all.gile semangat went to hani's house to borrow some addmaths and kimia books tapi bukaknye tidak!haha.we'll see how my otak berkarat will operate on the test day.maybe will start bukak buku kat bilik kot?haha.
dah la kat rumah sekarang ramai gile orang.cik andak's family and cik de's family spent the night here last night.havoc gile rumah!best!oh oh!thery're cooking speggethi now.ini yg best duduk asrama ni!balik rumah mesti mak masak yg best2...hehe..
disebabkan ketidakselesaan,i will bring two pillows,1 bear,1 ridsect and some maggi mees to malacca today.gile cafe punye makanan banyak lalat takut nk makan.i prefer cafe c.the food there are much better.byk choices and tak banyak lalat.but it's near to the boys' cluster.so,agak segan nak pergi.haritu pon pergi dengan kakak fasi belanje.hehe.so,makan maggi je la this week.haha.jumaat kena pulang!yeay!
ingat nak bawak mirror besar gedabak tu pergi.kak ngah said she brought that mirror into her room when she were in KMM.(kak ngah pon kmm ok??kak yong pon dulu dpt kmm tapi tak pergi.kami keluarga kmm kot?tgk luqman nnt mesti dpt kmm gak kan?haha)but not so sure lagi.will think about it later.bawak je la kot.hehe.
ayaiyaiyaiyai.lagi 4 more hours i have to leave home again.to malacca lagi.alahai.malasnye..kena terus check where my class will be.kena check jadual.then kena study!damnit la.cis!cis!
so,i think i will go to H.E.P as often as possible for H.E.P is near to my cluster and tak ramai sgt orang.mungkin pergi mase free time lepas kelas.kalau takde tu..takde la kan..connection die pon macam bangang kan..tapi tak kesah la kan.haha.merepek.
sms.OH.sekarang ni mmg akan reply msg2 anda.tapi kalau dah pokai esok,message tak reply tu harap maklum bahawasanya hannah sahimi sudah habis credit dan menunggu tarikh luput baru nak topup kembali.hehe.ok la till then,see you when i see you.kalau boleh,cepat la.kalau tak,i'll blog again next friday.goodbye for now.
hannah sahimi.
A5.3.11
Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka (KMM).
so,i didnt study at all.gile semangat went to hani's house to borrow some addmaths and kimia books tapi bukaknye tidak!haha.we'll see how my otak berkarat will operate on the test day.maybe will start bukak buku kat bilik kot?haha.
dah la kat rumah sekarang ramai gile orang.cik andak's family and cik de's family spent the night here last night.havoc gile rumah!best!oh oh!thery're cooking speggethi now.ini yg best duduk asrama ni!balik rumah mesti mak masak yg best2...hehe..
disebabkan ketidakselesaan,i will bring two pillows,1 bear,1 ridsect and some maggi mees to malacca today.gile cafe punye makanan banyak lalat takut nk makan.i prefer cafe c.the food there are much better.byk choices and tak banyak lalat.but it's near to the boys' cluster.so,agak segan nak pergi.haritu pon pergi dengan kakak fasi belanje.hehe.so,makan maggi je la this week.haha.jumaat kena pulang!yeay!
ingat nak bawak mirror besar gedabak tu pergi.kak ngah said she brought that mirror into her room when she were in KMM.(kak ngah pon kmm ok??kak yong pon dulu dpt kmm tapi tak pergi.kami keluarga kmm kot?tgk luqman nnt mesti dpt kmm gak kan?haha)but not so sure lagi.will think about it later.bawak je la kot.hehe.
ayaiyaiyaiyai.lagi 4 more hours i have to leave home again.to malacca lagi.alahai.malasnye..kena terus check where my class will be.kena check jadual.then kena study!damnit la.cis!cis!
so,i think i will go to H.E.P as often as possible for H.E.P is near to my cluster and tak ramai sgt orang.mungkin pergi mase free time lepas kelas.kalau takde tu..takde la kan..connection die pon macam bangang kan..tapi tak kesah la kan.haha.merepek.
sms.OH.sekarang ni mmg akan reply msg2 anda.tapi kalau dah pokai esok,message tak reply tu harap maklum bahawasanya hannah sahimi sudah habis credit dan menunggu tarikh luput baru nak topup kembali.hehe.ok la till then,see you when i see you.kalau boleh,cepat la.kalau tak,i'll blog again next friday.goodbye for now.
hannah sahimi.
A5.3.11
Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka (KMM).
Saturday, May 19, 2007
hey londang!
matrik melaka gempak,mantap!
boom boom shakalaka..
boom boom uih!!
hey!hey people!!i'm home!!i'm back from matriculation for 2 days.to get mom's and kak ina's signature.AND to study addmaths and kimia.next week test!!OMG OMG malasnye nak buka buku!!!!
the days i had in orientation week.totally memenatkan!i slept for only 2 hours for 5 straight days la damnit!mate bengkak suda!jerawat timbul satu suda!cis!cis!cis!
i met niksu there.sadly,niksu and i are not in the same cluster. jauh wo nak dptkan niksu!ayaiyai belt tak pulangkan lagi!hehehe..
i'm the new wakil wing B in my blok.haha.i still couldnt believe that they chose me!haha..i have to knock everybody's room and call them to gather in one room to recite the al-mulk.hehe..
we had majlis penutupan minggu pengurusan pelajar yesterday.and i was pengiring pengarah.hehehe..we held the bunga emas and bunga manggar and accompany our pengarah into the hall.hehehe..pakai kebaya songket.best woo!tak ramai dpt peluang ni!dah la hulubalang2 kat depan mcm body guard kitorg tu hot2!hehehehehehehe...best!best!
oriention week.girls and boys were seperated.kaum2 pon seperated.mcm tak syok la.but i still had fun.tapi kadang2 menjelikkan la jugak.to tell u the truth,i didnt expect malays are so complicated!they have groups and some sort.tak paham la juge.and,i dont understand y some malays macam jijik je other kaums.i mean,perkauman gile!i hate orang2 perkauman ni.mcm la mereka ni jijik gile?argh benci!benci!
i met neesa and farhana!!OMG farhana!my khemah kerja setia selangor 2005's friend!mmg mcm lega gile i met her!OH MY GOD!hehe.i met some bangi bangers also la.tapi mcm tak reti mcm mane nak rapat.haha.
my roomates.all three of them are from asrama.but we hanged alot and got closer.we were the noisiest room in the whole A5 blok!hahaha..kacak!!
what else eh?oh,i have to come back lagi next week.i have to attend a talk about egypt on saturday.and i have to take my bsn atm card at bangi.whee~..balik lagi!!
we will start studying on monday.alahai lemah sudah.dah la takde kawan in the same kumpulan prektikum!adoi letih.
oh oh..have to burn the midnight oil tonight to study addmaths and kimia.adoi.wish me luck!till then,goodbye for now.
hannahsahimi.
boom boom shakalaka..
boom boom uih!!
hey!hey people!!i'm home!!i'm back from matriculation for 2 days.to get mom's and kak ina's signature.AND to study addmaths and kimia.next week test!!OMG OMG malasnye nak buka buku!!!!
the days i had in orientation week.totally memenatkan!i slept for only 2 hours for 5 straight days la damnit!mate bengkak suda!jerawat timbul satu suda!cis!cis!cis!
i met niksu there.sadly,niksu and i are not in the same cluster. jauh wo nak dptkan niksu!ayaiyai belt tak pulangkan lagi!hehehe..
i'm the new wakil wing B in my blok.haha.i still couldnt believe that they chose me!haha..i have to knock everybody's room and call them to gather in one room to recite the al-mulk.hehe..
we had majlis penutupan minggu pengurusan pelajar yesterday.and i was pengiring pengarah.hehehe..we held the bunga emas and bunga manggar and accompany our pengarah into the hall.hehehe..pakai kebaya songket.best woo!tak ramai dpt peluang ni!dah la hulubalang2 kat depan mcm body guard kitorg tu hot2!hehehehehehehe...best!best!
oriention week.girls and boys were seperated.kaum2 pon seperated.mcm tak syok la.but i still had fun.tapi kadang2 menjelikkan la jugak.to tell u the truth,i didnt expect malays are so complicated!they have groups and some sort.tak paham la juge.and,i dont understand y some malays macam jijik je other kaums.i mean,perkauman gile!i hate orang2 perkauman ni.mcm la mereka ni jijik gile?argh benci!benci!
i met neesa and farhana!!OMG farhana!my khemah kerja setia selangor 2005's friend!mmg mcm lega gile i met her!OH MY GOD!hehe.i met some bangi bangers also la.tapi mcm tak reti mcm mane nak rapat.haha.
my roomates.all three of them are from asrama.but we hanged alot and got closer.we were the noisiest room in the whole A5 blok!hahaha..kacak!!
what else eh?oh,i have to come back lagi next week.i have to attend a talk about egypt on saturday.and i have to take my bsn atm card at bangi.whee~..balik lagi!!
we will start studying on monday.alahai lemah sudah.dah la takde kawan in the same kumpulan prektikum!adoi letih.
oh oh..have to burn the midnight oil tonight to study addmaths and kimia.adoi.wish me luck!till then,goodbye for now.
hannahsahimi.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
farewell
i'm fully packed and now so nervous about tomorrow.as u all know,i'm going to malacca's matriculation tomorrow.i will leave home at 11 and will arrive there approximately at 1 pm.i kept thinking of WHAT IFs but i will try to face any possibilities.
i still have some small things that i forgot to buy like pendrive,charger,alarm clock,ridsect and so on.Luckily niksu reminded me.so,i'm going to buy them all before i go tomorrow.hopefully i will take everything that's important tomorrow.
last words..
again,i want to apologize to my readers.kalau ada la..haha..if i wrote things that might hurt your feelings.
to my kerepek conference friends,niksu,amelin,haziq,mahfuz,najmi,ab,uzair,eira n atari thanks for teman-ing me all night.every night for almost 2 months.i will never forget the merepek stuff we talked about.the weird words that we used such as kacak,wangi,kencang,tabah,kemas,bunga,chaplin,pasir n hebat.everyone has his/her own trademark.boleh masuk af6 la kita!haha.and saya sgt2 sorry kalau korg terguris hati atas perkataan2 yg gile tak bleh bla saya.harap dimaafkan.thanks for korang punya nasihat2..i will remember them and use them secara betul.and,cikguku!thanks for the driving skill tips.thanks for the reminders.thanks for teaching me bahasa melayu pasar.haha.maput,thanks for the jalan2 kat melaka tips,thanks for duduk asrama tips,thanks for remind me to bring sabun liquid and not sabun buku instead!haha.ab,thanks for the song!sgt2 appreciate it!i'm now officially ab's songs collecter!haha..korg,let's jumpa before i fly to egypt.i'll treat u all satay.haha.
to my xfreshers,abg rizal,kak faraa,abg adi,kak julia,abg bulu,zirah,neesa,gigiadercili,aileen,caduk and everybody else.thanks for the free time we merepek together in bilik bual.i'm soooo going to miss that bilik bual.we shared alot there.n my name always on-aired when i chat in bilik bual.thanks to abg rizal for promoting me.haha. neesa,sgt2 terima kasih sbb kenalkan hannah kepada kawan2 neesa.eventhough i always sesat in the conference but i still had so much fun.kirim salam kepada mereka.has,imi,bie,alia,nizam,sufi and some sort.agak segan borak ngan mereka.semua result gempak2.hopefully korang berjaya.
to syahiran,thanks for being so sweet.kadang2 merepek.kadang2 penuh nasihat.i love to pick a fight with u.so sorry for that.i'm extremely sorry for calling u debu.itu sgt special k?haha.and thanks for telling me not to derhaka kepada ibu.and other advices that really made me sedar and made me cry.u're a good man.i hope u'll be succesful.
to my msn buddies,make sure u miss me!haha.sorry for leaving everybody.i felt guilty doing so.but i have to!to chase my dream of becoming a dentist.i enter matriculation to be safe in case benda buruk berlaku to my egypt thing.hope to see everybody real soon.make a gathering that suits my time and for sure this time i'll be there!
to bloggers,ab,syukri,amelin,eira,post la banyak2..i'll take my time to catch up everything that korang post.haha.sunyilah kamu semua tanpa niksu dan saya.i'll try to go to the comp lab as often as i could k?
mak,happy mothers day.kak lang tahu mak tak suka celebrate mothers day.tapi mak adalah mak yg terhebat di dunia.tabah menempuhi segala dugaan tanpa ayah di sisi.kak lang minta maaf banyak2 sbb sakitkan hati mak.i'm a bad daughter,i admit it.but i love you mak!i really2 do.u're the best mak ever!luqman,jaga mak.buat homework.baca buku!pass kan bahasa cina!kalau kak lang boleh buat,luqman pon boleh!tgk f1 slalu.fernando alonso dpt no brape inform selalu!kak yong,thanks for the advices.i will remember to 'jangan carik gadoh dgn orang lain.' and 'blaja betul2.susah tu!'.cepat balik bawak chocolate hannah!haha.kak ngah,thanks for the tips.thanks for helping me up by picking the baju kurungs and remind me to buy this and that.i hope it will make my life in matriculation much easier.sayang korang banyak!
hani,setelah 14 tahun berkawan dan tak pernah berpisah.kini,terpaksela aku ke melaka.sayangnye kau tak pergi.dah plan dah nk bilik sama.huhu.tapi aku tetap harapkan kau berjaya dpt rayuan upu tu.u're my longest nad besterest friend ever!thanks for accompany me to mid valley and meet my friends.thanks for accompany me to kajang for our hari ketenangan.memories tu!!ingat!dan forst time buat muffin bersama.jangan lupa!OMG bila la lagi nk buat mcm tu sama2 dah?take care hani.kalau dia buli kau aku hempukkan.
kepada yang lain2.sorry tak mention ur names.tak cukup masa.thanks for being my friends.i really appreciate everything.thank you.
therefore,i hereby to inform everybody that my longest vacation has come to an end.next post will be about the days i had as a college student.till then.farewell!goodluck everybody!
izinkan ku pergi..
i still have some small things that i forgot to buy like pendrive,charger,alarm clock,ridsect and so on.Luckily niksu reminded me.so,i'm going to buy them all before i go tomorrow.hopefully i will take everything that's important tomorrow.
last words..
again,i want to apologize to my readers.kalau ada la..haha..if i wrote things that might hurt your feelings.
to my kerepek conference friends,niksu,amelin,haziq,mahfuz,najmi,ab,uzair,eira n atari thanks for teman-ing me all night.every night for almost 2 months.i will never forget the merepek stuff we talked about.the weird words that we used such as kacak,wangi,kencang,tabah,kemas,bunga,chaplin,pasir n hebat.everyone has his/her own trademark.boleh masuk af6 la kita!haha.and saya sgt2 sorry kalau korg terguris hati atas perkataan2 yg gile tak bleh bla saya.harap dimaafkan.thanks for korang punya nasihat2..i will remember them and use them secara betul.and,cikguku!thanks for the driving skill tips.thanks for the reminders.thanks for teaching me bahasa melayu pasar.haha.maput,thanks for the jalan2 kat melaka tips,thanks for duduk asrama tips,thanks for remind me to bring sabun liquid and not sabun buku instead!haha.ab,thanks for the song!sgt2 appreciate it!i'm now officially ab's songs collecter!haha..korg,let's jumpa before i fly to egypt.i'll treat u all satay.haha.
to my xfreshers,abg rizal,kak faraa,abg adi,kak julia,abg bulu,zirah,neesa,gigiadercili,aileen,caduk and everybody else.thanks for the free time we merepek together in bilik bual.i'm soooo going to miss that bilik bual.we shared alot there.n my name always on-aired when i chat in bilik bual.thanks to abg rizal for promoting me.haha. neesa,sgt2 terima kasih sbb kenalkan hannah kepada kawan2 neesa.eventhough i always sesat in the conference but i still had so much fun.kirim salam kepada mereka.has,imi,bie,alia,nizam,sufi and some sort.agak segan borak ngan mereka.semua result gempak2.hopefully korang berjaya.
to syahiran,thanks for being so sweet.kadang2 merepek.kadang2 penuh nasihat.i love to pick a fight with u.so sorry for that.i'm extremely sorry for calling u debu.itu sgt special k?haha.and thanks for telling me not to derhaka kepada ibu.and other advices that really made me sedar and made me cry.u're a good man.i hope u'll be succesful.
to my msn buddies,make sure u miss me!haha.sorry for leaving everybody.i felt guilty doing so.but i have to!to chase my dream of becoming a dentist.i enter matriculation to be safe in case benda buruk berlaku to my egypt thing.hope to see everybody real soon.make a gathering that suits my time and for sure this time i'll be there!
to bloggers,ab,syukri,amelin,eira,post la banyak2..i'll take my time to catch up everything that korang post.haha.sunyilah kamu semua tanpa niksu dan saya.i'll try to go to the comp lab as often as i could k?
mak,happy mothers day.kak lang tahu mak tak suka celebrate mothers day.tapi mak adalah mak yg terhebat di dunia.tabah menempuhi segala dugaan tanpa ayah di sisi.kak lang minta maaf banyak2 sbb sakitkan hati mak.i'm a bad daughter,i admit it.but i love you mak!i really2 do.u're the best mak ever!luqman,jaga mak.buat homework.baca buku!pass kan bahasa cina!kalau kak lang boleh buat,luqman pon boleh!tgk f1 slalu.fernando alonso dpt no brape inform selalu!kak yong,thanks for the advices.i will remember to 'jangan carik gadoh dgn orang lain.' and 'blaja betul2.susah tu!'.cepat balik bawak chocolate hannah!haha.kak ngah,thanks for the tips.thanks for helping me up by picking the baju kurungs and remind me to buy this and that.i hope it will make my life in matriculation much easier.sayang korang banyak!
hani,setelah 14 tahun berkawan dan tak pernah berpisah.kini,terpaksela aku ke melaka.sayangnye kau tak pergi.dah plan dah nk bilik sama.huhu.tapi aku tetap harapkan kau berjaya dpt rayuan upu tu.u're my longest nad besterest friend ever!thanks for accompany me to mid valley and meet my friends.thanks for accompany me to kajang for our hari ketenangan.memories tu!!ingat!dan forst time buat muffin bersama.jangan lupa!OMG bila la lagi nk buat mcm tu sama2 dah?take care hani.kalau dia buli kau aku hempukkan.
kepada yang lain2.sorry tak mention ur names.tak cukup masa.thanks for being my friends.i really appreciate everything.thank you.
therefore,i hereby to inform everybody that my longest vacation has come to an end.next post will be about the days i had as a college student.till then.farewell!goodluck everybody!
izinkan ku pergi..
Saturday, May 12, 2007
packed!
i've 90% packed and ready to go!i went to warta (-____-") with mum today and we almost bought everything dah.tinggal sikit² je dah.i still have..erm..detergen,sabun and barang2 dapur to buy.argh.tension je guna duit sendiri!damnit.
bat told me that he wanted to come to my house to greet me farewell.but he didnt come pon.cis la bat ni.bazooka!but syaf,ean,nadia,iffah and syazwan made a surprise visit.and i was so touched by that.dan emosi menjelma.gaha.kodi.
kak yong called from ireland.she told me to behave and dont pick up a fight with anybody.she told me to find her if anything happens.gaha kasih sayang seorang kakak baru muncul.hahaha.sedih la plak.
so..i guess this is my 2nd last post and probably my last post if i dont feel like wanna post anything tomorrow.so..itu je la.i hope i can post something tomorrow.i wanted to say goodbye pada masa yang tersingkat.so no sedih2 today.it should be done tomorrow.i dont wanna spoil it.haha.till then!
oh SHAWAL!!damnit.
bat told me that he wanted to come to my house to greet me farewell.but he didnt come pon.cis la bat ni.bazooka!but syaf,ean,nadia,iffah and syazwan made a surprise visit.and i was so touched by that.dan emosi menjelma.gaha.kodi.
kak yong called from ireland.she told me to behave and dont pick up a fight with anybody.she told me to find her if anything happens.gaha kasih sayang seorang kakak baru muncul.hahaha.sedih la plak.
so..i guess this is my 2nd last post and probably my last post if i dont feel like wanna post anything tomorrow.so..itu je la.i hope i can post something tomorrow.i wanted to say goodbye pada masa yang tersingkat.so no sedih2 today.it should be done tomorrow.i dont wanna spoil it.haha.till then!
oh SHAWAL!!damnit.
Friday, May 11, 2007
belum pack.
oh.I HAVENT PACK MY BAGS YET!!!dont feel like packing though.damnit.
my excitation of going to matriculation lasted for only one day.i received 1 bad news.REALLY BAD news.and,hani dont want to go to matriculation la pulak..damnit i dont have any friends there!except niksu,of course.takde mood dah nak pergi.cis la..
i had a good day today.winshen n seeling came to my house!i didnt meet them since 12 march!i'll miss them so much!i miss them already!adoi.we hanged like for 3 hours!from 3 pm to 6pm.OMG i miss school!i miss the days we had in school!where we fought and learn new stuff together.i miss everything about school,even the bad ones.i admit it,I MISS SCHOOL!!
I LOVE HIM.as a bestfriend
i wanted to cry when they told me these..
winshen:'hannah,i have to tell u this,u're my best malay friend.'
seeling:'i can talk to u about everything,i'll miss u.'(in mandarin la)
her.
terharu do!!cis la..i nearly cry.cis la diorg ni.jejak kasih pulak.
i miss them already
they told me that i'm in the list of those who're selected to lower six!fuyoh hebat!and they wanted me to join them to experience form 6 for at least one day.but lower six will start at the same day with matriculation.cis la.
and,someone finally understands me!winshen totally agree with me about kembara is tak kacak.
i went to shop with mum today.we went to nilai 3 to buy some baju kurungs.i have loads of baju kurung now.i bought loads of tudungs as well!and i bought a pink cadar!i love it.and it only cost rm9.90 for 1 set of single bed cadar.dah la lawa!gaha.
i didnt buy anything else coz we didnt have much time left.so we'll shop for bags,daily stuffs and some makanan kering tomorrow.i only have 2 more days left la damnit!cant wait to see how matriculation situation will be but at the same time afraid of having any culture shock.oh well,it's life.takut la pulak!cis la!
my excitation of going to matriculation lasted for only one day.i received 1 bad news.REALLY BAD news.and,hani dont want to go to matriculation la pulak..damnit i dont have any friends there!except niksu,of course.takde mood dah nak pergi.cis la..
i had a good day today.winshen n seeling came to my house!i didnt meet them since 12 march!i'll miss them so much!i miss them already!adoi.we hanged like for 3 hours!from 3 pm to 6pm.OMG i miss school!i miss the days we had in school!where we fought and learn new stuff together.i miss everything about school,even the bad ones.i admit it,I MISS SCHOOL!!
i wanted to cry when they told me these..
winshen:'hannah,i have to tell u this,u're my best malay friend.'
seeling:'i can talk to u about everything,i'll miss u.'(in mandarin la)
terharu do!!cis la..i nearly cry.cis la diorg ni.jejak kasih pulak.
they told me that i'm in the list of those who're selected to lower six!fuyoh hebat!and they wanted me to join them to experience form 6 for at least one day.but lower six will start at the same day with matriculation.cis la.
and,someone finally understands me!winshen totally agree with me about kembara is tak kacak.
i went to shop with mum today.we went to nilai 3 to buy some baju kurungs.i have loads of baju kurung now.i bought loads of tudungs as well!and i bought a pink cadar!i love it.and it only cost rm9.90 for 1 set of single bed cadar.dah la lawa!gaha.
i didnt buy anything else coz we didnt have much time left.so we'll shop for bags,daily stuffs and some makanan kering tomorrow.i only have 2 more days left la damnit!cant wait to see how matriculation situation will be but at the same time afraid of having any culture shock.oh well,it's life.takut la pulak!cis la!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
fuyoh!fuyoh!
aku mcm makin happy la kan nak pergi matriks ni.ramai gile la pulak yang pergi KMM!mcm best la pulak..haha..
tapi sayangnye mak cakap laptop takyah bawak.sebab tak brape penting.so aku pon macam..ha?tanpa laptop,tanpa internet...mcm mane kehidupanku nnt?fikir² balik mcm seksa la pulak!haha adoi.
tapi ada gak yang pergi matriks sekejap je..diorg kate kalau dpt tawaran diorg bla la.tapi aku tak kesah sgt pasal tu.sebab aku pon bla gak nanti!haha..yang penting ada gak kawan selama beberapa bulan.cukup sudah..
pastu aku teringat la pulak cerite² hantu yang kak ngah cerite dulu.agak menyeramkanlah pulak..histeria plak aku kang!tapi kene kuat iman..insyaAllah takkan diganggu.sebab aku tgk kak ngah ok je.hehe.
walaubagaimanapon,i'll try my best to enjoy myself there!mahu merasai suasana yang penuh dgn orang melayu.tak pernah do rasa macam tu!selama ni dgn omputih ngan cine je.nak jugak experience baru.dgn orang melayu.mcm best la pulak.huhu..
ini aku taip sebab bosan sebab mak aku tak jadi bawak aku gi beli barang²,adoi la bukan nak ckp awal²!boleh aku jumpe orang!ramai la pulak ajak aku kuar!haha.yang penting 'dia' ajak aku kuar!hehehe...i expect mahal punye ok?haha..u kaye i nak candlelight dinner satu!haha.pastu lagi sorg ajak aku tgk wayang la pulak.rakan² lain pon ajak kuar.OH...aku nak bla barulah korg terkedek² ajak aku kuar?pukul kang!haha..tu la dah spoil dah plan aku nak kuar.hish la.adoidoidoi.
so itu je la.bosan do!haha.kejap lagi nak pergi beli kasut la pulak.BM rocks!haha.kodi la hannah sahimi.chow!
tapi sayangnye mak cakap laptop takyah bawak.sebab tak brape penting.so aku pon macam..ha?tanpa laptop,tanpa internet...mcm mane kehidupanku nnt?fikir² balik mcm seksa la pulak!haha adoi.
tapi ada gak yang pergi matriks sekejap je..diorg kate kalau dpt tawaran diorg bla la.tapi aku tak kesah sgt pasal tu.sebab aku pon bla gak nanti!haha..yang penting ada gak kawan selama beberapa bulan.cukup sudah..
pastu aku teringat la pulak cerite² hantu yang kak ngah cerite dulu.agak menyeramkanlah pulak..histeria plak aku kang!tapi kene kuat iman..insyaAllah takkan diganggu.sebab aku tgk kak ngah ok je.hehe.
walaubagaimanapon,i'll try my best to enjoy myself there!mahu merasai suasana yang penuh dgn orang melayu.tak pernah do rasa macam tu!selama ni dgn omputih ngan cine je.nak jugak experience baru.dgn orang melayu.mcm best la pulak.huhu..
ini aku taip sebab bosan sebab mak aku tak jadi bawak aku gi beli barang²,adoi la bukan nak ckp awal²!boleh aku jumpe orang!ramai la pulak ajak aku kuar!haha.yang penting 'dia' ajak aku kuar!hehehe...i expect mahal punye ok?haha..u kaye i nak candlelight dinner satu!haha.pastu lagi sorg ajak aku tgk wayang la pulak.rakan² lain pon ajak kuar.OH...aku nak bla barulah korg terkedek² ajak aku kuar?pukul kang!haha..tu la dah spoil dah plan aku nak kuar.hish la.adoidoidoi.
so itu je la.bosan do!haha.kejap lagi nak pergi beli kasut la pulak.BM rocks!haha.kodi la hannah sahimi.chow!
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
matriks,here i come.
guys,sadly to inform that i'm going to matriculation next week.the globalmedic agent advised me to just go to the matriculation and they'll get me out from there when i have to go to egypt in august.and mak told me to go for i will make more friends there.plus,hani is going also!we will be in the same matriculation and we're in the same phrase!the third phrase!haha.kembar bazooka kacak!
i'm kinda sad leaving home.because it's too early.winshen told me to join him to experience form 6 for just 1 day.but,yu hua's form 6 will start at the same day i enter matriculation!!
-___-" .bazooka!!!!winshen sgt sweet by telling me that he'll miss me when i fly to egypt.he's my bestfriend ok?leaving him is like leaving my brother.mcm nak nangis pon ade!adoi.
i need to meet everybody!my merepek friends:niksu,amelin,haziq,mahfuz,najmi,ab,syukri,ujei,atari,eira.semuanye wangi,kencang,tabah,kemas,bunga,pasir,hebat dan yg penting KACAK belaka.haha.mahu jumpa korang semua!!!mahu!!lepas ni dah tableh merepek dah...aku akan merindui semua itu!!permainan ntah pape la..kedai² merepek.teka² lagu merepek.sape tido paling lewat die tabah la..oh,bile lagi la bleh gile² mcm tu??dah takde peluang dah!!i will remember this like...FOREVER!!jgn erasekan dari mindaku!!!
xfreshers like zati,atheera,zirah,neesa,abg rizal,kak faraa,abg adi,kak julia,abg bulu..oh,bile lagi la boleh chat ngan diorg..bile lagi la bleh jumpe diorg??ah,dah start rindu.
tv and radio!OMG i'm going to miss both!especially when i fly to egypt.jom tgk tv sampai lebam n dgr radio sampai pekak!marii!!
yeah.i'm going to melaka on monday.i've paid everything dah.i did it all on my own ok?my mum didnt coach me or acompany me to anywhere!not like some people who still have to rely on their parents to do everything.even their parents ask me how to do this and that.haha.hannah terbaek!tepok bahuku!haha
i have to buy everything tomorrow..mak told me to buy everything now so that i dont have to buy them again mase nak ke mesir nanti.i was like..ha??reuse??aduhai sedih.korg belikan aku barang2 plz...haha..
so,i hereby seek for your forgiveness if i done anything awful to any of u,readers.dari hujung kaki ke hujung rambut.saya mahu sambung belajar sudah!!wasalam.
i'm kinda sad leaving home.because it's too early.winshen told me to join him to experience form 6 for just 1 day.but,yu hua's form 6 will start at the same day i enter matriculation!!
-___-" .bazooka!!!!winshen sgt sweet by telling me that he'll miss me when i fly to egypt.he's my bestfriend ok?leaving him is like leaving my brother.mcm nak nangis pon ade!adoi.
i need to meet everybody!my merepek friends:niksu,amelin,haziq,mahfuz,najmi,ab,syukri,ujei,atari,eira.semuanye wangi,kencang,tabah,kemas,bunga,pasir,hebat dan yg penting KACAK belaka.haha.mahu jumpa korang semua!!!mahu!!lepas ni dah tableh merepek dah...aku akan merindui semua itu!!permainan ntah pape la..kedai² merepek.teka² lagu merepek.sape tido paling lewat die tabah la..oh,bile lagi la bleh gile² mcm tu??dah takde peluang dah!!i will remember this like...FOREVER!!jgn erasekan dari mindaku!!!
xfreshers like zati,atheera,zirah,neesa,abg rizal,kak faraa,abg adi,kak julia,abg bulu..oh,bile lagi la boleh chat ngan diorg..bile lagi la bleh jumpe diorg??ah,dah start rindu.
tv and radio!OMG i'm going to miss both!especially when i fly to egypt.jom tgk tv sampai lebam n dgr radio sampai pekak!marii!!
yeah.i'm going to melaka on monday.i've paid everything dah.i did it all on my own ok?my mum didnt coach me or acompany me to anywhere!not like some people who still have to rely on their parents to do everything.even their parents ask me how to do this and that.haha.hannah terbaek!tepok bahuku!haha
i have to buy everything tomorrow..mak told me to buy everything now so that i dont have to buy them again mase nak ke mesir nanti.i was like..ha??reuse??aduhai sedih.korg belikan aku barang2 plz...haha..
so,i hereby seek for your forgiveness if i done anything awful to any of u,readers.dari hujung kaki ke hujung rambut.saya mahu sambung belajar sudah!!wasalam.
Monday, May 07, 2007
should i?
ok so now i'm pening with decisions.
should i go to matriks?
or just leave it?
OMG pening.
i'm like 60% wanna study here.LOCAL!! but everybody kept telling me to go.pening sudah!
batma told me to think and think again.and i did that.but i still didnt know the answer for it.apsal la susah sgt nak decide ni??benci la susah sgt!!
imagine egypt.
padang pasir.hot.sesak.and I CANT DRIVE THERE!kongkong.no mtv and so.kongkong.go out also mcm tak safe.and the people there drive like hell.did i mention padang pasir?yeah.padang pasir.kongkong.have to live in the hostel and cant go out.damn.kongkong.tak free.cis!!!!!!!
TAK MAHU!!!
should i go to matriks?
or just leave it?
OMG pening.
i'm like 60% wanna study here.LOCAL!! but everybody kept telling me to go.pening sudah!
batma told me to think and think again.and i did that.but i still didnt know the answer for it.apsal la susah sgt nak decide ni??benci la susah sgt!!
imagine egypt.
padang pasir.hot.sesak.and I CANT DRIVE THERE!kongkong.no mtv and so.kongkong.go out also mcm tak safe.and the people there drive like hell.did i mention padang pasir?yeah.padang pasir.kongkong.have to live in the hostel and cant go out.damn.kongkong.tak free.cis!!!!!!!
TAK MAHU!!!
Sunday, May 06, 2007
sudah tu sudah.
i accompanied mak to the kubur today.they've completed the batu nisan and everything.it looked nice.they've even made new ones for arwah opah!alhamdulillah everything went well.we just have to find some time to tanam some pokoks.probably tomorrow.
REMIND ME TO NEVER EVER EVER EVER BE IN THE SAME CAR WITH SYAF WHEN SHE'S DRIVING IN PUTRAJAYA.NEVER EVER EVER!!
she drives dangerously and effingly degil when we told her she went to the wrong road.and SHE LOVEs TO DO THE BREAK EMERGENCILY!putrajaya and syaf cant get along.wont be.NEVER WILL BE!no matter how many times she drive there,she wont remember the road.BERTUAH PUNYE BUDAK!!adoih.
so syaf's so called 'jumpa cikgu' plan was suddenly cancelled for her 'alzheimer' desease that she couldnt remember the road and the house of puan raziah.so,she decided to go to her makcik's house in putrajaya BUT we couldnt find the house.I'VE TOLD YOU IT'S PRESINT 9,NOT PRESINT 19!!adoila syaf ni.so,we went straight to alamanda for a short walk.A REAL SHORT WALK!we were walking and suddenly mak called and ask me to come back home immediately so i can jaga nenek.and i was like..'omg..I JUST GOT HERE!'so i quickly finish up my mc donald and went straight home with akmal as the driver.
and..
kak ngah was home when i reached home and she didnt go anywhere after that!and i was like..OMG AKU PATUT STAY JE TADI!!grrrr...
and surprisingly mak didnt scold me for didnt keep my promise after she got back from fetching luqman from camp.
did i mention that luqman has entered his first ever camp??he was so excited about it but when he got back.he was like...unwell.haha..luqman and his 1st camp.I WILL NEVER FORGET IT.we were so worried!haha.adoi.luqman...luqman..how will i survive without luqman?adoi.
REMIND ME TO NEVER EVER EVER EVER BE IN THE SAME CAR WITH SYAF WHEN SHE'S DRIVING IN PUTRAJAYA.NEVER EVER EVER!!
she drives dangerously and effingly degil when we told her she went to the wrong road.and SHE LOVEs TO DO THE BREAK EMERGENCILY!putrajaya and syaf cant get along.wont be.NEVER WILL BE!no matter how many times she drive there,she wont remember the road.BERTUAH PUNYE BUDAK!!adoih.
so syaf's so called 'jumpa cikgu' plan was suddenly cancelled for her 'alzheimer' desease that she couldnt remember the road and the house of puan raziah.so,she decided to go to her makcik's house in putrajaya BUT we couldnt find the house.I'VE TOLD YOU IT'S PRESINT 9,NOT PRESINT 19!!adoila syaf ni.so,we went straight to alamanda for a short walk.A REAL SHORT WALK!we were walking and suddenly mak called and ask me to come back home immediately so i can jaga nenek.and i was like..'omg..I JUST GOT HERE!'so i quickly finish up my mc donald and went straight home with akmal as the driver.
and..
kak ngah was home when i reached home and she didnt go anywhere after that!and i was like..OMG AKU PATUT STAY JE TADI!!grrrr...
and surprisingly mak didnt scold me for didnt keep my promise after she got back from fetching luqman from camp.
did i mention that luqman has entered his first ever camp??he was so excited about it but when he got back.he was like...unwell.haha..luqman and his 1st camp.I WILL NEVER FORGET IT.we were so worried!haha.adoi.luqman...luqman..how will i survive without luqman?adoi.
Saturday, May 05, 2007
upu?
Dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda TIDAK BERJAYA
dalam permohonan kemasukan ke IPTA Sesi Akademik 2007/2008
damnit.unfair.
i qualified the minimum qualification ok?kenapa tak dpt???
urgh i hate this.
and i dont understand why some of them yang with the gempak² result didnt get in.kinda...weird.
ya TUHAN,tabahkanlah hambaMu ini supaya dpt mengharungi dugaa²Mu..amiin..
fuyoh(in a sarcastic way) i will fly to mesir to study dentistry!-_____-"
takde care lain ke salain itu?
i dont want to leave my mum and luqman alone!!
haiz..bertawakal..
dalam permohonan kemasukan ke IPTA Sesi Akademik 2007/2008
damnit.unfair.
i qualified the minimum qualification ok?kenapa tak dpt???
urgh i hate this.
and i dont understand why some of them yang with the gempak² result didnt get in.kinda...weird.
ya TUHAN,tabahkanlah hambaMu ini supaya dpt mengharungi dugaa²Mu..amiin..
fuyoh(in a sarcastic way) i will fly to mesir to study dentistry!-_____-"
takde care lain ke salain itu?
i dont want to leave my mum and luqman alone!!
haiz..bertawakal..
UPU??
oh oh!!!
i read today's newspaper and they said that spm leavers can check their UPU results tomorrow!!OMG OMG OMG!!i'm so cuak now!i'm cuak-er than yesterday!!OMG OMG OMG!!
i hope that i'm selected to any asasi pergigian..i really really do!!
let's just pray for the best,people!!
but,prepare for the worst..
i've prepared my mind to accept whatever the results will end up.InsyaAllah i wont get emo when i receive the bad news.
I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A DENTIST!!
i read today's newspaper and they said that spm leavers can check their UPU results tomorrow!!OMG OMG OMG!!i'm so cuak now!i'm cuak-er than yesterday!!OMG OMG OMG!!
i hope that i'm selected to any asasi pergigian..i really really do!!
let's just pray for the best,people!!
but,prepare for the worst..
i've prepared my mind to accept whatever the results will end up.InsyaAllah i wont get emo when i receive the bad news.
I REALLY REALLY WANNA BE A DENTIST!!
Friday, May 04, 2007
hari jumaat nan indah.
aunty nolly called this morning and asked us to go to her house immediately.so,we did.
and guess what?aunty nolly said she were frying the banana and she saw this kalimah appear..
walaupun dari kiri ke kanan..tapi tetap nampak juge!
i zoomed it to get a closer look
aunty nolly asked me this question..
'hannah cuti panjang ni takde boyfriend ke?'
hahahahahahahahaha...tak bleh bla betul!
AND!!
i found out that this girl that mak always puji alot dapat program matriks 2 tahun.and she got 8A1 from 16 subjects that she took.apparently her 8 A s tu bukannya yang untuk yang subjects penting2 tu! haha..mak's face were in complete shock when i told her that!haha...tu la...berlagak lagi 8 A1..pergh...
and guess what?aunty nolly said she were frying the banana and she saw this kalimah appear..
aunty nolly asked me this question..
'hannah cuti panjang ni takde boyfriend ke?'
hahahahahahahahaha...tak bleh bla betul!
AND!!
i found out that this girl that mak always puji alot dapat program matriks 2 tahun.and she got 8A1 from 16 subjects that she took.apparently her 8 A s tu bukannya yang untuk yang subjects penting2 tu! haha..mak's face were in complete shock when i told her that!haha...tu la...berlagak lagi 8 A1..pergh...
Thursday, May 03, 2007
mantap kujo!
i had splendid mantap kujo time with hani all day today.we went to unfortunately kajang je.but it was still fun.we laughed a lot!i bought a new shirt and a pair of shoes.and i met loads of my juniors in kajang!!OMG i miss them so much!!hari ini merupakan hari ketenangan yg terbaik!!hani and i really wanted to spend time together since we were facing HUGE problem last week and we had a very very emotional week last week,so,today was the hari ketenangan day!the BEST hari ketenangan ever!!haha..
fitting room.
for those who breaks our heart,we've survived!!!we're not as fragile as u think!!
and we tried new stuff like we sms-ed by using this new public icc public phone in kajang.damn kacak la that phone!!i love it so much!haha.
and metro has new toilet!!!OMG it's like a 5 star toilet!i cant imagine how ugly the toilet used to be last year when i looked into the new one.
the rest are still the same.the same old kajang.the kodi kajang.haha.
harini hari mantap kujo!!
p/s:take my test please..let's see how well do you know me..hehe..
winshen knows me well!!!he answered 8 Qs correctly!OMG i didnt know that he knows me THAT well!!dude,i've told u i'll love u more after this!!haha..
letto's ruang rindu song is so nice!
seribu tahun.
Artist : Imran Ajmain
Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini
Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sentiasa setia
Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia
Adakah engkau tahu... ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti... ini untuk selama-lamanya
Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini... yeah...
Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sentiasa setia
Jangan putus harapan... sentiasa setia......
a beutiful song from imran ajmain.meremang bulu roma!!menusuk kalbu betul!agagagaga..
Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini
Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sentiasa setia
Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia
Adakah engkau tahu... ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti... ini untuk selama-lamanya
Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini... yeah...
Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sentiasa setia
Jangan putus harapan... sentiasa setia......
a beutiful song from imran ajmain.meremang bulu roma!!menusuk kalbu betul!agagagaga..
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
tak sihat!!
oh!oh!i didnt feel well today!!
i had a major stomach ache!kak ngah explained to me why i got the stomach ache..from asid what to kelenjar what to what ubat should i take..and i acted as if i understand every single word.and -____-" this look appeared on my face.so,i slept all day!imagine how heaven it is to sleep all day without mak scream to wake me up and i didnt feel weak for some sort of fever.it's just hurt when i'm trying to get up and i didnt have the mood of eating today. i've been surrounding with doctors!i have 2 doctors in home.and 2 of my cousins are doctors.and those aunties sons and daughters are doctors!no more doctors please.pening ok?completely tak faham those medical terms they use everytime they hang.and we were like..ha?oh..ok.and...
-___________-"
and so..
syaf and ean visited me just now.and we hanged for like an hour..we did some ingat semula zaman² sekolah.it was fun!syaf told me something that made me laugh hardly.she said i looked differen.she said that i 'dah kurus.'and i was like..
woi aku turun 1 kilo je okeh??jgnlah ckp mcm drastik sangat!!
and this face -_________-" appeared again!!
i am so worried about UPU.i dont think that i can get it.i mean it's tough to get in!everybody with excellent results applied for it.so,i say the chances of me getting in is...slightly none.OMG.UPU..tolonglah dapat.if not,i have to go to mesir.it's not that i didnt like it there.it's like the only chance for me to study abroad kan?tapi leaving mak and luqman alone at home kinda saddened me.i mean,if i go to local university,i can come back home and visit them frequently.either way,i have to sacrifice something to pursue my dream of becoming a dentist.so,mesir or local university,here i come!
saya mahu makan kimchi...atau sashimi...mahu try!
i had a major stomach ache!kak ngah explained to me why i got the stomach ache..from asid what to kelenjar what to what ubat should i take..and i acted as if i understand every single word.and -____-" this look appeared on my face.so,i slept all day!imagine how heaven it is to sleep all day without mak scream to wake me up and i didnt feel weak for some sort of fever.it's just hurt when i'm trying to get up and i didnt have the mood of eating today. i've been surrounding with doctors!i have 2 doctors in home.and 2 of my cousins are doctors.and those aunties sons and daughters are doctors!no more doctors please.pening ok?completely tak faham those medical terms they use everytime they hang.and we were like..ha?oh..ok.and...
-___________-"
and so..
syaf and ean visited me just now.and we hanged for like an hour..we did some ingat semula zaman² sekolah.it was fun!syaf told me something that made me laugh hardly.she said i looked differen.she said that i 'dah kurus.'and i was like..
woi aku turun 1 kilo je okeh??jgnlah ckp mcm drastik sangat!!
and this face -_________-" appeared again!!
i am so worried about UPU.i dont think that i can get it.i mean it's tough to get in!everybody with excellent results applied for it.so,i say the chances of me getting in is...slightly none.OMG.UPU..tolonglah dapat.if not,i have to go to mesir.it's not that i didnt like it there.it's like the only chance for me to study abroad kan?tapi leaving mak and luqman alone at home kinda saddened me.i mean,if i go to local university,i can come back home and visit them frequently.either way,i have to sacrifice something to pursue my dream of becoming a dentist.so,mesir or local university,here i come!
saya mahu makan kimchi...atau sashimi...mahu try!
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
hey..
1st of all i want to tell everyone that i'm getting better from this heartbreak stuffs.but i still cant listen to kaer's songs or look at kaer's pictures.it made me feel like..urgh!!there's this one day i tried to listen to kaer's song.and it ended up with me crying...again..so..no kaer's songs or pics at the moment please..
a friend of mine told me that i've been frustrated too much as if i was putus cinta and he told me that..
'kau ni kan hannah..ade bf esok..kalau break nanti aku rase setahun baru elok kot?'
another friend of mine told me that..
'weih hannah,ko takyah ar ade bf..kang seksa aku tengok kau kang..ini pon mcm tak bermaya..'
BUT IT'S KAER OK??BUKAN BUDAK LAKI BIASA!
someone made me smile last sunday and her name is nur amira.yes.kak ina's daughter.we've visited her since she just got back from the hospital due to lung infection..what a tough girl she is!she's just 11 months old and she survived from the infection.yeay amira yeay!and the thing that she made me smile is that she only wanna play with me and she cried when mak or luqman or kak ngah come near her.
that really really really made me happy!and i really really wanted to laugh like this..
'muahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha...IN UR FACE!' that day but i didnt.i just smiled sinis-ly to them.
and amira made me eat on that day.i had speggheti on that day.thanks amira.mak lang owes you alot!
i went to my kampung today with tiada perasaan.as usual.nobody's bother me at all when we were in the car on our way to kampung except cikde who sometimes asked me something.and nenek is here now.so i have to do everything la now.kak ngah dont have to do anything.luqman jangan criter la pemalasnye..argh!kembali geram sebentar.
hey everybody..
please pray for me..
doakan saye dpt upu uia pergigian please.
amiin..
hannahsahimiisbackbutstillcantlistentokaer'ssongsorseekaer'spicsthat
willmakehercry.
sheneedtimetoforgeteverything.t h a n k y o u.
a friend of mine told me that i've been frustrated too much as if i was putus cinta and he told me that..
'kau ni kan hannah..ade bf esok..kalau break nanti aku rase setahun baru elok kot?'
another friend of mine told me that..
'weih hannah,ko takyah ar ade bf..kang seksa aku tengok kau kang..ini pon mcm tak bermaya..'
BUT IT'S KAER OK??BUKAN BUDAK LAKI BIASA!
someone made me smile last sunday and her name is nur amira.yes.kak ina's daughter.we've visited her since she just got back from the hospital due to lung infection..what a tough girl she is!she's just 11 months old and she survived from the infection.yeay amira yeay!and the thing that she made me smile is that she only wanna play with me and she cried when mak or luqman or kak ngah come near her.
that really really really made me happy!and i really really wanted to laugh like this..
'muahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha...IN UR FACE!' that day but i didnt.i just smiled sinis-ly to them.
and amira made me eat on that day.i had speggheti on that day.thanks amira.mak lang owes you alot!
i went to my kampung today with tiada perasaan.as usual.nobody's bother me at all when we were in the car on our way to kampung except cikde who sometimes asked me something.and nenek is here now.so i have to do everything la now.kak ngah dont have to do anything.luqman jangan criter la pemalasnye..argh!kembali geram sebentar.
hey everybody..
please pray for me..
doakan saye dpt upu uia pergigian please.
amiin..
hannahsahimiisbackbutstillcantlistentokaer'ssongsorseekaer'spicsthat
willmakehercry.
sheneedtimetoforgeteverything.t h a n k y o u.
Sunday, April 29, 2007
i did it again.
i did it again today.i cried again.OMG i hate crying.but i dont know how to stop it.
we were in the car on our way to the kubur and everybody is talking to everybody except they didnt talk to me.as if i was invisible.and they were talking about me.right in front of my face.as if i cant hear anything.gosh!i hate this!
kak ngah wants to go to this concert with mawi as the main performer and mak said ok.OMG kenape aku takleh lupe perkara ni????????siot betul aku benci!benci!benci!
i miss arwah ayah.he used to ask me wether or not i'm ok in the car while others were talking.arwah ayah used to hold my hand sebab suke² while we were in the car.i miss hugging ayah if i feel like crying without him noticing that i wanted to cry at that moment.i miss kissing ayah's cheek for saje².i miss ayah who always call me names like jenahak or kak langkawi or twenty p.even though the names are lame but it's special.neither kak yong,kak ngah or luqman have names like that.ayah didnt give them any special names.ayah always made me feel special.i miss you,dad.u're the greatest dad in the whole wide world.i love you.Al-fatihah.
ya TUHAN,aku tahu ini adalah lagi satu dugaan.aku akan tabah mengharunginya.aku berdoa utk yang terbaik.amiin.
we were in the car on our way to the kubur and everybody is talking to everybody except they didnt talk to me.as if i was invisible.and they were talking about me.right in front of my face.as if i cant hear anything.gosh!i hate this!
kak ngah wants to go to this concert with mawi as the main performer and mak said ok.OMG kenape aku takleh lupe perkara ni????????siot betul aku benci!benci!benci!
i miss arwah ayah.he used to ask me wether or not i'm ok in the car while others were talking.arwah ayah used to hold my hand sebab suke² while we were in the car.i miss hugging ayah if i feel like crying without him noticing that i wanted to cry at that moment.i miss kissing ayah's cheek for saje².i miss ayah who always call me names like jenahak or kak langkawi or twenty p.even though the names are lame but it's special.neither kak yong,kak ngah or luqman have names like that.ayah didnt give them any special names.ayah always made me feel special.i miss you,dad.u're the greatest dad in the whole wide world.i love you.Al-fatihah.
ya TUHAN,aku tahu ini adalah lagi satu dugaan.aku akan tabah mengharunginya.aku berdoa utk yang terbaik.amiin.
Saturday, April 28, 2007
no eating equals to happy life.
i have a theory.a really good one.no eating equals to happy life.i woke up this morning and i was menggigil.i nearly fainted but i quickly went to the kitchen and drink some water.after subuh,i had milo and three keping of breads which made the gigil stopped,Alhamdulillah.but things gone bad.ustazah scolded me for the wrongs that i did in my quran recitation.i dunno y,but i recited teribbly today.i didnt makan hati for ustazah's lecture but the day gone from bad to worse.
i went to alamanda today and kak ngah suddenly asked me about kaer.so i told her that kaer called whatsoever.then kak ngah suddenly said'nak jumpe kaer!nk jumpe'.kalau nak jumpe apsal aku suruh kau pujuk mak kau taknak ha?siot betul tak gune!TAK GUNE BETUL!serious tak gune.as if la mak nak dgr sngat pujukan aku?palotak kau!betul² la tak bleh diharapkan langsung!urgh!!!!!!!
then kak ngah treat me mcd.mcd tasted tawar for me.everything is tawar.the burger,the french fries,the milo ais.i didnt finish it but it already made me feel full.and we went jalan² looking for barang dapur.and luqman made me angry.dah tahu aku takde mood,kau nak carik gaduh ngan aku apsal?so,i pinched him.pinched sikit je.sekali je.dahh nak nangis.then kak ngah scolded me,and we got home,mak scolded me.so,yeah.food equals to emosi.yeah.so i should stop eating.i should have let myself menggigil and didnt do any actions about it.that would make everybody happy right?
GOD,why are u torturing me?
i went to alamanda today and kak ngah suddenly asked me about kaer.so i told her that kaer called whatsoever.then kak ngah suddenly said'nak jumpe kaer!nk jumpe'.kalau nak jumpe apsal aku suruh kau pujuk mak kau taknak ha?siot betul tak gune!TAK GUNE BETUL!serious tak gune.as if la mak nak dgr sngat pujukan aku?palotak kau!betul² la tak bleh diharapkan langsung!urgh!!!!!!!
then kak ngah treat me mcd.mcd tasted tawar for me.everything is tawar.the burger,the french fries,the milo ais.i didnt finish it but it already made me feel full.and we went jalan² looking for barang dapur.and luqman made me angry.dah tahu aku takde mood,kau nak carik gaduh ngan aku apsal?so,i pinched him.pinched sikit je.sekali je.dahh nak nangis.then kak ngah scolded me,and we got home,mak scolded me.so,yeah.food equals to emosi.yeah.so i should stop eating.i should have let myself menggigil and didnt do any actions about it.that would make everybody happy right?
GOD,why are u torturing me?
Friday, April 27, 2007
cis!
i woke up today and i wanted to forget everything and start a new day.but i think i have THE MOST unfair,weird,mean mum in the whole wide world!dah la tak kasi aku jumpa kaer..sukan pon tak kasi pergi..maybe she just wanna let me die with boredom in home.argh!
bodoh betul la..life is so unfair!!life is full of lies.i hate lies.i hate everything now.i hate people.i hate animals.call me emo but that's what i am now.geez...thanks,mum.
yea.kaer did called me.kalau call baik aku takyah vote berlambak²!sampai tangan lenguh²!baik aku call je die mase die onair.call sgt senang.everybody pernah call kaer!I WANT TO MEET HIM!not listen to him!kalau dengar je,baik aku bukak cd dgr berjuta² kali!dah la cakap beberapa saat je.urgh.i hate 26/4.i dont want to get married on 26/4.I'M NOT HAPPY.i'm so not happy.it's just sooo unfair!
and,i hate crying.oh GOD,please stop this.i cant handle it anymore!
i drove over hadlaju today.i drove 80 km/h in a 40 km/h road.it made mak scream.but i dont care.i dont even listen to her.i just drive as if the road is mine.lepaskan geram!yeah!i should do it more often for i'm now full of grudge and anger living in a house like a prisioner!
luqman wants to go out and buy new shirts and mak said ok.boleh plak bersuka²????????kalau hannah,tak bleh je la????unfair gile!
currently staying as far as i could from any of kaer songs.any of kaer pics.it made me feel sad.and i'm staying away from food too.so,yes,mum..I AM THAT SAD!get it?i didnt even eat her nasi lemak yesterday.and she asked me wether or not i eat it.and i didnt answer any of her questions.till now.maybe will be continue until i decided to get married 6 years later.so mum,be surprise if i talk to u after 6 years.
emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.
bodoh betul la..life is so unfair!!life is full of lies.i hate lies.i hate everything now.i hate people.i hate animals.call me emo but that's what i am now.geez...thanks,mum.
yea.kaer did called me.kalau call baik aku takyah vote berlambak²!sampai tangan lenguh²!baik aku call je die mase die onair.call sgt senang.everybody pernah call kaer!I WANT TO MEET HIM!not listen to him!kalau dengar je,baik aku bukak cd dgr berjuta² kali!dah la cakap beberapa saat je.urgh.i hate 26/4.i dont want to get married on 26/4.I'M NOT HAPPY.i'm so not happy.it's just sooo unfair!
and,i hate crying.oh GOD,please stop this.i cant handle it anymore!
i drove over hadlaju today.i drove 80 km/h in a 40 km/h road.it made mak scream.but i dont care.i dont even listen to her.i just drive as if the road is mine.lepaskan geram!yeah!i should do it more often for i'm now full of grudge and anger living in a house like a prisioner!
luqman wants to go out and buy new shirts and mak said ok.boleh plak bersuka²????????kalau hannah,tak bleh je la????unfair gile!
currently staying as far as i could from any of kaer songs.any of kaer pics.it made me feel sad.and i'm staying away from food too.so,yes,mum..I AM THAT SAD!get it?i didnt even eat her nasi lemak yesterday.and she asked me wether or not i eat it.and i didnt answer any of her questions.till now.maybe will be continue until i decided to get married 6 years later.so mum,be surprise if i talk to u after 6 years.
emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.emosi.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
stop it please.
i'm not ready to be nice.i'm not ready to be happy.i'm not ready to be jumpy.i'm not ready to be tolerance.
stop coming to me with ur problems.stop judging my new friends.stop telling me to do what.stop asking me to solve ur couple's problem.i'm a normal human being.i deserve to be angry.i deserve to cuss once in awhile.
stop being fake.stop telling me that 'i wish i could help.'if u dont want to help,if u dont want to listen,just say it!just say it that u're selfish.TELL ME THAT U DONT EVEN CARE.i lent my ears to listen to ur problems.i lent my streght to help u.i lent my brain to help u solve ur problems.i lent my ideas to u when u need some.y cant u lend me some of urs?WHY ARE PEOPLE BEING SO SELFISH?SO PARANOID?
so,stop coming to me.stop sms me for awhile.i need an alone time.yes,i'm being emotional.but,stop judging me.
stop asking me wether or not i'm ok.stop asking me wether or not i'm fine with everything.I'M NOT OK!.if u get the chance to meet an actor/actress or a singer that u hang his/her poster on ur door and bought everything that have to do with him/her and supproted him/her all day,but u cant go,will u be ok with it?i wanna see if u're ok with it.SO,I'M NOT OK.I WILL NEVER BE OKAY UNLESS a brain surgoen come to me and make this memory dissapear.maybe i will be fine by then.
do not disturb me for awhile.i need an alone time.i cant handle with pressures.i dont do well with solving my own problems.maybe i'll end up being the shooter that killed 32 people in virginia.maybe i'll shoot everybody including myself.yeah,maybe i can do that.since now,i'm in the jail with pressures and problems.yeah.maybe i'll do that.
YES,i really like him.i've voted for him since the year 2003.yet,i doesnt deserve this once in a lifetime opportunity,right?maybe i should stop liking someone.maybe i should stop loving someone.by doing that,maybe i could get the things that i wanted so bad.YEAH.MAYBE I SHOULD DO THAT.
STOP blaming me for ruining my eyes for crying about this.stop telling me to take care whatsoever.i'm sad.I'M DEEPLY SAD.and i'm doing what people do when they're sad.i dont care if i got sick.who asked u to not allowing me to go?padan muka lah if ur third daughter suddenly got a fever.PADAN MUKA SANGAT.
p/s: do not disturb me for a few days.i will tell u whenever i feel better.and dont blame me for didnt reply any of ur phone calls or any of ur messages.I NEED AN ALONE TIME!
stop coming to me with ur problems.stop judging my new friends.stop telling me to do what.stop asking me to solve ur couple's problem.i'm a normal human being.i deserve to be angry.i deserve to cuss once in awhile.
stop being fake.stop telling me that 'i wish i could help.'if u dont want to help,if u dont want to listen,just say it!just say it that u're selfish.TELL ME THAT U DONT EVEN CARE.i lent my ears to listen to ur problems.i lent my streght to help u.i lent my brain to help u solve ur problems.i lent my ideas to u when u need some.y cant u lend me some of urs?WHY ARE PEOPLE BEING SO SELFISH?SO PARANOID?
so,stop coming to me.stop sms me for awhile.i need an alone time.yes,i'm being emotional.but,stop judging me.
stop asking me wether or not i'm ok.stop asking me wether or not i'm fine with everything.I'M NOT OK!.if u get the chance to meet an actor/actress or a singer that u hang his/her poster on ur door and bought everything that have to do with him/her and supproted him/her all day,but u cant go,will u be ok with it?i wanna see if u're ok with it.SO,I'M NOT OK.I WILL NEVER BE OKAY UNLESS a brain surgoen come to me and make this memory dissapear.maybe i will be fine by then.
do not disturb me for awhile.i need an alone time.i cant handle with pressures.i dont do well with solving my own problems.maybe i'll end up being the shooter that killed 32 people in virginia.maybe i'll shoot everybody including myself.yeah,maybe i can do that.since now,i'm in the jail with pressures and problems.yeah.maybe i'll do that.
YES,i really like him.i've voted for him since the year 2003.yet,i doesnt deserve this once in a lifetime opportunity,right?maybe i should stop liking someone.maybe i should stop loving someone.by doing that,maybe i could get the things that i wanted so bad.YEAH.MAYBE I SHOULD DO THAT.
STOP blaming me for ruining my eyes for crying about this.stop telling me to take care whatsoever.i'm sad.I'M DEEPLY SAD.and i'm doing what people do when they're sad.i dont care if i got sick.who asked u to not allowing me to go?padan muka lah if ur third daughter suddenly got a fever.PADAN MUKA SANGAT.
p/s: do not disturb me for a few days.i will tell u whenever i feel better.and dont blame me for didnt reply any of ur phone calls or any of ur messages.I NEED AN ALONE TIME!
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
hadapi dengan senyuman???
hadapi dengan senyuman-dewa.
Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi .
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... Kan baik baik saja
Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah .
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang
i'm currently trying hard to hadapi this mak didnt allow me to go to meet my dear kaer dgn senyuman.URGH!MAK IS SOOOO UNFAIR!!!
Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi .
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... Kan baik baik saja
Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah .
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang
i'm currently trying hard to hadapi this mak didnt allow me to go to meet my dear kaer dgn senyuman.URGH!MAK IS SOOOO UNFAIR!!!
ESOOOKKKK...
my muffin is already finished before i give it to kaer!OMG luqman ni makan banyak betul la!yang blueberry pon dia sapu.cis budak bertuah ni!buncit kang..mcm jfk!haha..
so mcm takde mase nk beli tepung itu..cis la..urghhh!!!
KAK NGAH DAH BALIKKK!!!!yeay!still working on convincing mak to let kak ngah drive us tomorrow.tapi mak asyik takde je dari pagi..hadoih..MAK...PULANGLAH..
tomorrow.
26.4
xfresh.fm
9 pm.
so mcm takde mase nk beli tepung itu..cis la..urghhh!!!
KAK NGAH DAH BALIKKK!!!!yeay!still working on convincing mak to let kak ngah drive us tomorrow.tapi mak asyik takde je dari pagi..hadoih..MAK...PULANGLAH..
tomorrow.
26.4
xfresh.fm
9 pm.
Monday, April 23, 2007
the muffin man?the muffin man!
mak and luqman left me alone at home to cikde's yesterday thinking that hani and i gonna bake the muffins.but,there were some changing of plans and we didnt bake them yesterday.and i was so frustrated that i've cleaned the whole house!and mak came home without babling about how a girl left alone at home didnt do any cleaning to the house.yay me!haha.
so,we baked the muffins today.and it turned out to be..beautiful!i'm a good baker!we are the muffin men!muahahahaha..err...the muffin girls to be exact.whee~.it's easy to bake the muffins.especially when the tepung is already done with the mixture.we bought the ready tepung je.and we added some eggs,oil,and water.hahahaha..senang!30 mins je dah siap.haha.bijak!
we were thinking of baking more muffins tomorrow!at least i didnt get bored doing nothing at home..i have muffins to bake!haha.
i'll meet kaer on the 26th of april!not 25th!!OMG thank you abg rizal!!tak tahu la apa akan jadi kalau pergi ke astro pada 25 haribulan.mesti geram nak mati.26th people!26th!this thursday!OMG!gahahaha..
currently solving another couple's problem.
so,we baked the muffins today.and it turned out to be..beautiful!i'm a good baker!we are the muffin men!muahahahaha..err...the muffin girls to be exact.whee~.it's easy to bake the muffins.especially when the tepung is already done with the mixture.we bought the ready tepung je.and we added some eggs,oil,and water.hahahaha..senang!30 mins je dah siap.haha.bijak!
we were thinking of baking more muffins tomorrow!at least i didnt get bored doing nothing at home..i have muffins to bake!haha.
i'll meet kaer on the 26th of april!not 25th!!OMG thank you abg rizal!!tak tahu la apa akan jadi kalau pergi ke astro pada 25 haribulan.mesti geram nak mati.26th people!26th!this thursday!OMG!gahahaha..
currently solving another couple's problem.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
these walls.
mak suddenly asked me to drive the kembara when we were on our way to the kubur.she said,balik nanti drive lah.n i was like..ha??mak,lesen tak bawak la..i actually dont want to drive the car today since i didnt drive it for a week.i bet my driving skill has become worse and mak will started to scream loudly again.And...
it turned out to be true..
for my mum,my driving skill sucks.but the good thing is that nobody honked me!!everybody honked me when the 1st and 2nd time i drove the car.haha.for mak,i cant drive by my own yet.she said she'll only allow me to drive alone when i reach 21.err...mak,to make things clear...i'm still new in driving the kembara.i only drive it 4 times.and i want to drive it by my own NOW!not,another 3 years!OMG kak ngah,please come home as soon as possible!!!
But i drove it without mak's directions.i mean,i went right or left without mak scream KANAN!!!or KIRI!!..she only screamed...BREK!!..or ORANG!!!..or..KERETA!!!.
-__-" ..i envy xinwei.her parents allow her to drive by her own a week after she passed her jpj test.and her driving skill is very very similar to the 18 year old girl.CIS!!
i watched the movie called three times in kirana just now.the stroy was about a couple in three generations.kinda cute.but it's also kinda bores me.they didnt talk much.they just express they emotions.and they were loads of songs in it.kinda reminds me of yasmin ahmad's film.three times used loads of hokkien.n i dont know any other hokkien words except NIAMA,BO LIAO,XIA SUI,and XIANG AR?..so,didnt really understand what they said.coz the subtitles are also confusing.but overall,i gave it 7 from 1 to 10 scale.i recommend it to all.you guys should watch three times in kirana.grab ur astro guide to know the next date that they'll air it again.
oh!time to bake the muffins with hani!will update about it soon!whee~..
it turned out to be true..
for my mum,my driving skill sucks.but the good thing is that nobody honked me!!everybody honked me when the 1st and 2nd time i drove the car.haha.for mak,i cant drive by my own yet.she said she'll only allow me to drive alone when i reach 21.err...mak,to make things clear...i'm still new in driving the kembara.i only drive it 4 times.and i want to drive it by my own NOW!not,another 3 years!OMG kak ngah,please come home as soon as possible!!!
But i drove it without mak's directions.i mean,i went right or left without mak scream KANAN!!!or KIRI!!..she only screamed...BREK!!..or ORANG!!!..or..KERETA!!!.
-__-" ..i envy xinwei.her parents allow her to drive by her own a week after she passed her jpj test.and her driving skill is very very similar to the 18 year old girl.CIS!!
i watched the movie called three times in kirana just now.the stroy was about a couple in three generations.kinda cute.but it's also kinda bores me.they didnt talk much.they just express they emotions.and they were loads of songs in it.kinda reminds me of yasmin ahmad's film.three times used loads of hokkien.n i dont know any other hokkien words except NIAMA,BO LIAO,XIA SUI,and XIANG AR?..so,didnt really understand what they said.coz the subtitles are also confusing.but overall,i gave it 7 from 1 to 10 scale.i recommend it to all.you guys should watch three times in kirana.grab ur astro guide to know the next date that they'll air it again.
oh!time to bake the muffins with hani!will update about it soon!whee~..
Saturday, April 21, 2007
moody.
my day today started with very emotional day.i've cleaned all the windows and apparently that wasn't good enough for mak.but i dont really mind.but i told her that i'll do it tomorrow.so,i WILL do it tomorrow.don't have to worry about it,mak.
i dont get her sometimes.one time,she'll be extra nice,another time she'll be not in mood 24/7.i dont think it's about PMS.she's been like this for three weeks now.and i have to be tough to face every words that kinda...erm...mean..that she throw to me.
things changed from bad to better today with hani's call saying that my kodi laptop is ready to be use(and i'm using it now,cause the screen is not blue,like my pc.).i'm happy to enjoy the colourful world of alam maya!!haha.
and,syaf dropped by today and i had a BIG laugh with her.we found out that those two girls that we hated soo much didnt get selected to matriculation.which was a good sign cause syaf told me that she kept dreaming about them.which was scary cause you dont know how mean they can be!OMG,please dont let any of my friends be their friend.believe me,they can do anything to destroy anybody!ok.enough about that.
so,konsert AF this week brought in some kelainan.by that kelainan means..it bores me.watching those so called 'bintang senior' talking and those unnecessary clips bores me to tears.i mean there's no use of showing those clips.maybe the talking is bagus la.tapi,banyak sangat.i believe that if they cut off the clips ang the talking part..the show should be end like just in half an hour je.but i heart dafi's perfomance!dafi did well in the song!OMG,he even pronounced the mandarin words like 60% perfect!a job well done,dafi!i love u..(this week je la..haha).and,aizat's perfomance was the best tonight.kudos given to him.he deserved it.but i hope he'll not be too proud about it.people hate that attitude.so,i'm happy with today's concert.
so,that's about it.kinda not in the mood of blogging today.i had a moody day with my family.kinda think of it.I NEED TO GO OUT AND HANG WITH FRIENDS!i cant do well with pressures!oh God,please say mak will let me hang with my juniors on monday.PLEASE!
i dont get her sometimes.one time,she'll be extra nice,another time she'll be not in mood 24/7.i dont think it's about PMS.she's been like this for three weeks now.and i have to be tough to face every words that kinda...erm...mean..that she throw to me.
things changed from bad to better today with hani's call saying that my kodi laptop is ready to be use(and i'm using it now,cause the screen is not blue,like my pc.).i'm happy to enjoy the colourful world of alam maya!!haha.
and,syaf dropped by today and i had a BIG laugh with her.we found out that those two girls that we hated soo much didnt get selected to matriculation.which was a good sign cause syaf told me that she kept dreaming about them.which was scary cause you dont know how mean they can be!OMG,please dont let any of my friends be their friend.believe me,they can do anything to destroy anybody!ok.enough about that.
so,konsert AF this week brought in some kelainan.by that kelainan means..it bores me.watching those so called 'bintang senior' talking and those unnecessary clips bores me to tears.i mean there's no use of showing those clips.maybe the talking is bagus la.tapi,banyak sangat.i believe that if they cut off the clips ang the talking part..the show should be end like just in half an hour je.but i heart dafi's perfomance!dafi did well in the song!OMG,he even pronounced the mandarin words like 60% perfect!a job well done,dafi!i love u..(this week je la..haha).and,aizat's perfomance was the best tonight.kudos given to him.he deserved it.but i hope he'll not be too proud about it.people hate that attitude.so,i'm happy with today's concert.
so,that's about it.kinda not in the mood of blogging today.i had a moody day with my family.kinda think of it.I NEED TO GO OUT AND HANG WITH FRIENDS!i cant do well with pressures!oh God,please say mak will let me hang with my juniors on monday.PLEASE!
Friday, April 20, 2007
berdua lebih baik.
i cleaned up the windows yesterday!but only half of them la.very tiring u know?n mak was the one who told me to stop.so,i stopped!haha.but she went extremely angry.because i didnt clean up the rest of the windows.
-______-" .semalam kate tak payah???adoih.but i told her that i'll do it tomorrow.harini panas la.malas.haha
oh.i dont understand why couples keep cari me for solving their problems.i mean.hello?i dont have any experience in this matter!ask anybody else!but noooo,they still find me for that.so now i'm in the middle of solving one couple's problem.pening sudah.
i watched wakenabeb yesterday.honestly,it was the first time i watch the 2nd season ok?haha.i think the 1st season was wayyyyy better.that's my opinion la.but yesterday's pija prank was like gila la tak bleh bla!hebatttt...simbah² air.gaha.and i watched KAER in thursday nite live.OMG he's soooo cute!kaer,mari rabu makan muffin!hehe..
i'm now in love with JOHN MAYER!haha.lagu die sedap.sedap mcm gula²!
-______-" .semalam kate tak payah???adoih.but i told her that i'll do it tomorrow.harini panas la.malas.haha
oh.i dont understand why couples keep cari me for solving their problems.i mean.hello?i dont have any experience in this matter!ask anybody else!but noooo,they still find me for that.so now i'm in the middle of solving one couple's problem.pening sudah.
i watched wakenabeb yesterday.honestly,it was the first time i watch the 2nd season ok?haha.i think the 1st season was wayyyyy better.that's my opinion la.but yesterday's pija prank was like gila la tak bleh bla!hebatttt...simbah² air.gaha.and i watched KAER in thursday nite live.OMG he's soooo cute!kaer,mari rabu makan muffin!hehe..
i'm now in love with JOHN MAYER!haha.lagu die sedap.sedap mcm gula²!
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
feeling kodi and perut tak best.
mak didnt allow me to go to the gathering.
mak said..
tak sehat lagi..tak payah la..
asked again,and she said...
siape nak hantar??
told her that i'll be following my friend,and she said..
budak² drive malam² tak selamat..tak payah la..
and i cried..i cried so badly that i've fallen asleep.dont blame me for crying.i miss my school!i miss my classmates!i miss them!i miss bullying them!i miss laughing so hard in class that people could tell and figure out that thatlaugh is my trademark laugh.OMG.I MISS EVERYTHING!!including the time when everybody will group up together and started to gossip.i miss hang out with pn eng!OMG i bet she'd delivered her baby by now.i miss arguing which is the best football team or whose the best F1 driver with win shen and his gang.i even miss the kodi radio yu hua.i miss chinese songs!that explains why i kept playing chinese songs in my myspace page.so,dont blame me for crying.
pak andak and mak andak came today.to simplify everything..pak andak told me to just go for the egypt thing.forget matriks.but,if i suddenly became the luckiest girl and the upu thing give me the courses that i love,i should go for upu instead.OMG.pening.
kak ngah rocks!she said she'll accompany me to astro!now,i dont have to worry about transportation.kak ngah is coming home on the 24th of april!yeay!and she'll definitely teach me kembara and will tell mak that i can drive on my own now!gaha kacak!kak ngah rocks!kak ngah,if u're reading this,I LOVE U!hahahahaha..
mak said..
tak sehat lagi..tak payah la..
asked again,and she said...
siape nak hantar??
told her that i'll be following my friend,and she said..
budak² drive malam² tak selamat..tak payah la..
and i cried..i cried so badly that i've fallen asleep.dont blame me for crying.i miss my school!i miss my classmates!i miss them!i miss bullying them!i miss laughing so hard in class that people could tell and figure out that thatlaugh is my trademark laugh.OMG.I MISS EVERYTHING!!including the time when everybody will group up together and started to gossip.i miss hang out with pn eng!OMG i bet she'd delivered her baby by now.i miss arguing which is the best football team or whose the best F1 driver with win shen and his gang.i even miss the kodi radio yu hua.i miss chinese songs!that explains why i kept playing chinese songs in my myspace page.so,dont blame me for crying.
pak andak and mak andak came today.to simplify everything..pak andak told me to just go for the egypt thing.forget matriks.but,if i suddenly became the luckiest girl and the upu thing give me the courses that i love,i should go for upu instead.OMG.pening.
kak ngah rocks!she said she'll accompany me to astro!now,i dont have to worry about transportation.kak ngah is coming home on the 24th of april!yeay!and she'll definitely teach me kembara and will tell mak that i can drive on my own now!gaha kacak!kak ngah rocks!kak ngah,if u're reading this,I LOVE U!hahahahaha..
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
tak kacak.
i went to the medicglobal today.n now only have to wait for the offer letter.i'm now in a dilemma.dont know which to choose.i pretty sure in my last post i was so confident with my decision that i'll only attend the matrkulasi for 2 to 3 months.but after that,mak came home and told me about other people's experience.she told me that her friend's daughter has completed 3 years of medical degree in moscow,russia..she doesnt really like studying there and wanted to continue the rest 2 years here.BUT,since she dont have any a-level or matriculation or stpm qualification(similar to my case,kita terus buat degree),the government cant help her.even the private colleges cant do anything about it.so her mother said she's sending her to indonesia to complete all 5 years of medical course.in conclusion,if i wanna go to egypt to furthering my studies,there's no more turning back.i mean,i have to complete all 5 years of my degree programme there.tak kisah if i dont like the place.i cant suddenly come back and continue my studies without entering any a-level programmes.paham ke apa aku merepek ni??
so,i'm in a dilemma.because i dont know how is egypt like.damnit.it's so unfair.
but,the people from medicglobal told me that,there's nothing to worry about.i'll love it there.huh.pening.
i dont feel really well today,so i've skipped my driving practice sesion with mak.i hope that i'll get extra well tomorrow!
so,i'm in a dilemma.because i dont know how is egypt like.damnit.it's so unfair.
but,the people from medicglobal told me that,there's nothing to worry about.i'll love it there.huh.pening.
i dont feel really well today,so i've skipped my driving practice sesion with mak.i hope that i'll get extra well tomorrow!
Monday, April 16, 2007
yipee!
i've been selected!gahahahaha..
Tahniah! Anda telah ditawarkan ke Program Matrikulasi,
Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia.
gahahaha...n i got selected to KOLEJ MATRIKULASI MELAKA(KMM)..the same place that kak ngah went to 4 years ago.
sudah tahu jawapan matrikulasi!sedang tunggu jawapan UPU.sekarang macam 60% perasaan ke egypt.(sebab matriks susah)..tgk la kalau UPU bg jawapan yg macam mane..gaha..
i went to JPN today.i've waited for almost 2 hours to collect my cabutan sijil kelahiran.sistem lambat la ape la..and i became really stressed with the people behind me kept talking non stop..talking about how succesful they are..how their spm results are..how the can go study abroad and have to renew their passport..n i was like..apekejadah kau nak berlagak kat sini??..sgt memeningkan kepala.
one word to describe today's medicglobal interview : KELAKAR.haha.
have to go to medicglobal again tomorrow!hadoih.
i've decided that i'm going to the matrikulasi for approximately 3 months before i fly to egypt.
ps:niksu,kita sama!gahahahaha...
boleh carik garing.
Tahniah! Anda telah ditawarkan ke Program Matrikulasi,
Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia.
gahahaha...n i got selected to KOLEJ MATRIKULASI MELAKA(KMM)..the same place that kak ngah went to 4 years ago.
sudah tahu jawapan matrikulasi!sedang tunggu jawapan UPU.sekarang macam 60% perasaan ke egypt.(sebab matriks susah)..tgk la kalau UPU bg jawapan yg macam mane..gaha..
i went to JPN today.i've waited for almost 2 hours to collect my cabutan sijil kelahiran.sistem lambat la ape la..and i became really stressed with the people behind me kept talking non stop..talking about how succesful they are..how their spm results are..how the can go study abroad and have to renew their passport..n i was like..apekejadah kau nak berlagak kat sini??..sgt memeningkan kepala.
one word to describe today's medicglobal interview : KELAKAR.haha.
have to go to medicglobal again tomorrow!hadoih.
i've decided that i'm going to the matrikulasi for approximately 3 months before i fly to egypt.
ps:niksu,kita sama!gahahahaha...
boleh carik garing.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
007
i had fun yesterday!!
yesterday was husna's 18th birthday.so,we've planned to have a surprise birthday party.it was held at the palma cafe in pkns bangi at 9pm.palma cafe is the 2nd best place to hangout after bangi kopitiam,here in bangi.but the plan doesnt go really well.apparently shai dont know how to keep husna stay in one place and husna suddenly got all merajuk and wanna go back home immediately.so we called her up and completely spoilt the surprise la kan..buat penat je aku berpeluh² tunggu 'line clear' tepi tangga yang busuk berbau rokok tu!siot betul.tapi husna still surprised with us all suddenly terkeluarkan kepala panggil dia naik atas andddddddd....the best pak cik ever who sang the birthday song for her free of charge.with the mic and the keyboard..made her tears rolled over.gahahaha...it was fun!should do it more often..except the busuk bau rokok part la..gaha.
husna(the birthday girl) and her bf,shai.
us girls.
boys.
the party end at 10.30pm.then we jalan² to ean's house.syaf drove the car.i was like..i want to drive the car!!but they all were like..tak nampak la!jangan..doh.dengki!cis!syaf's driving skill is very similar with mine..i wonder why mak still didn't allow me to drive alone yet.grrr....geram sungguh la~..but nevermind,i'll practice more often!kembaraku yg membara..bersabarlah anda~..i arrived home at 11pm and everybody was asleep.doink betul.
my cousins,my anak sepupus,cikde and pak ude slept overnight here.but due to the kodi astro angah arman's family have to leave early.he said:'ada meeting pukul 9 nanti!'...palotak hang!grrr...along's family tak jadi spent the night here with same reason..'astro kau tak gune arr...'...ek eleh...angah arman came here yesterday with his so called 'magic' fingers to repair the kodi astro but end up with absolutely nothing except a technician's phone number.baik takyah,angah!cis!harapan palsu.
the technician came this morning and our astro is fully recovered from any illness!yeay.according to the technician,the piring eventually disambar petir.and we were like...OH~...and we watched the ulangan of konsert akademi fantasia at 1.30 pm.
i had fun these two days!i've cooked.and it turned up to be hangus.but angah still said it was nice though!so mak,somebody just compliment my cooking skill!big heart to angah arman!!gaha.i've played with the little ones.oh!heaven!
kema and i
i have to go to JPN tomorrow..and to medicglobal..and to aunty sarah's house..got to meet aunty ani!!yeay!really hope that she'll go.gahahahahaha.(segan)
ps:
i need new shoes!!!i really² need new shoes as soon as possible!!new bag also.and shades!grrrrrr...
yesterday was husna's 18th birthday.so,we've planned to have a surprise birthday party.it was held at the palma cafe in pkns bangi at 9pm.palma cafe is the 2nd best place to hangout after bangi kopitiam,here in bangi.but the plan doesnt go really well.apparently shai dont know how to keep husna stay in one place and husna suddenly got all merajuk and wanna go back home immediately.so we called her up and completely spoilt the surprise la kan..buat penat je aku berpeluh² tunggu 'line clear' tepi tangga yang busuk berbau rokok tu!siot betul.tapi husna still surprised with us all suddenly terkeluarkan kepala panggil dia naik atas andddddddd....the best pak cik ever who sang the birthday song for her free of charge.with the mic and the keyboard..made her tears rolled over.gahahaha...it was fun!should do it more often..except the busuk bau rokok part la..gaha.
the party end at 10.30pm.then we jalan² to ean's house.syaf drove the car.i was like..i want to drive the car!!but they all were like..tak nampak la!jangan..doh.dengki!cis!syaf's driving skill is very similar with mine..i wonder why mak still didn't allow me to drive alone yet.grrr....geram sungguh la~..but nevermind,i'll practice more often!kembaraku yg membara..bersabarlah anda~..i arrived home at 11pm and everybody was asleep.doink betul.
my cousins,my anak sepupus,cikde and pak ude slept overnight here.but due to the kodi astro angah arman's family have to leave early.he said:'ada meeting pukul 9 nanti!'...palotak hang!grrr...along's family tak jadi spent the night here with same reason..'astro kau tak gune arr...'...ek eleh...angah arman came here yesterday with his so called 'magic' fingers to repair the kodi astro but end up with absolutely nothing except a technician's phone number.baik takyah,angah!cis!harapan palsu.
the technician came this morning and our astro is fully recovered from any illness!yeay.according to the technician,the piring eventually disambar petir.and we were like...OH~...and we watched the ulangan of konsert akademi fantasia at 1.30 pm.
i had fun these two days!i've cooked.and it turned up to be hangus.but angah still said it was nice though!so mak,somebody just compliment my cooking skill!big heart to angah arman!!gaha.i've played with the little ones.oh!heaven!
i have to go to JPN tomorrow..and to medicglobal..and to aunty sarah's house..got to meet aunty ani!!yeay!really hope that she'll go.gahahahahaha.(segan)
ps:
i need new shoes!!!i really² need new shoes as soon as possible!!new bag also.and shades!grrrrrr...
Friday, April 13, 2007
kebosanan maksima
kebosanan maksima!!
astroku kodi tahap kritikal!
which means...i cant watch any of my favourite tv shows!damnit la..
and now i'm getting bored staring the monitor..which is (the monitor) becoming kodi-er everyday.i have a blue screen.a completely blue screen that's making me sleepy everytime i stare it.and the pink is turning blue.red is completely black.so,i cant enjoy the colourful world of alam maya.fcuk.
so,tomorrow...is yet to decide..i think i'll be extra extra gigantic bored so,i have to go out and meet people!oh rakan² marilah berjumpa!aku rinduuu!!!!!!!!!!!
astroku kodi tahap kritikal!
which means...i cant watch any of my favourite tv shows!damnit la..
and now i'm getting bored staring the monitor..which is (the monitor) becoming kodi-er everyday.i have a blue screen.a completely blue screen that's making me sleepy everytime i stare it.and the pink is turning blue.red is completely black.so,i cant enjoy the colourful world of alam maya.fcuk.
so,tomorrow...is yet to decide..i think i'll be extra extra gigantic bored so,i have to go out and meet people!oh rakan² marilah berjumpa!aku rinduuu!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, April 12, 2007
mari berdansa.
i am sooooooooo happy!!!
mak didnt scream!!doh best gile..jap..ade sikit...sikit je jeritan.haha..petanda bagus kan?kan?kan?muahahahahaha..kembara kacak doh!wangiii...kembara yang membara!haha..
but,i drove the car without bringing my license!and mak also didnt bring hers.and ada polis tahan kereta².and i got freaked out!i was like..omg..1st time langgar peraturan doh!!bangga!!tapi cuak takut kena tangkap.luckily,the policeman only tahan lelaki².and i'm a gadis.so,THANK GOD FOR THAT!!gahahahahaha.tapi kacak gile la tak bawak lesen!hahaha...
currently waiting for 1.30 pm so i can watch pride and prejudice...again...and again..haha..ok chow!
mak didnt scream!!doh best gile..jap..ade sikit...sikit je jeritan.haha..petanda bagus kan?kan?kan?muahahahahaha..kembara kacak doh!wangiii...kembara yang membara!haha..
but,i drove the car without bringing my license!and mak also didnt bring hers.and ada polis tahan kereta².and i got freaked out!i was like..omg..1st time langgar peraturan doh!!bangga!!tapi cuak takut kena tangkap.luckily,the policeman only tahan lelaki².and i'm a gadis.so,THANK GOD FOR THAT!!gahahahahaha.tapi kacak gile la tak bawak lesen!hahaha...
currently waiting for 1.30 pm so i can watch pride and prejudice...again...and again..haha..ok chow!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
tiada prektis
no driving practice session today.
it made me feel sad.mak told me that tiada prektis harini kerana bangun lewat.which was not really true.i woke up early tau?8 something but i'm so malas to get up from the cossy bed.so,i went back to sleep.akhirnye,i woke up at 9 something.and mak is already in front of the sewing table and sewing curtains.which was the sign of..'u're not going to drive the car today,i'm busy with works.'..aiyak!apsal la tak bangun je tadi??adoi!
therefore,i have to wake up extremely early tomorrow so that i can practice the kembara and i can drive alone as soon as possible.plus,learn how to drift with cikgu haziq.haha.
i was surfing the net and i found this...
Mak: Along..nak pegi kedai ker?
Along: Yer,mak nak kirim ape2 ker?
Mak: Sos cili dh hbs..tolong beli sebotol..
[along memandang topi keledarnye..]
Along: xpayah larh pakai..dekat jer..
10 minit kemudian...
Adik: Mak2,ade kemalangan tadi..sos cili tumpah macam darah...
Mak: Sos cili?
Adik: Mak,along mane mak?
Mak: ALONG!?SOS CILI!?
Adik: Ape bau busuk nie mak?
Mak: Along?
Along: Sorry lar mak..sos cili tertumpah tadi..motor along hmpr2 kne langgar dgn lori najis tadi.....habis tumpah sos cili...
MORAL:
KALO NAK SOS CILI...
CALL MCDONALD DI TALIAN
1-800-1313
SETIAP PEMBELIAN MAKANAN AKAN
DISERTAKAN
DGN SOS CILI PERCUMA
ngahahahahaha....
it made me feel sad.mak told me that tiada prektis harini kerana bangun lewat.which was not really true.i woke up early tau?8 something but i'm so malas to get up from the cossy bed.so,i went back to sleep.akhirnye,i woke up at 9 something.and mak is already in front of the sewing table and sewing curtains.which was the sign of..'u're not going to drive the car today,i'm busy with works.'..aiyak!apsal la tak bangun je tadi??adoi!
therefore,i have to wake up extremely early tomorrow so that i can practice the kembara and i can drive alone as soon as possible.plus,learn how to drift with cikgu haziq.haha.
i was surfing the net and i found this...
Mak: Along..nak pegi kedai ker?
Along: Yer,mak nak kirim ape2 ker?
Mak: Sos cili dh hbs..tolong beli sebotol..
[along memandang topi keledarnye..]
Along: xpayah larh pakai..dekat jer..
10 minit kemudian...
Adik: Mak2,ade kemalangan tadi..sos cili tumpah macam darah...
Mak: Sos cili?
Adik: Mak,along mane mak?
Mak: ALONG!?SOS CILI!?
Adik: Ape bau busuk nie mak?
Mak: Along?
Along: Sorry lar mak..sos cili tertumpah tadi..motor along hmpr2 kne langgar dgn lori najis tadi.....habis tumpah sos cili...
MORAL:
KALO NAK SOS CILI...
CALL MCDONALD DI TALIAN
1-800-1313
SETIAP PEMBELIAN MAKANAN AKAN
DISERTAKAN
DGN SOS CILI PERCUMA
ngahahahahaha....
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
emosi dah ni.
a driving practice session today.
i dont know what's wrong with me.mak said left,i turned right.and i got mad when mak said i turned the wrong side.i was really sure that my right is left.maybe i just woke up and i was having the blur baru bangun dari tidur moment.
i was a bit more relaxed when i drive the kembara today.which is good....kan?...kan?
the roads need major make over!i cant see the lines!where're those lines?how do i suppose to know where to stop if i dont know where the fcuking line is?oi jabatan kerja raya!buat line tu lekas!!!aku tak nampak!!pastu aku kene marah sebab berenti jauh sgt.kau punye pasal la!jkr busukk..
i went to hani's immediately after i got home from the practice session..away from mak's BERHENTI!!! scream...away from mak's KIRI!!KIRI!! scream..it made me feel very emotional tau?haha..so i went there to give kak ngah's husband(i dont know how to spell his name) my kodi laptop to be repaired.hoorayy!!
i met mohd akmal hanif today!i enjoyed watching him sleeping.but i hate it when he started to poo..haha..hanif,jangan poo depan aunty hannah lagi,ok?busuk..haha..
faiz bought this motorola flip phone that only cost RM280!and it is so damn kacakkkkkkkk!but takde kamera,takde mp3,takde infrared,takde bluetooth.TAPI ADE RADIO!!ITU PALING PENTING!!tapi,patutkah saye beli?
i dont know what's wrong with me.mak said left,i turned right.and i got mad when mak said i turned the wrong side.i was really sure that my right is left.maybe i just woke up and i was having the blur baru bangun dari tidur moment.
i was a bit more relaxed when i drive the kembara today.which is good....kan?...kan?
the roads need major make over!i cant see the lines!where're those lines?how do i suppose to know where to stop if i dont know where the fcuking line is?oi jabatan kerja raya!buat line tu lekas!!!aku tak nampak!!pastu aku kene marah sebab berenti jauh sgt.kau punye pasal la!jkr busukk..
i went to hani's immediately after i got home from the practice session..away from mak's BERHENTI!!! scream...away from mak's KIRI!!KIRI!! scream..it made me feel very emotional tau?haha..so i went there to give kak ngah's husband(i dont know how to spell his name) my kodi laptop to be repaired.hoorayy!!
i met mohd akmal hanif today!i enjoyed watching him sleeping.but i hate it when he started to poo..haha..hanif,jangan poo depan aunty hannah lagi,ok?busuk..haha..
faiz bought this motorola flip phone that only cost RM280!and it is so damn kacakkkkkkkk!but takde kamera,takde mp3,takde infrared,takde bluetooth.TAPI ADE RADIO!!ITU PALING PENTING!!tapi,patutkah saye beli?
Saturday, April 07, 2007
didodoididodoididodoi.
aunty leha,uncle jamilin n wife,makyong and pak yeop came today.makyong and aunty leha asked me about my spm results and what course do i want to study.i was like.'ok je.alhamdulillah.'and..
aunty leha:'jgn ckp ok!spm is nothing.'
makyong:'sebenarnye orang yang banyak² bukannya pandai.diorang paksa jadi pandai.yang average² yang bijak.'
aunty leha:'malaysia ni sbenarnye pressure students ni supaya dapat banyak A,kat US takde mcm tu pon.'
makyong:'tgk la kalau nak biasiswa kena semua A jugak!pressure betul.'
and i was like...THANK GOD ADE ORANG PAHAM!!!!!
n ouh.farha,fatin and noni dah keluar pulak.skali keluar 3 terus pulak.AF kodi lah.adoi.shawalku perfomed baiikkk!part terakhir mcm kasi meremang bulu roma.i even like dafi's didodoididodoididodoi song.sgt best chorus dia.
cant wait for 25th april 2007!nantikan~haha..
pastikan anda tune 103.0 fm pada pukul 9 malam pada tarikh di atas~haha.
baiklah rakan², tatau nak blog ape dah.somebody sedekahkan aku RM2000 please.
aunty leha:'jgn ckp ok!spm is nothing.'
makyong:'sebenarnye orang yang banyak² bukannya pandai.diorang paksa jadi pandai.yang average² yang bijak.'
aunty leha:'malaysia ni sbenarnye pressure students ni supaya dapat banyak A,kat US takde mcm tu pon.'
makyong:'tgk la kalau nak biasiswa kena semua A jugak!pressure betul.'
and i was like...THANK GOD ADE ORANG PAHAM!!!!!
n ouh.farha,fatin and noni dah keluar pulak.skali keluar 3 terus pulak.AF kodi lah.adoi.shawalku perfomed baiikkk!part terakhir mcm kasi meremang bulu roma.i even like dafi's didodoididodoididodoi song.sgt best chorus dia.
cant wait for 25th april 2007!nantikan~haha..
pastikan anda tune 103.0 fm pada pukul 9 malam pada tarikh di atas~haha.
baiklah rakan², tatau nak blog ape dah.somebody sedekahkan aku RM2000 please.
Friday, April 06, 2007
princess hours
the best korean drama i've ever watched!tapi dah habis dah.nak nanges.huwaaaa.sesiape yang kaye,kacak,wangi,tabah,dan hebat,sile lah dermakn saye cd drama ini.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
huwaaaa
NAK NANGIS~
mak said i'm a lousy driver~
mak told me that i cant really drive~
mak said i cant drive yet till i have confidence yang tinggi~ (confidence lagi?)
kembara busukkk!!!kembara tinggi!!!tak reti~tak reti~
kembara busukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~
tak reti drive auto~
tak reti~
tak reti~
sape mahu ajar saye???
sedih~~
kak ngah,cepatla balikkkkk
kak yong,lekas la pulang~
mak cikgu yang garang~
kene marah sampai nak nangis~
wahai kakak kakak ku yang baik dan jelita~
pulang lekasssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
mak said i'm a lousy driver~
mak told me that i cant really drive~
mak said i cant drive yet till i have confidence yang tinggi~ (confidence lagi?)
kembara busukkk!!!kembara tinggi!!!tak reti~tak reti~
kembara busukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~
tak reti drive auto~
tak reti~
tak reti~
sape mahu ajar saye???
sedih~~
kak ngah,cepatla balikkkkk
kak yong,lekas la pulang~
mak cikgu yang garang~
kene marah sampai nak nangis~
wahai kakak kakak ku yang baik dan jelita~
pulang lekasssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
high.cloud 9.
i had so much fun yesterday!i was sooooo high.hani and i went to the mid valley to shop for something and to pre-book the harry potter and the deadly hallows.we met niksu,zati and atheera there.it was like some kind of gathering thing la.haha.
zati belanja!hehe.hani and i had gold-o-choc at delifrance and we were high!so high that we could reach the 9th cloud.haha.and we did some crazy gile tak bleh bla stuff.we took atheera's esprit bottle and poured the manis-est root beer i ever drank in it.and we drank it.and we acted as if we were drunk.best gile.haha.and other stuff that i'm so malas to mention it here but i wrote it in my diary.haha.
we were high.
shisha terbaik!haha.
atheera,zati,niksu,hannah,hani
zati belanja!hehe.hani and i had gold-o-choc at delifrance and we were high!so high that we could reach the 9th cloud.haha.and we did some crazy gile tak bleh bla stuff.we took atheera's esprit bottle and poured the manis-est root beer i ever drank in it.and we drank it.and we acted as if we were drunk.best gile.haha.and other stuff that i'm so malas to mention it here but i wrote it in my diary.haha.
the root beer and zati's strawberry thingy were so manis that i was like..soo terlebih gula..even zati and atheera were like..korang ni dah kritikal!haha.kodi.niksu left early though.kodi la niksu!sampai rumah pukul 8 mlm.and mak was soo sporting and didnt scold me for coming back late.love u,mak!
remind me NOT TO GO TO KL WITH (abg)FAIZ EVER EVER EVER AGAIN!!
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